adolescence [gl]

Chapter 40 Fear

"Forget it, if you really don't want to write, forget it." Yue Fan didn't make things difficult for her, "Go to bed early."

Xue Qi touched her nose in embarrassment, "Then I'll see you off."

"Ah."

Xue Qi sent Yue Fan to the door. Although she didn't want her to leave as soon as she arrived, it was really worrying that grandma was alone at home.

She was still thinking, but seeing Yue Fan suddenly turned around, Xue Qi was taken aback, "What's wrong?"

Yue Fan gestured to his head, "By the way, who hit you here?"

Xue Qi tilted her head and thought for a while, "It seems to be called Lu Ziyan. Mom..." Xue Qi originally wanted to scold someone, but in order not to destroy her impression in Yue Fan's mind, she quickly stopped the car, "Ah~ I have already defeated her, she is unconvinced and gave me a beer bottle from behind."

Yue Fan frowned thoughtfully, and she softly repeated the name Xue Qi said just now.

"Are you sure it's Lu Ziyan?"

"What's the matter?" Xue Qi was confused, "It's Lu Zi..." Her voice disappeared suddenly, the last word slipped in her throat, and her hand on the doorknob tightened suddenly, Lu Ziyan?

Yue Fan saw that Xue Qi's smiling face turned pale all of a sudden, she stretched out her hand to help her, fearing that she would want to comfort her with a smile, "how could such a coincidence happen, don't be afraid. Be good, go in , close the door at night."

Xue Qi forced a smile, "Okay, then you should be careful."

After sending Yue Fan away, Xue Qi slammed the door shut. She felt that her legs were weak and she couldn't exert any strength at all. She gradually slid to the ground with her back facing the door.

Lu Ziyan?Lu Ziwei?Although I don't know what the relationship between these two people is, but the surname Lu is relatively rare on their side, and it is even more rare for them to be of the descendant generation.

She would not be aware of who said this name, but the dusty past from Yue Fan's mouth swept her brain again, and the deep sense of fear almost overwhelmed her.

Xue Qi buried her head in the crook of her arms, her body was trembling a little, she didn't want to close her eyes, she was afraid that those pictures she didn't want to recall would appear before her eyes.

She once spent three months to calm herself down, but those things that she tried so hard to forget were so easily brought up by others.

"Meow!" A shrill meow suddenly sounded, and Xue Qi stepped back in fright, but there was a door behind her, and there was no way to retreat.

She followed the sound with horror on her face, and found a black cat jumped in from the balcony.Xue Qi was afraid of creatures like cats, let alone black cats. She stood up, picked up a shoe and threw it on the balcony, but she didn't aim at the cat, she just wanted to scare it.

The black cat jumped back in fright, glanced at Xue Qi, and jumped directly from the balcony.

Xue Qi was stunned, this is the third floor!She hurried to the balcony to look down, but just in time to see the black cat's vigorous figure disappearing into the night.

Xue Qi breathed a sigh of relief, she was so nervous that she forgot that the cat's jumping ability was the strongest.She pulled the window shut, for fear that the black cat would run back.

Xue Qi didn't turn off the lights that night, she slept on the bed for a long time and couldn't fall asleep.She listened nervously to the wind and grass in her ears, and by the end she felt like she was driving herself crazy.

In the early morning, Xue Qi couldn't bear it and fell asleep, but as soon as she closed her eyes, she began to have nightmares. People who couldn't see their faces clearly, hideous faces, and bright red blood filled her dreams.

She wanted to wake up, but she was surrounded by exhaustion. Even though she desperately opened her eyes, she fell into sleep again in the next second, and she was immersed in fear all night.

The sky has cleared up, I forgot to draw the curtains last night, the warm sunlight flooded the room, and the room was very bright.

Xue Qi's body shook violently, and she opened her eyes, which were foggy and dim.She was covered in sweat, as if she had just been fished out of the water.

She reached for the mobile phone placed by the bed, and found that there was a missed call from Yuefan, which was made after six o'clock in the morning.

Xue Qi didn't know the purpose of Yue Fan's call, but she didn't dial back. She knew that Yue Fan was already at school.

Yue Fan was thinking about Xue Qi's reaction when he got home last night, Xue Qi?It seemed that she was quite afraid of Lu Ziwei, but she couldn't understand this kind of fear.

If it was because of what happened back then, Xue Qi should be more angry and resentful towards Lu Ziwei, why would she be so afraid?But after thinking for a long time, I have no clue.

When she got up in the morning, she called Xue Qi. She wanted to see if Xue Qi was still afraid and whether she had insomnia. Finally, she was relieved to see that Xue Qi didn't answer.

A new week started, Yue Fan went to class, Xue Qi still came to do homework and read books to accompany grandma every day during the day, and went home at night.

Yue Fan observed her at the beginning, but later found that Xue Qi was no different from usual, she didn't seem like someone with worries.But the more this happened, the more uneasy Yue Fan felt.

She always felt that Xue Qi was suppressing herself, and all the negative emotions were hidden in her heart, and when they accumulated more and more, they would explode to a certain extent, but she was afraid that it would be too late by then.

"How is it?" Yue Fan saw Xue Qi scratching her head at the test questions with a distressed expression as soon as she entered the room.

"Itchy head!" Xue Qi said and scratched her head twice fiercely, she wailed, "When will this hard life be a head! I want to wash my hair!"

"The doctor said that you can't see the water until the scar grows well. Just bear with it, who told you to fight with others."

Xue Qi lay on the table and said sullenly, "I don't even want to come if I don't wash my hair."

Yue Fan put away his schoolbag and didn't pay attention to her speech, "What did you say?"

"No, I said this week went by so fast."

"Well, it's pretty fast, it's like running water." Yue Fan locked the door behind him and took out the pillowcase from the cabinet, "When will the results come out?"

"It's either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. There's an explosion in the class." Xue Qi played with the phone in her hand, "How...how is your pillow embroidery?"

"Less than one third, I haven't embroidered much this week." Yue Fan rubbed his eyes, her eyes became more blurry.

"By the way! I'll accompany you to your house to get some clothes later."

Xue Qi was taken aback, "Ah? What are you doing?"

"If you don't mind, you can live here with me. It's too hard to see you running around every day, and you are here at night, and I usually give you exercises when I come back from evening self-study."

Xue Qi licked her lower lip and smirked twice, "That's so embarrassing."

Yue Fan ignored her, every time she said she was sorry, she agreed faster than anyone else.

"Hurry up and do the questions." Yue Fan urged, bowing his head and embroidering the pillow without raising his eyes.

"Okay, okay." Xue Qi hurried to do the question, but she couldn't understand a word after reading it for a long time, her face was full of joy, and her mouth was full of smiles.All she can think about now is "turned serfs sing"...

Yue Fan didn't need to look at it at all, he could tell Xue Qi was restless when he heard Xue Qi's inadvertent laughter, so he coughed twice to remind her.

As soon as Xue Qi was reminded by her, she immediately sat upright and became serious.

One sits at the table and thinks about exercises without distraction, and the other sits behind her and concentrates on embroidery. The faces of the two are peaceful. The setting sun shines in through the window and flows between the two. The picture has a kind of soothing magic.

Later, when they recalled this period of time, they would also feel an inexplicable throbbing. At least at this time, their minds were pure and there was no gap.

A piercing cell phone ring broke the silence at the moment, Xue Qi took a look, her father was calling.Xue Qi hesitated before connecting.

Xue Feng's voice was cold and firm, "Do you still know how to go home?"

Xue Qi looked back at Yue Fan with some embarrassment, and went out after gesturing.

"I'll go back after a while, after the exam is over."

"It's almost this time! Come back and live for a few days, it's the same wherever you study. I'll pick you up in the afternoon."

Xue Qi was startled, "No!" Please, her head is so tight, if her father sees it, he might just take her back and lock her up at home, don't mention living with Yue Fan, just It's hard to see each other!

"What do you want!"

"I...my...I said that I am preparing for the exam! There are still people teaching me homework here, and I can't understand the test questions in the book when I go back. Oh, it's only been a few days. After the exam, I will Why don't you go back and live until school starts!"

"All right, all right!" Xue Feng replied impatiently, "As you please."

"Finished?" Xue Qi just hung up the phone and Yue Fan came out of the house, "Then let's get your clothes, early, so as not to be inconvenient at night."

"Oh good, then I'll get the car keys." Xue Qi ran into the house to get the keys.

Yue Fan looked at her back thoughtfully, hoping that this matter would really make her happy.

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