[HP] This deer is not a deer

Episode 6-Sirius

Sirius would never understand what went wrong between Harry and Snape.It seemed that no matter how he recalled, he couldn't find any trace of Harry and Snape falling in love.He was always a little reconciled, maybe it was just like what Hermione and Ron said, but he accidentally missed it because he was no longer at Hogwarts.

But every time he recalled, Sirius clearly remembered the first time he saw Harry.

Harry was so frightened that he fell to the ground. He looked exactly like James, and he was a replica of James.

Except for having his mother's green eyes.

At that time, he almost relied on rummaging through trash cans in the Muggle streets every day, looking for all the food that could sustain him, as well as useful information in discarded old newspapers.

But Sirius didn't care too much, and even that was much better than Azkaban.

Until later, many things happened again.He managed to convince Harry to trust him.

But he was caught by the Ministry of Magic at Hogwarts, and Harry was unharmed.

And there is only one end for him to be caught, and he will die.

He was tied up in a mess at that time, and Snape, who was clutching in front of him, looked strange and seemed to be happy.

He loathed the ugly face of a slug who had grown as old as himself.

But at this point Sirius didn't care about that at all, Harry was obviously much more important than an old enemy.

Sirius ignored him, and he asked Fudge next to him hoarsely, "...Harry is all right?"

"He's fine." It was Snape who answered him with a hateful and cold expression, "I don't need you, a prisoner, to care. Oh, yes, I sincerely congratulate you—right? The one who successfully escaped from Azkaban Murderer, aha, now finally caught, you deserve a dementor's kiss in return."

Snape was enjoying this statement, and they ignored the firmly bound Sirius and walked out of the room in front of him.

Quiet seemed to be waiting for the verdict of death. At that time, Sirius did not regret his life.

But he felt hopeless that he couldn't kill Peter.

... The sun in the sky seems to be rising.Suddenly... a huge, bone-like Thestral appeared outside the window.

On the back of thestrals lay a boy with green eyes who grinned at him.

He really looks like James.

Perhaps even Harry couldn't understand all his emotions at that time, and he was pulled back from the edge of the death scythe by Harry.

He escaped.

Sirius knew Harry would be fine.It's just that he couldn't get close to Harry's side. He hid in a remote corner and had a good life, and the hunt couldn't reach here.Then some things happened, and Dumbledore brought him back, and the first thing he did was to make peace with that despicable Slytherin villain.

Even with disgust, Sirius knew he had no capacity for dissent.

Sirius honestly thought he hated the decision a hundred times more than Snotluck did.

All in all, Snape didn't deserve it, he didn't deserve to be at this school!Unworthy to appear before them as Harry's protector!

He will be a traitor.

Sirius has always thought that Dumbledore's decision was stupid. …Even if the truth later told everyone, Dumbledore was right.But that still didn't change his opinion of Snape.Also, he never thought Snape was very important.

He just looked at Harry, at Harry's steadfast yet calm comfort to the joy and sorrow around him, at the boy who had grown up all of a sudden.

The day of true peace in the wizarding world has finally arrived.He regained his reputation and truly got rid of his identity as a prisoner.The days standing in the sun seem a little unreal.

Harry was a really good boy, with a very different humility from his father.

Unlike James, Harry is not arrogant, even if he loves adventure.

Harry still cared about the old snot lying half-dead on the bed, and Harry defended Snape.Maybe it was James, maybe he would do the same.

But Harry wasn't James.

The war was over, and Harry entered the Auror Department as he wished and became an Auror.

Sirius followed suit.

After a long time, Sirius finally noticed something was wrong.

Harry loves work so much, Harry doesn't touch his broom anymore, doesn't care too much about things, but he always has a gentle smile on his face, it's almost undetectable that something is wrong with him .

Harry was like—never got out of that war.

Lupine's answer to Sirius took him a little by surprise.

It was quiet for a while.

"I'm not sure," Lupine finally said, "Harry is not James, and Harry doesn't necessarily like what James doesn't like...Harry is much kinder than James, and he has inherited his mother's virtues."

Lupine looked at Sirius, who was very calm, "But I still think something is wrong with Harry."

"Harry actually likes Severus," Lupine said irresponsibly.

Sirius turned his head to look at Lupine incomprehensibly. Lupine shook his head and refused to answer any questions from Sirius. He said, "Maybe we don't know them as well as we think, Sirius. I think Harry needs quiet more."

"What do you mean?" he asked sharply.

"I don't know," said Lupine, shaking his head, "but I think Harry needs peace."

Sirius didn't refute Lupine, and when he returned to the old house, he acted as if nothing had happened, joking and playing with Harry as always, and they were still the golden partner of the Auror department.

Until some time, Sirius was separated from Harry's mission.

After he came back, Sirius suddenly found that Harry seemed to have changed.

In the month between his disappearance and Harry's disappearance, the smile on Harry's face became real, the feeling that overflowed like... falling in love.

This surprised Sirius, but he was happy to see it happen.

However, soon, he learned another terrible news.

The man Harry fell in love with was Snape.

"You, you really?" He was blunt, and it was even difficult to maintain a questioning tone.

Harry stood before him, calm.

After a while, Harry said, "Yes."

Harry didn't shy away, and there was a hint of the warmth of his lover in those steady green eyes.

"You know..." That kept Sirius from saying hurtful words.

"I know." Harry cut off what Sirius couldn't say.

He said quietly, "I know."

Sirius fell silent.

But that doesn't mean he agrees.

He never understood why Harry fell in love with Snape.

When the hell did this start?Sirius didn't understand, no matter how he recalled, he couldn't understand what was going on with all this.

As Harry had known him, Snape was, in Sirius' eyes, a complete jerk.

It was just that he looked into Harry's shining eyes and swallowed all the questions.

They are so wrong.

Sirius would never approve of them being together.

There was nothing right about Harry and Snape being together, Harry would be criticized for being an old man full of filth, he wouldn't have a happy family.

In the eyes of Sirius, Harry should have a beautiful and normal family, a beautiful and gentle wife.And he, Sirius, can be the elder of the grandchildren.

Rather than letting an old man occupy Harry's future.

But despite his best efforts, Harry ran to find Snape.

The first time he was at the door of Malfoy Manor, he saw Harry with his back turned, disappearing with Snape.

From then on, Sirius suddenly realized that he might not be able to stop Harry at all.

He didn't say anything anymore, and even responded silently to Harry carefully avoiding him and running to the date, but that didn't mean he approved of all of this.

Until one day, it was at a Dumbledore memorial service, and they went back to Hogwarts.Sirius saw Snape alone, and Harry didn't seem to be here.And Snape immediately spotted the approaching Sirius.

"If you hurt Harry, I'll make your life worse than death," he said.

Snape was rarely quiet. He looked at him coldly, and then nodded slowly.

This made Sirius, who was ready for battle... stiff.

Maybe Snape was serious.Even though that old bastard Snape had fallen in love with Lily, even though he had a grudge against them, Snape still fell in love with Harry, which made Sirius equally complicated and unintelligible, and he once struggled thinking about questioning Ha Lee, these confusing questions lingered in Sirius' mind for a long time, but he never asked them.

Sirius thought darkly that he could tear Harry and Snape apart, and here was a chance.

…but Sirius was silent, he hesitated.

He could feel... maybe Harry valued all of this.

Snape quickly walked away from him.

Even if they met again that day, they were as calm as if they hadn't seen each other.

……

It wasn't until much later that Sirius found out that both Ron and Hermione knew that they acquiesced to this matter.These juniors all knew it clearly, but they never stopped it.Both Mrs. and Mrs. Weasley looked taken aback and didn't seem to believe it until Harry revealed the secret to everyone on a small scale.

It wasn't surprising that in the Weasleys' house, besides Ron, there were Fred and George.

"I've never been told these things," Sirius said once, talking to Ron at the Weasleys' house, "You all know..."

"Of course you don't know." Ron paused, "...yes, we all know that you are not at Hogwarts. You don't know that the whole school knew about the rumors that Harry made back then, but everyone but him Just kidding... Up until that point, when Snape was down, you didn't know... Harry, he looked awful."

Sirius looked at Ron, bit his lip, and said inexplicably, "He looks like he's going crazy."

Ron's answer made Sirius unbelievable, even incomprehensible.

But everyone is slowly accepting the fact that they are together because of Harry's attitude.

No one could resist Harry's expectant gaze.

What's more, Snape is now bearing the title of war hero, who can blame him too much?Sirius thought so with contempt in his heart, although he was not wrong.But it was Harry who really made this happen, and Sirius didn't want to blame Harry.

Until one day, Mrs. Weasley awkwardly reminded Harry that he should invite Snape to the Burrow for a dinner together.

Harry's eyes lit up, but Sirius felt a little frustrated looking at that hope.

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Harry showed up at the Burrow with Snape, luckily they didn't show up hand in hand?Sirius saw them as if they had known each other a long time ago, and there was no intimacy, and Snape did not show intimacy to Harry.This made Sirius Ji not optimistic about them, and felt resentful in his heart, and at the same time he was relieved, he was really not mentally prepared to see the two show their lovers' demeanor.

Harry is called away by Fred and George.

Snape sat across from Sirius, and the two stared at each other warily like opposite stones.

Ron, who also stayed in the kitchen, felt that he was unlucky. He regretted in his heart why he didn't leave with Harry?

He shouldn't have chosen to stay here just because he was hungry...they sat there dryly, and after a while, Mrs. Weasley disliked them blocking the place and drove them away, and she also asked, by the way, " There are a lot of people coming back today, the house is not that big, you will help me arrange the tables and chairs outside, right? Don't make trouble for me!"

Mrs. Weasley first glanced at Sirius warningly, and then at Snape, who also had a stinky face. Her eyes seemed to be looking at Fred and George suspiciously.

Then, they literally set up tables in the courtyard.

Snape and Sirius.

Together, set the table.

It was really eerie to watch Sirius and Snape set the table together.

Ron felt his hairs stand on end.

Just when he felt that Sirius and Snape were getting more and more wrong, as if they wanted to fight.Hermione actually appeared. She walked into the yard and said happily, "Ron!"

He was overwhelmed with gratitude for the gracious call, while grumbling to himself why Fred and George hadn't taken Harry downstairs... No, what if Harry had come down and it would have been worse?

"What are you doing?" Hermione asked first, she looked around for a week, saw Snape and Sirius directing the table to hit the ground, she coughed, silently looked at the miserable ron.She said, "Sirius, ahem, and Professor Snape, hello. Oh, um, can I help with the table, are there enough chairs? Shall we have a tablecloth?"

Both Sirius and Snape stood there quietly, motionless.

Hermione turned to Sirius with a smile and said, "Ah, Sirius, I think we need to ask where Mrs. Weasley put the new tablecloth? Ron and I will clean up the yard, can you?"

Sirius turned and walked away, Hermione and Ron both breathed a sigh of relief at the empty yard, and then they looked up inexplicably, Snape looked up.

Hermione and Ron looked subconsciously, and they saw Harry sticking his head out by the window of Fred and George's room, snickering and waving at Snape, Harry smiled a little gloatingly.

Snape twitched his lips and gave Harry a glare, and Harry mouthed, wait, one, down?

Just when they were still puzzled, Harry climbed from the upstairs window—Snape opened his eyes slightly, he suddenly stretched out his hand, opened his arm hastily, and a heavy object hit him In his arms, Snape caught Little Potter who suddenly jumped from upstairs.

"Damn Potter!" Snape yelled angrily, but he held Harry tightly.

Harry bumped into Snape's arms, Harry had a bright smile on his face, he looked up at Snape cursing him with amusement, not angry.

"—Severus!" Harry murmured, hugging Snape's shoulders, as if he was a little afraid of someone discovering his joy.

Snape was a little angry, but at this moment, the cold and stern old bat hugged Harry tightly in his arms, his hands tightened, and the caring gesture was dazzling in the eyes of others.

Snape hugged Harry with his chest open, and said meanly in passing, "I should think you'd rather fall to the floor and die, or that I shouldn't have reached out to stop your wishes."

Harry didn't mind the presence of Ron and Hermione. Hermione and Ron blinked and watched... Harry rubbed his forehead against Snape's cheek affectionately, smiling mischievously and happily, like A spoiled little rascal.

The two ignored by the side, Hermione and Ron turned their heads to look at each other.

Hermione hissed and quietly led Ron back towards the house, and as soon as they turned around they saw Sirius standing by the open door.They hurried up, and while Harry was still obsessed with communicating with Snape, they hurried to Sirius.

They pulled Sirius, dragged the stiff Sirius back into the house.

And Sirius, still looking back, looked at Harry and Snape.

He saw Snape look in their direction, and then Sirius was dragged into the room by Hermione and Ron, his and Snape's eyes blocked.

They pulled Sirius into Ron's room, and Hermione nervously let go of the silent Sirius. Both she and Ron looked at Sirius carefully.

"Sirius?" Ron smiled awkwardly.

Hermione faltered, "...Harry and Snape just now, um, you..."

Sirius walked to the narrow window and looked down, Harry and Snape were still below, he saw Harry stroke Snape's hair, whispering something together...

The familiar and intimate gesture makes people unable to intervene, obviously they shouldn't be so close, but at this moment Harry and Snape are leaning together, Snape is leaning forward, and Harry touches Snape's nose with his forehead affectionately ...The sun was shining on them, as if they were about to merge into one, this moment was frozen in Sirius' eyes.

So... At this moment, Sirius is having a hard time, and it is so inconsistent to think of this word, a good match.

It's like they're so familiar they're part of each other, like...they should be.

At this moment, Sirius suddenly realized that he was not completely familiar with Harry.

Harry was so strange at this moment, leaning against another person so intimately and lovingly.

And it's that dirty, greasy snot-nosed man.

Sirius really didn't understand why his lovely godson would like such an ugly monster.

His godson was taken away.

"Sirius?" Hermione and Ron called him uneasily behind him.

"It's nothing." Sirius took another deep breath in silence, and he began to wonder if he was really so uncalm in the eyes of Ron and Hermione?He calmly turned his head to look at them, "You think I'm going to yell? Rush up and take them apart?"

Both Hermione and Ron looked at him anxiously.

"Don't worry," he said.

On this day, Sirius really did not clash with Snape again, perhaps because there were too many people here, he and Snape had no chance to confront each other alone.

The Burrow was quiet at night, and Harry and Snape left after dinner.

Harry followed Snape.

It's just that Sirius is a little too peaceful.

This puzzled both Ron and Hermione, and Hermione finally asked cautiously, "We thought you'd be very angry."

Yes, Sirius also thought he would be very angry, but in fact he was very angry.

"I never said I wasn't angry." Sirius finally showed some of the calmness cultivated by the Black family, he said silently and dryly, "But you also saw... Looking at Harry like that, can I say What?"

He watched Harry throw himself into Snape's arms so brilliantly, even though Harry didn't say anything, the look, the language of the body, the revealing, the expecting and the loving, the two people couldn't get in. people world.

"Haven't you noticed it?" Sirius lay on his back, he tried his best not to look weak and said, "Harry after the war...is not very normal, or he has always demanded too much of himself , too perfectly displayed in front of everyone. I am very afraid that Harry will lose something, those feelings that ordinary people should have, so I especially hope that Harry will have a family, maybe he will slowly recover..."

Hermione nodded slightly, looking at Sirius understandingly.

Ron was silent.

At that moment, Sirius suddenly realized with incomparable clarity that in Harry's eyes at that time, he was looking forward to their future.

Maybe they really will be together forever.

Sirius sighed deeply, he suddenly found himself really powerless to struggle.

He didn't want to make Harry sad, and didn't even have the courage to destroy everything.

Many years passed.

Life was quiet for Harry and Snape.

Until Sirius left, Snape was still with Harry.

The author has something to say:

Harry: Sev 0v0 (rush up and hug!)

Severus: ... (secret joy=3=)

Ron & Hermione: Blind Dog Eyes

Sirius: ... (Damn snot! Flip the table!)

Cough, suddenly woke up today is Valentine's Day.It can be regarded as abusing dogs in disguise, are you happy? =v=

The rest is Harry and Snape's sweet sideshow. (Do you feel like I wrote them to death twice 2333... Gone with the wind...)