For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

"Are you engaged in performance art, or are you preparing to experience the joy of winter swimming?" Bai Hongyu's expression was similar to seeing someone running naked on the street in broad daylight, with a look of disgust, "The temperature has dropped these days. Hurry up, and the heating in the dormitory is not turned on, so be careful of headaches when pouring cold water on it."

Although the tone was joking, the silver-curly-haired boy was unequivocal in helping to dry his hair, and even carefully distinguished the direction of the hair.

Lin Suyu sank in the chair and hung his head without saying a word. The water stains on the boy's cheeks had dried up, but his face was still as pale as paper.

Listening to the buzzing sound of the hair dryer above his head, he closed his eyes. In the darkness, such a noisy sound was so illusory that it was almost an illusion.

"Did you quarrel with Luo Xiao?"

Lin Suyu was silent for a moment before saying, "No."

"No quarrel but a cold war?"

"nor."

"No quarrel, no cold war, but he doesn't understand you?"

"……nor."

"No, then you are bothering with shrimp balls."

Lin Suyu choked, and leaned his head back on the chair, his golden hair slipped from his forehead, revealing the boy's slightly hollow eyes.

"I don't know what to say, but... I just feel very uncomfortable, and I can't get past this hurdle in my heart." Lin Suyu smiled bitterly, "I used to think that Xiaoxiao had a lot of inexplicable things, and she didn't want to even enter the entertainment industry." The marketing is also unwilling to hype, now it seems that I have more inexplicable places..."

"Is Luo Xiao treating you badly?"

"No, he has a bad attitude towards me. I may still feel better. The problem is that he treats me too well. He not only understands me very well, but even if I raise it, he is willing to cooperate with me in marketing hype. look." Lin Suyu said irritably, "If he could come up and beat me up, I might feel more at ease now...but why didn't he come and beat me up?"

Bai Hongyu: "...Brother, are you itchy? Do you still feel uncomfortable when he has a better attitude?"

Lin Suyu was speechless.

After a while, he said, "Maybe that's right."

I poured cold water on my head, and at the moment when the cold water rolled into my hair roots and ran down my cheeks, the feeling of despair that was almost suffocating in my heart calmed down in such an almost self-abuse behavior, and my mind was full of blank thoughts Finally, it seemed to be calm for a short time as if he had been redeemed.

If you do something wrong, you need to be beaten, either today or tomorrow, the sooner you get beaten, the sooner you will relax, and you don’t have to worry about whether you will be suddenly dragged out of bed in the middle of the night and be beaten severely.Anyway, the pain is only a momentary thing, as long as you bear it with a smile, you can get a period of peace in exchange - this is the normal logical chain of behavior.

Even if he told himself ten thousand times that there is nothing wrong with thinking for himself, he still couldn't help but feel scared in front of Luo Xiao. No matter how he reminded himself, he would only repeat the past thinking pattern in the end. It is generally impossible to break out of the quagmire.

He didn't do anything wrong, he didn't owe Luo Xiao anything, and Luo Xiao wouldn't change his attitude towards him because of this - he knew all of this.

But what if you knew?Even if Luo Xiao took the initiative to retreat and retreat, seeing that he was about to give up the bottom line, he still couldn't get even the slightest sense of security from Luo Xiao's behavior.

Luo Xiao is so kind, it seems that Lin Suyu is particularly gloomy.

"I have realized how difficult it is to choose to completely cut off contact with my original life." Lin Suyu murmured, "I understand the truth, but I just can't get past this hurdle." Under the thin eyelids of the blond boy, It can be vaguely seen that the slightly curved eyeballs are trembling, "I just chose a slightly different path from him now, and I already feel sick and want to vomit..."

He has lived like this for ten years. For him, it is normal behavior to give unconditionally for his friends.

Everything he lives on is based on this foundation. For him, this is not only a prison to restrain himself, but also a shield to protect him from being crushed.

It doesn't matter if you are beaten, if you suffer for Luo Xiao, no matter how painful it is, you can bear it.

It doesn't matter if you are misunderstood, as long as it fulfills Luo Xiao's wish, no matter how much foul language there is, it doesn't matter.

It seems that as long as Luo Xiao's name is put on everything and titled "this is for Luo Xiao", he can bear all negative pressure with peace of mind. With Luo Xiao as his spiritual support, he is Lin Suyu who has no weaknesses.

But now, the situation he is facing is that he needs to pull out all the pillars that support him, and watch the behavior pattern he has built over the past ten years collapse.

——I can’t do it.

It was too difficult. For him, it meant that he needed to completely deny his past self.

Now he just shook the pillar slightly, and he already wanted to shrink back into the safe zone he was familiar with, wrap himself up again, shrink into a cocoon, and continue to hypnotize himself—even if the bottom of his heart He was also crying weakly, wanting to be able to reach out and touch the morning star, but walking forward in the ice and snow with only his single clothes, he felt that he was about to freeze to death.

"If you still want to continue to choose the original life style, I'll do whatever you want." Bai Hongyu shrugged, "Honestly speaking, you are a bit like a domestic violence woman who is considering whether to divorce her husband. Everyone else is trying to persuade you." You are the only one who is still hesitating about getting a divorce, and while hesitating, you still have to defend your scumbag husband, alas, he is actually very good to me..."

Although the tone was joking, but with the way he was holding a hair dryer and blowing on Lin Suyu's head, no matter how you looked at it, he seemed to be upright.

"I figured it out... Except for your attitude towards A Hua and Brother Chi, you treat everyone else as if you have poisoned your mouth. Did you grow up drinking sulfuric acid, Brother Bai?"

Bai Hongyu shrugged: "I want other people to hold a mineral water bottle and pour it on their head like a fool, I just ignored it and left, and I still have to curse mentally retarded in my heart."

"...So, I still have a special place in your heart?"

"That's right, that's why I stopped scolding you for being retarded in my heart, and I scolded you directly in front of you." Bai Hongyu stroked Lin Suyu's hair, and when he found that it was almost dry, he pulled out the plug of the hair dryer, "You mentally retarded."

Lin Suyu: "..."

"Look at me with that look, why, do you still want me to scold you again?"

Lin Suyu said wrongly: "You don't have to be so mean when you speak, right?"

Bai Hongyu thought for a while, with an innocent face: "I can't help it when I see your sloppy expression. I think about it, it seems that after all these years, you are the only one who makes me angry the most."

"No, your tone is easy to be misunderstood, okay?" Lin Suyu choked, "If I were to be more stupid, if I couldn't tell that you cared about me, wouldn't you be afraid that I would hate you in my heart?"

Bai Hongyu thought carefully for a few seconds, and asked doubtfully, "You're not so stupid, are you? You can tell that Ah Hua is so stupid. How can you be more retarded than Ah Hua?"

Hua Qian, who was lying on the bed and kicking his legs happily reading comics, raised his head and said angrily: "Bai, Er, Yu——! I warn you, if you diss me again, I will send you a lawyer's letter!"

After finishing speaking, Hua Qianshuala took out a piece of copy paper from his clothes pocket, on which a lot of words were written crookedly——

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【Guarantee】

Party A (Bai Eryu) voluntarily makes the following commitments——

1. At least three complete and unopened puddings are hidden every week, and they need to be placed in a secret and challenging place for Party B (Su Qi to break through the universe, Yushu Linfeng's playboy Huaqian) to search.

2. Praise Party B every day, no less than three sentences each time, and the praise words must not be repeated within a week.

3. It is not allowed to doubt the IQ of Party B.

4.…………

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In the end, where both parties signed, there were two bright red red mud fingerprints.

Lin Suyu: "...do you still play with it like this?"

"He pressed it while I was sleeping." Bai Hongyu didn't bother to complain about Hua Qian, who had a villainous expression, and pushed Lin Suyu, "You can go, remember to change your clothes when you go back, don't catch a cold."

Lin Suyu thanked her, and just about to leave, she heard Bai Hongyu say again: "It is indeed difficult to get out of the psychological shadow of the past, and most people are prone to repeat the same mistakes, but I don't think you should belong to the majority. Don't mess yourself up." Like the heroine of a bitter drama, you are not suitable, really."

After a long time, Lin Suyu said: "I will try."

"Don't try, be firm."

"……Oh."

"Let you be firm."

"Oh!"