For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

In the empty dormitory, the teenager was sitting on the bed alone with his mobile phone in his arms. His white fingertips slid across the screen, and the scarves were quickly slid up one by one.Occasionally, the boy's movements would stop, and after flipping through one of them repeatedly, he pressed "Favorite" carefully and carefully.

While silently rejoicing in his heart, such confusion would involuntarily surface in his heart——

Does he deserve it?

Can he really... afford those gentle encouragements and clear liking?

Perhaps at the beginning, there was a secret thought in his heart - if, one day, he could also be liked by others, that would be great.

But soon, this soft and sweet fantasy, floating like cotton candy, was suppressed by him, immersed in the water, and melted silently into nothingness.

Don't dare to set your expectations too high, don't dare to expect to be liked by too many people, and don't dare to dream of being able to shine in the center of the stage as the protagonist.

As long as he is a little closer to his dream, even just a little bit, he will feel satisfied without making any achievements—maybe in the eyes of the 16-year-old boy named "Luo Xiao", doing for the dream Having a life-changing experience is far more important than getting a result.

He is used to lowering expectations again and again, so no matter what feedback the reality gives, it seems that it will not be too difficult for him to accept.

But now, this feedback...

beyond his threshold.

It shouldn't be right.

After staring blankly at the lines on his palm for a while, he turned his hand over again.

In Mingzhou, besides staying at home and reading books, he made small desserts. After half a month, his weight has picked up, and shallow dimples appeared on the back of his hands, which were so thin that only bones could be seen.

No matter how you look at it, it is just an ordinary hand that can no longer be ordinary...

Thinking of seeing someone post in the topic just now, "Ah, ah, our Xiao's hands are so beautiful. Mom really likes the animation of her son reaching for his hair. It's really hand-controlled welfare." Even if there is no one in the dormitory now , He also felt a burst of embarrassment in his heart, his face suddenly became hot, he moved his head slightly, and put his face on the cold tiles to try to cool down.

Can't continue brushing anymore...

In this way, using the trumpet to secretly watch how others praise her, while looking embarrassed while scrolling down endlessly, Luo Xiao felt that her behavior seemed perverted.

Thinking of this, Luo Xiao drooped her head in frustration, and thought that besides her face, there really seemed to be nothing on her body that could be praised by others, and her heart became heavier.

No matter what he does, he is clumsy, has no special strengths in studies or sports, and has a very boring personality.

If you want to let them know that their favorite idol is actually such a person, they will probably be very disappointed...

"When you become an idol, you can't be an ordinary person. You must be a superman who can achieve things that ordinary people cannot accomplish..."

Shen Yirong's words flashed in his mind. At that time, he just stood on the big stage and experienced a public performance. He didn't feel the power of fans at all. An ordinary person, he didn't have much feeling for these words. .

But now, Luo Xiao felt that she was wavering.

"Wuwu Luoluo, you must enter the top 60!!!"

"Let's make our debut Xiao, Xiao!!"

"Brother, I vote for you every day, you must enter the next round!"

but……

What if I can't get in.

As long as he thinks that these wishes are pressed on him, and it is very likely that they will come to nothing in the end, Luo Xiao will feel a dull pain in his head.

If you only need to set off with your dreams in mind, no matter where you go, you can say that you have a clear conscience.Even if he turned back at this point, he would not regret it.

But now, it is no longer his own business.

When making the decision to become an idol, as a quasi-high school student who just finished the high school entrance examination, Luo Xiao actually didn't think too much.

In his opinion, such things as dreams are only related to himself. Even if he made a wrong choice and bypassed the correct destination, in the end, he alone accepts the consequences of a wrong step. He accepts it completely and feels safe in his heart. .

But now, it is completely different.

The love of fans is not only like but also a responsibility.

But at the beginning, he didn't think about it, he just felt that if he could be liked by others, it must be a very happy thing.

And like now, the scene where the scarf pops up new prompts all the time, he couldn't even imagine it before.

"Actually, you shouldn't come to be an idol."

More than one person said this sentence to him, but at that time, Luo Xiao only had the stubbornness of not admitting defeat in his heart.

And now, he had to admit—maybe they were right.

At least, at that time, he never thought about what kind of reaction he should use at this moment, and how he should face it.

It's impossible not to care about fans at all...

If he had known that all his words and deeds in front of the camera would be picked out and watched back and forth frame by frame, even if he stood on the background board and yawned, Luo Xiao felt that he would be taken out when he was shooting. Should keep a poker face the whole time.

Every word he said was intercepted.Luo Xiao is not a person with high emotional intelligence, especially when chatting in daily life, she can't think too much.But now what he said has been interpreted into various connotations that he himself did not expect, and sometimes inexplicable accusations will be greeted, and fans who have troubled him have to lower their stance and even flatter him to admit his mistakes and apologize for him.

Because I like him Luo Xiao, I am willing to let go of my self-esteem and explain to uninformed passers-by. I am full of grievances in my heart, and I have to carefully worry about whether I will disturb others—I am not worried about affecting other people's feelings for me. However, he was afraid of casting a shadow over his favorite idol because of his actions.

Don't go, sisters, just let him suffer in silence, even if he feels wronged and wants to cry, that's all he has on his mind.

If they do this... how can I be able to repay them?

If they were to find out, he, who had been placed with such high hopes, would be just an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary...

Thinking of the disappointment on their faces when they found out that the real Luo Xiao was actually just a fool who couldn't even memorize ancient poems and would forget them in three days, Luo Xiao tightened her grip on herself with some unease.

He doesn't know how to answer all the confusion and confusion in his heart - these answers will not be written in textbooks, there will be no reference answers for his reference, and there will be no red ticks to help him score clearly .

Since Lu Zhenglin became a trainee of Spuer at the age of 15, he has never been able to break free from the shackles drawn by fans for him.In order not to disappoint the fans, he can put himself into that flawless shell, crush his body to fit the character design that everyone will like, and what will always be shown in front of others is only the gentle smile young man.

It feels so good to be famous at a young age, but I can no longer bear the feeling of falling from the clouds back to the world.

The 16-year-old Luo Xiao is also standing on the edge of a cliff.

It's just that, unlike Lu Zhenglin, at that time Lu Zhenglin clearly liked him, and he also knew how to change himself to keep their love, but Luo Xiao didn't know.

If it were him, he probably wouldn't like such an idol who has nothing but good looks.

Why do you like him?

Sure enough, it's because... I haven't seen his boring nature through his face.

However, separated by time and space, they can only see one side of him briefly through the camera. If he tries his best to show a completely different, lovable and decathlon image in front of the camera, they will Wouldn't you be satisfied with that?

"Even if you can't do it, pretend you can."

So, it’s okay to play the role of what "Luo Xiao" should be like in the hearts of the sisters...?

No, it seems too early to think about this kind of problem now.

Whether he can enter the top 60 is still a question. It seems too far away for him to think about the future here.

Looking at his ever-rising super topic ranking, a ridiculous thought flashed in Luo Xiao's mind——

If his ranking stops at 74 and he is directly eliminated, there is no need to worry about this kind of problem.

Shaking his head vigorously, he let out a long breath.

Whenever he encounters something that he can't handle and is beyond his common sense, he instinctively wants to escape, run back to his safe zone and shrink up, which has always been his problem.

His sisters are still helping him to vote for the list, he has no reason to bow his head and admit defeat first.

It's just... If you want to continue walking, sooner or later, you need to face it, right?

Thinking about it gave her a headache, Luo Xiao could only temporarily give up on torturing herself with future troubles, but the uneasiness in her heart could not be erased.

He clicked on the scarf again, only to find that there was a new scarf on the top that had been retweeted [-] times, and the number of retweets was still rising.

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[Lemon Green Orange: Friends from the homepage, take a look! !Ben Xiaoyu girl is going against CP today! !After watching the third issue, my heart is shaking like a volcano is erupting. The official release of CP candy!Don't miss it when you pass by, today I'm going to stand in a wave of Yuxiao, my friends, open your mouth and eat candy! ! 】

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The moving picture specially cut out by her is the whole process of Lin Suyu being called by Lu Zhenglin's name, and choosing to confront Luo Xiao's group without hesitation, and Lin Suyu's after-the-fact interview.

The blond boy sitting on the chair with a well-behaved smile put his hand on his lips when he heard "Why did you choose to fight against the difficult group A of "Demon Knight"?" After thinking for a few seconds, Only then smiled and said: "Ah, that, because... I'm not used to it. I've been living with Xiaoxiao all this time, and it's hard to imagine what life would be like without him, so I want to choose a position closest to him .Even if we can't fight side by side, at least we can train together as opponents every day... As for the others, I don't think so much."

And the reply under this scarf is like this——

"Damn!! Impressive!! Damn this is even if I can't go to the front with you, you have to die in my hands!!"

"This is~~Love~~~~Wait, how can I sing it!"

"Wake up, this can't be done, we agreed to stand in Xiaoyu together, how can you leave me alone, am I still standing in Xiaoyu on the front page?"

"Ah, ah, I'm dead, don't you fucking call me, I'm going to write a CP article, and I've filled my brain with 30 words of □□, blackened, sickly play, now I'm so excited that I can write all the texts in the square in front of my house Lift up all the stone blocks!!! Explosion!!!”

Luo Xiao: "...???"

What are these things?Alien language?

Why can't he understand a word?

Who will explain it to him?ah? ?