thirsty

Wushan has been through all the clouds and rains, Fang Jue is hungry and hungry.

Xiao Xiao searched for a long time, and finally picked up his mobile phone from the ground and ordered a takeaway. He didn't ask Li Ke what he wanted to eat, and ordered casually.

"Let's play something." Xiao Xiao slapped him across the face.

"I told Bai Shen about Lu Xun," Li Ke said, "He wants to know."

Xiao Xiao didn't speak, but he wasn't angry, after all, he felt that Bai could be trusted.

"And then?" He raised his leg and kicked Li Ke.

"Then Lu Xun found out, and he beat Bai Shen." Li Ke sighed.

"Really," Xiao Xiao laughed, "As expected of my brother, he is bloody."

Li Ke didn't speak, sat up and touched a cigarette from Xiao Xiao's bedside and lit it.

"So you came for revenge today?" Xiao Xiao looked at Li Ke who was in the smoke.

Li Ke didn't answer this question directly, but looked at him with interest: "Hey, aren't you interested in me?"

Xiao Xiao was a little dazed, and immediately denied it: "You can let your mother's Italian shit go."

Li Ke went on to say: "Bai Shen explained clearly to him, it should be fine."

"Oh," Xiao Xiao responded, "My Xun family is also quite generous, just make it clear."

Li Ke looked at him: "You haven't answered the question just now."

"What kind of dog question?" Xiao Xiao clicked his tongue, "I asked you if revenge came, did you fucking answer it?"

"Don't open your mouth and shut it up and just scold people, okay?" Li Ke put out his cigarette, "Can you be gentler?"

When Xiao Xiao heard this, he wanted to hit someone: "I don't treat others like this."

"I don't do this to others, but to you." Li Ke glanced at him, "I want to beat you when I see it."

"Don't fight on the bed if you have the ability," Xiao Xiao objected, "Fight well."

"Maybe who will win." Li Ke said.

It made sense for Xiao Xiao not to counterattack. He thought he would beat Li Ke by a few blocks in the fight, even though Li Ke was too wild to panic.

But it's different after all. A person like Xiao Xiao who has practiced real guns, even though he is a political policeman, still needs to know some real skills.

He always felt that it would be better to give Li Ke some face in the matter between the two of them.

Li Ke didn't tell him why he kissed him tenderly this time today.

Because during the short period of time when he pulled Xiao Xiao and looked into his eyes, he saw a lot of emotions. Maybe he didn't understand them completely, or he just misread them, but there was one emotion he would never misread, that is, disappointment.

There is nothing more disappointing in love than love.

He didn't want to let him down, for whatever reason.

He likes Bai Shen, probably because of years of getting along and protecting him, and then, he developed some feelings other than friends.

But he and Xiao Xiao, he has never thought about whether he likes it or not.

Once he found out that Xiao Xiao actually liked him, the relationship between the two of them deteriorated a bit, and it was hard to tell in what direction.

"That's fine, I'll answer you," Li Ke said, "It's not revenge, I just want to see you."

"You're just dissatisfied with your desires." Xiao Xiao ruthlessly exposed it.

"If I am dissatisfied with my desires, can I still come to you?" Li Ke leaned over and pinched his face, "Your Uncle Xiao has never been flattering or uncooperative."

"Then who are you looking for?" Xiao Xiao was a little annoyed, "Let's hear it."

"It's just you, are you satisfied?" Li Ke let go of his hand.

"Go away," Xiao Xiao got up and walked to the bathroom, "As long as I live for a second, I won't believe a word you say, let alone punctuation marks, I won't believe the sound of breathing."

After speaking, he slammed the door hard, and the loud sound shook the cigarette case in Li Ke's hand in fright.

When Xiao Xiao came out after washing, Li Ke had already fallen asleep leaning against the head of the bed.

"No way, you," Xiao Xiao looked at him and smiled, "You'll be sleepy after work, so empty."

Li Ke opened his eyes and cast a mentally retarded look in his eyes. His biggest wish now is to see Xiao Xiao grow up in his lifetime.

Li Ke also hurried to wash up, and when he came out, Xiao Xiao's takeaway had just arrived.

Xiao Xiao opened the lunch box and ate, belatedly realizing that Li Ke had been standing by and looking at him.

"Eat." He tapped the box with his chopsticks.

"I have to go," Li Ke rarely did not hate him, "the flight tomorrow morning, work matters."

"Oh," Xiao Xiao responded casually, "Eat before leaving, sit down."

Li Ke sat across from him and picked up his chopsticks.

"Call me when you come back." Xiao Xiao said.

"...This time," Li Ke said with a tasteless taste, a little reluctant to speak, "may be a little longer."

Xiao Xiao paused for a moment with the hand holding the chopsticks, and looked at him: "How long?"

"At least three or four months." Li Ke said.

Xiao Xiao didn't speak, just lowered his head in silence, and continued to eat.

"What is minimum?" He asked after a while.

"Maybe half a year." Li Ke said.

Xiao Xiao didn't want to talk, so he ate without saying a word.

For their kind of work, both parties usually go on business trips. The short term is two or three days, the longest is two or three weeks, at most a month, but half a year is really too long. Although they say they don’t like him, they will always Miss him.

"Do you want to come back after having a baby?" He threw his chopsticks after eating.

"Xiao Xiao." Li Ke frowned and called him.

"The Army program?" he asked.

Li Ke nodded.

Xiao Xiao is a person who has been to the battlefield, and he also knows what it means to work in the army.

"Who else?" he asked again.

"The two in the group shouldn't have too many people," Li Ke said, "I'll go to the army after more than two months, and Bai Shen will also go at that time."

Xiao Xiao sighed, then said after a pause, "Come back as soon as possible."

"Yeah." Li Ke put down his chopsticks and prepared to leave.

Xiao Xiao finally understood why Li Ke was so abnormal today.

He may just be afraid that he won't have the chance to see him again.

As soon as Li Ke unscrewed the doorknob, Xiao Xiao pulled him back from behind, and kissed his lips unexpectedly, the entanglement between their lips and teeth, and the fragrance of the mint lemon they just ate.

Li Ke closed his eyes, wrapped his arms around the back of his head, and kissed him more deeply.

He didn't let go until he was a little out of breath, and rubbed Xiao Xiao's hair by the way.

Xiao Xiao hugged him, breathing heavily in his ears, and said softly: "Just live."

The warm breath sprayed on Li Ke's neck, making him feel itchy.

"Understood." Li Ke said, turned and opened the door.

It took several days before Lu Xun sent a message to Bai Shen. He was studying Chinese characters seriously recently, and looked up the message word by word with a mini version of the Xinhua Dictionary for primary school students.

"See you?"

Bai Shen replied quickly:

"Can."

"I'll be at your house in a while."

"it is good."

Lu Xun knocked on the door, and it was Xiao Baijin who opened the door, wagging his tail and looking at him.

"I said you were coming, and he was waiting at the door," Bai Shen said, "I've been waiting for an hour, and it's never been so good to me."

Lu Xun smiled and patted the dog's head vigorously: "Am I so charming?"

They sat on the sofa with the dog, and a floor lamp was turned on in the living room.

"What's wrong?" Bai Shen asked him.

"It's nothing." Lu Xun said what he had prepared for a long time, "I have nothing to do, so I came to visit."

"Oh." Bai Shen took a sip of water calmly, "Learning Chinese?"

Lu Xun glanced at him speechlessly.

In fact, Bai Shen saw the dictionary sticking out of a corner in his pocket.

"I heard that you like to read poetry," Lu Xun said, "You must be very good at Chinese."

"How do you know that I read poetry?" Bai Shen said casually, and immediately added, "Any Chinese is better than you in Chinese!"

"I'm also Chinese." Lu Xun said.

"That's different." Bai Shen looked at him, "You came here to learn poetry? Wake up, I'm a doctor."

"Not all of them." Lu Xun wanted to say something else, but he really didn't think of anything, "Okay."

"I see." Bai Shen smiled.

Lu Xun has been studying in seclusion these days, if there is nothing important, he definitely wouldn't have made a special trip to find him, besides, their homes are so far apart.

"Do you need medicine? I'll get it." Bai Shen walked into the room and took out two boxes of medicine.

Most of the medicines for patients with mental illness like Lu Xun have the ingredients of stability and sleep, and they are usually not prescribed casually, and they are given one or two boxes each time.Because Bai Shen has taken care of several patients, there are several boxes of medicines at home, but there are very few in total.

Lu Xun didn't like to go to the hospital. When he needed medicine, he could only get it from him.

"...You are quite amazing." Lu Xun whispered, he was still thinking about how to speak, but Bai Shen had already guessed.

"It's good for you to cooperate with taking medicine," Bai Shen tapped one of the boxes with his index finger, "but for sleeping, try to eat as little as possible."

"Oh." Lu Xun replied vaguely.

"Have you taken medicine before?" Bai Shen asked.

"When it was serious, I took it for a period of time, only three months," Lu Xun said, "Then it disappeared."

"Well," Bai Shen nodded, "Are you in a bad mood recently? Or can't you sleep well?"

Lu Xun narrowed his eyes slightly, as if recalling: "Nightmare."

"What kind of dream?" Bai Shen asked.

Lu Xun was silent for a moment before speaking: "...flowers."

"What flower?" The second Bai Shen asked, he suddenly remembered that day under the streetlight outside the airport, Lu Xun was sitting on the ground, clutching his neckline tightly, and crying "Bi An Hua".

Lu Xun's answer was as expected, his voice was lowered to appear very slight: "Bi An Hua."

Bai Shen didn't know what to ask for a moment. After all, neither Li Ke nor Xiao Xiao had mentioned this to him. He was especially afraid that Lu Xun would start talking and crying like last time.

"Did I mention to you last time that you checked the pictures yourself?" Bai Shen put his hand on his shoulder and squeezed it gently, and he could see that he was a little nervous.

Lu Xun shook his head: "I have known what that flower looks like since I was a child, so I don't need to look it up."

"Why?" Bai Shen tried his best to slow down his speech, making his voice sound like a caring uncle.

Lu Xun remained silent and didn't answer, maybe he didn't want to answer.

According to the usual practice, Bai Shen should change the topic at this time, but he didn't want to do that this time.

It was Lu Xun himself who said, "Ask him directly if you have anything to do." Now Lu Xun is different from other patients. It is not a relationship of work interests, not just a doctor-patient relationship, but also his friend. He has to let Lu Xun face it. Even if he didn't dare, at least he would face it with him.

Bai Shen got up to pour him a glass of water, and then sat back beside him. Lu Xun still had no intention of speaking.

Bai Shen was a little disappointed, so he had to give up this question and ask again: "Is there only Bianhua in the dream?"

"I often dream about that," Lu Xun said, "but after you described to me what it was that time, there were more images in the dream, Huangquan Road, Naihe Bridge, Wangchuan River..."

Bai Shen suddenly felt a little guilty: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that."

"I didn't mean that," Lu Xun said, "It's not your fault."

Bai Shen felt that he must have missed something important.

"In the dream, there is someone very important to you at the Bana Flower?" He asked.

"Yes." Lu Xun lowered his head.

"who is it?"

Lu Xun looked up at him: "Bai Shen, I want to go home."

Since Lu Xun said "it's not there" last time, he felt that this "going home" must not be Lu Xun's home.

"You miss her?" Bai Shen asked.

"...Think," Lu Xun said with difficulty, "I miss her so much."

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Boss Li and Da Da are meat dishes, Doctor Bai and reindeer are Qingshui hahaha (?˙▽˙?)