After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Yu Xi's voice was too low, it was more like talking to himself, Fu Younian didn't hear what he was saying, so he leaned over to coax him to say it again, but Yu Xi refused to speak, just crouched in his arms.

Originally, he was supposed to go to the set tomorrow, but Fu Younian touched his hand and felt that he was still weak, and he was not as energetic as usual. He was afraid that his illness would recur after a few days of tossing, so he discussed with Han Cheng and invited two more day off.

Yu Xi was listening to him on the phone, his expression was hesitant to speak, and finally met Fu Younian's eyes, but he still didn't say anything.

"It's okay, it's not a few days away," Fu Younian touched his face, "If you want to catch up with the schedule, then shoot a few more night scenes and take a good rest first."

"Aren't you going too?" Yu Xi leaned over and grabbed his shoulder.

Han Cheng's side probably couldn't handle it alone, and the things in the crew were too complicated. Fu Younian agreed to help him direct the play together, so he had to come over to help.

"I'll go there during the day," Fu Younian turned his head to look at him, "I'll come back to accompany you at night."

Yu Xi nodded and sat down next to him.

It's not time to go to bed yet, Yu Xi is watching the tablet with the snowball in his arms, there will be a live broadcast of the e-sports match tonight.

Fu Younian baked a dozen or so small fish balls for him in the oven. He marinated the fish balls by himself in the afternoon. Because Yu Xi's illness was not cured, he didn't do much. It was just to satisfy his cravings, and the ingredients were not too much. Heavy, more of the umami of the fish itself, each coated with a thin layer of vegetable oil before grilling.

At Yu Xi's strong request, he even poured some condensed milk into two of the small fish balls. Fu Younian didn't dare to think about what it tasted like, I'm afraid he would have diarrhea after eating it.

When the roast was almost finished, Yu Xi ran over and squatted beside him and waited, with Xueqiu's head resting on Yu Xi's lap, Fu Younian occasionally felt like he had raised two puppies.

There wasn't much time left until the end of the year, and some work was piling up, so Fu Younian sat on the carpet with Yu Xi with a notebook, bowing his head and typing.Yu Xi couldn't understand his pile of forms, documents, and various line charts, so he took a toothpick and fed him fish balls during the live broadcast of the game.

When Fu Younian was about to go to bed at night, he still asked him to soak his feet. Yu Xi thought the water was hot every time, and said that his feet would turn black. Bubble.

Those herbs are mainly used to dispel cold, and there is no harm for ordinary people to soak them once in a while.

"Aren't you working anymore?" Yu Xi couldn't escape, so he could only put his feet in the water resignedly, and Fu Younian stepped on him lightly from time to time, not allowing him to take it out.

"No," Fu Younian liked to smell his body very much. I don't know what kind of shower gel it is, it has a slightly sweet fragrance, "Do you want to watch TV?"

Yu Xi used the remote control to switch channels for a long time, there was no good-looking TV, only one channel was broadcasting a police drama filmed by Fu Younian three or four years ago.Fu Younian played a profiler in it. When he appeared on stage, he was wearing a long gray trench coat. He sat in the interrogation room with a complexion as dark as a pool of cold.Yu Xi watched, and suddenly reached out to touch Fu Younian's face.

"Why?" Fu Younian smiled and hid aside.

After Yu Xi harassed him, he stopped talking. After soaking his feet, Fu Younian pressed him on the sofa to tickle him. Yu Xi was very ticklish all over, and laughed into a ball under him, with tears streaming from the corners of his eyes Come, wanted to lift his foot to kick him, but was grabbed by the ankle again, and cursed softly in anger.

"Don't leave at night, sleep with me," Fu Younian bowed his head and kissed him, "I put a nest for your puppy at the door of the bedroom, and the quilt was taken to the balcony to dry in the afternoon."

After tossing and tossing for a long time, Yu Xi was a little out of breath, his cheeks were flushed, and there was a faint glimmer of water in his eyes, and he looked up.

Fu Younian's heart trembled when he saw him, and he couldn't help kissing those eyes, the wet fog in his eyes, and the teardrops hanging on his eyelashes.

One of Yu Xi's wrists was pressed by his side, so he had no choice but to hook his neck with the other hand. Fu Younian's kiss fell on his lips again, stroking him with suppressed affection and slightly hot breath. The strength in the back of the neck is also getting heavier, and occasionally the fingertips rubbed against his Adam's apple, bringing a slight pressure.

Xueqiu was still squatting beside him, tilting his head to look at them ignorantly, Yu Xi was pressed into the soft sofa bed, half of his body sank into it, Xueqiu ran over, bit Fu Younian's trouser leg and pulled him hard, towards him Howled ferociously.

Fu Younian ignored it at first, but he didn't expect that the puppy had indeed grown up, pulling him as hard as a calf, so he could only helplessly reach out and pat its head, and almost got bitten again.

"Don't make trouble," Yu Xi pulled it away, afraid that it would really bite Fu Younian, "Be obedient."

Fu Younian stretched out his arms and carried Yu Xi to the bedroom, leaving the puppy and cat outside.

Yu Xi was put on the bed, and only then did he realize that the style of the bedroom had changed a little. There was a thick plush carpet under his feet, and the bed sheets were changed to a softer color. The doll, which was about the same size as the snowball when I was a child, was neatly placed next to the pillow.

The quilt did smell like sunshine, and it was very warm to the touch.

"...How do I sleep?" Yu Xi's eyes flickered, and he raised the back of his hand to rub his lips that were so hot from the kiss just now.

Fu Younian thought he was cute, so he kissed his forehead again, and said, "If you want me to sleep on the bed, I'll come out with the quilt. If you don't want to, I'll build a folding bed next to it."

He was worried that Yu Xi would have a fever again, and he didn't want to leave him alone at night.

"Oh," Yu Xi touched the soft-touch sheets under his body. The bed is very spacious, and they can't touch each other when they lie down. "Then don't use a folding bed."

When recording variety shows before, they often slept in the same room at night, but they were all single beds, and there would be other teammates around. Although they usually took a nap with their arms around each other, this was the first time they lived together at night, Yu Xi Always feel a little nervous.

Especially when I felt that the mattress beside me was being pressed down, I lay very upright, my hands and feet were covered under the quilt, and I didn't dare to move.

Fu Younian knew that Yu Xi had the habit of turning on the light to sleep, so he left the bedside lamp on and leaned against the bedside to read a book for a while.

In the end, after watching for twenty minutes, I turned around and found that Yu Xi's eyes were still open, and those amber pupils looked like melting honey under the lamp, and they were clean and clear.

"Can't sleep?" Fu Younian asked him.

Yu Xi stretched out a hand from under the quilt, Fu Younian simply put down the book, lay down and pulled him into his arms including the quilt, then patted his back lightly, not knowing where it came from To Yu Xi's favor, Yu Xi held hands with him and fell asleep within a few minutes.

Only when he was asleep would he look better. Fu Younian rubbed his hair, wondering why he was so ill and still jumping around.

It was only then that Fu Younian realized that Yu Xi never seemed to tell him about the pain, whether it was his knees being bruised and bruised from a fall from dancing practice, or he had a high fever all night, every time he turned his head, when Yu Xi looked at him, his eyes were filled with Always warm and bright smile.

This is completely different from Fu Younian's cognition in the first 20 years of his life. He used to think that sick people are always dying like that, lying on the hospital bed without blood, with sad and heavy eyes.

Even a teenager like Fu Ruzhuo is no exception.

At that time, Fu Younian was still in high school, and since he had accepted his first play, he couldn't stay by Fu Ruzhuo's bed every day. He could only go to the hospital to see him after school or after a play at night.

Through the glass window of the ward, he felt that Fu Ruzhuo's eyes were no different from those of the old man on the bed next to him, they were as cloudy and numb.

The memories that were too long ago came up again, Fu Younian couldn't sleep anymore, seeing that Yu Xi was fast asleep, he wanted to go down and find a drink.As a result, just as he was about to get up, Yu Xi's arm suddenly rested on his body, her soft black hair rubbed against his shoulder, the quilt on his body was also crooked, one leg stretched out under his quilt, and the warm sole of his foot was pressed against his calf .

In the end, Fu Younian still didn't move anymore, he pulled the quilt and hugged him to sleep.

After resting at home for more than a day, Yu Xi was almost fully recovered and wanted to go to the set. Fu Younian saw that it was already afternoon, so he asked him to wait until tomorrow, and it was not too late.

"You can play games with Luo Chen," Fu Younian dragged him away, "it happens to be tonight, but you can only play until 10:30 at the latest."

The online game Luo Chen mentioned was not officially organized, it was their private Rio match. Luo Chen usually does some game live broadcast or commentary occasionally, involving many types of games, such as eating chicken, LOL, horror games at home and abroad, and even Fighting the Landlords was broadcast live, and fans were bored watching it.

This time Luo Chen just wanted to start a live broadcast by the way, and it happened that Yu Xi was also a game anchor, although it was a different platform from his.

"Then I'll ask him what time it starts." Yu Xi ran home and moved his computer and equipment to Fu Younian's living room.

"I'm going to the company in the afternoon." Fu Younian helped him find a small table of suitable height, "Luo Chen may come over at five or six o'clock. If he comes, I haven't come back yet. Don't go out to eat with him. When I come back to cook, you know?"

"Okay." Yu Xi dragged his voice and agreed to him.

Yu Xi received the news, Yu Xuecheng asked him to go home, Yu Xi told him that he was not free today, and the other party did not speak for a long time.

Occasionally, Fu Younian felt that he cared too much about him, but he couldn't rest assured that he would irritate his stomach if he ate something wrong, or that his legs would hurt if he caught a cold outside.

"Do you find me annoying?" Fu Younian lowered his head and asked him.

"Huh?" Yu Xi looked at him blankly and shook his head.

Fu Younian smiled.

He went to the bathroom to do a quick haircut, and Yu Xi followed him there. Seeing him dig out the shaving water, he leaned over and insisted on helping him.

"Okay, let's play for you." Fu Younian was a little helpless.

Yu Xi sat on the washstand next to him to make it for him, carefully holding his cheek with his fingertips, for fear of scratching his cheek, his hands are a bit clumsy, I don't know why he is always clumsy in these ordinary trivial matters, When I was living, I was not very good at using the amazing automatic shrink rack for hanging clothes, and I almost caught my hand several times.

But fortunately, it was almost perfect this time, and it didn't disfigure Fu Younian.

Fu Younian looked at his drooping eyelashes and the red mole at the end of his eyes, the tip of his nose was fair and straight, and his lips were thin.

It seems beautiful no matter how you look at it.

It's just that there is a kind of fragility, with transparent white skin and a sharp chin. Although it is not so thin that it will damage his appearance, there is indeed no flesh in his cheeks, and he only looks swollen when he is awkward with him.

"Baby." After washing his face, Fu Younian changed into a suit, and added a dark gray woolen coat on the outside, and lowered his head to touch the tips of Yu Xi's ears.

He wanted to say get well soon, but he didn't say it in the end, he just hooked Gou Yuxi's finger.

After Fu Younian left, Yu Xi dug out the script of "Young Delinquent" and carefully read the latter part from the beginning, especially the more important scenes.

He has almost memorized it backwards. Except for the performance, the rest is the emotional processing of the lines.

After four o'clock in the afternoon, Luo Chen hadn't come yet, and Fu Younian hadn't come home either. Yu Xi played with the cats and dogs for a while, and went to sit on the sofa to watch the dramas and movies that Fu Younian had made before.

He still saw a big fan in Fu Younian's super chat, saying that it was Fu Younian's birthday next month, and he seemed to be preparing a support song.

Luo Chen sent him a message saying that when he was outside the door, it happened that a movie was at the end and the ending song was playing.

"Why are you here alone?" Luo Chen poked his head and took a look.

"Ms. Fu went to the company and hasn't come back yet." Yu Xi told him.

Luo Chen saw that Yu Xi's clothes didn't look like his own, the sleeves were a little long and rolled up a few folds, and the sweatpants didn't look like Yu Xi's style, but Fu Younian would wear them when he jogged in the morning.I sighed several times in my heart that Fu Younian's old tree was blooming, so I went over and put my computer opposite Yu Xi.

In fact, in the online game, the two of them can just connect to the mic, and there are a few other teammates, but Luo Chen just wanted to come to find Fu Younian for a drink, so he drove over.

Luo Chen lowered his head to plug in the computer charging cable, and suddenly felt something behind him bumping him, he didn't take it seriously, he thought it was the cat raised by Fu Younian, but when he looked up after plugging it in, he almost jumped up in fright.The fluffy Samoyed looked at him wagging its tail and tried to lick his hand.

Yu Xi didn't know that Luo Chen was afraid of dogs, so he quickly dragged Xueqiu away, holding its paws to prevent it from running away.

"You raised?" Luo Chen sat down on the sofa.

"Yeah." Yu Xi nodded.

The two of them were chatting about games, and when Fu Younian came home, Yu Xi instructed Xueqiu to grab the slippers.

Xueqiu reluctantly threw the slippers at Fu Younian's feet, and Fu Younian shook hands with it politely, but they still hated each other.

And Fu Younian recently discovered that Samoyed and the little black cat have a new way of playing. The little black cat always squats on Xueqiu's back, and then Xueqiu carries it around the house. The cooperation is quite tacit, I don't know Did he make trouble on his own, or was taught by Yu Xi.

"Let's eat hot pot." Fu Younian said to Luo Chen.

The mandarin duck pot they boiled, Yu Xi had a cold and just couldn't eat spicy food, so he lowered his head to eat clear soup, and occasionally secretly took a piece of mushroom with chopsticks and dipped it in the spicy pot, Fu Younian snatched it away from his bowl, He was also given a piece of freshly cooked mushrooms in a clear soup with little water.

Yu Xi found out that Fu Younian was very picky eater, he didn't eat onion, ginger, garlic and other seasonings, he didn't eat sugar and garlic, he could barely eat coriander, and he didn't eat radish, no matter what kind it was, he would eat it in dumplings.

He retaliated and put white radish boiled in clear soup into Fu Younian's bowl. Fu Younian turned his head and glanced at him, then lowered his head and licked the cat innocently.

"Enough is enough for you two, don't flirt in front of me." Luo Chen said while being wary of the Samoyed next to him who had been staring at the fattened cow in his bowl.

Yu Xi blushed and lowered his head to drink the porridge, the medicinal porridge that Fu Younian made for him, but it didn't have much medicinal taste, and it still had the sweet fragrance of longan.

After eating, Yu Xi and Luo Chen went online to prepare for the match.

It's not a formal game, in fact it's not much different from ordinary games, it's just that the two sides have a private bet, Luo Chen said that if he can win, he will share with Yu Xi.

Fu Younian had a slight headache. He was prone to migraines in winter, and it was caused by staying up all night while filming. In those years, he worked so hard that he hardly slept every day.He was drinking medicine by the side, Yu Xi looked up at him, and Fu Younian went over and sat down beside him.

"Going for acupuncture for a few days is really more effective than taking medicine. I tried it." Luo Chen told him.

"I don't want to go," Fu Younian said, his voice paused, and he asked again after drinking the medicine, "Can it also cure rheumatism?"

"Of course," Luo Chen asked puzzled, "Your leg hurts?"

"No, just ask." Fu Younian said.

"Why don't you go to the hospital?" Yu Xi whispered to Fu Younian beside him.

Before Fu Younian could speak, Luo Chen and Yu Xi said: "Hey, you don't know how awkward this person is. In order not to go to the hospital, he even learned to give himself an injection and infusion."

"You're the one who talks too much." Fu Younian didn't want to talk to him, and leaned back against Yu Xi.

They played games, and Fu You played with Yu Xi some time ago, so he could understand a little bit, so he watched the live broadcast on a computer next to him.

Yu Xi occasionally turned on the voice changer during the live broadcast, and today he also turned it on. He tuned a particularly deep and thick macho subwoofer, and Fu Younian was in a mixed mood when he heard it.

The game lasted until after ten o'clock in the evening. In the last five rounds, Yu Xi and the others won three games. After the game, the team had a voice chat. It turned out that there was another teammate in the team who was also gay. Yu Xi heard him talking to the people around Going to a bar, it doesn't sound like an ordinary bar.

Before leaving, Luo Chen raised his eyebrows at him, saying that he promised to take him to a gay bar when he had time, but Fu Younian kicked him in the ass, shut up and dared not speak.

"I have something to say to Luo Chen, give him a piece," Fu Younian turned around and said to Yu Xi, "Try to come back as early as possible, if you are sleepy, go to bed first."

Yu Xi nodded and said, "Can I read the books in the study?"

"Yes, you can watch whatever you want." Fu Younian patted his head.

The nights have been cold lately, and it feels like it won't be long before it starts snowing.

Luo Chen drove his flamboyant sports car, and when he took the key, he turned around and asked Fu Younian, "Are you really planning to get along with him for a long time?"

Fu Younian knew what he meant. When he first said that he wanted to pursue Yu Xi, he actually didn't think too much about it himself. He thought that Yu Xi was just what he wanted and was quite cute. Sometimes it made him feel distressed. Yes. Seems like a good fit for him.Like is a word that can be easily uttered, it is more or less like, but what will happen in the future cannot be estimated.

"I seem to like him more than just." Fu Younian looked up at the light from the upstairs window, the warmth from when Yu Xi pulled his hand still remained in his palm, "I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing."

Luo Chen just didn't want to make him sad in the future, if something happened to Yu Xi, but he didn't say anything, Fu Younian knew it in his heart.

Knowing that there may be a very bad ending, but still want to move forward, there is no way.

Yu Xi went to Fu Younian's study to look for information. Fu Younian's bookcase was almost full of books related to performances and movies, and there were some books on finance and business on the middle floor. Leave them alone.

He took a copy of "Hollywood Classics in 18 Acts", and when he was about to sit down at the desk, he saw that there was another book next to this book that seemed to be very old from the spine, so he reached out and took it down.

As a result, many fragments fell out and fell to the ground in a mess.

Yu Xi squatted down to pick them up, only to find that they were all torn photos.

He saw a corner of the photo, the man looked about forty, his eyebrows and eyes were very similar to Fu Younian's, and his eye sockets were a bit deep, but he had a warm smile on his face, not as cold as Fu Younian's usual.

After opening it, he saw that it was a photo album, and there were a few complete photos inserted in it, but it looked like it was torn up and then carefully glued together.

The edges of the photos turned yellow, and some of them were time-honored. When Yu Xi saw them, they turned out to be old photos from more than ten years ago.

Fu Younian chatted with Luo Chen for a while. He wanted to ask Luo Chen if he wanted to come to his company to participate in shares. Luo Chen had agreed to him before. Even if Fu Younian's company does not do well, it won't have any impact, the rest is just a matter of how much shares to buy.

Seeing that it was very late, after Luo Chen left, Fu Younian got on the elevator and went home alone.

The house is quiet and quiet, the Samoyed and the kitten are sleeping in the living room, the cat doesn't even want its own nest, it goes to squeeze Snowball's nest all day long, fortunately Snowball is very friendly to everything except Fu Younian Tolerance, do not care about it.

Fu Younian went to the bedroom to take a look, but Yu Xi was not sleeping.

He went to the study again, only to find that Yu Xi had fallen asleep lying on the table, and seemed to be holding a book in his hand.

Fu Younian walked over and lowered his head only to realize that what he was holding was actually a photo.

There are paper knives and glue on the table, and dozens of glued photos are scattered here and there, so that the glue will not stick together when it is dry.Some of the photos were torn to pieces, so a piece of white paper of the same size was placed behind the photo, and the photos were carefully assembled and placed on it.

Each piece was glued very carefully, some of the edges were broken, and the photos had faded over time, Fu Younian felt that he might not be able to put them back to their original positions accurately, but Yu Xi did a good job.

The photo in Yu Xi's hand was taken by Fu Ruzhuo in the hospital when he was three years old.

At that time, his father was about to have the last operation. The doctor said that if he failed, even if he could get off the operating table, his physical condition would not allow him to have another operation. He hoped that his family members would be mentally prepared.

Fu Younian also doesn't remember when he tore up these photos, maybe it was too long after Fu Ruzhuo died.

He has been alone since then.

The glue on the photos was basically dry, Fu Younian put them back into the album and put them away, together with the one Yu Xi was holding with his fingertips.

He put the photo album and the "Hollywood Classic" back on the bookshelf, and then reached out and hugged Yu Xi.

Yu Xi was in a deep sleep and didn't wake up when he was picked up. He just leaned his head on his shoulder and unconsciously found a comfortable position. Fu Younian called him in a low voice, "Baby."

After he finished speaking, his ears were a little warm, but he couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth.

Yu Xi seems to like him calling him like this very much, and every time after calling him like this, he becomes very obedient. Fu Younian wants to bully him, and sometimes calls him baby in a very joking tone, which makes Yu Xi unbearable and jumps over Hit him with a pillow.

Fu Younian bowed his head and kissed the tip of his cool nose, and said the words "I love you" in his heart, but he didn't say it, but he felt that loving him seemed to be a very good thing.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-11-0123:58:47~2020-11-0223:55:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 lotus;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 iron pillar;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!