For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

"Failure is the mother of success."

"Once raw and second familiar."

"Winning or losing is a common matter in military affairs. Heroes, please read the file and come back."

"How can you see a rainbow if you don't experience wind and rain."

Seeing that Lin Suyu still wanted to continue talking, Bai Hongyu interrupted him by raising his hand: "Stop, stop talking, I don't feel ashamed to lose to the youngest Zhang. If you continue babbling, I want to pretend that I don't know you."

Lin Suyu spread his hands: "I just recite famous quotes and composition materials casually. I don't mean to comfort you. We high school students study very hard!"

Bai Hongyu, who had already left the ranks of high school students, was speechless. After thinking for a while, she decided to shoulder the responsibility of her elder brother: "Okay, tomorrow I will ask Luo Xiao to borrow a Chinese book, and you can recite it here for me during dinner." Make a mistake and eat an extra piece of meat."

"You are giving me a chance to eat meat in a fair way! If the punishment measures are like this, I can make a mistake from the beginning to the end without getting a word right."

"You can only eat fat ones, and I'll remove the lean ones for you."

Seeing Bai Hongyu's calm demeanor, Lin Suyu, who was quite confident in his memory, wanted to shout "You are making trouble for no reason" at this moment.

Bai Hongyu sighed: "I don't know what's going on with Ah Hua, do you want to go over there and have a look later?"

Although every time he found out that he and Hua Qian were in a group, Bai Hongyu always said disgusted words, but when he was really not in the same group, he couldn't help but start worrying about Hua Qian who was offline.

Hua Qian is familiar with himself. On the one hand, this kind of personality can make him get along with people quickly, but on the other hand, it is also easy to offend people.

Not everyone likes this kind of showmanship, even if Hua Qian's original intention is not to steal the spotlight or attract attention, but this kind of bluffing performance will still arouse some people's resentment.

After thinking about it, Bai Hongyu felt that he had to go and see it by himself before he could rest assured.

Seeing that Lin Suyu didn't answer for a long time, Bai Hongyu asked strangely: "What's the matter, don't you want to go? Luo Xiao is also in that group, aren't you worried about him?"

In the last round, Lin Suyu and Luo Xiao went to each other's house when they had nothing to do, especially Luo Xiao, who seemed to be uneasy about cooperating with strangers, and ran especially diligently.For this reason, he was nicknamed "an undercover agent sent next door" and "a preparatory member of "CanULoveMe"" by his team leader, which made Luo Xiao feel quite embarrassed.

Lin Suyu swallowed the steamed egg, and replied: "Shen Yirong is with him, I'm not too worried, and Xiaoxiao's personality is quite likable, I don't think anyone will embarrass him..."

As for why people who have a good impression of Luo Xiao are disgusted with him, Lin Suyu doesn't want to think about whether there is something wrong with his life.He only wants to admit that people are born with the saying of "aura conflict". Some people know that he and the other party cannot get along peacefully from the first moment they meet each other.

He and Lu Zhenglin just don't get along!

It's definitely not because he has a bad personality!

Even if the current situation was really caused by someone's bad personality, the person with bad temper should be Lu Zhenglin!

——Of course, he would never say such things in front of Lu Zhenglin, after all, he didn't want to die young.

Bai Hongyu thought for a moment, and said something that surprised Lin Suyu: "I used to think that you attached great importance to Luo Xiao, but now it seems that you have not reached the level I imagined."

"……what?"

"Didn't you realize that you used to want to cling to Luo Xiao every minute and every second, but now, it's Luo Xiao who comes to see you more often. I'm always worried about whether Ah Hua will be bullied in other groups , are you too relieved? Don’t refute me, I stayed with you for four stages, I know how the gap is, and I still have the right to speak on this point.”

Bai Hongyu continued: "I think this point of yours is actually quite... At the beginning, you were the one who insisted on giving Luo Xiao all the things you thought were good, regardless of whether Luo Xiao liked it or not. He made it clear that if he didn't like you, he would If you insist on paving the way for him, I can feel that Luo Xiao couldn't stand you at that time. But you stepped on his bottom line so terribly, and he just stood by silently. Only when you went too far, did you I will scold you and try my best to pull you back from crooked ways..."

"It seems to outsiders that you are so nice to him. I can't see it. You have the final say on how this relationship will be. If you want to treat him well, then you can make yourself as good as possible. I can't wait Give him all your heart. Now that I have awakened, I feel that I have to have my own ideals and life, and I don’t want to continue like this. Even going to see him after dinner is troublesome. You are too... Forget it , I don’t want to say words that are too emotional, you can understand it yourself.”

Lin Suyu was speechless.

At the beginning, he wanted to defend himself, but when Bai Hongyu finished speaking, he was speechless.

Bai Hongyu said with emotion: "To be honest, if Ah Hua's personality was like yours, I would have left him to fend for himself, how could he treat you as well as Luo Xiao."

"...Maybe it's because of a change in mentality." Lin Suyu put down the chopsticks in his hand, suddenly lost the mood to eat, and laughed at himself, "You are right, I am indeed a very selfish and selfish person. "

He never thought about what it would be like without Luo Xiao in his life.

Luo Xiao would look forward to the scene of them watching the sunrise together on crutches in the early morning when they will become old men decades later, but he dare not.

The reason is also very simple, he never dared to hope that he and Luo Xiao could maintain the current relationship in the future.

The relationship between people is so fragile and fragile, no matter how warm the brotherhood is, it will be obliterated into ashes by time at some point.

Ten years later—maybe it won't take such a long time—Luo Xiao's mentality will definitely change, maybe he will find it irritating to pay day after day, so the two of them will gradually become estranged and stop communicating.

In Lin Suyu's imagination, this is the most likely scenario.

But aside from Luo Xiao, Lin Suyu was even less confident, in fact, it was himself.

Being dependent on others, wandering alone, apprehensive and frightened, this completely negative emotion ran through his entire ten years of life from the age of six to the age of 16.

When he tentatively pulled Luo Xiao's hand, but was rejected by his six-year-old brother resistingly, the idea of ​​"must please Luo Xiao" took root in his mind like a seed falling into the soil, and even became His unshakable code of existence.

If you don't become useful, you will be discarded, so you must make your own existence worthwhile.

Luo Xiao is the most important person in his life, but the starting point of his actions is not the so-called "love", but the selfish struggle for survival.

The brotherhood, which should have been simple, became too strong after being mixed with the pressure of survival. In this mood, he ignored Luo Xiao's wishes and made decisions for his friends time and time again.Although he didn't want to go to Luo Xiao's place because he felt troublesome, but he had indeed changed his mentality too much recently, and he was not wronged by Bai Hongyu treating him like this.

On the contrary, Luo Xiao's attitude towards him is always the same...

Lin Suyu knew in his heart that Bai Hongyu's blunt words were just due to his personality, and he might be worried for him and Luo Xiao in his heart.Taking this opportunity, he reflected on himself and felt that he was really nothing.

After that matter is resolved, find a chance to climb the mountain with Xiaoxiao to watch the sunrise. It seems that the two of them haven't gone out alone for a long time.

But now, he has to keep a distance from his friends, it is best to cut off the contact directly, and don't even have any framed pictures.It's a pity that he knows Luo Xiao's character very well. If he is so obvious, Luo Xiao will definitely come to the door and ask him face to face, so he can only deal with it coldly...

Just when he was thinking and getting up to put the empty plates into the recycling window, he accidentally caught sight of the TV on the wall of the cafeteria. The core, under the pretense of entertainment company interviews, actually practice prostitution. Criminal gangs have spread to the surrounding areas, and victims are located in Mingzhou, Xizhou, Lin'an and other areas. This type of criminal method is easy to imitate, and the victims are mostly unexperienced Adults, most criminal gangs openly rent office buildings located in bustling downtown areas, invite victims to visit them in the name of talent scouts or interviewers, and lower their vigilance..."

Seeing Lin Suyu holding the dinner plate motionless, Bai Hongyu followed his gaze puzzledly, and was also taken aback for a moment.

What attracted his attention was not what the host said, but what was shown on TV.

In front of the camera, the blond boy with a bit of youthful taste smiled brightly: "We are going to sing "Broken Halberd Paradise". I hope all the teachers will like our performance~"

"Then...is that you?"

Even though the pictures released in the news have been coded, people who are familiar with Lin Suyu can still recognize him at a glance.Bai Hongyu had stayed with Lin Suyu for so long anyway, so he realized it at the first sight.

Lin Suyu said lightly, "It's me."

More precisely, it was Lin Suyu who had an interview at the Huanmao Building in Songzhou in July.

finally come.

Looking at the lips of the host on the TV screen, these words flashed across Lin Suyu's mind.