For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

"False likes and dislikes.

What I offer to you is my false love.

It is to give you illusory dreams and the illusion that I love you. "

In the almost completely dark corridor, his steps were chaotic and hasty, as if when he was in a disordered mood, he knocked out completely disorderly noises on the piano keyboard. After smashing down the roaring accent with all his strength, only endless confusion and nothingness.

Stumbling and walking, he was panting violently, his mind was chaotically echoing Wen Ji's words just now, his heart was beating wildly as if out of control, he felt that the ground in front of him was soft and turned into boiled noodles, every step he took None of it felt real.

Is he advancing, or is he retreating?

The intense emotion that was almost bursting out of his chest was like a white pigeon locked in a magic box. Because of lack of oxygen, he struggled before dying and made a final uncompromising impact on death, trying to rush to the vast expanse with his own flesh and blood. The bright light finally evaporates with the hot sweat all over the body and turns into ice cold, and sinks into eternal darkness together.

Because the white dove has died in the box.

In the moonlight, the tall young man standing in front of him gave him a cold look, as if he felt that this unexpected meeting was rather unlucky, and gave a soft "tsk", which was especially harsh in the silence.

The polite appearance maintained in front of people finally tore off the outer skin at this moment, revealing the disgust that anyone can easily see.

His pupils shrank violently, subconsciously looked up at him as if it was a long time ago, his expression changed a few times, and when he said it, his voice was full of bitterness: "...Bohan."

It seemed that he had just removed his makeup, but Qu Bohan's collar was still stained with water, reflected by the cold and frosty moonlight, it was even more transparent as if it was about to melt into the night.

"Why do you have to show that kind of look?" Qu Bohan, who was gentle and quiet to his younger brothers, said in a sour tone as if he had just poured a bottle of sulfuric acid, "You are already an adult, Lu Zhenglin, don't show that kind of expression again." Is it okay to look innocent and treat yourself as a child? Tomorrow is going to be a stage performance, and I'm not in the mood to comfort my opponent, please get out of the way."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Qu Bohan showed annoyance on his face—probably regretting that he was still so impatient in front of Lu Zhenglin.

Mingming told himself not to care about it, he was just a "stranger" who had lived and laughed together under the roof. He should ignore it and pursue his own dream freely. The way to go——Why use the "past" to torture yourself over and over again, and use the "once" to waste yourself.

But when he met again, he realized that he was far less powerful than he imagined.

I once regarded him as a brother sincerely, and I also fantasized that two people will support each other to the end, from obscurity to shining stars, from low-level trainees to top idols - in his dream, he stood on the stage listening Hearing the cheers coming from all directions, the first reaction was to look at Lu Zhenglin beside him.

With the company's trainees coming and going, the names of BXP are constantly changing, the only ones that remain the same are Lu Zhenglin who is number one, and Qu Bohan who is next to him.

In his plan, from the time of his debut to the future development, everything has changed again and again. What remains unchanged is that all of these are based on the foundation of "being with Lu Zhenglin".

And all of this, with Lu Zhenglin's departure, was like ashes in a fire, leaving only black marks all over the place.

Every time Lu Zhenglin was wronged outside, he would always come back with this pitiful expression as if he was about to cry at any time, but he was suppressed tightly.Qu Bohan suddenly wanted to laugh, the habit is really terrible, seeing this expression now, he still couldn't help but tremble in his heart.

Qu Bohan didn't want to think about how many times he had been deceived by such a pitiful expression, he felt that he might really have to go to the hospital to check his brain, otherwise why would he get so angry when he saw him like this before? Going to argue with the company, no matter how many times you are scolded, you can’t learn how to behave—probably because when this unscrupulous guy looks at people with such red eyes, he will always give the other party an illusion, as if he is the only one in the world who can save this confused dog. Another innocent lamb, the only hero who can save this guy.

If he is fooled again, he is mentally retarded.

Cursing himself so secretly, Qu Bohan restrained himself from wishing to spray another ten thousand words of sarcasm at Lu Zhenglin's head, and quickened his pace to pass him——

The wrist was grabbed.

Qu Bohan struggled twice, but the opponent's hand was unexpectedly strong, and he couldn't break free.The irritability spread densely around his heart like a virus, Qu Bohan said angrily: "What do you want?"

What responded to him was Lu Zhenglin's louder roar than him, which made his brain buzzing: "So what exactly do you want? Will you be happy if I die for you?"

The boy's weeping gasps echoed in the empty corridor, followed by his roar like machine gun fire: "Do you come to visit me at my grave only when I'm dead? Can you stop treating me like this? Can you bring a bunch of flowers? Are you treating me as an enemy? Now that you see me, you want to goug my eyes and step on my head? What should I do? You will forgive me and make you feel happy? Is it only when I am dead that you are willing to look at me? Tell me!?"

Qu Bohan: "..."

are you crazy! ?

What is going crazy all of a sudden, a careerist who wants to be popular and crazy, with first-class self-control and willpower, wants to die for him?He also asked if he could bring a bouquet of flowers when he went to the grave?

"Are you trying to make me laugh on purpose?" Qu Bohan really laughed, "Wake up, Lu Zhenglin, the trending search you just bought hasn't been withdrawn for a long time, and the money you invested hasn't come back yet. Saying that you want to die is worthy of the effort you put into marketing?"

"That's not what I bought—!"

Lu Zhenglin, who was so suppressed in front of Wen Ji that he couldn't say a word, and even his arguments were extremely pale, could only end in silence. At this time, it was like a volcano erupted. All the camera images and expression management were thrown on the ground and fell into pieces. Smashed glass——Under the water-colored moonlight, the never-tired smiling puppet cracked its mask, revealing a child hiding behind with a face full of fear and running around at a loss with a huge shell on its back.

"I didn't buy it, it wasn't me..." He repeated this sentence over and over again, as if he had suddenly turned into a parrot that could only learn tongues.

It seemed that the person standing on the wire rope facing the abyss finally grabbed the bamboo pole handed over by others. Lu Zhenglin hoped that his best friend could understand his feelings at this moment—he thought that Qu Bohan was still angry When he left without saying goodbye, Qu Bohan heard the news that he was leaving the night before he left, and even came to ask him specifically.At that time, he didn't know how to face his friend's expectant eyes, so he had to say it was fake.

What did Qu Bohan tell him back then?

"A Lin, I believe in you."

And when Qu Bohan came back, he faced the table and bed that he had emptied, and he never came back.

It wasn't until he saw Qu Bohan's unrelenting attitude that he realized that his friend was not just angry with him.

"Didn't you buy it?" Qu Bohan sneered, "Mr. Lu's acting skills have improved now, so you pretend to believe it?"

A shadow appeared in the boy's clear eyes, and he asked weakly, "I didn't do it...do you want to blame me too?"

That airborne hot search made him stupefied, even though he participated in this show in order to return to the spotlight, but before that, he never thought of climbing up by such a method full of infamy—— For example, he clearly knows what to do on the stage to grab more shots, but out of respect for the stage, he doesn't bother to do things like flopping that ruin the stage effect.

Even if you want to be popular, you have to rely on yourself to get the attention that can match it.

This is Lu Zhenglin's bottom line all along, and it is also the survival method he has recognized so far.

It wasn't until this moment that the bottom line he had been holding on to was mercilessly crossed and trampled under his feet, and he was helpless and unable to explain it. Only then did he realize that under the pressure of the torrent of capital, his personal will probably even Ants are not even counted—even he himself is just a prop that can be taken out and placed in front of the stage.

Qu Bohan said in a calm tone with an attitude that could be called indifference: "You know if you did it yourself, and if you take advantage of it, don't sell it out, as if someone else forced you to do it. Lu Zhenglin, you I really hate this kind of behavior of pretending to be good while taking advantage of it. It happens every time. Once something happens, you can always clean yourself up. The fault is all other people's... What kind of cause is it? No matter what kind of fruit you get, you are now to blame for what you have become like this."

He leaned down and said softly: "Hangying is famous for stepping on other well-known artists, you don't know about it before you sign it, right? Ah, don't rush to deny it, I still know you more or less, just look at your expression. Is it right? I admit that this is really effective, and it will become popular faster than Spuer's step-by-step method of releasing promotional videos. I must say, it really suits you."

"At the beginning... when I signed it, it was said that it would come through the normal promotional channels..."

"Here again, don't you find that you always have a reason to explain? Does it make sense for you to say these things to me, even if it is really Hang Ying who bought you a hot search behind your back, are you and Hang Ying a community of interests? What's the problem with Hang Ying's pot buckle for you? If you didn't plan to be angered, why did you sign them in the first place?"

Qu Bohan continued in a cold tone: "You want to take advantage of the benefits but don't want to take the responsibility, you are really good at calculating, if I guessed correctly, you should have just found Wen PD to explain the company's behavior and yourself Is it irrelevant? Please wake up, since you want to be popular, then put aside your so-called morality and self-esteem, and just stare at the top one and climb up. Lu Zhenglin, if you throw away shame and If you openly admit that in order to be popular, you can bully other popular artists, then I still admire you, you are like a cowardly and hypocritical waste, it really makes me feel sick."

Taking away Lu Zhenglin's unknowingly loosened hand, Qu Bohan glanced at him coldly, and said, "You just asked me how to forgive you, right? Then I can tell you now, Even if you die, I won't forgive you—I won't forgive you in this life, never."

After that, he turned his head and left without hesitation.

In the eyes of the boy who was left in place by him, finally lost the last trace of color.

It wasn't until Qu Bohan's back disappeared from his sight that the tears he had endured for a long time overflowed from his eyes. He was like a statue, weeping silently and almost dying-this probably couldn't be Called a cry, it's more akin to a herald of despair.

With tears in his eyes, he vaguely saw Qu Bohan from a few years ago turned his head and smiled at him.

"A Lin, let's make our debut together! Even if it's just the two of us, it doesn't matter... If it's the two of us, we can definitely make it to the end."

And he held the hand he extended, and replied with the same pure and warm smile: "Okay, then it's settled! I want to be a brother for a lifetime!"

After all, it's just a joke that can't be counted.

"And the white dove eventually died in the box.

With an attitude of longing to fly, he looked at the sky from a distance, and in the never-ending sweet dream, he gently exhaled his last breath. "