sunflower in love with the moon

"Good morning, Xiaoyuan" finally looked forward to the familiar shadow, took Xiaoyuan's hand to do routine work, and said that the third day today is not too early?

"Mr. Wu good morning"

She crouched in front of Xiaoyuan to check her mouth and palms, then shyly raised her talking eyes

"Goodbye to Mom!"

"Goodbye Mom"

"Goodbye, listen"

She patted his head on purpose, and the little girl stood up nervously and defensively. She laughed at her pretending to be brave, yes!There is no reason not to smile, that girl was born with a smiling face, unlike me, who is always so serious.

Hanging up the phone, it was the name that hadn't appeared for a long time. She looked back and saw that she had been watching her off.

Since the breakup, Hirakawa has really been affectionate and not entangled. It seems that he is determined to congratulate this fate. The more entangled, the further the distance will be.Regarding her, I feel ashamed, because from the beginning to the end, I was that cold person.

"Brother Beast"

"Congratulations, where are you?"

"Just came out of kindergarten" She got into the car and drank a cigarette

"Do you know about Pingchuan?" She stayed there, did not turn on the engine, did not light a cigarette, a bad feeling suddenly rose

"what's up?"

"Ogawa"

yes!In the past, everyone called her that, and I even laughed at her. She lived up to her name, um, that's right, that's true.

"suicide"

Congratulations, holding on to the cigarette, the circles of your eyes suddenly turned red

"wrist cut"

"People are fine"

"I also heard from Xiaoyu. The two of them made an appointment to go to the bar for a drink yesterday, but they couldn't contact her at night. After Xiaoyu went to her house, her mother found out!"

After the breakup, she boldly blocked all related people, frequently blocked and then added congratulations, brother beast who was once jealous, always complaining about the naive Fat Liu, only Xiaoyu.

"I'll call her"

After she regained her senses, she hung up the phone in a hurry. Looking at the missed call of Hong Xiaochuan, she knew that her heart seemed to be broken. The sun couldn't stand it for 10 minutes before and after, and it fell on her face like a slap in the face. Come on, why don't you make a fuss?Why don't you come to pester me?Why use this way to sting everyone who cares about her?

Yeah, only the one who cares about her will feel the pain, congratulations Light up the cigarette, turn on the engine, wait for her voice

"Hey" weak voice, congratulations slightly trembling lips could not utter a single complaint

"Where are you?"

"You knew already?"

"Which hospital are you in? I'll go find you"

"Why are you looking for me? Suicide is not for you!" Hearing the unfeeling change in her voice, tears of congratulation flowed down without warning.

"The ones near your house should be those ones, right?" Wiping away her tears, she sniffed her nose to pretend to be calm

"I tell you"

She bought a whole basket of papayas, which she once said she liked and needed the most.Seeing her looking out the window, the same green, she looked at death calmly.Her little face was pale, and the yellow liquid dripped into her body. He put the fruit on the table and sat beside her.

"You're here" regained consciousness, and there was blood

"Yeah" she laughed, pale and embarrassed, then she cried again, aggrieved and moved.

"Does it still hurt?" Touching her gauze-wrapped fingers and wrists, Congratulations with red eyes

"It doesn't hurt to see you." She still likes to say those words to her

"Where's your mom?"

"I'm going to buy breakfast." Congratulations nodded, "My mother knows about me, but she doesn't know it's you, so when you see her, you call her my friend." This positioning makes people feel distressed. "Okay?"

Congratulations biting the corner of his mouth and nodding his head.

I often say that getting a tattoo on my finger is the most painful, so I have Xiaoyuan's name on my finger, that is the most important person in my life!

Where is this girl?Now that the wrist is wrapped with gauze, the ruthless person does not even let go of his own fingers. The patient introduced the length and depth of the wound above, and the name of Hirakawa. But she said I won't see you in nine days, how are you?Ping Chuan counted the days of not seeing each other every day, and finally changed from seven days to one more day, one more day

"Why do such stupid things?"

"Thinking about it now, it seems really stupid." He took her hand and didn't dare to act rashly. "Don't feel guilty, it's really not because of you." We quarreled, not only you, but even my mother said I was stupid, instead of being with girls, it would be better to find a scum like my father and get played with."

So familiar and ironic, it's really biting

"Hingchuan, mom bought your favorite food..."

Seeing Congratulations, my mother was stunned. Hirakawa dodged, using a mother's intuition, the first thing she thought of was that this girl should be her, right?

"Hello, Auntie." She stretched out her hand without fear, but with a look of hatred. "My name is Gong Xi, and it belongs to Xiao Chuan." She hesitated, and her mother's eyes wet when she saw Gong Xi's exaggerated arm

"Girlfriend? Ex-girlfriend?" Pingchuan's mother sneered, "I never thought you would dare to appear here?"

"Sorry Auntie"

"mom"

"Forget it, I don't blame you, I understand my own daughter, she is a bitch like her father, but please get out of here, stay away from my daughter, I only have one child in Hirakawa, but his father has two, she It's my life, I can accept her change, but I can't accept you, I can't accept that she wants to leave me for a woman"

"mom"

"Sorry Auntie"

"I'm sorry? Hehe! Of course you are sorry for me, because of you, let my Xiao Chuan wander around the ghost gate circle for several hours, her room is full of blood, you are very familiar with the smell of human blood, right? Do you know the strange eyes of the neighbors upstairs and downstairs when they saw her? Do you know that his father slapped her several times after he knew she liked women? Since then Went to that woman's house..."

"Mom, stop talking. She is not the one who made me like women. It's my fault. I also said to break up. It has nothing to do with her!"

"I'm sorry Auntie, what happened to Xiaochuan, I'm sorry, I hurt her, so you should blame me"

"Congratulations" Xiao Chuan kept sobbing, "Mom, please stop talking! Please!"

"It's rounds," the nurse broke in and broke the deadlock, "No loud noises in the ward!"

Congratulations came to Pingchuan, in order to prevent misunderstanding, she wiped her cheeks with a tissue, "Don't cry, take care of your body first, huh?" She was warm and familiar, and Pingchuan nodded in response, "Doctor, how is Pingchuan's wound?" She's like a culprit, she's like a family, a friend, but not a lover

"The longest wound was five centimeters, 22 stitches were stitched, 400CC of blood was transfused, and the current body temperature is normal," said the attending doctor and chief physician

"Little girl, are you ruthless enough to hit yourself? If it's a millimeter deeper, I'm afraid we won't have to meet today." The chief physician was very humorous, was he trying to comfort her? "Look at you, you are beautiful, and you are walking with us, you really shouldn't do such a stupid thing?"

"Um"

"Director Li, I really made you laugh."

"Hey, it's good that people are fine, it's just a scar, but forget about the pain when you don't heal!"

The story of her has already spread throughout the campus. When it comes to Pingchuan, everyone knows that she is a smart and handsome school girl, and her father is also a small leader of the health department.

"Thank you"

"Okay, the stitches will be removed in three days, and after the stitches are removed, you will be discharged from the hospital!"

"Excuse me, Director Li"

"you are welcome!"

"Let's eat!" She was really brave, daring to do all the unreasonable things in front of her mother, "There are purple rice porridge, wonton, which one do you want to eat? Purple rice porridge?"

"Good" Seeing her taking good care of her, her daughter's eyes filled with tears, Hirakawa's mother came to the corridor, hiding from the whispers and shame of ordinary people

"Your mother went out to watch the wind"

"Hehe, weren't you afraid just now?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"Aren't you afraid that my mother will hit you on the spur of the moment? Are you afraid that she will attract all the people to watch the fun? No..."

"Afraid." She gently cooled her down, "I'm afraid that after she becomes impulsive, you will be desperate, afraid that she will attract everyone, and you will not end up in the end." Ping Chuan's nose soured, "But I'm even more afraid, afraid that something will happen to you."

"Congratulations, the reason for making me do stupid things is not because of you, you don't have to blame yourself so much." Having said that, Xiao Chuan still cried, "I am worthless, my mother is right, I am a bitch"

"If you think so, I'll leave." It was because she left her with all her heart and hurt her, but she still said something like this, "and just skipped crying and fussing. It's really not good for you to do this."

"Hehe, if you saw my dead body when you came here, I'm afraid you'd be..."

"Don't say unlucky words." She sealed her mouth with rice porridge

"I can't even say the words of blessing..."

Congratulations stared at her calmly, her body smelled of medicine, pungent and sober, her eyes were sad, clear and strong.Thinking of Wuyue, my heart felt inexplicably upset. They shouldn't touch them, they should keep their distance, and they should choose an easy path. It's not smooth, but at least it won't be dangerous.

"Xiaoyu said, you are together, aren't you?" She swallowed bitterly and asked softly, "Without her, we wouldn't be reconciled, would we?"

"plain"

"Congratulations, why do you put all the blame on yourself? Even if you cheated, you have to be held accountable, right? Just like my father and mother, although my father is the one who cheated, my mother also has problems..."

"plain"

"What's more, congratulations for not being such a person! Although she blamed herself for all the crimes, I know that she once treated me sincerely. That's enough, it's really enough, remember that sentence? After you said that the more dangerous, the more in line with my wishes you said? Like danger does not mean that you can create danger at will. I didn’t agree with this before, but now that I think about it, it should be me to create danger at will without knowing it. , such as blocking you again and again, remembering to eat or not, being jealous and making it difficult for your customers, such as spreading your temper on unfamiliar waiters and games, such as asking for company without caring about the convenience of the other party, such as The former male colleagues, for example, took the initiative to trouble Mr. Wu..."

"Are you going to have sex with Sanqi?"

"Hehe!" Wiping away tears, Hirakawa sadly looked at the woman who no longer belonged to him, "Yes, I am seven and you are three"

"Now is not the time to talk about these things. The most important thing for you now is to heal your wounds!"

"Hehe." When Congratulations wiped the corners of her mouth for her, Hirakawa gently held her hand, "When were you together?" After all, the girl who wanted to be a hero still lost to him

"She's not as good as you." Xiao Chuan smiled. The only person who can be as brave as her is himself, right?

"She is not as beautiful as me, she has a good figure, and is not smarter than me, but I still lost you"

"Xiao Chuan, I'm sorry for the harm I caused you. I failed you. You are young, beautiful, brave, and daring, but I am a mother. My life can still be called complete without you. , but you are different."

"Why are you talking about you?"

"Your mother is right. She only has you as a child. I am a mother. I understand what kind of pain it is?"

Seeing her hesitation, Hirakawa felt the pain of the wound run through every breath she took.

"This is not the result I want, I just want you to look at me and remember me."

"Hehe, you surprised and delighted me, how could I forget you?"

"I don't want you to be like this..." Her clear eyes were full of begging.

"Recover well, don't think about it"

I heard that she bled a lot. The denim jacket I bought for her has now been stained red, and the blood has covered up her smell. There are still blood stains in her nails. She is so weak that she wakes up when she sleeps. I want to leave marks on her body by myself. Those ugly scars should be my masterpiece, right?

On the way back, the sunlight stabbed her eyes fiercely, and finally saw the legendary Fa Xiao. He said that if it wasn't because he was a woman, he might have punched her long ago!If he were him, he would do the same. There is no reason for her to play such a reluctant and humble role in this unblessed, unrecognized, and tomorrowless love.What about that girl?She sent a sneak shot of Xiaoyuan's photos, and the dishes for today's lunch, and her congratulations almost broke her heart. .