For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

When Lu Zhenglin came back, he happened to meet Luo Heze coming out of their dormitory.When the two bumped into each other head-on, they were all taken aback, and Lu Zhenglin deliberately raised his eyes to look at the dormitory number.

——It is indeed my own dormitory, that’s right.

He greeted him with a smile on his face, but Luo Heze gave him a strange look, and took a step back to avoid him—it didn't matter, he almost stepped on Lin Suyu's foot behind him.

Lin Suyu raised his hand against Luo Heze's back, took advantage of the situation, and pulled Luo Heze, who had not had time to restrain his weird expression, behind him, and smiled at Lu Zhenglin with the same expression: "Brother Lu, good evening."

Seeing Lin Suyu's well-dressed appearance, Lu Zhenglin asked suspiciously: "Didn't you say that you will go to bed at 09:30?"

"That's right, so I'm going to sleep..." Lin Suyu paused, seeing Lu Zhenglin's ignorance, reminded, "Didn't you check your phone?"

Lu Zhenglin said lightly, "I don't bring my phone with me when I go for a run."

"Oh, then you'd better remember to bring it next time." Lin Suyu rolled his eyes and smiled, "I'll take He Ze back to the dormitory first, please do it."

Feeling that there was something in Lin Suyu's words, Lu Zhenglin raised his eyebrows, replied "Thank you", and politely said goodbye to Luo Heze, as if he didn't notice Luo Heze's eyes like looking at an alien monster just now.

"Brother Yi, I'm back."

"A Lin—" You Yi jumped up from the chair at once, "Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up and watch the trending searches, my God, this matter has gotten out of hand..."

Even though he was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, You You still noticed that Lu Zhenglin came back alone. Seeing Lu Zhenglin climbed onto the bed and checked his phone, he asked, "Where is Ah Xiao?"

"He? You should be with Shen Yirong now." Lu Zhenglin replied casually, "What happened? Calm down, it's not about the sky falling... Eh?"

After confirming that it wasn't a system error or that he was blind, Lu Zhenglin said in disbelief, "My bib fans suddenly increased by 20...? What's going on?"

The original number of fans of 50 has now increased to 72, and it keeps jumping up every second.

You Yi said with a bitter face: "The increase of 20 Li may not be more than half of it just to scold you..."

Lu Zhenglin glanced at him inexplicably, and opened the private message casually.

Usually in the private messages, there are usually only fans saying good morning, good night and confession to him. Some people will use him as a tree hole and talk about the difficulties in life. He doesn't reply, but just watches quietly.

Since the three-month freezing period when there was no news, there are very few people who still remember him. He even left an impression on a few fans who often sent him private messages.One of the little girls who texted him good morning and good night every day left a message saying that her father was seriously ill, her mother was mentally ill, and her life was so difficult that she wanted to commit suicide every day, feeling that she would not be able to bear it any longer.He hesitated for a long time, and finally found her contact information using the trumpet, and donated money to her anonymously.

Yesterday, the girl who had disappeared for a long time finally sent him a private message again. Seeing her saying that her father's illness had recovered, the school also helped her reduce tuition and miscellaneous fees. It seemed that life had hope again, and he was silent in his heart. I was very happy for her - even though he still just read her private messages and never replied.

She wrote in a private message: "Brother, let me tell you, some kind people donated money to our family. With that donation, my dad can finally have an operation. Maybe God really heard my prayers." ..."

She will never know that the "god" who hears her prayers is none other than her favorite idol.

The private mailbox, which had been deserted for a long time, is now full for a long time, which makes Lu Zhenglin very uncomfortable.

After opening the two letters casually, Lu Zhenglin understood what had happened—Wen Ji debuted ten years ago, and the first group of lolita fans who followed him had already turned into a working party, and their tone was much gentler, just to protect idols Thoughts still flow from the lines.

After reading a few pages like this, Lu Zhenglin's mood gradually became irritable, and new private messages kept popping up in his private mailbox. The contents were similar, and they all hoped that he would come forward to apologize to Wen Ji, and don't come to play on Wen Ji's popularity in the future. .Lu Zhenglin never thought that he just went out for a run, and the world has been turned upside down when he came back. Seeing that the position of #卢正林# on the hot search has been higher and higher, his mind was a little blank for a while, and he stuttered at You Yi Said: "I didn't buy this..."

He said this sentence upside down three or four times, and now his friend, who has always been calm and self-possessed, couldn't even hold back his image, You You was so frightened that he quickly stuffed a can of beer into his hand: "You, you, you, calm down first Come down... drink some wine and calm down!"

Mingming yelled to calm him down, but Youyou himself seemed even more restless, tremblingly opened a can of beer for himself, poured two gulps into his mouth, and then asked: "Who wants to punish you? No Is it Spuer?"

Mentioning the former owner, the voice of the cruiser was much softer, and he looked around, like a thief.

Lu Zhenglin closed his eyes, and opened them after a while: "Probably not, to be honest, Spuer didn't feel sorry for me. It's not their style to buy a trending number one just to step on me. And, if Spuer bought it, There is no need to bring the program title of "National Idol"."

"...To be honest, I really think you are not kind." Even though you know that your friend is emotionally unstable, You You still can't hold back, "You know how much Qu Bohan was looking forward to his debut back then." , Spuer didn’t say anything at the time and let’s give up on BXP, but at that time the response of the girl group was very good, and it’s normal for the company to focus on the girl group...”

"Yes, yes, that's right, so I deserve to be thrown there like a vase? Oh, I was treated worse than a vase at that time, just a pile of ashes in the warehouse Miscellaneous things, I think I’m in the way if I put them there. I’m one of the first batch of trainees in the company, right? From 15 to 19 years old, four years, I spent four years waiting for the first chance to debut here, what’s the result?”

Lu Zhenglin was holding the beer in his hand, and with a "click", the can was dented by him, and the beer with foam overflowed from the mouth of the tab, dripping along his slender fingers all the way to the tiled floor.

But he didn't seem to feel it at all, and said in a trembling tone: "I was waiting desperately. I admit that I was in a bad mood, but at that time, who could guarantee that if I continued to wait, I would wait until the day when I became popular? Do you think I am I couldn’t stand it after waiting for three months, but I’ve been waiting for four years before... Seeing that the juniors are all out on tour, I’m still in the company like a prisoner waiting to go out. Let me not Fall in love, okay, I won’t talk about it. Let me not miss training, okay, except for the few days of the college entrance examination, which time did I miss training and ask for leave? Said to keep a sense of mystery and don’t post dynamics before the group’s official appearance, okay , then I won’t post it either, and the result is…”

Speaking of this, he almost couldn't restrain the trembling all over his body, and cried out in a crying voice: "I promised to love me forever, no matter how long it takes, I will come back... It's a fucking lie! Lie!! I thought It's just a few months, even if it's a year, that's 365 days, they will still be waiting for me when I go back... Not at all, just three months, three months, no one will remember me Who is it..."

"If this goes on like this, it will definitely be completely forgotten..."

The beer foam in the hands gradually dries up in the air, and evaporates completely as if it had never appeared before, as if the traces of Lu Zhenglin's life were gradually stripped from people's memories.

It's too fast, the speed of idol replacement is amazingly fast, even a meteor gliding through the sky in a flash, can shine for such a short moment, and it is a very small number of trainees among the vast sea of ​​trainees.

But after being surrounded by the spotlight, it is extremely difficult for a teenager who has enjoyed flowers and applause since he was young to return to the world of ordinary people.

Lu Zhenglin took off the miniature camera placed beside the bed, stepped on it fiercely, saw the mechanical fragments shattered all over the floor, his chest heaved a few times, and finally returned to his usual flawless, The young man who only stares with a smile on his face: "It doesn't matter, no matter who bought this trending search, my followers are real, and private messages haven't been so lively in a long time...you can scold me freely, as long as I can Hong, you can let go of everything else."

"What angry words are you talking about!" You Yi became anxious, "Are you really planning to go the black and red route? Aren't you afraid that PD's fans will tear you apart?"

"Then they come here! Come and kill me if you can. If you can't kill me, don't try to stop me from climbing up!"

Youyou was overwhelmed by his friend's almost roaring voice, the boy's bloodshot eyes were burning with flames that could incinerate everything, and when that amazing aura came over, Youyou even stopped breathing, and could only stare blankly. He staggered to pick up the beer can that fell on the floor, and walked to the bathroom.

The rushing water rushed straight down from the top of his head, and Lu Zhenglin, who was blinded by the faucet, buried himself in the freezing cold for 5 minutes before raising his head.

After being so dazed for a while, he took out his phone, opened his private mailbox, and crossed down page by page.

Did she send a private message today? I wonder if her father's illness has improved...?

Seeing the familiar profile picture, he subconsciously clicked in——

"I saw the trending search today. I really didn't expect you to be such a person. Brother, you have become different from the you I used to know. I am really disappointed. This is the last time I call you brother, and it is also The last time I sent you a private message, I was blind before, from now on you will follow your traffic route, not stepping back is my bottom line, and I will not follow you again in the future."

After being stunned for a long time, he smiled bitterly, and said to himself comfortingly: "It's okay, this is the price of being popular, it's okay, I will have other fans if I leave... Lu Zhenglin, don't be sad, There's nothing so sad about it."

Anyway, this kind of impression has already been left on people, so let him continue on this road.

In the mirror, the young man with a delicate face looked dull, his eyes were heavy like twilight, and water droplets like pillars scrambled down his cheeks, soaking half of his clothes, and the circles of water slowly dissipated. , like ripples splashing on the surface of a rainy pond, floating with gray water vapor.

——Then, as if he was about to cry at any moment, he smiled in the mirror.