sunflower in love with the moon

"Why are you here?" Lu Zheng asked with a smirk, "I'll be out in about ten days, can't I wait?" The gray man smiled brightly

"Hehe" Lu Zheng knew what kind of smile that woman had was the most bitter!

"what happened?"

"fine"

The glass separates freedom and bondage, and now it seems that it also separates heaven and the furnace. Back in the studio, she threw herself into life as fast as she could, washed a love that represented failure, whose name was that?Looking at the paintings she made by herself, congratulations on touching the smooth handwriting like a baby

"I've been on the road, running against the sunset"

May, did you not go to work today?Or was she picked up by her mother again?She doesn't seem to know you well?My May is a girl who is so capricious that she won't cry!

"Congratulations?"

"Yeah" I haven't seen her for a few days, Brother Shou couldn't bear to talk to her long ago, "Are you done?"

"Ah, just go" to catch the cigarette she threw

"Drink tonight?"

"Why? To teach you the experience of falling in love?"

"Haha" This is her black humor as always "It's counted!"

"Save it!"

"Don't believe me? I really have experience in this matter!!"

"Let you save some money, business is not good recently, right?"

"That little bastard Xiaoyu said?"

"Hehe, just say something when your hands are tight"

"Hehe, it makes me want to borrow money from you!" Brother Shou smiled foolishly, looking at the painting she just saw. "That night, we made an agreement..."

"Forget it" Congratulations to the self who looked at the purple T-shirt lightly, enjoying the clouds and smoke, fascinated by the gentleness

"Congratulations.."

"I'm fine." She smoked fiercely. This unfamiliar self is the product of love. "Hehe, isn't it like me?"

"Of course I'm not you, I like girls much more than you do!"

"Haha" The two of them downplayed their sadness. The more humorous the person is at this time, the sadder they should be, right? "I see she posted a circle of friends"

Congratulations stopped smiling. The smoke was so strong that it suffocated her eyes. She smiled and asked, "What happened?"

"Look for yourself." Congratulations took his cell phone, very nervous

"Sometimes there is a big hole in life, we can only look at the sweet part." Borrow the well-known "Donut", with a pink picture, updated an hour ago in May.Congratulations, smiling with relief, eyes full of tears, everyone has become the most familiar stranger to each other, cinnabar mole, white moonlight, the most regrettable, the most exaggerated

"Hee hee, be happy!"

The name of that little sheep is exactly similar to my own, May, you are amazing!Knowing that the most dangerous place is the safest place, knowing how to deceive others, knowing how to pay homage to the undead love in a happy way. . .

"I've seen people who were broken in love and cried to death, but I've never seen you two like this!"

"hehe"

Congratulations on taking pictures of her lonely work with Brother Beast's mobile phone, and then postscript "Many nights overlap, quietly forming darkness, roses absorb light, the earth suppresses fragrance, in order to find you, I move into the eyes of birds, often staring at the passing wind "

"What are you doing?" Brother Shou looked back at the circle of friends she just posted, "Okay, you made it up yourself?"

"Seen on Weibo"

"Hehe, you two are blindfolded! No, you use my mobile phone to post, what if my girlfriend misunderstands you?" Dahai asked nervously

"Then you don't do anything, just talk about her..." Gong Xi tilted his mouth and waited for the good news

"That's right! Is this how you coax girls?" Dahai expressed admiration, "Amazing!"

"Heh" Congratulations sneered. She should be the one who can really talk about love. This little girl who has never been in love can actually make up a fairy tale in a few words, which contains sourness, sweetness, and herself and her.

The warm sunlight shone on the glass, and the children took a nap quietly, and she gave her compliments knowingly.

It has been a week since we broke up, and she is like the earliest time, smoking a cigarette next to the bird of paradise in the upstairs window, waiting for me to pass by, congratulations for changing the name to birdseyes, May changed the name to pass by wind of.

Today's little girl is very good, as if she is creating a beautiful set for herself, go and enjoy her encouragement and love. The photo she took is her purple T-shirt. The sun is so warm, and it is hot on her face. I remember the first Saturday of school in May, and the weather was like this.

"I've already told you, you don't need to go to the hospital..." Wu Yue complained, "It's hard to sleep in late..." She didn't refute, the first week after school is a rare and difficult time for everyone Looking forward to it, after getting up early for a few days, Congratulations' dark circles have also become intense

"Didn't you eat in the morning?"

"No," she replied with her eyes closed.

"I'll call you when we arrive"

"Um"

The busy start of school, the never-before-seen dysmenorrhea, Yang Chen's discovery, and the noise of her parents, this little girl lost a lot of weight in just a few days. She is more, counting down the love, today of this month, it should be the last time in this life!

"May?"

"Ok?"

"arrive"

"Oh" her voice was very soft, as if all the gentleness in her body had been given to her

While waiting for the doctor's appointment, Wuyue just sat on the bench and slept recklessly, watching the pregnant women coming and going in this consulting room, and the impatient father-to-be, congratulations, imagining the days after May, and hoping for her future That one, I didn't think she was too troublesome, I hope that she, who is bulky, never thought of herself again, and once realized a passage, I love you as a mother, you will always be the most beautiful woman in the world, you not only Is it the most beautiful love chapter in my life, or the greatest blessing in my life, May, I hope I will never know or experience, my hurt or my reluctance. . .

"Mayue, wake up, it's your turn soon"

"Well" May is very obedient "What time is it?"

"Uh, eight fifty, are you a little hungry?"

"fine,,"

"Well, have you seen this department before?" Gong Xirou asked

"Huh?" Wu Yue's eyes were still sleepy, "How could I have seen it?"

"Yeah..." May is very smart, and found out her little thoughts

"Maybe you made me sick!" Congratulations looked at the shameless little girl, she proudly tried to rely on herself, and couldn't stand to speak, the computer called May's name

"Where is it uncomfortable?" The doctor is a woman in her 40s. She changed her appearance as soon as Wu Yue entered. She looked at Congratulations nervously.

"Um, dysmenorrhea," she replied hesitantly, this shy child probably only showed a vicious look in front of her!

"When was the last time?"

"Come on, what last time?" Wu Yue was a little terrified, she knew how crooked she was thinking

"It's the last menstrual period, August 31st." Congratulations reminded me, and I got the unexpected puzzled look from the doctor

"Is it clean?"

"Um"

"Does it usually hurt?"

"Fortunately, just this time, it's a bit powerful"

"Is your period regular?"

"It's not very accurate, but it can't be more than two or three days before and after."

"Then let's do a B-ultrasound. I'm doing a urine routine, a blood routine, to rule out inflammation, and a gynecological examination..."

"Um, doctor." Congratulations and timely stop "She, unmarried..."

"Huh?" It looked like she was telling the doctor something "Have you ever had sex?"

"Uh" How should I answer this?Wuyue wished she could find a hole to get in, her hot face must be very scary!

"Borderline sex!"

"Huh?" The doctor was very surprised. Looking at the state of the two of them, he probably knew what kind of relationship this was. "Then let's do these first, see if there is any problem with the blood test and urine test, have you eaten in the morning?"

"no"

"Okay, let's pay the fee"

Congratulations for taking the proof of payment from the doctor and saying thank you. Looking at May again, her blushing little face is so heart-wrenching and unsatisfactory.

"Let's go!"

"Oh"

Congratulations did not avoid suspicion and took her hand. The little girl was startled, she had never done this before. .

"You wait in line here, I'll pay the fee, huh?" There was a long line at the entrance of the B-ultrasound "Don't be cut in line!" She was worried and a little evil

"Eh?"

"Ok?"

"That, that doctor..." Wuyue looked at her embarrassedly, in pale pink sweatpants, and the purple T-shirt she painted, in the whole team, she was the most beautiful color

"She's so old, she won't have seen her before." Congratulations explained in her ear with a smirk, "And, what I said is so obvious."

"That's not what I said!" She frowned, her eagerness was cute. "I said, that check..."

"Oh." Now it's Congratulations' turn to blush. "Hehe." So she was saying that, "Didn't you say you won't check?"

"Oh" she was relieved

"Are you distracted just now? Didn't you hear such important words?"

"Aren't I thinking about what you said?"

"Hehe" she was arranging the little girl's hair, "I'm going to pay the fee"

"Um"

"Well, if you don't understand it, you can ask Du Niang!"

"Hate"

That examination was a surprise, but she deprived herself of her preference for eating ice cream. The doctor prescribed a nasty medicine. She complained every time before taking it. Now it’s the high-tech era. Why can’t the medicine taste delicious? What about a little?Every time she encounters such complaints, she will considerately peel off two pieces of orange-flavored candy for her.

"Hey, why are they all bitter medicines?" Sitting in the lounge, Wu Yue muttered distressedly, with her cold hot water in hand, "You said that science and technology are so advanced now, why can't this medicine be made? How about something delicious?"

The little girl opened a large capsule, smelled it, and it smelled like Chinese medicine. Seeing that she put it back in its original place, Congratulations finally couldn't help it.

"Hi!" After looking at the description of the medicine, he pulled out a piece of tissue paper, put the pills on it thoughtfully, and then looked at the granule, Wu Yue snatched it away

"I can do it myself"

"Hehe, then I'll boil water for you"

"Well, burn more." Congratulations hesitated for a moment, shook his head and left.

Seeing Congratulations leave, Wu Yue tiptoed to pick up all the pills on the paper towel, uh, where to throw them?In the sink?No, such a big one shouldn't be able to go down, right?Throw it down the window, no, you will be found when you go out!Or, put it in your pocket.Yes, put it in your pocket and take it home. .But we can't allow her to cheat completely, Congratulations poked his head out with a smirk on his face

"What are you doing?"

May stopped what she was doing, and waited for her to approach, would she be smart enough to see through her little thoughts?

"Looking for something!"

"Oh" she turned to leave, Mayu zipped up the zipper of her coat, "Did you take all the medicine?"

"Well, I ate it all." Congratulations sat on the single sofa, admiring her lies, "It's very bitter..."

"Teacher Wu doesn't need to drink water after taking such a bitter medicine?" Wu Yue immediately noticed the large glass of water on the table, and she felt embarrassed when she was penetrated in this way, "Take it out!" She glanced at it Her clothes, fingers making seductive movements.

No way, May had to give in.

"Is it alright not to take it?" The pill was tightly clenched in her hand, and the white tissue was clenched into a ball. She was discussing and flattering her! "Otherwise, I'll take that capsule, and I won't drink it if I drink it..." Congratulations opened her palm, and the moment she stared at her, she already had a guilty conscience, flattened the crumpled paper ball, and checked the pill amount until two orange icing sugars are placed on top.

"Give it to me?" Wu Yue immediately turned into a little girl, excitedly picked it up and admired it, "Orange flavor, where did it come from?"

"Xiaoyuan's inventory..."

She holds the candy in the palm of her heart, and the stalk about the hidden candy is really in front of her eyes, squeezed beside her, and she looks at her proudly

"Just two?"

"Not enough?" Congratulations surprised

"Isn't it too stingy to give two pieces of candy for a handful of medicine?"

"You want me to be generous? Just make me happy?" She was implying that Wu Yue knew it, but since she was caught and seen by Yang Chen, she became ascetic.Wuyue smiled embarrassingly, picked up the pills, and swallowed them one by one. She was very considerate. When she decided to take the medicine, she opened the candy paper first. She was very gentle. Regarding that matter, She never complains.

Congratulations, it took me two weeks to take the medicine for a week and I still haven't finished it. No one gave me sugar, no one supervised me. If you knew, would you criticize me?Say I'm procrastinating?Say I can't take care of myself?But if all the procrastination can work, I think I can decide how much time we spend together, I want it to start from the first time I meet you, and procrastinate until the day when we will never break up!

The autumn after the Mid-Autumn Festival is exactly what it should be, with a clear blue sky, clusters of white clouds, occasional big orange sun at seven o'clock, and occasional busy streets.

According to Xiaoyuan, there is a teacher Mu who teaches music in the class, especially like the teacher Mo who Mi Xiaoquan went to school. She is gentle and beautiful. Congratulations, she saw many similarities with her in that strange girl. A warm smile and a quiet demeanor. . .

She still occasionally stays at the gate of the kindergarten, watching her take the group of children to do exercises and play, with brighter smiles and clearer misses, listening to Aunt Xiaoyuan tell her what her parents entrusted to her in May, congratulations Powerless but praying to God, I hope she never knows!

The grandparents were immersed in the joy of Lu Zheng's coming back, chattering about Wuyue's grievances and the difficulty of the kindergarten teacher. Congratulations, they just lit a cigarette and came to the balcony.

Xiaoyuan is holding the hot and sweet corn, which is a taste she can never get tired of. May, your mother-in-law, you say that the corn on the street is authentic, but I know, you are saying I waste it, but I But I feel that I am wasting your most beautiful time and years. .I chose a trip to Komodo Island for you. There are colors you like there. According to what you said, pink has the ability to heal. Can the pink beach relieve your sadness and regret?

The author has something to say: I have read a very brave sentence: We are torn apart by the world, but we must go forward bravely for love; we are humiliated by housing prices, but we must also warm the simple reality; We are tormented by mediocrity, and we have to start the adventure of walking away; the so-called glory days are not the shining days later, but when no one cares about your paranoia about your dreams. Loyalty to the end?

The story is halfway through, and it has officially entered the plot of heart abuse. This is the most difficult time in my writing process, because I have been evaluating the beginning of two people.As a married woman, the third party is the least accepted and tolerated. Unfortunately, our moon is that role. .Because of this, I want to end the story in moderation and end in this kind of sadness and cause and effect. . .However, the reality is not right or wrong, and I have been reflecting on myself, why do I write so many words?As women, should we lean on marriage?Or pursue a career to ride the wind and waves?Or stick to the fence for the children?Or just ignore everything for the sake of happiness?I can't think of an answer until now, maybe this is the meaning of life?Explore the unknown self, subvert the known self, deny and accept, challenge and indulge, just like the two girls in the story, if the sweetness before is destined to be irreversible, then the bitterness at this time is indispensable in their lives Partly, then they will each experience the darkest time in their lives, and will also be punished and tribulated accordingly, just like the cicadas and love that warm up the summer, hibernate for a few winters, and change to their real selves. .