sunflower in love with the moon

"This place is more beautiful than what you said" half of it is a sea of ​​brilliant flowers, and the other half is clear and blue. I went all the way for it, and May finally fell.

Congratulations smiled, she shook her neck, the overwhelming rapeseed flowers dazzled her eyes, the Qilian Snow Mountain in the distance was clearly visible, the sky and the earth formed a line, many people were taking pictures

Only she is the exception, reluctant to blink

"Of course" he pulled her to his side "because you are not there as I said!"

"hehe"

There is no hint of summer here, like autumn, with high clouds and clear wind.For some reason, here is like a season of parting. She is worried that the clouds will turn into clouds if they go too fast, and the flowers will easily lose if they bloom too brightly. She throws herself into her arms for no reason, not caring what the people around her think or think , flattered, she subconsciously glanced at others

Some people are surprised and curious, some people have no time to take care of

"what happened?"

"Can we not break up?" She hid in her warmth and cried and said, "There are some things that I can't bear to think about, I haven't had time to do what I thought of, and I haven't had time to think about what I did, why is the time so rushed? "

Hearing her complaints, Congratulations’ eyes were red too. Her hair fragrance smelled like she was going her own way. Because she said it smelled good once, she packed a box. She knew that she wanted to save more familiarity and memories.

"This is the largest inland lake, and it's also a saltwater lake. It's salty! It's like tears!"

"Hate" Wuyue complained with tear stains, Congratulations' hands were not warm at all, wiping the scorching tear stains softly and coldly

"Summer is the season with the most vigorous vitality in nature, just like the magnificence here, pure, and effortless, the days that can't pass, the nights that can't sleep, today is the beginning of autumn, May?"

Put the hat on for her, fasten the buttons of the jacket for her, brush off the hair that was hanging on her face because of the tears, and said congratulations

"Time is fast, yesterday seemed to be hot and sweaty, and suddenly today is autumn, and you always count the days, from spring to summer, and to today. Maybe the long holiday in October is not good for you, but I can finally get rid of the crying and incompatibility of those new students. I hope you can go outside and take a look, wherever you want, just like now, there will always be something that will make you forget this bad love."

Hearing such tenderness in Wuyue, my heart was about to break, and I cried more and more

"November... um, it's winter! Buy two beautiful clothes, eat hot pot, think of me, it still seems to hurt, but fortunately you believe in the power of time, some good things can't be kept, and pain naturally follows Such a rule." Congratulations gently patted her on the back and comforted "December, there will be a heavy snowfall, you no longer feel sad about my favorite color, now it is pale, and it will arrive as scheduled Christmas, you will definitely receive a mysterious gift on that day, you will guess it is me at the first time, but when you think of me again, you look back, it has been two months... But in fact, that's me!"

"Heh" Wuyue wiped away her tears, such a terrible and helpless result, now she said it was so quiet and warm

"January, it seems like it's time for a holiday? You are the same as in previous years. You go to the alley with your parents, soak in the hot springs, and you are urged to get married as always. When you talk about this matter, you never refuse, but from the heart Smiling, looking for a boyfriend according to my standards may take a little time!"

"hehe"

"In February, the weather is getting warmer. You are looking forward to the beginning of school and Valentine's Day. The child is one year old. Will you cry less and be better at the beginning of school? Also, what kind of gift do you think I will give you?"

"Will you give me everything I want?"

"Hehe, the premise is that it can't be pornographic"

"Ha ha"

"March, your birthday" Wuyue burst into tears, her nose was so red that it is not here, the cool and gentle wind swayed her eyes full of anticipation "Don't waste your birthday wishes on me" she instantly "Because I will love you as much as I do now, and I will love myself as much as I love you. This is your wish, and there is no reason for it to fail."

Kiss her forehead, she smiles faintly

"April, May, you think of me frequently, the same day, the same weather, you may be in a trance, did you have a particularly beautiful dream, May?"

"Ok?"

"You see that sun?"

Follow her fingers, she is obedient and well-behaved, she can't open her eyes

"Look at it, does it look like the sun on the day you met me? Does it look like the sun that I said to break up with you with a thick skin?"

It is said that people's hearts and the sun can't look directly at each other, Wuyue covered her hands with her hands, and listened to her secretly

"I heard a passage, the general meaning is this. After a few years, you have also experienced some sophistication of the world, and you have some stories that you can only chew alone in the sleepless nights. Your youthfulness fades away, and you gradually understand life. You, death is terrible, you finally understand, let go, and accepted it calmly, congratulations, she is just a mortal, no different from other A, B, C, Ding, but I can’t explain why? You will still be nostalgic for the present time, It’s like superstition, like belief, like roller skating that you didn’t learn when you were a child, like regret! Maybe you don’t understand why I choose to return to my family no matter how crazy I am, how I play, and I will tell you the reason now” [-] Moon suddenly tensed up

"Lu Zheng appeared when I was at my worst and most helpless, and the first thing he said to me was smoke? He knew that I was not a good girl in the traditional sense, even he knew that I like girls , even I have had more girlfriends than him, but he still said to me, if you think that 20 years is enough for you, why should you care about how to live the rest of your life? If you feel that you have not lived enough, then Why don't you live well?"

"You..." Regarding being alive, Wuyue dared not speak falsely about her original state

"You always say that I drink well, yes, I also think it's okay, but besides being born with it, I have also exercised myself crazily, from drinking one cup to a thousand without getting drunk, smoking, insomnia, what do you think of tattooing as a hobby? How did it come about? Because I want to leave color on my whole body, whether it’s camouflage or venting, I chose tattoos at that time, just for the sake of blood and saving money. After all, it was still quite expensive for me to have a flower arm at that time. of"

"Congratulations"

"At that time, I planned not to get married for the rest of my life, especially when I had a stable income. I found that money was what made me feel at ease. It was not about parents, family, men, or marriage. Don't talk about trusting them. I didn't even look at it, but he let me know that I am a woman." Congratulations, with red eyes, said hot words, "I know the feeling of being protected by a person and keeping it in my heart. At that time, he was the first to know me." The most important one is Gong Cheng, when he found out about our relationship, he was very surprised.”

"why?"

"Because Mr. Gong has always said that he only has one child named Gong Cheng." What a hurtful sentence, they obviously made a mistake and should be full of guilt, how can they draw a clear line with peace of mind?

"Later, he had a big fight with my dad and never contacted him again. At that time, they had already started to restrain themselves. Lu Zheng followed them. When it was good, he could give him [-] to [-] yuan. , this choice, I feel stupid now, if there is no me, he should be like Dapeng, a sought-after product with an annual income of one million...”

"and after?"

"Later, he opened a tobacco shop next to the tattoo shop where I worked and became a small boss. We are good friends and brothers. I remember one time he asked me, hey, congratulations. There are so many girlfriends, and none of them like it?" Wu Yue also raised his interest, "I said I like them all, why should I be together if I don't like them? But he also said, why didn't you see you sad after breaking up? Laughed"

"why?"

"Sad? So silly, isn't it?"

Wuyue pouted, as if she was lucky enough to meet her so late

"But it didn't take long for me to slap my face"

"Ok?"

"Because there were fake cigarettes found, he had to close the door, when he said goodbye to me"

"You liked him back then"

"That's dependence. That's what I'm most afraid of, because all dependence is to teach myself to learn to be independent; he taught me a lot of things, such as cooking a good meal, such as how to eat before twelve o'clock. Falling asleep, for example, being a woman, being a mother, on the day of saying goodbye, he said, congratulations, maybe you don’t like yourself now, but it’s okay, I made a eugenic plan for myself, get married before the age of 30, and strive to be 30 I will be a father at the age of ten, so I still have eight years, when you are crazy enough and have enough fun, remember to go home with me..."

Congratulations wryly smiled and looked at the distance and said that in the past, many people didn't understand his choice. What can make him feel worthwhile for such a self?

"Mayue, Lu Zheng and I still have a lot of love and righteousness that we haven't explained clearly. I admit that everything I do now is contrary to these two words. I have never regarded myself as a good person. Perhaps, you too It can be understood as, I don’t accept myself like this.”

Hearing this, Wu Yue didn't get jealous, didn't care about it, just stood on tiptoe and hugged her in distress

"May, you are only 24 years old, I was married when I was your age, although a lot of changes happened after that" Speaking of this, Congratulations became hesitant "But since I became a mother, I have never I don’t have a sense of security, a sense of belonging, and a sense of dependence all come to me. I love you in May, so I stayed away from you and then approached you, rejected you and then accepted you. The reasons are all right, because Xiaoyuan can’t live a day. In the past, you can't do it in May, it's good for everyone, I don't care, I'm just afraid that you will be sad, but I want you to remember in the difficult days, the temple collapsed, God is still God, love is separated , I still love you..."

Wuyue cried unreasonably when she heard this, and the people around were watching curiously, she gently picked it up and put it down gently, Wuyue laughed but cried again.

Stop in that oil painting-like world, look at its early morning and night, the sun and the Milky Way, see the innocence and nostalgia of the water and the sky, look at her under the golden yellow, and laugh at myself for hugging a ram that likes me too much, Look at that slightly shabby homestay, she takes care of herself who has a cold, although she blames herself for not wearing more clothes, but coaxes herself to swallow bitter pills and use flower petals as chess pieces. won...

"What? I'm fine. I should go now. Did I come here to catch a cold?" Wu Yue pouted, reluctant to let go of the purity there. "Can I play for another day? I still want to hug my baby Sheep, I want to stay in an RV for one night, and I want to watch the moon here one more night without sleeping.”

Stayed for three days, she was sick for three days, infusion in the morning, fever in the evening, and the taste of pills in her mouth, not very good medical conditions, her little hand was tied into a ball of bruises

"Shouldn't you come here again?" She lay on the car window, she knew she was talking nonsense, looking at the pure white windmill, and the unearthly paradise

"Hi" Congratulations slowed down, touched her forehead, then turned around again "Last night"

Congratulations, you are right. Taking you as a reference standard, it should take me a long time to find a boyfriend!You are so good, so special, how long will it take me to forget, there was a love in May at the most beautiful age, it used up my rare love, secret love, heartbeat, there was such a you, spent all With all my savings, luck, and expectations, the moment I got close to you bit by bit, I felt as if I had gone so far from life to death, in a hurry, thinking, you picked the cutest lamb for me to hug , you childishly say

"Come up with a name?"

"Haha, name?"

"How about calling Pengpeng?"

"Puffy? Fluffy like cotton?" Wu Yue carefully understood the meaning of the name

"Hehe, it's friends of friends, friends made up of Yueyue"

"I don't want it?" Wu Yue suddenly realized that he seemed to be thinking too much.

"Hee hee?" Congratulations knowing that this is not a good name that has been exhausted. "Smiling hee hee, is it good?"

"baa"

"Haha, then it's called hee hee" Xiao Yang's soft voice happened to be just right.Wuyue hugged its soft body, and she was very happy, "From now on, your name is Hee Hee, smiling Hee Hee, I am May, her name is similar to yours, her name is Congratulations, I like it That hi of mine, you fell in love with her immediately!!"

She looked at her with a smirk, Congratulations sat on the ground, lit a cigarette, looked at her tenderness quietly, Wuyue took off her leather case, and made a cute little bag for Hee Hee

"Do you want to hug it?" Wu Yue reluctantly pushed Hee Hee closer to her, and she kept refusing, "It's so cute, how could anyone not like it?"

"Because I'm not as cute as you..."

"you really.."

"Boss?" Congratulations on finding the boss suddenly. The sky is getting late, the orange sunset is intermittent, the lake water is blue and green under the reflection of the sun, and the golden clouds are thin and ethereal, like feathers, like love. .

"How much is that?" She ran up to him, pointing to the lamb

"Not for sale, not for sale"

"You're going to buy her"

"Yes"

"But" May is unbelievable "but where do we put her? It, it shouldn't take long for it to grow up, right?" May frowned, looking at it, and looking not far She was imagining how big the sheep would be!

"It's rare that you like something so much?"

"But it's said in the book that growth begins with farewell..." Wu Yue touched its pure white softness, and said hard-hearted words, she smiled helplessly, "Why don't you keep it as a memory, it's a meeting !"

Congratulations, I will always remember what you were like at that time, guilty, sad, tell you that I am already mentally prepared, and start to imagine the days without you, will you believe it?Knowing the story between you and him, it was the first time I got to know myself so grandly, and faced myself squarely. In this short and deep love, I was the character who was least blessed by others. You are right, I stayed away from me at the beginning , close to me, reject me, accept me, all the reasons are suitable for both emotion and reason, but there is only one bad thing, that is, we who have had each other before, how should we fall in love with one or the next?Thinking of this, I don't even have any confidence in tomorrow. If I just let it go, I'd rather let it go to you. I'll just let it be such an invisible role, and I'll just think about you every day.You spent twice as much as others, just to satisfy my desire to lie in the car and watch the moon. Although I kept complaining that I had a cold at the wrong time, you didn’t even know it. How happy am I to be rejected?

"Did you have a fever again?" She touched her forehead worriedly and drank her tea. She hid in the quilt and was wronged. The first button, the black and white plaid shirt, was endowed with a special meaning by May

"Um"

"Hypoxia? Or where?"

"You don't even hug me..." Congratulations was a little embarrassed, and she had no choice but to gently satisfy her wish

"Is it better?"

"no"

"Heh" Congratulations looked at her with a dark face, but Wu Yue pouted and asked for a kiss, "If you don't have a fever, you will start to get carried away, huh?"

"That's right." Seeing that the seduction failed, Wu Yue simply admitted, "How many days has it been? Grandpa was there before, and I had a fever two days ago and you said no, then I don't have a fever now," she murmured and complained

"You haven't had a cold yet..."

"I'm fine. I've been crazy for a day. Don't you have a fever?"

"But just in case..."

"What if you have a fever again?" Congratulations sitting next to her helplessly, "Tomorrow it will take two days to walk back, and you will be tired after driving all day. Then you will be tired when you get home?" Taking care of myself, I congratulated myself with a smug smile.

"So you're struggling with this?"

"Aren't you entangled?" Wu Yue asked angrily, "Or, you don't... miss me at all?"

Her face is hot, and the jasmine tea no longer makes her sleepless. Congratulations for taking the thermos in her hand, and taking the opportunity to appreciate her blushing

"What are you doing?"

"Hehe, your parents don't know when you'll be home, it could be the day after tomorrow or the day after tomorrow!"

Wuyue looked at her in a daze, she nodded viciously towards herself

"You. Yes! Why didn't I think of it? Sure enough, ginger is still old and spicy!"

congratulations you knowThat night you took my hand and walked for a long time. The whole sky was dark and the stars were shining brightly. There was a bonfire not far away. Looking at the rolling mountains and the beautiful circle of light, we are like passers-by in this world, not knowing anything about the world. I only love the person in front of me, I have seen many seas of flowers, this place is the most unique, I have seen many lovers get married, you are the happiest and most regrettable!

"I want to enjoy all the shortest things in the world with you, such as the heartbeat at first glance, such as adding you to WeChat to sneak a peek at your bloody hands, such as the TV episode of the hero saving the beauty, such as you shouting my name through the microphone in the restlessness , such as not caring about the world and kissing everywhere, such as bathing in the gentle sunshine in spring, such as being ambiguous in the summer night when no one is around, such as sitting on the rice pile in autumn and watching the stars, such as hiding in the warm bed and watching old movies in winter, Such as looking at the sea on a cloudy day, seeing the sea on a rainy day, sighing at the clouds in a clear sky, holding hands in the wind, reaching into your warm pockets on a snowy day..."

The author has something to say: one-third of the story has been told. As a newcomer who has no writing experience, it is very happy to get clicks and attention on 50 words and this kind of slightly unpopular subject matter. !grateful!Next, the sunflower and the moon will step into the climax of the story, the unexpected and sad breakup plot, how do they find their true selves in the dark?In the face of family affection, friendship and love, what kind of trade-offs will they make?In fact, I wrote this story for nearly four years and revised it countless times. Many words and plots in the story also moved me. More than once, I met many girls who like girls. Their contradictions and confusion in the real world, Just like this love born from the wrong, they are not the wrong gender!Let us wait and see the next story!