After the humble spare tire set the car overturned

"Mr. Chen asked me to ask if you are still going to this competition." Chaoci looked up from the front of the book and asked him casually.

When it comes to competitions, the main players are usually sophomores.Chaoci and Zhao Yi have been participating in the competition since the first year of high school. Chaoci's grades are already excellent. Although Zhao Yi's overall grades are not as good as him, his science is almost the same as Chaoci's.In the first year of high school, both of them had good grades, but they didn't make it to the national team.In the second year of high school, he entered the national team, and won several gold medals, and won the top 2 recommended places.

Therefore, they don't need to go to the competition this time in the third year of high school, but the two of them did bring rare good results to the school last year, so the teacher and the school still hope that they can go again.

"No." Zhao Yi refused without hesitation, "The time of the provincial competition coincides with Xiao Jin's birthday."

"Okay, then I'll tell Teacher Chen that you're not going." Chaoci nodded, not surprised.

It's the beginning of March, and the provincial competition is at the end of April, as is Nan Xiaojin's birthday.

April 28th.

Speaking of this, Zhao Yi raised his eyes from the mathematics textbook, and suddenly asked: "You said her birthday, what should I give?"

"Well……"

Although Chaoci used to understand girls better than Zhao Yi, after all, he has never had a girlfriend, and he is not even a heterosexual, so he is also a little numb about this kind of thing.

"Bag? Jewelry? Perfume?... She should be an adult after her birthday, why don't you give her a car?" Chao Ci gave examples of what he thought of.

"It seems to be all right." Zhao Yi thought carefully, "It seems that nothing is right."

"Then think for yourself, she likes whatever you give her anyway," Chao Ci said.

However, none of them expected that Nan Xiaojin didn't even wait for this birthday.

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If you were to ask Chaoci when he fell in love with Zhao Yi, it would probably be in junior high school.

In the past, he was just a dirty and lowly person among this group of glamorous people. It was Zhao Yi who gave him rebirth, so that his body would not be hungry and cold, and his soul would not be humble.

For the vast majority of people, no matter how unsatisfactory life is, there are still one or two people who care about him.

But the previous court speeches did not.His father regarded him as a burden and avoided him, and his mother used him as a tool to gain power and died when he was born.This is still the case for two people who originally cared about his vocation, let alone others.

The impact of the first seven years of life may be far greater than any subsequent seven years.

So even though Chaoci later had no worries about food and clothing and was sought after by others, and even now he is well-clothed and radiant, in his bones he is still the rootless Chaoci.

No sense of security, no sense of belonging, a court speech separated from the world.

And Zhao Yi is the only bond.The lock of life was locked on this young man of the same age as him, so that Chaoci could rely on it.

When he was in elementary school, Chao Ci regarded Zhao Yi as the most important person in his life, but when he was twelve or thirteen years old, when his love first started, he realized that such importance was not simple.

The first wet dream at the age of 14, he was thinking about Zhao Yi.

Such an overly transcendent thought made Chaoci uneasy, even ashamed.He didn't say anything to anyone, and buried this feeling firmly in his heart.

Later, he also gradually got to know the homosexual group, and gradually understood this circle.

The discovery of this group, first of all, gave Chaoci stability.Let him know that he is not sick, nor is he shocking the world, he just likes the same sex.There are tens of thousands of people like him in the world, and he is not too special.

But gradually, as his understanding of this group deepened, he felt panic and despair again.

Everyone told him how sad it is to fall in love with a straight man.

And breaking a straight man is even more immoral.

Morality has nothing to do with court speeches.

In the eyes of others, Chaoci is humble, polite, excellent and upright...but this is just a disguise made by Chaoci to adapt to the environment.To him, the sense of morality is just a cloak for survival, and the real court speech has no so-called morality in his bones.

But Zhao Yi was ordered by Chaoci.

It is impossible to break up a straight man, it will only make Chao Ci and Zhao Yi even friends.

To Zhao Yi, his love is nothing but disgusting.

But Chao Ci has illusions after all, maybe Zhao Yi has a slight possibility that he also likes the same sex, or he is bisexual...

The appearance of Nan Xiaojin completely shattered his last illusion.

It also allowed him to straighten out his position.

Perhaps in this relationship, his shadow is indispensable.

He told Zhao Yi that one party cannot always take the initiative in a relationship, and he advised him on several active dates and covered several times.He helped Zhao Yi choose gifts, planned surprises, and enlightened them when they quarreled... In this relationship, Nan Xiaojin pulled Zhao Yi in front, and Chaoci also pushed him behind him.

He'd seen them hold hands for the first time, hug for the first time, and kiss for the first time.

At least he didn't miss Zhao Yi's life stage.

In the future, he will see them enter the marriage hall, get married and have children, and when they finally turn gray, he can visit them as a good friend.

Everything that Chao Ci in the dream desires will be realized by Nan Xiaojin.

With Nan Xiaojin, he realized that this person fell in love with others like this, that he would be gentle, coax, be humble, and kiss impatiently.

pain?jealous? ——how could it not be.

But this is the best result.

There is no possibility for him and Zhao Yi, so he also wishes from the bottom of his heart that Nan Xiaojin and Zhao Yi can go to the end.

Such a good girl should not be let down.

And Zhao Yi, whom he loves deeply, deserves happiness too.

But neither he nor Zhao Yi thought that this relationship would come to a harsh end unexpectedly before graduating from high school.

This is not due to their emotional crisis, but another more difficult to reconcile the dilemma.

This is to say, it is still a legacy of Zhao Yi's previous generation.

Although Zhao Yi is a dignified young master of the Chao family, but at the beginning, his father was not.

The old man of the Zhao family who was called "grandfather" by Zhao Yi was not his grandfather, but his uncle, that is to say, the younger sister of the old man of the Zhao family was Zhao Yi's grandmother.

Zhao Yi's grandmother passed away very early, leaving only Zhao Yi's father as an heir.The relationship between Mr. Zhao and his younger sister is very good. After her death, he was very sad, and he also raised Zhao Yi's father under his knees, treating him as his own.

At that time, Zhao Yi's father was seven years old, and Mr. Zhao already had an eldest son, Zhao Sheng, who was eight years older than Zhao Yi's father.

Until Zhao Yi's father became an adult, Mr. Zhao had no other sons born.Therefore, Zhao Sheng has almost become a sure candidate for the successor of the Zhao family, even if he is not outstanding.

But later, when Mr. Zhao handed over part of the power to him, he caused the Zhao family to lose tens of billions.He was lewd, licentious, gambler, and even became addicted to drugs later on.Once such news is known to outsiders, it will be unimaginable.

Mr. Zhao couldn't bear it, but at the same time, Zhao Yi's father performed extremely well.

In the end, Mr. Zhao sent Zhao Sheng to a drug rehabilitation center, and completely adopted Zhao Yi's father under his knees. Zhao Yi's father changed his original surname from Shen to Zhao, and became the heir of the Zhao family.

When Zhao Sheng came out of the drug rehabilitation center four years later, Zhao Yi's father had already firmly grasped the power of the Zhao family, and Zhao Sheng had nothing to do.

After all, Mr. Zhao was nostalgic and handed over [-]% of the shares of some core industries to him. Although Zhao Sheng lost the Zhao Empire, with these, he could still stand at the top of the pyramid.

But he was not reconciled, it was too ridiculous for him.His father had only one son, but in the end the property fell to an outsider.

He has planned for several years, colluded with other companies not long ago, and disclosed extremely important inside information to them. After Zhao suffered a great loss, he launched a fierce attack on Zhao in the stock market in an attempt to short Zhao Shi, swallowed this huge business empire.

But someone like Zhao Sheng who takes drugs and likes to gamble, others don't know what he is like, but Zhao's father knows that he is a complete idiot.

This attack finally ended with the discredit and complete bankruptcy of Zhao Sheng and several of his cooperative forces.

There was even an old incident involved.

It was not without reason why Zhao Yi suddenly transferred to Chaoci's school when he was in the second grade.It was Zhao Yi who was kidnapped in his original school and was locked up for two days before being rescued. Zhao's father and Zhao's mother were worried that he would leave a shadow, so they transferred him to another school and wanted him to change his environment.

The person who kidnapped Zhao Yi originally wanted to kill himself by killing him for money, but only now did he know that this matter was actually planned by Zhao Sheng.

Zhao Sheng completely pissed off the old man, and was eventually sent to prison by his own hands and sentenced to 30 years.

And among the several forces that cooperated with Zhao Sheng, there was Nan Xiaojin's family.

And all three of them didn't know about it.

On that day, Zhao Yi and Chao Ci realized what had happened when they saw Zhao’s stock market being attacked, nearly falling to the limit and then rising sharply, accompanied by the bankruptcy of several groups, including Nan Xiaojin’s company.

Nan Xiaojin's father jumped off the building that day and died.

And Zhao Yi and Chao Ci were anxious all night, no matter how Zhao Yi sent a message to Nan Xiaojin, she didn't reply.When they had class the next day, the seat in the next class that belonged to Nan Xiaojin was also vacant.

Only one letter was left, which was handed to Zhao Yi by Nan Xiaojin's good friend Hong Zhuo.

Zhao Yi opened it and read:

Zhao Yi, my mother and I are going abroad.I can't tell you which country to go to, and you don't have to ask, no one will know.

I'm sorry for what happened at your house this time.I know you want to believe me.Believe me I didn't know this before, and I'm willing to look at me the way I used to, knowing that I'm not the same as Dad.But... you know, it's the first time I realize that life is so helpless.I used to think that if I could make you fall in love with me, everything would be solved easily.But now I know that even if two people like each other, there are always too many reasons to stop them.

I really like you, maybe I will never meet someone I like more in my life.But I can't stay for you, and I can't, sorry.

It's still a little sad to think about it, I managed to make you so good, but it's cheaper than another girl.But I still wish you to meet better people.

Do not read.

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