For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

It was You Yi who first noticed that Luo Xiao's state was not right.

While waiting, Luo Xiao said surprisingly little.The more nervous some people are, the more they like to use words to cover up themselves, while the other part just sits in a corner silently in a daze, and fights against anxiety alone.

There were really too many people at the scene, and Luo Xiao, who was overwhelmed by the crowd and sitting at the back, was almost out of the camera area, and the people around were all intently watching the progress of the broadcast on the big screen in front of them, or they were just trying to earn more shots Chatting desperately, no one noticed Luo Xiao's reaction at all.

Lu Zhenglin was sitting closest to the center of the camera. Beside him were the bright Zhu Xuanzhen and the old father's younger brothers. As soon as they came in, they noticed the camera position, and almost subconsciously sat in the focus area.But You Yi was recording this type of program for the first time, and he didn't know that the scenes in the backcourt would be cut into the feature film at that time, so he sat next to Luo Xiao in a corner that was easily overlooked.

At this time on the screen, Wen Ji was walking the program process with a gentle smile. Obviously, he had asked a professional host for hosting skills before. His body movements were quite relaxed, and his language was humorous and sharp. Show timidity.In addition, most of the audience were his fans, and there was no need for an on-site director to direct, so the fans applauded enthusiastically.

The group performers who work for money are probably not as powerful as this group of fans.

Although they were still far away from the venue, they could still hear the noisy human voices. After being diluted by the footsteps of the staff running back and forth, the inspiring and restless smell was gone, which made people even more anxious and unbearable.

"It's about to start...Why isn't Ah Su coming back?" You You habitually reached out to touch a can of beer, but finally only touched the mineral water uniformly distributed by the program group, so he could only take his hand back angrily.

Although their program is at the bottom, it stands to reason that it will be their turn at least an hour later, but they can't really come back after going crazy outside, can they?What if there is an unexpected situation that causes the order of the program to change?

Having not heard Luo Xiao's answer for a long time, You Yi retracted his gaze from staring at the screen, and his unintentional glance surprised him: "A Xiao, your face is so pale...is it uncomfortable?"

Luo Xiao's face was as white as a freshly painted wall, and her faded lips faintly revealed a palpitating light blue color. The originally tall boy put his hands on his abdomen in a half-curled posture, looking a little pitiful .

Youyou stretched out his hand worriedly, and touched the boy's skin exposed to the air, he was a little dumbfounded: "Do you have a fever?"

Luo Xiao shook her head, smiled reluctantly, and tried her best to show that she was fine.

"Why do I feel that your body temperature is not right? Do you have a low-grade fever... Oh no, why are your hands so cold?"

Luo Xiao's hand was as cold as a piece of ice right now, but he couldn't seem to feel the chilly coldness, his eyes were full of pain and he pressed his hand firmly to his stomach, as if trying his best to fight something Rivalry.

"...stomach pain."

After a long time, Luo Xiao replied in a weak voice trembling.

You Yi was really shocked.

The boy's own voice, as clear as water, was now hoarse as if it had been squeezed out of a dilapidated bellows. Although the voice was low and vague, it made one's heart tremble.

"You...? Caught a cold last night?" After much deliberation, I can only think of this reason, "I'll go get you some hot water..."

"It's nothing, the air conditioner is cold... I'll go out and stay." After saying a few more words, Luo Xiao's voice became even hoarse. If it was like a broken gong just now, you can still hear a little ringing. When he reaches the end At that time, the voice was already low and hoarse, as if foam boards were being rubbed on the wooden floor, and only a slightly harsh airy sound could be heard, but no meaningful syllables could be uttered.

"Ah Xiao..."

Before You Yi could say anything, Luo Xiao, whose complexion was as pale as snow, had already staggered out with his hands on his stomach half bent.

The moment he opened the door, You You could clearly see the young man's hand stuck to his throat, pressing his throat tightly, his expressionless face finally showed a look of pain.

Before when Luo Xiao couldn't keep up with the progress, she also showed such mixed emotions of guilt and self-annoyance, but never once, it was so momentary, as serious as being trapped in a cage and rampaging until she hit herself with scars. The beast is so helpless that it doesn't even know how to tell people.

But You Yi compared his heart to heart, Luo Xiao had already rejected his concern just now, obviously he didn't want to reveal this matter to others, but planned to carry it by himself in private.If it were him, he would definitely feel very annoyed if he was disturbed by someone when he wanted to be alone.

Wait a little bit, maybe Ah Xiao will be back soon.

But Youyou didn't expect that he would wait for half an hour.

When Lin Suyu walked in, You Yi greeted him with a bitter face.He has already called Luo Xiao several times, but Luo Xiao hung up on them all. He just sent a text message telling him that he would be back soon, but he didn't say where he was. Later, he didn't even answer the phone and text message. It's almost like disappearing from the world.

Such a situation already made You Yi feel very bad. Even when other groups were performing, he ran to the front and called Zhu Xuanzhen and Lu Zhenglin at the risk of being beaten to death. They were planning to go out to find Luo Xiao.

Lin Suyu, who had a relaxed smile on his face, felt cold when he heard this.

"I see, I will look for it with you."

After that, Lin Suyu rushed out without hesitation.

Of course he knows how to find someone the fastest.

"Go and ask the staff, Brother Yi, go and check the surveillance..." Lin Suyu shouted loudly while running towards the place he thought Luo Xiao might be going.

Eliminate places with a lot of people, places that might disturb others and cause confusion, and places that are too far away from the backcourt—the map of the entire building is quickly built in his mind, and the purpose of each room is on it The markings were crossed out one by one by him, leaving only a few scattered rooms that need to be eliminated one by one.

Not here.

Not here.

Neither here.

Well, it's only possible here...

He pressed the handle of the bathroom.

--found it.

Lin Suyu was the first to find Luo Xiao.

…………

Oops.

Luo Xiao bit her lip, and used her hands as fists to firmly hold down her colic stomach, which was so painful that she wanted to roll on the ground. At this moment, he didn't care whether the layer of lip balm on his lips would be licked clean by him. There was a problem, if he didn't rely on the pain in other places to divert his attention, he felt that he would be so painful that his brain was not clear and he would bang his head against the wall.

Irregular eating and mild anorexia have already made him too weak, but this is the first time he has felt such an impactful stomach pain. Even if someone takes a knife to cut his intestines out at this time, he probably won't feel anything. .From the slight, faint labor pain in the afternoon to the intense pain like someone driving a nail into his stomach with a hammer, his stomach pain became more severe as he got closer to playing.

Luo Xiao was in so much pain that he almost lost his strength, and now it was quite difficult for him to keep walking, so he could only support the wall and move forward slowly at the speed of taking one step and resting two steps.At the time of the worst pain, he even forgot to breathe. After 30 seconds of complete blankness, he realized that he was kneeling on the ground with his head against the wall, and his body was weak. slide.

When he was on the stage before, he also had the experience of stomach pain, but it was never as good as this time. He could barely hold on to the end of the stage performance.And once he got off the stage, or chose not to avoid the stage at all, the stomach pain disappeared miraculously. The speed and self-healing ability were so good that even the stomach medicine was amazed.

After so many times, Luo Xiao almost understood that it wasn't that he had a stomach problem at all, it was entirely because he instinctively resisted going on stage, and even his body spontaneously created some ailments that he had to bid farewell to the stage, so that he could find a solution for his escape. reason.

It's just... It hurts so much, how much does his subconscious mind resist going on stage...

The huge mental pressure and the knife-like pain at this moment made Luo Xiao's willpower begin to disintegrate. He originally rejected the occasion with many people, but the desire to fulfill his dream pushed him to move forward bravely. In the night when he got up to practice dancing due to insomnia, he looked at himself in the mirror covered in sweat. He thought that as long as he could be firm in his goals and what he really wanted, he could overcome himself and overcome those dreams that had shrouded him in countless nights. A haunting nightmare.

He thought he really did.

It was the first time I was finally able to face the camera face to face, the first time I awkwardly walked into the barber shop and said something other than "cut my hair shorter", the first time I put on ripped jeans, and the first time I stood around In front of a mentor and nearly a hundred trainees, he said "I am Luo Xiao".

Hearing the shouts like a tsunami outside, he remembered that when he was still in kindergarten, under the eyes of thousands of eyes, he was pulled by the hair and his vision was blurred. There was nowhere to hide, so he could only curl himself up as much as possible. Get a smaller, smaller version of yourself.

Apart from the pain that fell on his body, there was more fear and shame. It was like a pantomime, with him as the protagonist, a black joke staged in front of the teachers and students of the school.No matter how desperately he wants to forget, he will always be touched lightly at a certain point in time when the crowd gathers, and he can't help but burst out of memory.

But the worst thing is not the stomach pain caused by the body looking after itself, but the...

"Ah, woo... woo..."

No matter how hard he tried, he could only make a whimpering sound, like a carefully built sandcastle on the beach, which was irreversibly destroyed by the tide bit by bit in the silent silence.

Speak up, Luo Xiao...

Just say a word, just say a word—!

In the midst of desperate prayers, the intermittent sobs in the boy's throat were like electrocardiograms fluctuating up and down, and finally turned into smooth and cold straight lines.

—he lost his voice completely.