[Comprehensive] The stinging rain starts the autumn

Huang Shaotian seldom gets lost, and has never lost his way to other people's homes.Until that day he watched a meteor shower outside the gate of Blue Rain.

Huang Shaotian seldom took the initiative to strike up a conversation with a girl, and he never took the initiative to ask a girl her name until he lost his way to someone else's house.

Huang Shaotian was rarely interested in others, there was never anyone he was interested in but could not see through, until he asked Ye Sen's name.

Huang Shaotian had never liked anyone until he met Ye Sen who was interested but couldn't see through.

Although he knew from the very beginning that this was most likely a tragedy, he was still dragged into the unfathomable quagmire by his heart without hesitation.Huang Shaotian is very fond of this, isn't there a classic line in "Lolita" that says this - there are three things in a person that cannot be concealed, cough, poverty and love; the more you try to conceal it, the more you try to conceal it.People have three things that should not be squandered, body, money and love; if you want to squander it, it is not worth the loss.People have three things that cannot be kept, time, life and love; you want to keep but drift away.There are three things that people should not remember, disaster, death and love; you want to remember but it is miserable.

Huang Shaotian never squandered but tried to hide it.

Huang Shaotian didn't hold back but let go of memories.

Even if he wanted to cover it up, Ye Sen couldn't find out, maybe if he found out, he would treat it as ignorance.

Even if it was miserable, Huang Shaotian couldn't stop his thoughts, maybe he didn't want to stop them at all.

After returning to his own world, with Yu Wenzhou to deal with the matter of being missing for many days, Huang Shaotian had a rare free time.Although he also wanted to help, Yu Wenzhou firmly refused.

Huang Shaotian asked Ye Xiu alone on Penguin how he lost his way to that world when he was idle and bored. The change of - although it is an unproven theory, there is currently no other explanation.As for how they came back, it was probably because a meteor shower of the same scale was falling on the other side of the earth at that time.This also explains why it was twelve midnight when I went there, but it was twelve noon when I came back.

However, these theories just flashed through Huang Shaotian's mind, except for Ye Xiu's words that could not go away.

"Why, do you still want to go there again?"

Huang Shaotian couldn't answer, he tapped his fingers on the keyboard quickly, and after spraying Ye Xiu with a lot of meaningless trash talk, he quickly quit QQ in seconds.

Does he want to go there?

Of course I do.

Can he give up everything here?

Of course not.

Everything in that world is beautiful but short-lived, real and far away.Huang Shaotian never thought that such an encounter would happen, but this is his destination.He is very grateful that he met Ye Sen and had such a relationship.But at the same time, he also understands that no matter how much he misses it, the self in this world, the self struggling in glory, is the Huang Shaotian whom Ye Sen likes.

Even if she can't see it anymore.

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Ye Sen thought it would take him a long time to get used to the days when Huang Shaotian was no longer around - and that was indeed the case.

In the morning, even if it is a weekend, I will open my eyes early, but there is no familiar voice again.

I have a habit of buying double for lunch, eating it all by myself in an empty room, and dumping the other.

The number saved in the phone has been reluctant to delete, but the exclusive message notification tone has never sounded again...

Everything is just returning to the original place: the walls with two or three dimensions, the missing that cannot be conveyed, Huang Shaotian who continues to fight for Blue Rain...but only Ye Sen, only herself can never go back.

For a long period of time, Ye Sen sat idly in front of the computer and browsed irrelevant things, full-time master, Huang Shaotian, these things were completely deleted by her.Those sentences and pictures that were once crazily loved have become an untouchable past.

The desire to fade becomes more and more profound, deep thoughts bring pain, deep pain engraves feelings, heavy feelings are wrapped in helplessness, powerless and want to fade.

A vicious chain reaction, once started, is hard to stop.

In the hotter summer, with the lonely chirping of cicadas, the holiday came as scheduled, and Ye Sen started a solo trip with a simple backpack on his back.

She has visited many places and met many people during her travels.Sometimes I get motion sickness and get dizzy, and sometimes I sleep all day in a hotel.Such a thing as time cannot make the past go away, but it consumes sorrow.A person's feelings are always limited.

Then when Ye Sen embarked on the journey back to school, she felt a little ridiculous. She had been obsessed with one person and tossed and turned for nearly two years. She had experienced such twists and turns, witnessed unbelievable miracles, indulged in pain and could not extricate herself, and finally The conclusion he came to was that he could move on without himself.

But this is completely different from letting go of self-deception, and it's not willing to let go, it's just that there is nothing you can do.

Ye Sen no longer played the game of Jian Wang San, and the author group was the same as before, and no one mentioned such past events.It's just that when she received the news that she failed to pass the low-altitude flight again in the fourth semester, she unexpectedly remembered the scene of a person talking to her carefully.

Then she curled her lips meaninglessly.

Indeed, people always have to face reality, but people occasionally dream.Reality is very heavy, there are choices that have to be faced, various scientific determinations need to be followed, and there are endings that must be endured, but dreaming is easy.Huang Shaotian's appearance didn't need a reason, and the story after that didn't need an ending either.Huang Shaotian's departure is like this dream will eventually wake up, it is a fact that must be faced as long as one is alive.The biggest difference between reality and dreaming is that people can dream in reality, but they cannot live in dreams.

Outside the window, the leaves are falling all over the ground, and the autumn wind suddenly blows.

Ye Sen looked at the unclean computer desktop, hesitated for a moment, and clicked to shut down.

Unexpectedly, when he remembered the time when he deleted the game a few days ago, it seemed that Huang Shaotian cried consciously for the first time after he left.

"The account does not exist, please check whether the input is correct."

Dead and calm, hidden sword, AFK.

"The character will be permanently deleted after 7 days."

Born in Shenjing, Qixiu, AFK.

The author has something to say:

It's over here

Next, I will put some small clips and brain holes outside the whole book

After a rough calculation, there are probably four extra articles in total, including the one about sex...

In some small places, I sprouted blood all over my face

The customization will probably be released this weekend or next week. Thank you girls for your support in the past three months.

Although it was originally written for self-entertainment and brainstorming, the original intention of creating a customized book was also for my own collection (this man is already in the late stage of Huang Shaotian's poisoning). I go here.

If you want to say anything else, let's talk about it when the change is over.

thank you all.