For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

Before Luo Xiao could say a few words, Lin Suyu's hand grabbed his front, shaking it desperately, and said nonsense: "Quick! Say you love me!"

Luo Xiao, who was dizzy from being shaken like this, suddenly felt a little pain in his brain, and patted Lin Suyu's back lightly in embarrassment, and said in a low voice, "Why do you drink like this?"

Lin Suyu dragged his tone "Ah—" to express that he didn't understand, and shook Luo Xiao even harder: "Say it, say it, hurry up and say you love me!"

——With so much energy, are you shaking the money tree?

Realizing that the people around were stretching their necks to watch, Luo Xiao's face turned red with disappointment, and while pressing Lin Suyu's paw with great effort, he said helplessly: "There are so many people, stop making trouble..."

Lin Suyu blinked his eyes twice, automatically ignored Luo Xiao's words, held Luo Xiao's arm tightly rather stubbornly, and said inarticulately: "Hurry up, hurry up, tell me you love me... I want to listen, do you want to listen?" Listen, listen, listen, listen—"

I finally knew what happened to Lu Zhenglin's appearance just now, as if he had finally got rid of the dog skin plaster, was so excited that he could not wait to raise his arms and cheered, and then ran around the hillside ten times. Luo Xiao, who retreated from the festival, could only cover his forehead and look up at the sky. Being questioned so persistently, he finally could only squeeze out a dry answer from his throat with his face flushed: "You love me."

"puff……"

Hua Qian was so caught by Luo Xiao's sudden cold joke that he almost sprayed beer on Bai Hongyu's face, coughed twice, and gave Luo Xiao a thumbs up: "Ah Xiao, you can do it."

Apparently, Lin Suyu didn't notice that Luo Xiao played a word game on him. Lin Suyu, who was dazed and didn't notice anything wrong, nodded in satisfaction, and continued a new round of nonsense: "I, I still want to listen, come on, come again, talk about you love me!"

"……you love Me."

"Again!"

"……Hey."

"Say it, hurry up!"

"Let's not talk anymore—! So many people are watching! Is there anything I can't talk about when I go back!?"

"Don't tell me? Then, let me tell you~ I love you, Xiaoxiao, you are my angel, the most beautiful and dazzling boy in my heart..."

"Please shut up, really, I beg you. Can I call you Grandfather, Grandfather!"

…………

With great effort, she dragged Lin Suyu, who was thrashing hard, to the bottom of the tree, and it took a lot of effort to pull him off her body. After doing all this, Luo Xiao felt physically and mentally exhausted, and her whole body was covered with pain. I broke out in a thin sweat.

And this careless guy was still muttering: "Xiaoxiao, don't go."

Luo Xiao: "...I won't go, put your hands down, the shoes are dirty, don't hold them."

Lin Suyu let go of his hand obediently unexpectedly, and looked up like a small animal sticking its head out of the window to look at the dazzling galaxy, with some ignorance in its wet eyes.

Probably the noisy time has finally passed, and I feel tired.

When Luo Xiao was thinking about it, she heard Lin Suyu's nasal voice whispering: "I know you won't leave, but I want to leave."

Luo Xiao was taken aback for a moment, and when she knelt down to look at him, she realized that his eyes were red, and he looked like he was about to cry at any moment.

Lin Suyu seldom cried, or in other words, in Luo Xiao's memory, he had almost never seen him cry—at most, it was only to the extent of red eye circles, and his fragile appearance was even rarer.In Luo Xiao's mind, Lin Suyu almost represented everything he yearned for most—the courage to never fear, to move forward, and the tenacity to struggle to find solutions no matter what difficulties he faced.

This is what Luo Xiao lacks. He often needs people to push him, and he often behaves too conservatively. In fact, he has been working hard to catch up with Lin Suyu.

You may never catch up with your friends.

Su Yu is a genius, but he is just an ordinary person, maybe he can only follow his back in this life, and try his best not to be left behind too much.

Lin Suyu, who lives like a "child next door", has always been the object of Luo Xiao's admiration and competition—although Lin Suyu probably never knows that before the high school entrance examination, Luo Xiao pasted his full-score test paper on the table On the other side, relying on the unyielding strength in his heart, he survived one night after another dealing with XYZ.

They are both friends and rivals, the best brothers and the ones who most want to catch up and surpass.

——That's why I feel even more at a loss for how weak and helpless he is now.

"Don't feel bad..." Luo Xiao patted his friend on the back comfortingly, "I know you want to leave, but it's actually fine, you don't have to think about my thoughts..."

"No, no..." Lin Suyu choked up, "You don't understand, you don't even know what I'm thinking..."

Having been with Lin Suyu for ten years, and suddenly being labeled as "you don't understand me", Luo Xiao said a little sadly: "If I don't understand, you will understand if you tell me...every time I look for you, you will not understand me." Tell me it's okay, how can I understand. I'm not you, I can guess what other people are thinking casually..."

"But... I have higher votes than you." Under the influence of alcohol, the suppressed sobs flowed out together with the teenager's tears, "How can I have higher votes than you, how can... and I still feel very I am happy, I want to continue to stay on the stage to see if I can go further—how should I tell you this, can’t you understand it for yourself... I don’t always You can say whatever you want to say——!"

Facing Luo Xiao's astonished eyes, he finally cried happily, and shouted: "I will also feel embarrassed, is it because I usually seem to be able to say anything, and I feel that I am shameless and shameless? I can say it, is that so? Yes, if many people feel embarrassed, I can say it smoothly, because I don’t care, do you understand? But when I face you, I care a lot!”

"I care... I care about what image I am in your heart. I don't dare to break down or tell you that I can't do it. I'm afraid to see you disappointed in me, so no matter what you bring up, I will fight hard. Do it for your life - I don't want you to find out that I'm just a useless piece of trash, you know! You don't even know!"

Lin Suyu, who was roaring so furiously, had tears all over his face.

"Sometimes I also think, if I can sell things like feelings, even if I sell them with some money, then I won't be so afraid... How is it possible, I will also I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared——!"

He didn't know what he was talking about at all, but he was so wronged that he wanted to cry. Even though he was crying so much that he had no image at all, the depression in his heart seemed to never be able to cry out. cage.

But he was still crying, struggling childishly like a trapped animal, as if by doing so, he could drive the fear farther away - even though it didn't stop the trembling all over his body for even half a second.

"sorry."

It was as gentle as every time my aunt came to coax him to sleep, and it was as distant as it came from another twinkling star.

Resting the head on the warm neck, it is a familiar and reassuring smell-every time I am frightened by the sound of glass breaking at home and cannot move, or when I cover my ears, I can always smell this breath.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm really scared..." He said vaguely, tears wet the clothes on the black-haired boy's shoulders, "I'm afraid that if I tell you, you won't want me..."

Gently hugging Lin Suyu who was sobbing like a child, Luo Xiao patted his back with her hand and whispered, "I'm sorry."

I didn't realize that you were thinking this way earlier, sorry.

In front of Luo Xiao, Lin Suyu always behaved so reliably, as if nothing could make him show any expression other than a smile, or maybe, it was because he deliberately acted omnipotent in front of his friends, fearfully and eagerly wanting to show Her own value—that well-disguised illusion also made Luo Xiao live under Lin Suyu's too dazzling halo.

Occasionally, Luo Xiao would feel frustrated like this.It seems that he has been passively waiting for Lin Suyu to give him a hand, but Lin Suyu never needs his help. He can only accept Lin Suyu's overly enthusiastic kindness unilaterally—but in fact, he often accepts it for himself. Fang and distressed.

Not being able to reciprocate the same gift as a friend's gift, this kind of thing always makes an adolescent boy feel powerless.

In particular, Luo Xiao felt at a loss what to do when his friend wanted to help him so frantically, without asking for anything in return.

I also want to...know what you like and make you smile.

"I don't know if it's too late to say this at this time..." Luo Xiao paused, then softened her voice, "I'm... very happy that you can find something you like."

I can finally feel at ease.

Even if you are a competitor in the future, I want to see you shine on the stage.

Because... In addition to being an opponent, they are also friends, and they are also family members.

Lin Suyu was still holding him and crying: "I dare not go back, I have a higher vote than you, how can I face my aunt... I really have no face to go back, how can I have a higher vote than you..."

He listened silently and quietly, until the young man fell asleep leaning on his shoulder, he let out a breath, and said softly: "I see."

…………

When Lin Suyu vaguely regained some consciousness, he felt that the position where he was lying on his stomach was not stable, and he was slightly undulating.

He seemed to have slept for a long time, a long and peaceful sleep, as if he was still sleeping in his mother's womb.

Probably since I can remember, I have never slept so comfortably.

He struggled a little, and then heard a familiar young voice from below him: "Don't move, be careful of falling."

……what.

"...Xiaoxiao?"

"Ah."

"The BBQ... is over?"

"It's over, I stayed to help clean up the garbage at the scene, so I left a bit late, and there was no one on the road."

Under the night sky full of stars, the black-haired boy was carrying the blond boy whose eyes were a little out of focus, walking steadily step by step.

"I……"

Luo Xiao said, "You've been drinking, do you still remember the drunken madness?"

The pictures before the fragment flooded into his mind like a tide. Lin Suyu wanted to tap his brain, but his hands were too tired to lift them up.

The memory still stayed at the time when Hua Qian called his name in horror, Lin Suyu tried hard to recall, but couldn't remember what else he did after that, and said hoarsely: "I didn't do anything excessive...?"

Hearing the uneasiness in the young man's words, Luo Xiao said flatly, "It's not that I did anything excessive—if calling my wife while hugging Hua Qian doesn't count."

Lin Suyu, who was just relieved, was almost choked to death by saliva: "...huh?"

"It doesn't count if you have to marry Lu Zhenglin to your death if you catch him."

"……what?"

"If you run around all over the place and grab someone, you have to propose to him...that's not counted."

"..."

Lin Suyu's face turned white, red, and blue, and now it has a tendency to turn purple.

"Oh, by the way, you still grabbed me, told me I love you at least a hundred times, and asked me if I loved you."

"...Let me die."

Lin Suyu's head hit Luo Xiao's shoulder heavily, and he feebly covered his face with his hands, trying to pretend that he didn't exist.

After a long time, he broke the quiet street with a slightly anxious but calm voice: "You...what's your reaction?"

I couldn't hold it back, or asked.

"me?"

Lin Suyu unconsciously held his breath.

After a few seconds of silence, he heard the black-haired boy reply with a smile: "I said...'I love you too'."