After the humble spare tire set the car overturned

"Sorry……"

After Lin Zheng said these three words, he felt ironic again.

This is not the first time he has said sorry to Chaoci.

But it wasn't the first time she hurt him after saying sorry.

Chao Ci's gaze did not fall on Lin Zheng, but just looked forward blankly.

He ignored Lin Zheng's apology - just as Lin Zheng thought, his apology was useless and ridiculous to Chao Ci.After a long time, he said softly, "I don't have any glands now."

"There is no fit, and I have become a genderless weirdo." He finally put his expression on Lin Zheng's face, "To you, I am no longer of any use."

Every word he said, every word, seemed to be cut on Lin Zheng's heart.

Lin Zheng opened his mouth, but his throat seemed to be blocked.

He wanted to tell Chaoci that he didn't pester him because of the compatibility, but just because...he loved him.

This is the answer that he has been reluctant to admit before, but it has appeared in his mind over and over again in the past few months.In any corner of reality and fantasy, there is a voice telling him this.

For more than 20 years, Lin Zheng has never done anything he regrets.

Except for the person he loves the most, he has regretted countless times and made mistakes countless times.

In the past, he clearly looked down on compatibility the most, but he fell in love with Chaoci, who was 100% compatible with him.Now that Chaoci has had his glands removed, and there is no fit, but he still loves him.

Only then did he understand that compatibility is not the original sin, but arrogance and arrogance are.

"I won't pester you any more, Chaoci." Lin Zheng closed his eyes in pain, and then pretended to be calm, "When you leave the hospital, I will never appear in front of you again."

"You want to go to Germany to find Lin Ao... I won't stop you again."

It was very difficult for him to speak, as if tearing his own heart apart, to be able to say these words.

Chao Ci's empty eyes did not light up again for this sentence.

Go back now...do you still have to go back?

Can not go back.

He no longer looked at Lin Zheng, but set his eyes on the ceiling.

It seemed that there was a fire that burned all the filth and ugliness in his body, including the flesh and blood, leaving only an empty skin.

…………

Lin Zheng rarely came to Chaoci's ward, because he knew that he was the last person Chaoci wanted to see.

Usually, the two nurses who have the most contact with Chaoci are the nurses and doctors in charge of his ward, and...the psychiatrist invited by Lin Zheng.

Yes, Chaoci had a mental illness, and the doctor suggested that Lin Zheng let Chaoci receive professional psychotherapy.

But even if he hired a psychiatrist, Chaoci's condition didn't seem to ease.

He refused to eat and hung himself on glucose every day. After a few days, he was so thin that he almost lost his shape.

Lin Zheng was very anxious, but he knew that it would not have any effect if he came forward to persuade him, but it would be counterproductive.

He couldn't come, but he was really worried.After thinking about it for a long time, I contacted the school where Chaoci used to work, and organized some voluntary students among the students who Chaoci had taught to come to the hospital to visit Chaoci.

Chaoci used to be a teacher who was very popular with students in school. Who doesn't like a teacher who is easy to talk, has a good temper, and has real materials?

Let these students come to persuade Chaoci. Even if Chaoci knew that Lin Zheng was playing tricks, he didn't want to take away the good intentions of the students, so he ate some liquid food.

Chaoci will be hospitalized for a month to observe the situation.In the past month, except for the Chaoci chatting with the students when the students came, they basically did not speak at other times, and there were no entertainment items.

The nurse felt that the single ward was too cold, and would turn on the TV every day, and Chao Ci didn't mean anything.

Most of the time, he is in a daze.

It can't be said to be in a daze, but it means that the eyes fall on a certain place blankly, and it lasts for a whole day.

When Chaoci was about to be discharged from the hospital, something happened.

That day, the TV broadcast the news as usual in the morning.

A plane flying from Germany to city a of country Z encountered a strong airflow while passing through the northwest region and crashed.

Now there are 130 people on board, all of whom are missing.

The new article also specifically mentions that a painter who is particularly famous internationally is also on this plane.

Chao Ci's heart tightened, and his limbs instantly turned cold.

The TV news didn't mention much, Chaoci picked up the mobile phone that he hadn't touched for a long time beside the bed, and searched online.

Until you see the complete information of that artist.

Lin Xiao.

Chaoci's eyes suddenly went dark, and he was no longer conscious.

…………

To be honest, he was in a coma, but Chaoci's consciousness was still talking nonsense with the system in the system space.

[Why did I encounter strong air currents in the northwest region again? Isn't this the cause of my death last week? 】Chaoci asked the system while eating a snack.

[I don’t know, but if it’s just a simple coincidence, it might not be convincing. 】The system said, 【They were all planes on that route, and they were all due to the strong turbulence encountered in the northwest region. You died because of it last time. After being pulled into this world this time, that node was forcibly modified. You are fine. But now that Lin Ai is dead... Maybe this is a kind of "compensation".Or rather, "price"? 】

[I don't understand. 】Chaoci scratched his head, and continued to eat the dried mango in his hand, 【If it's a "price", how come there is no price in the first two worlds? 】

[Maybe there is, but you haven't noticed it.Maybe not every time there will be a "price" and we still know so little about it.Or maybe it was just a coincidence. 】The system said.

【So is Lin Ao really dead? 】Chao Ci bit the last piece of dried mango into his mouth, and patted his hands that were stained with some sugar crystals, 【That's a pity, he's a nice person. 】

Although he said this, but if he said how sad, he was not.

【Maybe. ] The system is also not sure.

[Whatever, adapt to the situation! 】As Chaoci said, he unpacked another pack of dried strawberries and ate them full of praise.

【Tongzi, do you know why I love eating on the main side so much? 】

[…] The system didn't bother to ask why, but after thinking about it, it gave Chaoci some face, [Why? 】

[Because you won't get fat in your stomach after eating these things!So cool! ] He patted his thigh, and then remembered the hundreds of thousands of meals he ordered before he was pulled back.

Hey, I don't know when I can eat it.

…………

The doctor said that Chao Ci was not too serious this time, but that he was in shock for a while after being hit too hard.

However, Lin Zheng knew that this was not just a matter of shock.

Lin Ao was killed, and he couldn't imagine how big a blow this would be to Chao Ci.

Chaoci only went into shock for one day.

He woke up at dusk, and the person beside him was still Lin Zheng.

"He really..." Chaoci hoarse, and could hardly say the last word.

"It's just lost contact." Lin Zheng hugged Chao Ci in his arms, "He still has hope of surviving."

Chaoci did not take this sentence seriously.

There are many people who can survive a plane crash, but in this kind of air crash that has already flown to a high altitude and suddenly crashed, almost no one can survive.

His eyes were empty, as if no light could penetrate them.

……

In the middle of the night, Lin Zheng hugged Chao Ci from the window.

God knows how he felt when he woke up in the middle of the night and saw Chao Ci standing on the windowsill, about to jump off the next moment.

Lin Zheng didn't know that he could still be so afraid.

His hands and feet were so cold that there was no temperature at all, his soul kept falling, and his ears were filled with sharp roars.

But his body rushed up immediately and hugged Chao Ci down.

He couldn't stop kissing Chao Ci's cheek and forehead, hot tears kept falling, some hit Chao Ci's face.

"Please……"

He could barely speak any words, he just kept begging hoarsely and brokenly in Chaoci's ear.

He heard Chao Ci ask softly: "You said, why did he die suddenly?"

too suddenly.

Lin Ao died, and the farewell he left to Lin Ao was that ridiculous letter.

He still feels that this incident is terribly unreal, as if Lin Ai will appear in front of him in the next second and tell him that he is back.

But reason told him again that Lin Ai was dead and would never come back again.

This confrontation almost tore his soul.

Maybe Lin Ao really won't come back, but he can go to Lin Ao.

In fact, he couldn't hold on for a long time, if he could still find Lin Ao, what's wrong?

He seemed to remember his original intention of jumping, and suddenly struggled.

But Lin Zheng held him in his arms and clasped his wrist.

"Go away!" Chao Ci yelled at him.

Lin Zheng looked at him, but didn't speak.

The panic in his heart made it difficult for him to breathe.

He wanted to beg Chaoci, but he knew that Chaoci would not listen to any of his pleas.

Chao Ci is still struggling, he seems to have lost his mind.

Lin Ao's sudden death also took away a trace of Chao Ci's soul.

His eyes were red, his hands and feet were bound and he couldn't move, Chaoci suddenly bit Lin Zheng's shoulder.

He used so much force that he bit the place until it was bloody, and there were deep bite marks on the edges.

"Why...why wasn't you the one who died?!"

Lin Zheng seemed to be numb from the pain, and even hearing such words couldn't make him more painful.

He just patted Chaoci's shoulder, without any avoidance or struggle, and let him bite on his shoulder.

"Chaoci, I'm sorry."

…………

Lin Zheng was discharged from the hospital by Chaoci.

Because Chaoci's suicidal tendency is too obvious, the hospital can no longer guarantee the safety of Chaoci.

He brought Chaoci back to Yufeihua Mansion, replaced any sharp objects that might hurt Chaoci, added guardrails to the windows, and covered the walls with a thick layer of cotton material.

But even so, he still couldn't prevent it.

If Lin Zheng hadn't arranged monitoring for Chaoci's room, he might not have known that Chaoci hid a fruit knife at some point.

He aimed the knife at his own neck.

Lin Zheng pushed open the door of the room vigorously in no time.

Chaoci held a fruit knife and pressed it against his neck.

"Chao Ci..." Lin Zheng called him.

Chaoci didn't let go, but pressed the knife point even deeper: "Get out!"

But Lin Zheng walked towards Chaoci step by step.

"Didn't you ask me why it wasn't me who died?" He asked suddenly.

"You're right." Lin Zheng smiled, "I should be the one who died."

Maybe it was Lin Zheng's crazier look that stunned Chao Ci, and was caught off guard, and Chao Ci was caught by Lin Zheng's wrist.

But Lin Zheng was not in a hurry to snatch the knife out.

Instead, he clasped Chaoci's wrist and pointed the knife at his own chest.

"A Ci, I should be the one who died."

Something warm splashed on Chao Ci's face.