Be good

"Don't even think about it."

Zongcheng's chest seemed to be under heavy pressure, he couldn't breathe, his eyes were stinging, his eyebrows were pressed hard, and he only stared at the person who fell there, wanting to pull him, trying to make him stand up again, sometimes A lot of words were squeezed in his throat, but this was the only sentence that came out of his mouth in the end.

"Don't even think about it, Lin Qianxi, if I say I won't let go, I won't let go."

"Fuck..." Panting, Lin Qianxi looked at him, sweat dripping from his forehead, as if he was about to lack oxygen, and suddenly got up on the ground: "You fucking..." He seemed to want to scold him, but in the end there was nothing Say it.

Lin Qianxi's eyelids were twitching, his stomach was throbbing uncomfortably, he took two steps back to the side, and ran out immediately.

Just as Zong Cheng chased him out, he covered the wound on his waist with his hands.

When I was stabbed, when I was injured, it didn't hurt as much as it does now.

"Brother!" Gu Yang ran over from the corridor in a hurry, and supported him with both hands: "It's all right, Brother Xi asked me to come down and wait for you, if I have something to tell you, what did you say?"

He even arranged for Gu Yang, so fucking meticulous.

Zongcheng raised his head and saw his back. He was running too fast, like the wind, and he disappeared before his eyes. He couldn't catch him at all. He covered his wound and lowered his voice: "It's okay..."

It's okay, it's just that after working hard for so long, Lin Qianxi actually wants him to let go...

With a "click", Lin Qianxi unlocked the door.

Nobody at home.

I vomited again, and my body was a little heavy.He shuffled into the door, stood at the door, looked at the dark room for a few seconds, entered the room, took his old schoolbag from the bedside table, and found a usable one from the cabinet. After the travel bag came out, I put it on the bed and started to pack things one by one.

All the clothes he could bring were collected, and the rest collected a bunch of inexplicable things: one by one planners, books with labels, all made for him by Zongcheng back then, and he kept everything well Yes, and that stuffed squirrel I bought on our first date.

Lin Qianxi brought them all, without looking at them all, stuffed them into the bag and zipped it up, sat by the bed, repeating Zongcheng's words in his mind.

"Are you a fucking fool..." He lowered his head, talking to himself, and suddenly remembered the injury on his body: "Are you okay? Will it hurt again..."

It should be fine, Gu Yang will take good care of him.

Lin Qianxi rubbed the sweat off his face, couldn't think any more, stood up, carried the travel bag in one hand, put the schoolbag on his shoulder, and walked out of the room.

He understood what Ms. Lin meant. She probably vacated the house on purpose to pack things for him when he came back.

He stood in the living room, paused for a moment, wondering if there was anything missing, or what could be left for Ms. Lin?

After thinking about it, the money I saved seems to be barely enough for the first year's tuition and living expenses, and I can't leave any excess for my mother.

Lin Qianxi was about to leave, passed by the sofa, took a casual glance, and saw a bank card on the paint-stained coffee table, with a note on it and several numbers written on it, which should be a password.

Ms. Lin has already come back, and as before, she is still fulfilling her responsibilities for money.

He glanced at it, and if he didn't take it, he couldn't leave any money for her, so what would he do with her money, let's keep it for his own life.

"Ms. Lin is also doing it for your own good, Brother Xi, it's just right, stay away from her and let her be alone. Going to Beijing is not for enjoying the blessings. It's better to go on a blind date." He talked to himself and laughed: "Now that I don't have you as a burden, maybe I can find a good person this time..."

It was already night when I went out, and the corridor was dark, with occasional wild cats meowing, accompanied by the sound of the neighbor next door throwing pots and bowls and cursing, gradually being left behind.

Soon, the entire dilapidated building and community were left behind.

Lin Qianxi was walking alone on the dimly lit street, but this time he didn't look left or right.

He is relaxed, now he is the only one, those who are close to him and those he cares about are not there, and all the consequences can be borne by himself.

Come on, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what.

……

The phone was vibrating again and again. When it was dawn, Lin Qianxi opened his eyes and was already lying in a small and old cheap hotel.

He ran all night in his dream again, sweating all over his body, he hardly slept much, but just closed his eyes to make himself feel at ease.As soon as he heard the phone vibrating, he reached out and touched it on the sheet, and got up from the small and narrow single bed.

The electric fan next to him was blowing, and all the air was blowing hot air. The bed was next to the bathroom, and there was a random rope inside, hanging the clothes he had washed and hung to dry last night.

"Lin Qianxi?" It was Qin Yidong's voice: "Where are you?"

Lin Qianxi stared straight at the mottled and crusted wall, sat down on the edge of the bed, stepped on the ground with both feet, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why? I slipped away."

"It's impossible for you to fuck, and you won't slip now if you want to!" Qin Yidong choked on him.

Lin Qianxi scratched her hair and laughed dryly: "Fuck, how did little Qin's daughter-in-law become smarter?"

He didn't slip away, now is not the time to leave, he has to wait for the admission notice, and he has to watch Zongcheng take Gu Yang out of this small town safely before he can leave with peace of mind.This small hotel was poor, but it was only a few dozen yuan a day, so he could afford it even if he stayed for a while.

"I know about your mother and you, and I want to see you." Qin Yidong whispered: "It's all like this, you won't even refuse to see me, right? Brother Rui, you must be fine, right? Lin Qianxi, don't you fucking hide from me again, can you just do it?"

Lin Qianxi listened to his series of peas-like words, unable to interrupt, grinned: "Did you fucking let me talk?"

"Then you agreed?" Qin Yidong said involuntarily, "I'll wait for you here until you come to finish the calculation!"

The phone was cut off with a snap.

Lin Qianxi sat silently for a while, wiped the sweat from his neck, shook his hands, turned off the electric fan that he didn't use, and finally stretched out his feet to reach for the shoes and put them on.

Qin Yidong took a bottle of ice water in the grocery store, walked to the door, took a sip, looked outside at the road, took another sip, and looked out again.

"Wait next door." Yang Rui said from behind the counter, "Lin Qianxi likes to play ball in that room."

Qin Yidong was about to go there, so he stopped and asked him: "Brother Rui, you said that Lin Qianxi is like this...what should I do?"

With a toothpick in his mouth, Yang Rui frowned, "Let him feel at ease, Dongzi, he's a ruffian, but he's not stupid. Can he do this until he really can't bear it? How far and how long he will go depends on himself. "

Qin Yidong couldn't answer, so he took an extra bottle of water from the freezer and went to the next door.

As soon as the bottle of water was put down on the pool table, at most half a minute, someone came in, picked up the bottle of water with one hand, unscrewed it, and took a sip.

Qin Yidong looked over: "You've come."

Lin Qianxi took another sip and leaned against the mahjong table next to him: "I'm here, you saw me."

Qin Yidong looked at him, his face was paler than usual, his chin was sharper than usual, and he was much thinner than when he was in the college entrance examination: "I heard."

"Is it something about me and my mother?" Lin Qianxi twitched the corners of his mouth and nodded: "Well, that's it. Everyone should know about it. You must have heard of it."

"It's not just that." Qin Yidong said, "I've also heard about the matter between you and Zongcheng."

Lin Qianxi was stunned for a moment, but didn't make a sound. He pinched the mineral water bottle with his fingers and made two "clicks".

Qin Yidong pointed to the billiard table: "Isn't it right here last time, did you tell me that you were telling him the truth? Has it changed now?"

"It hasn't changed." The bottle in Lin Qianxi's hand had already been crushed: "It's not the same thing."

Qin Yidong came over and leaned against the table side by side with him: "I just understand now, it was because of this that you insisted on breaking up with me?"

Lin Qianxi nodded twice.

Qin Yidong didn't seem to be feeling very well, he flipped the bottle cap in his hand: "Then do you feel at ease now because you feel that you are far away from us?"

"Yes." Lin Qianxi lowered his head, exhaled, and suddenly smiled at him, pointing to his nose: "You can scold him as you like, but just this time, don't worry about me anymore, let me carry it on my own." Bar……"

He suddenly couldn't continue, and pursed his lips.

Qin Yidong blinked, followed the sand, rubbed it again: "I didn't want to scold you, you're fucking hard enough, why should I scold you?" He stood up and walked outside , "Okay, I'm leaving, there are still people who want to see you."

Lin Qianxi looked up: "Who?"

Qin Yidong had already left the door, he kicked the bicycle legs, turned his head, and said with red eyes: "Don't worry, idiot, I don't know about others, I'm sure my mother will be fine, I'll live a long life!"

Lin Qianxi stood up straight and walked quickly to the door. Someone had already entered. He was dressed in a black T-shirt, with broad shoulders and long legs, blocking the door, just blocking his way.

Zongcheng stood at the door, looked at him for two seconds, then pushed the door with his hand and closed it.

Lin Qianxi stared at him, no surprise, he guessed it a long time ago, put his fingers in his trouser pockets, turned his eyes away, and smiled shyly: "Why is this, you need to use force?"

Zongcheng said: "Is it useful to use force?"

"It's useless." Lin Qianxi deliberately didn't look into his eyes, turned her head and said, "It's useless, don't waste time on me."

As soon as he got to the billiard table, his figure was already approaching. Lin Qianxi turned his head and saw his expressionless face. His heart fluttered like a fire, and he grabbed his collar: "Fuck!" , can you fucking stop being so stubborn!"

Zong Cheng grabbed his waist and pressed hard on the table: "Who is that stubborn? Is it me!"

Lin Qianxi was so pressed that he couldn't move, afraid of touching his wound, she didn't dare to move, her eyelids twitched, and she lowered her eyes, watching him press against her violently rising and falling chest: "Master Cheng, don't drag me Yes, I have handed in all my volunteers. You still have Gu Yang, you can’t afford to be willful, let me do it myself, you have brought me for long enough..."

Zongcheng grabbed his waist, fingers so hard that the backs of his hands had blue veins, and he had already made up his mind: "Okay." He slowed down, "If you think it's safer to stay away from me, then go to Shanghai. I said, I can find you."

"Don't..." Lin Qianxi suddenly trembled and raised his head.

Zong Cheng stared at him: "Then you come to me."

Lin Qianxi gritted his teeth, frowned fiercely, and remained silent.

When can he come to him and write a bad check?That's not hanging him, it's too fucking shameless...

Zongcheng suddenly held the back of his neck and forced him to look at him. His voice was low and deep: "You were the one who told my father to drag me to you first. Why do you want me to let go now? Do you imagine that you were the one who told Qin Qin at the beginning?" Yidong treats me like that, do you think I'm so talkative!"

Lin Qianxi's waist really hurt. Seeing him pressing down, his eyes turned red, and his heart ached. He finally let go of his jaw: "Fuck..."

Of course he is not easy to talk to, he is a stubble.

Zongcheng lowered his head, leaned against his forehead, looked into his eyes, and slid his throat: "Baby, just like before, just say you can do it, you have already crossed so many hurdles, there is no reason you can't do it this time."

Lin Qianxi's eyes slowly raised up, looking at him, his throat was blocked, and it took a long time before he finally said: "Fucking... a student who can get [-] points in the exam, how can you be so stupid, I might be so stupid. It's been like this for the rest of my life..."

Zong Cheng lowered his head and pressed it to his lips.

Lin Qianxi couldn't say a word, felt his lips were rubbed twice, and then he regained his senses. He put his hands back from his neckline, hugged his neck, kissed him back hard, and grabbed his tongue with the tip of his tongue. Squeezing the line of his lips, poking inside, scraping his teeth, entwining, sucking, suddenly the tip of the tongue was bitten, numb with pain, still holding him, and biting back on the tip of his tongue.

When they finally let go, both of them were panting non-stop, with a slight fishy sweetness in their mouths, like crazy.

"If you don't want to break up, don't break up. You can go anywhere." Zongcheng pressed his forehead tightly, his voice became hoarse, and his Adam's apple rolled again: "I'll wait for you to come to me, if you don't come... then tell me, I won't beg you, and I won't pester you. Okay, or not?"

Lin Qianxi exhaled and inhaled one breath at a time, looked into his eyes, and finally nodded: "Okay."

OK, he remembered.

When Yang Rui found that the door next door was finally open, he walked over and saw Zongcheng standing alone at the billiard table with his head down, a cigarette in his mouth, but he hadn't smoked it, just let the cigarette butt burn quietly.

"Lin Qianxi left?"

Zong Cheng nodded: "Just left."

Yang Rui walked over, wanted to pat him on the shoulder, looked at him, but didn't do it: "Is he still your boyfriend?"

"En." Zongcheng pinched the cigarette from his mouth with his fingers: "Yes."

Before agreeing to come with Qin Yidong, he still wanted to take him to Beijing with him.

But after hearing what he said to Qin Yidong, and hearing that he had even handed in his volunteers, he found that he could not be forced anymore.

He can carry it alone if he wants to, but he must be pulled, at least let him know that there is still someone waiting for him to step over, if he completely lets go, he may really fall into it.

Zongcheng couldn't let go, and couldn't let him slide into the mud like this.

Half an hour later, the door of the old building was pushed open, and Zongcheng returned home.

Tom was barking, and Ji Cai's voice sounded from the kitchen. He might have heard the movement, and asked him in a high voice: "Chenger, are you back? Why can I hear it from so far away?" To the smell of smoke?"

Without raising his eyes, Zongcheng went into the bathroom, closed the door, and supported the sink with one hand.

"Brother?" Gu Yang called him immediately: "It's time for you to change your dressing. Hey, you've been out for so long, have you seen Brother Xi?"

Zongcheng didn't answer, took the medicine by the sink, opened it, poured it on the gauze, and opened his clothes.

The gauze was removed, the wound healed, and new flesh had grown.

He pressed the medicine on, his cheeks were tense, every muscle was straining: Lin Qianxi, just such an injury can't kill anyone, can it still beat you down?

After a while, he raised his head, glanced at his face in the mirror, freed his hand, took out his phone, and clicked on WeChat.

Guaizi's profile picture came out, and Zongcheng hung his fingers, looking at the photo of them together in the background, for a few seconds, he clicked on the call.

Lin Qianxi had just returned to the small hotel, leaning against the door, lowering his head, panting for breath, the tip of his mouth was still hurting, and his heart was beating abnormally fast.

The phone rang, he took it out, saw the familiar head of the lighthouse, picked it up, and put it to his ear.

"Lin Qianxi," Zong Cheng's voice came over: "Go play ball, go get the ranking, go desperately climb up to the high place, and shake off all the mud on your body..."

His voice suddenly paused, Lin Qianxi heard a suppressed sob in his ear, froze for a moment, slid from behind the door and sat down on the ground.

For such a proud person, his eyes would turn red at most in front of him, which has never happened before.

Lin Qianxi supported her forehead, and heard him say in a low voice, "Go and bring my boyfriend back..."