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Bai Shen walked in and closed the kicked broken door.

The room was in a daze, he looked around, and Lu Xun was sitting in the corner by himself.

He walked to Lu Xun and sat down next to him.

Lu Xun wore a hat and lowered his head, unable to see his expression clearly in the dark room.The whole person is motionless, like a cityscape sculpture.

Bai Shen patted him on the shoulder lightly, and Lu Xun raised his head and held Bai Shen down, almost choking him.

"Lu Xun!" Bai Shen called out in a low voice, and quickly bullied himself to suppress him.

Thanks to Lu Xun sitting in the corner, Bai Shen was able to hold his hands and feet down.

With bipolar disorder, emotions are like tropical weather, cloudy and moody.Bai Shen didn't know whether Lu Xun would get up and beat him up in the next second, or whether he would be immersed in his own gloomy world.

Lu Xun didn't move, Bai Shen waited until he calmed down before letting go.

"Lu Xun?" Bai Shen asked cautiously.

A corner of the curtains in the room was blown by the wind, and the room was suddenly brightened, and Bai Shen could see that the face that was close at hand was covered with tears.

Bai Shen's heart suddenly missed a beat.

He had met many people who were bruised and bruised by life, but Lu Xun was the only one who made him unable to see clearly, but aroused his overwhelming desire to protect.

The curtains were covered again, and the moment the room suddenly returned to darkness, Bai Shen stretched out his arms to hug Lu Xun, and there was a thick feeling between their bodies close to their chests.

The scene must have been very eerie, with the two hugging each other in the corner, and the room was almost silent.

Bai Shen's hand touched Lu Xun's back from the back to the back shoulder, and pressed on it with more force.

Today, he had to know what "The Flower of the Other Side" really meant to Lu Xun.

That day in Spain, when Lu Xun took off his T-shirt to treat his wound, Bai Shen saw the tattoo on his back shoulder. At that time, he was still wondering why a big man would tattoo a flower on his body.

It was only later that he remembered that the strange thing was not that there was a flower tattooed on it, but that the flower bloomed alone on Lu Xun's back shoulder, without even a small leaf decoration.

Bai Shen withdrew his right hand and peeled off Lu Xun's T-shirt, until the tattoo of a few leaves under his collarbone was completely exposed.

The flowers do not see the leaves, the leaves do not see the flowers, and they do not see each other from life to life. This is called "the flower on the other side".

Bai Shen recalled it carefully. On the day he returned from Spain, Lu Xun kept saying "I want to go home" repeatedly besides the "Bian Hua" on the side of the road.

Want to go home but can never go back, so never see each other.

It turned out to be the case.

Lu Xun seemed a little frightened by this action. In this environment, this posture of picking up clothes is really a bit imaginative.

Bai Shen let go, and sat back beside him.

"What did Jacob ask you for today, can you tell me, Lu Xun?" He slowed down and asked cautiously.

"...He won't kill me, it's always been like this," Lu Xun leaned against the wall and remained silent for a long time before speaking, "He just wants to destroy me."

Answering irrelevant questions, Bai Shen was a little speechless, but at least he had a general direction.

"Why does he want to destroy you?" Bai Shen asked.

Lu Xun's voice was soft and weak: "Because they are too similar."

"Did he mention your family members?" Bai Shen asked in a low voice. He thought about it, and every time Lu Xun was particularly unstable when it came to family members.

Lu Xun nodded.

"About your mother?" Bai Shen continued to ask.

"...Well." Lu Xun said.

Bai Shen didn't know what to do. He had never encountered a patient with such a family background, and he was often helpless with Lu Xun.

"What is this?" When Bai Shen was at a loss, he caught a glimpse of a piece of paper tightly clutched in Lu Xun's hand.

It should be a card. It can be seen that it is thicker than ordinary paper, but because of too much force, it has become a crumpled ball.

Bai Shen slowly pulled the card out of Lu Xun's hand, trying to make every movement soft.

"It's my mother's handwriting," Lu Xun said, "She told me...not to see her."

Bai Shen looked at him with complicated emotions.

"Why?" He suddenly felt distressed.

Lu Xun shook his head.

Bai Shen tore off his hat and threw it aside, only to see that his eyes were covered with a thick layer of mist.

In the darkness, the tears in his eyes could be vaguely seen shining.

Lu Xun raised his hand and covered his eyes.

Bai Shen's heart hurts like being pricked by a needle, filled with unknown sadness.

He leaned closer and hugged Lu Xun into his arms.Lu Xun's eyes were buried in the sockets of his shoulders, and he could vaguely hear a subdued cry.

Xiao Xiao stood alone in the corridor, smoking a cigarette restlessly, until all the cigarettes in his pocket were exhausted, and the cigarette butts piled up on the windowsill to form a hill.

Bai Shen took Lu Xun to his room, then walked out and closed the door, and stood beside Xiao Xiao.

"How's it going?" Xiao Xiao asked eagerly.

"The mood is still stable now," Bai Shen said, "Let him sleep for a while first."

"Oh." Xiao Xiao responded.

Bai Shen pulled him to the balcony, which happened to be the place where he and Li Ke were about to fight the day before. Xiao Xiao was a little distracted thinking of this.

"Do you remember, when you and Lu Xun have known each other for so many years, under what circumstances would he cry?" Bai Shen asked.

"How could he cry?" Xiao Xiao looked at Bai Shen inexplicably, "He doesn't cry when I cry."

"..." Bai Shen was silent, a little surprised in his heart, they had never seen such a life-changing friendship for seven or eight years, but he and Lu Xun had only known each other for a month or two, yet they saw him cry...Three times?

He couldn't help but wonder, did he have the potential to make people sad?

"In his world, besides happiness and anger, there are no other emotions. Besides..." Halfway through speaking, Xiao Xiao suddenly stopped, staring at Bai Shen, "Fuck."

Before Bai Shen realized how to speak well and start cursing, Xiao Xiao almost exploded and shook him vigorously: "Did he cry? In front of you? When? Just now? Why?"

Bai was deeply ashamed, and immediately explained: "No, I just want to know when he will be emotionally vulnerable."

"Oh, when someone mentions the past, you can't expose his scars," Xiao Xiao said, and suddenly came back, "I don't believe it, he must have cried, right?"

"...Yes." Bai Shen had no choice but to admit.

Xiao Xiao was about to rush towards Lu Xun immediately, as if he was rolling up his sleeves to fight: "I'll go and see him."

Bai Shen quickly pulled him back: "Don't worry, don't worry! He has already rested."

"He's taking a break!" Xiao Xiao yelled a little excitedly.

Seeing that Bai Shen couldn't stop him soon, Li Ke happened to pass by and stood in front of Xiao Xiao: "What are you two doing, you two are chattering."

"Quickly stop it." Bai Shen breathed a sigh of relief, "You all try to keep Lu Xun quiet, he himself is in a mess."

Li Ke pulled Xiao Xiao hard, and forcibly distanced the distance between the two: "Did you hear that?"

Xiao Xiao shook off his hand and walked out angrily.

"What's wrong?" Li Ke followed behind him, looking at him amusedly, why is this man still acting like a child, he just got angry when he said a word.

"None of your business," Xiao Xiao choked on him angrily, "Go back and find your little son."

"Can you have a good chat." Li Ke tugged at his T-shirt.

"I don't fucking want to chat with you!" Xiao Xiao turned around and yelled at him.

"Can you stop scolding me as soon as you see me," Li Ke expressed his helplessness, "Can't you just talk about it if you have something to say?"

"How many times do I need to tell you? Are you deaf or amnesia? I can't tell you well, forever!" Xiao Xiao said, grabbing Li Ke's dark blue shirt. The buttons were ripped open.

"Xiao Xiao!" Li Ke roared, successfully bluffing Xiao Xiao.

When he heard such words, a ball of unknown fire rushed up.He was silent for a while, and when both of them gradually calmed down, he said, "Lao Yuan is looking for us and has a task to do."

"No time, I have to go see my deer." Xiao Xiao said.

"You deer don't want to see you now," Li Ke sighed, "Didn't you hear Bai Shen say not to go?"

Xiao Xiao glared at him: "Whatever he says is what he says, why didn't I see you so obedient when I said something?"

"You are really making trouble for no reason." Li Ke was too lazy to argue with him.

"Yes, I am," Xiao Xiao said and walked back, "I can't think when I see you, so in order to save my IQ, please stay away from me."

Li Ke looked at him, then turned and left.He really couldn't understand what Xiao Xiao was thinking.

Xiao Xiao returned to the apartment building, but did not look for Lu Xun.In fact, he listened to what Bai Shen said, but he was unwilling to follow Li Ke when he faced Li Ke.

He found a balcony at random, wanting to smoke, and felt that his pocket was empty.

Li Ke turned his head just in time and saw Xiao Xiao playing with a lighter boredly.When Xiao Xiao raised his head, the two looked at each other.

Li Ke took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, and raised his chin in the direction of the boulevard.

Xiao Xiao had no choice but to come out, followed him to the avenue, and found a shady place to sit down.

Li Ke handed him a cigarette: "Are you still angry?"

Xiao Xiao didn't speak, and finished smoking a cigarette on his own, before saying: "Actually, I don't know why I get angry easily when I talk to you."

"Do you really hate being with me?" Li Ke asked.

Xiao Xiao said without changing his face: "Yes."

Li Ke looked at his serious expression, as if it was someone else who kept him from leaving a month ago and insisted on kissing him.

"Kiss me." Li Ke said.

"You must be sick." Xiao Xiao lit a second cigarette, and almost threw the lighter in his face when he heard this.

"Kiss me!" Li Ke raised his voice and repeated.

Xiao Xiao hurriedly looked around, confirming that no one should look at him with the eyes of a psychopath: "Are you seriously ill? When will you be treated?"

Li Ke sighed helplessly, grabbed Xiao Xiao's head and kissed it tenderly. It was very short, only two or three seconds in total, not enough for Xiao Xiao to be in a daze.

He raised his head, took the cigarette from Xiao Xiao's hand, put it in his mouth, and said vaguely with the cigarette in his mouth, "Let's go, Lao Yuan is looking for us."

"...Understood." Xiao Xiao agreed, grabbing Li Ke's hand.

The author has something to say:

The concert was over, and I came back with peace of mind and continued to write hahaha.

Little crying bag is not happy today × Boss Li's routine of coaxing his wife.

Let's continue to do things tomorrow! ⊙u⊙!