After the humble spare tire set the car overturned
Chapter 67 Sleepwalking Like a Shadow Chasing Light
"I thought that person was you." Chaoci's tone became lighter and lighter.
Lin Zheng looked at Chaoci with almost frozen eyes.
A lifeless emerald green glass bead was condensed, and cracks were even continuously extending inside the glass.
"Speaking of which, you should understand." Chaoci smiled, with a kind of vindictive pleasure, "I always thought that person was you, and I always thought that for eight years."
"It was only later that I realized that it wasn't you. It was Lin Ao."
"He saved me. But I took you as him, and it took eight years."
Chaoci was reluctant to say this before.Apart from worrying about Lin Zheng's anger, he actually didn't think it was such a glorious thing.He regarded Lin Zheng as Lin Ai and fell in love for eight years. Is this fair to Lin Zheng?Chaoci has always been a kind person, others have done a hundred things to him, but he can't offset one of his own mistakes.
But time and time again, now that he was leaning on this hospital bed, suffering from life and death, he finally felt resentment towards Lin Zheng.
Lin Zheng took some time to digest this matter.
However, even if he subconsciously didn't want to believe it, he couldn't delay his understanding of this matter for too long.
Of course he remembered that Lin Ai came to him eight years ago for their mother's funeral, and this was the only time Lin Ai returned to China in the past eight years.The timing is exactly right.
And if he really saved Chao Ci in the alley and took him to the clinic, then it is impossible for him not to remember.
and so.
He thought that Chaoci who loved him deeply, who had loved him for eight years, was just treating him as someone else.
— as his younger brother.
Now the truth is revealed, he knew that Lin Ai was the one who saved him before, so he immediately kicked himself away, and then turned around and fell in love with Lin Ao again!
Lin Zheng's eyes sank little by little, and finally froze in a frame that could be called terrifying.
"He saved you once, and you've missed him ever since." Lin Zheng slowly approached Chaoci, the clash of leather shoes against the marble floor was not loud, but it was the only sound in this ward.
Step by step, one sound at a time.
In the end, he stood still in front of Chaoci's bed, leaning over to look at Chaoci.
Just like that night, Lin Zheng poured wine to Chao Ci condescendingly.
His expression was even more frightening, as if he was about to explode in the next second, but he was hidden in this line and restrained weakly.
Only a thin layer of paper is separated.
The beast will break out.
"What about me?" he asked calmly.
His voice has always been very nice, like a cello, gorgeous and soothing.But now that he is holding his throat, it seems that there are countless storms buried behind the rest.
"You have loved me for eight years, we have been together for two years, these are not as good as the night Lin Ai met you eight years ago? Are these all fake?!"
His voice ranged from deep to roaring, his forehead was bruised due to excessive anger, and his face was distorted.
Chao Ci was not intimidated by Lin Zheng like this.
He just smiled at him, without any emotion: "Don't you know what our eight years have been like?"
"What is that?" He said with a sigh, and then his tone gradually became cold, "Lin Zheng, what qualifications do you have to talk to me about these eight years?"
"You are the one with vested interests in the past eight years—maybe I think too much of myself. For you, it's not painful or itchy for me to lick the dog for more than eight years, and I can't gain anything. What?" He said, "But even so, you can't use these eight years as a basis for questioning me. If you don't say eight years, just say the two years I was with you, how many times have you spoiled me?"
Lin Zheng pursed his lips and stared at Chaoci.
At this moment, if he is sensible, he can understand the meaning of Chaoci.During the two years they were together, at first he just regarded Chaoci as an object that came and went as soon as he was called. Even if he was tempted by Chaoci later, he never showed it, and he was not even willing to admit it to himself. He still can't call Chaoci very good.Later, he wanted to marry someone else, and let Chaoci be his unnamed lover for the rest of his life.
But now he was completely overwhelmed with anger.
"So you never loved me." He stared at Chaoci and said word by word, "You just thought of me as Lin Ao."
Chaoci nodded slightly.
This is not the case.
Chao Ci is a natural soft bun, everywhere.Even if Lin Zheng is not the same person as the person who saved him back then, Chaoci has loved Lin Zheng for eight years, and it is impossible for him to have no feelings for him.
But these are ground up.
There is nothing left.
"Okay, very good, Chao Ci." He almost laughed.
But these words are so soft that it seems that there is only breath left, squeezed out from the throat and teeth.
Chaoci knew that this was because he was angry.
"So what?" He paused, and then his tone was almost cruel, "Chaoci, why are you telling me this now?"
"I won't let you go back, and I won't hold you in my arms again. You can only stay by my side, consuming, consuming until you die."
He said, regardless of the people on the hospital bed or the messy porridge on the ground, he slammed the door and walked out.
…………
After that, Lin Zheng never came.
Chaoci knew that even if this man had some affection for him before, he was completely annoyed by him now.
And with his pride, it is absolutely impossible to value himself as a person who regards him as a substitute for others.
fair enough.
Chaoci buried himself in the tasteless quilt.
He stayed in the ward for half a month.
In this regard, Lin Zheng did not treat him badly. Although he himself did not take another step, he still had a special nurse to take care of Chaoci's daily life and food.
But there are no more.
When the hospital said he could go through the discharge procedures, his nurse helped him through the procedures. As soon as he walked out of the steps of the hospital, he saw several people dressed as bodyguards walking towards him.
"Mr. Chao, please come with us." The leader said.
"Lin Zheng asked you to pick me up?" Chaoci asked casually.
"Yes. You can call me Xiao Chen."
Chaoci nodded and got into the car with this person.
On the way, he looked out the window and suddenly asked, "Are you going to Yufeihua Mansion?"
"No." Xiao Chen said, "It's Splendid Garden."
"Oh." Chaoci nodded, feeling a little funny for some reason.
It seems that Lin Zheng of Yufei Hua Mansion didn't intend to let him live, and now he just found a place for him and trapped him here.Neither came to him nor let him go.
He knew that this was Lin Zheng's revenge.
But this is no longer painful or itchy for Chao Ci, he has long since given up those delusions.
Jinxiu Mingyuan is also a high-end apartment with good location and complete infrastructure, but it is still a little worse than Yufei Huafu.Moreover, no matter it is far from Yufei Huafu or Mingyu, it is far away.
On the second night of Chaoci's stay in this apartment, he saw a piece of news.
It is a news that a well-known foreign painter has been vindicated for being slandered and plagiarized.
The traffic of this news is not huge, after all, not many people in China know about Lin Ao.
But Chaoci still read every word of the news and every second of the video carefully many times, and also read every comment below that complained about Lin Ai.
Lin Ai doesn't care about the gossip on the Internet, and doesn't care about those slander, slander, verbal criticism.
But Chaoci cares.He is the most dull person, facing his most cherished person being slandered unscrupulously by others, and the cause of all this is because of himself, it is impossible for him not to care.
Read the hundreds of comments.He studied tutorials on the Internet again, tossing all night, and barely learned how to climb over the wall.Check the news of Lin Ai's redress on the Internet.
He read everything he could find, until it was dawn, and he still looked at the news, posts, and comments with great enjoyment.
He suddenly felt that everything was not so bad.
It doesn't matter if Lin Ai hates him or blames him.
At least everything in Lin Ao can slowly get back on track.
He is not worthy of Lin Ai giving up everything for him, even bearing countless infamy.
Lin Aohe should be like this, all eyes on him, the proud son of heaven.
…………
Lin Zheng was not as calm as Chao Ci imagined.
For more than half a month, he hardly slept a good night's sleep.
Every time at night, when he closes his eyes, he can always think of the two years he and Chao Ci were together.
Chaoci wanted to see him more, and was worried that he was always working overtime and overloaded, but he didn't dare to say it.I could only light a small chandelier that wasn't bright enough in the living room every night, waiting drowsily for myself to come back.
Chaoci knew that he had a bad stomach, even though Lin Zheng didn't care, Chaoci was very concerned about it.I always try to make him eat better and more regularly.
Lin Zheng used to suffer from stomach problems all the time, but after being with Chaoci, he felt less uncomfortable.Because as long as his stomach hurts in the middle of the night, Chaoci will rub his hands to warm his stomach, and when his hands cool down, he will continue to rub, and so on, until he doesn't feel uncomfortable anymore.
Chaoci was afraid to turn on the light on the bed, but Lin Zheng always turned on the light.So Chaoci always subconsciously covers up his body, biting his lip nervously after being unavoidably unfolded by Lin Zhengbi.He was feeling inferior, but Lin Zheng felt that Omega was beautiful and cute, like a timid and beautiful little cub.
He didn't know when he started to engrave this person into his heart little by little.
Ming Mingchaoci was the person he despised the most in the past.Stupid, inferior, cowardly.
But slowly, he sometimes felt distressed by Chao Ci's inferiority complex.In fact, his omega is very good, he is not ugly, on the contrary, he is getting better and better, and eventually he looks very good-looking.He is not dull at all, he can be admitted to University A for himself, and he can also complete all the credits and graduate one year ahead of schedule for himself-this is not an easy task in University A where Renren Xueba is.
But Lin Zheng didn't admit it.
He couldn't tell if he didn't admit it at the time because he didn't want to admit that he liked an omega he didn't like, or because he didn't want people to know how good this gray omega was.
In fact, he knew that Chaoci revolved a large part of his life around him, and even the soup he sipped casually may have been cooked by Chaoci for several hours.But in fact, very occasionally, the dark and true thoughts in his heart will surface when he is not paying attention.
He hoped that his omega would best belong to him only.
Even though the middle school history teacher is very relaxed, he also dislikes that this job takes up most of Chaoci's time during the day.
But when he came back to himself, those thoughts disappeared.
Lin Zheng looked at Chaoci with almost frozen eyes.
A lifeless emerald green glass bead was condensed, and cracks were even continuously extending inside the glass.
"Speaking of which, you should understand." Chaoci smiled, with a kind of vindictive pleasure, "I always thought that person was you, and I always thought that for eight years."
"It was only later that I realized that it wasn't you. It was Lin Ao."
"He saved me. But I took you as him, and it took eight years."
Chaoci was reluctant to say this before.Apart from worrying about Lin Zheng's anger, he actually didn't think it was such a glorious thing.He regarded Lin Zheng as Lin Ai and fell in love for eight years. Is this fair to Lin Zheng?Chaoci has always been a kind person, others have done a hundred things to him, but he can't offset one of his own mistakes.
But time and time again, now that he was leaning on this hospital bed, suffering from life and death, he finally felt resentment towards Lin Zheng.
Lin Zheng took some time to digest this matter.
However, even if he subconsciously didn't want to believe it, he couldn't delay his understanding of this matter for too long.
Of course he remembered that Lin Ai came to him eight years ago for their mother's funeral, and this was the only time Lin Ai returned to China in the past eight years.The timing is exactly right.
And if he really saved Chao Ci in the alley and took him to the clinic, then it is impossible for him not to remember.
and so.
He thought that Chaoci who loved him deeply, who had loved him for eight years, was just treating him as someone else.
— as his younger brother.
Now the truth is revealed, he knew that Lin Ai was the one who saved him before, so he immediately kicked himself away, and then turned around and fell in love with Lin Ao again!
Lin Zheng's eyes sank little by little, and finally froze in a frame that could be called terrifying.
"He saved you once, and you've missed him ever since." Lin Zheng slowly approached Chaoci, the clash of leather shoes against the marble floor was not loud, but it was the only sound in this ward.
Step by step, one sound at a time.
In the end, he stood still in front of Chaoci's bed, leaning over to look at Chaoci.
Just like that night, Lin Zheng poured wine to Chao Ci condescendingly.
His expression was even more frightening, as if he was about to explode in the next second, but he was hidden in this line and restrained weakly.
Only a thin layer of paper is separated.
The beast will break out.
"What about me?" he asked calmly.
His voice has always been very nice, like a cello, gorgeous and soothing.But now that he is holding his throat, it seems that there are countless storms buried behind the rest.
"You have loved me for eight years, we have been together for two years, these are not as good as the night Lin Ai met you eight years ago? Are these all fake?!"
His voice ranged from deep to roaring, his forehead was bruised due to excessive anger, and his face was distorted.
Chao Ci was not intimidated by Lin Zheng like this.
He just smiled at him, without any emotion: "Don't you know what our eight years have been like?"
"What is that?" He said with a sigh, and then his tone gradually became cold, "Lin Zheng, what qualifications do you have to talk to me about these eight years?"
"You are the one with vested interests in the past eight years—maybe I think too much of myself. For you, it's not painful or itchy for me to lick the dog for more than eight years, and I can't gain anything. What?" He said, "But even so, you can't use these eight years as a basis for questioning me. If you don't say eight years, just say the two years I was with you, how many times have you spoiled me?"
Lin Zheng pursed his lips and stared at Chaoci.
At this moment, if he is sensible, he can understand the meaning of Chaoci.During the two years they were together, at first he just regarded Chaoci as an object that came and went as soon as he was called. Even if he was tempted by Chaoci later, he never showed it, and he was not even willing to admit it to himself. He still can't call Chaoci very good.Later, he wanted to marry someone else, and let Chaoci be his unnamed lover for the rest of his life.
But now he was completely overwhelmed with anger.
"So you never loved me." He stared at Chaoci and said word by word, "You just thought of me as Lin Ao."
Chaoci nodded slightly.
This is not the case.
Chao Ci is a natural soft bun, everywhere.Even if Lin Zheng is not the same person as the person who saved him back then, Chaoci has loved Lin Zheng for eight years, and it is impossible for him to have no feelings for him.
But these are ground up.
There is nothing left.
"Okay, very good, Chao Ci." He almost laughed.
But these words are so soft that it seems that there is only breath left, squeezed out from the throat and teeth.
Chaoci knew that this was because he was angry.
"So what?" He paused, and then his tone was almost cruel, "Chaoci, why are you telling me this now?"
"I won't let you go back, and I won't hold you in my arms again. You can only stay by my side, consuming, consuming until you die."
He said, regardless of the people on the hospital bed or the messy porridge on the ground, he slammed the door and walked out.
…………
After that, Lin Zheng never came.
Chaoci knew that even if this man had some affection for him before, he was completely annoyed by him now.
And with his pride, it is absolutely impossible to value himself as a person who regards him as a substitute for others.
fair enough.
Chaoci buried himself in the tasteless quilt.
He stayed in the ward for half a month.
In this regard, Lin Zheng did not treat him badly. Although he himself did not take another step, he still had a special nurse to take care of Chaoci's daily life and food.
But there are no more.
When the hospital said he could go through the discharge procedures, his nurse helped him through the procedures. As soon as he walked out of the steps of the hospital, he saw several people dressed as bodyguards walking towards him.
"Mr. Chao, please come with us." The leader said.
"Lin Zheng asked you to pick me up?" Chaoci asked casually.
"Yes. You can call me Xiao Chen."
Chaoci nodded and got into the car with this person.
On the way, he looked out the window and suddenly asked, "Are you going to Yufeihua Mansion?"
"No." Xiao Chen said, "It's Splendid Garden."
"Oh." Chaoci nodded, feeling a little funny for some reason.
It seems that Lin Zheng of Yufei Hua Mansion didn't intend to let him live, and now he just found a place for him and trapped him here.Neither came to him nor let him go.
He knew that this was Lin Zheng's revenge.
But this is no longer painful or itchy for Chao Ci, he has long since given up those delusions.
Jinxiu Mingyuan is also a high-end apartment with good location and complete infrastructure, but it is still a little worse than Yufei Huafu.Moreover, no matter it is far from Yufei Huafu or Mingyu, it is far away.
On the second night of Chaoci's stay in this apartment, he saw a piece of news.
It is a news that a well-known foreign painter has been vindicated for being slandered and plagiarized.
The traffic of this news is not huge, after all, not many people in China know about Lin Ao.
But Chaoci still read every word of the news and every second of the video carefully many times, and also read every comment below that complained about Lin Ai.
Lin Ai doesn't care about the gossip on the Internet, and doesn't care about those slander, slander, verbal criticism.
But Chaoci cares.He is the most dull person, facing his most cherished person being slandered unscrupulously by others, and the cause of all this is because of himself, it is impossible for him not to care.
Read the hundreds of comments.He studied tutorials on the Internet again, tossing all night, and barely learned how to climb over the wall.Check the news of Lin Ai's redress on the Internet.
He read everything he could find, until it was dawn, and he still looked at the news, posts, and comments with great enjoyment.
He suddenly felt that everything was not so bad.
It doesn't matter if Lin Ai hates him or blames him.
At least everything in Lin Ao can slowly get back on track.
He is not worthy of Lin Ai giving up everything for him, even bearing countless infamy.
Lin Aohe should be like this, all eyes on him, the proud son of heaven.
…………
Lin Zheng was not as calm as Chao Ci imagined.
For more than half a month, he hardly slept a good night's sleep.
Every time at night, when he closes his eyes, he can always think of the two years he and Chao Ci were together.
Chaoci wanted to see him more, and was worried that he was always working overtime and overloaded, but he didn't dare to say it.I could only light a small chandelier that wasn't bright enough in the living room every night, waiting drowsily for myself to come back.
Chaoci knew that he had a bad stomach, even though Lin Zheng didn't care, Chaoci was very concerned about it.I always try to make him eat better and more regularly.
Lin Zheng used to suffer from stomach problems all the time, but after being with Chaoci, he felt less uncomfortable.Because as long as his stomach hurts in the middle of the night, Chaoci will rub his hands to warm his stomach, and when his hands cool down, he will continue to rub, and so on, until he doesn't feel uncomfortable anymore.
Chaoci was afraid to turn on the light on the bed, but Lin Zheng always turned on the light.So Chaoci always subconsciously covers up his body, biting his lip nervously after being unavoidably unfolded by Lin Zhengbi.He was feeling inferior, but Lin Zheng felt that Omega was beautiful and cute, like a timid and beautiful little cub.
He didn't know when he started to engrave this person into his heart little by little.
Ming Mingchaoci was the person he despised the most in the past.Stupid, inferior, cowardly.
But slowly, he sometimes felt distressed by Chao Ci's inferiority complex.In fact, his omega is very good, he is not ugly, on the contrary, he is getting better and better, and eventually he looks very good-looking.He is not dull at all, he can be admitted to University A for himself, and he can also complete all the credits and graduate one year ahead of schedule for himself-this is not an easy task in University A where Renren Xueba is.
But Lin Zheng didn't admit it.
He couldn't tell if he didn't admit it at the time because he didn't want to admit that he liked an omega he didn't like, or because he didn't want people to know how good this gray omega was.
In fact, he knew that Chaoci revolved a large part of his life around him, and even the soup he sipped casually may have been cooked by Chaoci for several hours.But in fact, very occasionally, the dark and true thoughts in his heart will surface when he is not paying attention.
He hoped that his omega would best belong to him only.
Even though the middle school history teacher is very relaxed, he also dislikes that this job takes up most of Chaoci's time during the day.
But when he came back to himself, those thoughts disappeared.
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