sunflower in love with the moon

"Why hasn't Yueyue posted on Moments for two days?" Mom asked worriedly, "Is it the eighth day?"

"Maybe it's too fresh..."

"Freshness?" Mom didn't dare to think carefully about the fancy behind the freshness, so she dialed May

"Mother.."

"Yueyue, what are you doing?"

"I haven't gotten up yet..."

"It's already ten o'clock, are you still sleeping?"

"I slept late last night..."

"Oh..." This is another embarrassing response "Well, what about her?"

"She? She should be painting, right?"

"draw?"

"It's just some manuscripts!"

"Oh!" Mom finally felt at ease, "Yueyue, it's not that mom said you, the quarantine is real, but you can't just do nothing like this every day? There's no regularity in this life."

"Oh, Mom, I got it"

"Is she with you, okay? While she's not here, tell your mother, her?"

"Mom?" Wu Yue sat up, opened the curtains, and stayed in bed to waste the good weather. If possible, it would be good to go for a walk, right? "I told you a long time ago that she is not what you think!"

"Isn't mom worried about you? You two are together every day, and there will inevitably be some small conflicts!" Listening to her mother's comfort, Wu Yue couldn't help crying and wet her eyes. You, take care of your mood? Also, after being isolated for so long, everyone will be in a bad mood!"

Mom's heartfelt words are like a mirror, reflecting the rifts and problems between the two.

After hanging up the phone, she gently opened the door, she was indeed drawing, because she was locked out by herself, so she had to wear yesterday's dark blue coat, just extinguished a cigarette, the air was filled with the smell of coffee and nicotine, Would it be weird to go out like this?

"Can't make dumplings?" This is probably the most unbelievable thing she has ever heard. "No wonder all the mothers were making dumplings in the small class. You and other fathers were making dumpling wrappers. So you don't know how?" Wu Yue couldn't laugh or cry "How can there be a mother in this world who doesn't know how to make dumplings?"

"Is it so funny?" She retorted with some embarrassment, "Many southerners don't eat dumplings, and there are foreigners..."

"Aren't you too cute?" Wu Yue grabbed her face and sweetly bit her mouth

"Change it to something else!"

"I want to eat dumplings!"

"Uh" Congratulations looked at her evilly, "Dumpling? There is another name, do you know what it is?"

"Another name?" Wu Yue thought about it carefully, "Shui Dumpling?"

"clever!"

"Dumplings and sleeping are not..." Wuyue stuttered, "Oh, why are you so bad?"

"Ha ha!!"

"I'm going to eat the ..dumplings you made for me yourself.."

"No regrets?"

"No regrets!"

Congratulations, looking at her lovingly, it’s the seventh day, more than half of the time, every day after Valentine’s Day, it’s like spring through the glass, the sun is gentle, the clouds are dark, even the bird of paradise can feel the difference , A few tender green sprouts secretly emerged.The chocolate on the flowers can't stand the warmth and the curtain is about to drip. This spring, which has been delayed after all, can't wait for it to come! !

"The dumplings made by the person holding the gun are so different!" Wu Yue couldn't help but frowned when she saw her Tie Hanhan's work

"It's up to you! I'm not talented in doing this." Congratulations put the dumpling wrapper in her palm

"I think it's okay!" Wu Yue teased with a serious face

"Hehe" she couldn't help looking at her body, "Just say what you want!"

"The predecessors planted trees, and the descendants enjoy the shade!" Wu Yue changed hands and turned her work into an ingot

"Uh, the little girl is from every family, how did she learn so many crooked ways, huh?"

At this time, Congratulations' phone rang, making a few dumplings and making her face sunken, Wuyue had no choice but to wipe her apron, and took out the phone for her

"Hehe!" Gong Xi laughed at her, she was the one who was the best at cheating and acting like a baby. .goblin

"Unknown number!" She handed the phone to her ear, and the marks on her neck faded a lot, but a little more by accident. .

"Hey.."

"Hello" is a sweet voice "It's me.."

Congratulations glanced at the girl next to her, she widened her eyes and asked herself "Who is it?"

"Oh..." Wuyue felt something, so she deliberately pressed it close to her ear

"Well, I haven't contacted you for a long time, how are you?"

"Uh... okay?" Wu Yue took the phone away and switched it to hands-free.

"Hey, are you listening?"

"In" Wuyue frowned with displeasure

"I heard that someone in Langyue was diagnosed? Are you okay?"

"Ah!" Wu Yue stared at her fiercely, not blaming and deceiving, knowingly committing the most serious crimes "It's good!"

"That's good, I'll call you as soon as I hear about it..."

"Yeah!" May put the phone on the table, slammed the door into the bedroom.Congratulations picked up the phone, turned off the speakerphone, lit a cigarette and came to the balcony. .

"Hey, are you listening?"

"listen"

"Where are you?" Congratulations looking at the dead wood and warm sun in the world outside the window, winter and spring alternate, open a window and welcome a burst of coolness

"at home, how about you?"

"I'm back too!"

"Um"

"When the epidemic is over, come out and meet up? I invite you to drink..."

"Hehe, I've stopped drinking!"

"Huh? Really? Why?"

"Uh~~"

"Don't tell me, you were coerced?"

"That's it!"

"Ah" It's embarrassing to be someone else, congratulations looking at the closed door, a reminder of her call came from the mobile phone, the kitchen is still in a mess, I'm afraid everyone will be busy soon. .

"Well, I still have something to do here!"

"Oh, then you are busy, let's talk another day"

"Ok!"

"Finish?" When she got on the phone, Wuyue's voice was blunt, not at all like that sweet and sweet girl, "I'm not bothering you, am I?"

"May.."

"If I bothered you, I apologize to you. If I finish talking, please come up!" After she finished speaking, she hung up the phone. Congratulations took two puffs of cigarettes and came to her side.

As expected, her eyes were red, and she lost her temper regardless of the consequences. She threw the slippers aside, closed the door gently, picked up the slippers, and came to the angry girl

"Who was that just now?"

"Hehe, are you angry?" Congratulations squatted in front of her, and put on the slippers for her, "Huh?"

"I ask you who is that?" She broke free from her warmth, unreasonably self-willed

"a friend!"

"Friend? Why doesn't my friend save her phone? Why do you know who she is just by hearing the voice?"

"Uh, because..."

"Because the friend is unfamiliar, right? Because the voice is still easy to recognize, right?" Congratulations looked at the crazy little girl, but she blocked the hand she wanted to hold, "The expression on your face already says it all, that friend Very familiar, the voice is unforgettable!"

"May, listen to me..."

"I don't listen!" Wu Yuedou's big tears rolled down, she looked at her disappointedly, "I just want you to answer me, who is she? What's her name?"

"Shen Lin..."

"Linlin?" Gong Xi was taken aback for a moment, nervous and scared, and pretended to be admiring

"It's so powerful, even she knows it!"

"Because my family broke up with you, and finally went to Shanxi, isn't she so beautiful and sweet? So it's very unforgettable, isn't it?"

"Forehead..."

"Didn't you say that no one has been here before?" Her question hit the nail on the head, with a double-edged knife in her hand and a fluttering grievance, making people afraid to approach and anxious

"She really hasn't been here!"

"Are you still cheating? Congratulations, you know it. Which is better, being misbehaving or cheating?"

"Of course I know! But I really didn't lie to you. When I was with her, the house had just been rented out. She..."

"Oh, it turned out to be a coincidence! If it wasn't rented out, wouldn't this place be used to live with her?"

"Eh..." Gong Xi didn't know how to answer, and her eyes were full of anticipation, waiting for her to give a satisfactory explanation "May!"

"What? What year is it? She still has your phone? Do you still remember her voice?"

"Can you calm down and listen to me?"

"You still lose your temper? You make a mistake and still lose your temper? Your ex-girlfriend cares about you, and you still lose your temper?"

"I.."

"If Yang Chen cares about me, can you not be angry?"

"Of course I would be angry, but it's not angry at you, because you can't control this thing, can you? Who cares about you if you call?"

"Are you calling me vexatious?"

"Eh!" Congratulations simply sat down on the ground, helplessly looking at the crying girl, jealousy kept fermenting, and turned into an intensified quarrel.

"Okay, don't be angry." Congratulations took her hand, "In the future, I will not answer her calls at all."

"Why don't you answer? Are you afraid that I will know or that I will make trouble?"

"Then what do you think of me? I've said it all, she has never been here, and I don't have her phone number saved in my phone, I don't have her WeChat, she..." Congratulations just refused her invitation. "How can I explain it so that you don't get angry?"

May twisted her body to the side, so she had to sit beside her

"Don't be angry!" Gong Xi turned her face to his side, touching the tears of her grievance, "Apologize to you?"

"You're right again, why do you apologize? I should apologize. I listened to the phone calls I shouldn't have and made angry calls that I shouldn't have. I apologize to you. I'm sorry!" Wu Yue put on her shoes angrily and went to the closet In front of you, take out a few pieces of clothes you often wear

"What are you doing?"

"Go home!!" Congratulations snatched the clothes from her arms and threw them on the bed

"go home?"

"Yes, I want to go home! I won't prevent your ex-girlfriend from caring about you, and you don't have to worry about me being in the way here." Wu Yue took out a backpack and tried to put the clothes into the bag

"Uh..." Congratulations held her schoolbag tightly in her hands with a cold face, "How many times do I have to tell you not to think so? Huh?" Home? Can you go back? If you go back and your parents ask, how do you answer? Is that what you said? "

"Me!" Only then did Wu Yue remember the fact that she was quarantined, and suddenly broke down and cried

"Okay, don't cry!" Congratulations pulled her into his arms and gently comforted her, "Don't you want to eat dumplings? Shall I make them for you?"

"not good!"

"Don't cry! If Auntie posts a video later, I will be charged with bullying you!"

"Are you still saying you didn't bully me? Isn't that what bullying is? You've never been so fierce to me? And because of an ex-girlfriend, what's wrong with me? Your ex-girlfriend cares about you, so I'm going to pretend I can't hear you ? It’s been so many years since you broke up, but you can still recognize her voice right away, is it because you have trouble with yourself, or have you always been in touch?”

"Ah!!" Congratulations rubbing the corners of her eyes, this girl who is good at poetic and picturesque is also good at tongue gun lip sword, every word has to fulfill her crime

"Get out of the way, I'm going to the bathroom!"

"Hi!" Everyone should calm down at this time, right?Congratulations nodded, and instead of getting out of the way, he came downstairs first. .Wuyue came to the bathroom angrily, and she could hear her venting "Hi!!" through the door through the door. Congratulations sat on the sofa and smoked a cigarette, and watched her go back to the bedroom aggrieved, Close the door heavily and lock it!

Congratulations for drying the clothes in the washing machine on the balcony, and simply tidying up the bathroom she deliberately messed up. It's already one o'clock, and the dumpling noodles have become dry. people, but what is wrong with me?Obviously there is nothing wrong with it, but she said that the crime is extremely heinous. The pot of dumplings seems to be her own fault. Although it is not as delicate and cute as hers, it can be regarded as very distinctive.

"May?" She stood at the door, came and went, and finally decided not to argue with her

"What?" She was still angry when she heard the voice

"The dumplings are ready, come down and eat!"

"I'm not hungry!"

"Eh!" Gong Xi twisted the handle, "Hi! Then open the door!"

"I won't drive! I'm not in your way!"

Congratulations on raising his fist, but he stopped the moment he hit the door, closed his eyes and tried to adjust his breathing.Wuyue quietly came to the door to eavesdrop, and there was the sound of running water outside

"What? Let's go!"

Congratulations, I was not in the mood to eat, so I packed the kitchen and went to the living room, watched TV, and checked WeChat.That was the longest day. The tea that didn't go through her hands lost a little taste. I took a look at her circle of friends to see if there was any emotional venting?But when she saw the news that the stranger asked for a friend, she sighed again.

"Is there something?" My intuition told me who the stranger was?I also tell myself that I want to go crazy

"I'm Linlin" "It's okay! Friends, add WeChat so we can keep in touch!"

Wu Yue secretly opened the door, only to see her holding the phone in a daze, a kind of overwhelming grievance swept over her expectation and disappointment.

She must have been talking to her. .

She must not be so sad. .

Is she really the same as before?

Thinking back to the past, ah, no, even yesterday, even a few hours ago, she was still like the congratulations I first met.

I will give partiality and protection, tenderness and patience to myself!

She won't bear the heart of not eating for so long!

I can't bear to stay in the room alone for so long!

Thinking of the advice my parents once gave me, as people who have experienced it, they often see the truth of life much more clearly than myself. .

"It's fine to contact, my child is narrow-minded and doesn't want to make trouble"

"Hehe, I didn't expect you to be the same as before, so afraid of trouble"

"It's not that she thinks she's troublesome, but I'm afraid that others will make trouble for me"

Congratulations, throwing the phone aside and leaning weakly on the sofa, the door still refuses me!

Would giving her some time to calm down a bit?

Going up at this time, is it going to make her unhappy again?

How can I explain it to make her believe in herself?

Take out a bottle of juice, seeing your favorite idol should make you feel better, right?

Really, liking a man so presumptuously, didn't I say nothing?Every time I go to the supermarket, I am willing to take him home. .

"May?" She listened at the door, but there was no movement inside, didn't she fall asleep?Look at the watch, it's only eight o'clock "May?"

Before I dialed her number, the mobile phone was turned off, and the charger was still in the room. When I tried to turn it on, it always displayed a screen that needed to be charged.She unscrewed her juice, drank half of the bottle in a fit of anger, and went downstairs dejectedly. In this dim room, it's really boring to be alone, playing with the branches and leaves of the bird of paradise, and smoking a cigarette to relieve her grievances!

The child's crying came from downstairs, followed by the mother's somewhat arrogant voice. .

I don't know if the young couple upstairs is better?Did winning the lottery make them a false alarm or did they discover the meaning of life?

The street lights in the community were still blurred, and the staff who checked the body temperature came out of the opposite building in a mighty way. After all, they were also considered front-line soldiers. . .

When she came to the kitchen and took out two bottles of beer, she looked at the door unwillingly and bit off the bottle cap, as if she could vaguely see her admiration, except for a packet of spicy slices, there was nothing to drink with, the plate of big belly The round dumplings are still there. It's strange that I don't feel hungry or lose my appetite even if I don't eat for a day!

Thinking of that little girl's dictatorship and unreasonableness, she found it funny but was still in shock. Is it really good to vent in this way?She smoked violently, thinking about the ins and outs of the incident, but she thought of her appearing quietly and making a fuss as her girlfriend, who was seven years older than her. In fact, it was not easy for her, she had to cater to her Hobbies, indifference, smoking, drinking, and a group of friends who make her tremble with fear, the possible consequences of trying to coax her, would it be a good strategy to send a hug?Or go up now, break open her door, and say that I really miss you?

"Eh!" The last cigarette left, three bottles of beer shouldn't make her drunk, and her mobile phone, which has been bored for too long like herself, still can't be turned on. This is the second time to sleep on the sofa. It's not too uncomfortable, but there is one missing Something haunts me.

Sure enough, you can hear the clock ticking, but you never know what time it is.

Just like at this time, you thought that the time had passed for a long time, and the minute hand only circled twice, just like today, you don’t know what is waiting for you after a phone call?It seems that you can't answer strange calls casually, it seems that cigarettes and alcohol are the most loyal friends, it seems that there are no tricks in front of love, and those who can use tricks are opponents. . .

"Where's you Mr. Li?" Congratulations asked the staff who took the temperature with a tired face

"The leaders of the district came to check."

"Any cigarettes?"

"Yes!" A cheap cigarette seemed so precious, looking at the locked door upstairs, Congratulations wanted to vent but couldn't bear it. .

Looking back on everything yesterday, May didn't eat anything all day, she acted as if nothing happened, the room was clean and tidy, she drew manuscripts, did her daily life differ because of herself?

She wasn't sad, and didn't feel that she was really wrong?

She forced a smile, looked at the diamond ring in her hand, the sun refracted it, and she burst into tears, feeling overwhelming!

Is it because I am too naive that I expect her to care about me non-stop?

Is it because I am too fragile, even if my ex-girlfriend calls, I shouldn't shudder?

Is it because I think too highly of this relationship?Do you feel that being together is like conquering the whole world, and that reunion after a broken mirror is simply a miracle?

But he never considered how much loneliness and grievances he had to bear behind the honor he gave himself?

Opened a slit and peeked in, only to see her standing there

"May..." At the second when the door was closed, she blocked her escape, Wuyue looked at the quiet and cruel woman, with tears in her eyes, she was so proud that she couldn't bear to be in a little more Not promising. . "I haven't eaten all day, let's eat something first"

"I'm not hungry" her refusal was a little out of breath, but it hit her heart hard, she tried to get closer, and came to her

"How can you not be hungry if you don't eat for a day?"

"Why are you hungry?"

Congratulations, I finally regretted it a bit. I should have made my words clear last night, and I should have been tougher and pulled her into my arms. No matter how much she complained, she said I’m sorry, she made explanations, it’s better than just saying I love you. everything right?

"When we first broke up, I didn't eat for three days in a row. People can't starve to death, unless she doesn't want to live!"

"Forehead,,"

Like a thunderbolt from the blue, retribution for the vows that I didn't have time to fulfill. I once let her treat me badly, and let her go through six snowstorms alone. Now, she is still using the old way, but better than What is even more worrying is that I witnessed everything with my own eyes!

"No matter what, even if you quarrel, you have to fill your stomach first!" She dragged her downstairs

"I told you I'm not hungry" she shook off her tugging, Wuyue's eyes turned red and she didn't say a word of cowardice, "If you want to be hungry, if you want to quarrel, you can go and eat, I'll wait for you"

"Are you sure you don't want to eat it?" She pressed in coldly with red eyes, "You just want to make yourself sick?..."

"You... are you still attacking me? Yes! I just want to make myself sick, and I don't have to listen to you lose your temper when I'm sick!" Blaming herself, the door slammed, Wu Yue had already missed two temperature checks, wiped her tears, bumped into her body, and went downstairs angrily. .

"Hey!" Li Xiaojun waved his hands, but when he saw Wuyue's tear-stained face, he smiled awkwardly, "Well, are you all right? Got into a fight?"

Wu Yue didn't speak, and stretched out his arms to cooperate. Congratulations also went downstairs helplessly.

"Sister Xi, what to eat..." Li Xiaojun didn't know what to say, he winked and hinted, "I said Sister Xi, did you bully him? He's a child, you are such an adult, aren't you?" After finishing speaking, Wu Yue burst into tears. Li Xiaojun had never seen this scene before. He was always afraid that girls crying was a common problem of men. "Hey, don't cry! Sister Xi?"

"You go back first!" Gong Xi closed the door, looked at the girl who was trying her best to be strong and concealed, and finally pulled her into her arms

"Let me go!" Wu Yue refused her, so she simply circled her arms together, "Let go!"

"Um, why are you still so energetic when you don't eat?" The second she got her, no matter whether she was struggling or sad, she hugged her tighter and tighter as if she had taken a reassurance, and she didn't want to let go more and more." Um?"

Her voice is simply seductive, the second of tenderness Wu Yue felt in her ears, she became a running dog who raised her hand and surrendered, without dignity or decency

"I apologize to you for making you wronged!"

"Woooo..." She cried more and more sadly, her body smelled of alcohol and tobacco, and she gently swayed to comfort herself

"Leaving aside those things you care about, I think I have to explain to you first, my relationship with Shen Lin..."

"I don't want to listen!"

"But I have heard the voice in your heart, obviously so sad and caring!" Congratulations gave her a kiss on her messy hair, "No matter how you know her, my client's words are better than yours." You have to be convincing!!" Wu Yue said nothing, Gong Xi looked at her distressedly, touched her tear-wet face, and couldn't help but get red eyes

"Shen Lin... is indeed an ex-girlfriend." Wu Yue frowned and looked at her, "It's just an ex-girlfriend." She licked her dry mouth, disdainful and affectionate, "As for how she knew there were confirmed cases here, I don't need to tell you. You should be able to guess that this is not a difficult matter, this is just news! And why she called, I can't comment on her intentions."

"you"

"Tsk tsk tsk" Congratulations blocked her rebuttal with his hands, "but I can express my own opinion, in my heart she is an extremely ordinary friend, if you have to say something that is difficult to understand, it is you!"

Wuyue no longer refuted and struggled, she became quiet and sad. .

Congratulations took her hand and touched the ring she was wearing, her eyes turned red at the moment of lack of words

"The second I saw you appear, I was afraid that you would give me back the ring!" Wu Yue sniffed and looked aside, "But what I regret more is that I let you stay alone for so long, knowing you I must have thought a lot of truths that bothered me and made things difficult for myself. This is my biggest mistake! I apologize to you!"

"Not accepted!"

"Then, how can you forgive me?" Wu Yue looked at her, holding back her grievances, and when she really wanted to discuss the matter on the table, there was nothing she could come up with!

"You guys, where are you now?"

"Eh..." Gong Xi didn't know how to answer this question, she looked at her with guilt, "Mayue?"

"Woo..." A child with a sensitive mind and a tacit understanding in his heart, he can guess anything and slip through anything!

"Um, sorry..."

"Then you didn't call me or send me a message last night. You were busy chatting with her, right?"

"My phone is out of battery. If you don't open the door, I thought you were asleep..."

"You still blame me, it's because you chatted with her that you turned off the battery of your phone"

"Me?" Congratulations knew that there was nothing to prove, so he had to drag her upstairs

"What are you doing?" May trotted and was pulled upstairs "What are you doing?"

"Tell you that I have been looking at your circle of friends for a long time, you must say that you don't believe it; tell you that I took a bottle of juice to make you happy, if you don't open the door, you must say that it is not sincere for me to give up after knocking twice ;Tell you that I had a bad night, drank three bottles of beer and smoked half a pack of cigarettes, you must say that I asked for trouble" She charged the phone, then turned it on, and entered the same password as hers" It doesn't matter if you wronged me or misunderstood that I don't love you enough, the last thing I can accept is your sour words, but I can't do a cruel thing to you, take care!"

Open WeChat, new friends, friend applications rejected by her, love words that don't bother me, and ruthlessness that is afraid of her troubles, are in front of you, sweet in your heart

"I've made it very clear!" Seeing that she was aggrieved and silent, Congratulations had no choice but to drag her into his arms, "Well, I don't quibble about the past, but no matter what, I still have to apologize to you and let you It's my fault for thinking wildly..."

"Woo..."

"You know, I'm a stubborn person, but I'm also soft-hearted." Deliberately exposing one's fatal weakness should be considered a way to love someone, "Especially for you. If there is something unhappy, don't lock yourself in the room , and don’t waste yourself without eating, let me see you cry, I will admit defeat with you!”

Wuyue looked at her stubbornly and wrongedly, feeling complacent in her heart, the indifference and mystery she fascinated her, the comprehension and softness that made her arrogant, she could hum beautiful songs, guess what was on her mind, Singing out pornographic secrets, and being able to say all kinds of truths with a serious face, if such a woman can confess love because of a tear, then if it is not love, then it should not be herself. . .

"Put out your hand!"

"What are you doing?" Such nonsensical words suddenly appeared, and Congratulations couldn't figure out everything about her at all.

"Stretch or not?" She threatened unreasonably, with a serious and cold face.

Congratulations obediently handed over her hand, Wu Yue looked at her, Congratulations, do you know that Wu Yue is a worthless child!I was full of anger in my heart, and held back the anger all night. The second I saw you, I was actually defeated. I was afraid that you would say goodbye, that you would continue the way you were yesterday, and that you would think that I was no longer you. The little girl in my heart, the ones that were forcibly given to you, the nonsense, the unreasonable troubles, the wild thoughts that I stuffed for myself, you accept all the tricks, you are compatible with the soft and the hard, it is my fault, I should not have a moment of questioning and guessing about you, no There should be a little underestimation of love, I will change, I will definitely change. .

Hitting her palm hard, Congratulations raised her eyes in panic

"Punish you!"

Congratulations' hand was still aching, and she was gripping the punishment she gave. She was fascinated but embarrassed. This was probably the first time she was "punished" like this. .

"Now it's your turn!" Wu Yue also stretched out her hand, biting her tender lips, "I made a mistake too, I shouldn't have locked you out!" Congratulations, looking at the soft pair that she was all too familiar with, she admitted her mistake, She stood up straight after being beaten, this self-willedness and frankness, bravery and stubbornness are the support of this love and doubt, and her persistence without hesitation. .

Holding her hand, she looked at herself complicatedly, what kind of force would she use to fight back?Gently perfunctory or use all your strength?

Gently kissing her palm, Wuyue's eyes were sore

"Punish you!"

Wuyue Leibeng hid in her body willfully, and said sorry when she was wronged, but in return she said I love you.

Wu Yue suddenly remembered the old saying, I love you not because of who you are, but who I can be in front of you?From knowing to understanding, from vague to clear, from saying I like you to loving you, from patting your head to hitting your hands, congratulations, saying I love you too, isn’t it a bit too vulgar?

But how can I prove that my insecurities and super troubles are beyond my control, like liking for you and obsessing over you?I want to plant ten acres of roses on your chest, I want to take pictures of your cuteness when you are asleep, I want to pester you when you wake up early but I don’t want you to leave, I want to be a puppet in your palm, a treasure in your palm, The evildoer under his finger, do everything you have, want everything you have. .