After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Yu Xi was already very sleepy after sending the last message to Fu Younian, and before Fu Younian could reply, he hugged the quilt and fell asleep.

The environment near the studio is not very good, and in a remote urban village, there are only a few small hotels in the alleys, so the hotel arranged by the crew for the actors is a little far away from the studio.

In the morning, Zhou Xiaochi drove Yu Xi to the set. Just as he got out of the car, Yu Xi raised his head and saw Fu Younian from the window on the second floor of the next building.

Fu Younian beckoned at him, and Yu Xi avoided the crew and went up.

Fu Younian held a can of Qiuli cream in his hand, scooped up half a spoonful and added it to the cup of hot milk next to him, then stretched out the spoon for Yu Xi to sip.

Yu Xi ducked back, "No."

"Taste it." Fu Younian was still stretching out his hand.

Yu Xi didn't really want to sip the spoon like this, he felt like a puppy, but after tasting a little, the remaining Qiuli paste on it was quite sweet.

Fu Younian pulled Yu Xi over, made him stand with his back to him, stuffed the milk cup into his hand, and then took off the thin hair tie on the back of his head.

Yu Xi thinks it's hot, so every day when he goes out, he puts his half-length hair up, but he doesn't know how to do it, he always grabs it randomly, I don't know how to do it with a hunk, it's a mess, thanks to that pretty face , otherwise, if there is a Reuters, it will be black material again.

Fu Younian couldn't stand it anymore, leaned against the table and gave him a whole new set up.

Yu Xi looked up at him and said, "Mr. Fu, didn't you sleep well last night?"

He noticed that Fu Younian was exceptionally silent today.

Fu Younian paused, and gently tugged on his tug, like pulling a puppy's tail, and said expressionlessly, "Well, someone came to my room last night."

Yu Xi remembered that it was past eleven o'clock when he left, and he didn't know who would come to look for Fu Younian so late, so he immediately became vigilant, "Who is looking for you in the middle of the night?"

After tying it up, Fu Younian ignored him and prepared to go out with the script.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Yu Xi followed him out, holding his hand and asking persistently.

"Don't you know?" Fu Younian looked down at him, almost sneering, "Plato talked to me in his dream."

"..." Yu Xi blushed and kicked his heel.

When they got downstairs, the two pretended not to know each other well. Han Cheng asked the field manager to buy hot oolong tea for the cast and crew. When he bought it, Yu Xi was standing beside him, so he asked him to take it to Fu Younian.

Fu Younian reached out to take it, and said "thank you" politely, but when Yu Xi was about to leave, he pretended to touch the back of his hand casually.Yu Xi was so annoyed, and he didn't dare to hide in front of so many people around him, otherwise he would be seen and thought that Fu Younian was playing hooligans on the crew and actors after he became the director.

Ye Jingzhe changed into her school uniform, and came in from the entrance of the alley with her ponytail tied. She was pushing a painted Phoenix brand bicycle.

Today is the first scene between Yu Xi and her. Both of them are very serious. After coming over in the morning, they corrected their lines several times, squatting next to the bicycle and thinking about the character design together.

"Wow, it's terrible, Mr. Fu is going to be with us again today," Ye Jingzhe said to Yu Xi in a low voice, "I heard that the people in the next group were scolded to cry yesterday afternoon."

"The one who plays my cellmate?" Yu Xi saw someone crying outside the studio yesterday afternoon.

"I hope the two of us won't be scolded." Ye Jingzhe felt lingering fear.

Before she signed this play, she had never heard that Fu Younian was going to be an assistant director. She had just debuted not long ago, and she was beyond the reach of those seniors, like a person from two worlds.

The lighting team is also ready, and the camera positions are set up.

There are 12 games and 1 scene.

He Wen got up early in the morning and was about to go to school. He scratched his slightly long hair uncomfortably. His forehead blocked his eyes, so he couldn't see the road clearly, and he wasn't used to it.

During the two years in the juvenile prison, he was always shaved so that his scalp was almost exposed.

"What did you hear, what did you hear? Where did the little bastard go?" A woman's voice of cursing and complaining came from the kitchen.

"I'm...packing...packing the books..." He Wen blushed, but couldn't utter the last word "bag".

The woman felt annoyed when she heard him talking, with a dirty apron full of oil still hanging around her waist, she dragged the heavy sack of cabbage on the ground, and threw it to the door, almost hitting He Wen's foot.

There was a hole in the old cloth shoes on He Wen's feet, and the gray socks were protruding from them.

"Move it out and put it in the car for me," the woman raised her hand and pushed the back of his head violently, looking at his unsightly messy hair, she was annoyed, but it was better than the bald head shaved like a murderer, "Go to school No, you can’t do your job well, you were born to be knifed, you little bastard.”

Yu Xi lowered his head and was staggered by the push. The abuse in his ears was too familiar. His aunt had scolded him countless times for being a bastard who came to collect debts, so that he didn't know whether it was out of the drama or too deep into the drama, so he couldn't help biting. The lower molars were removed.

Han Cheng raised his hand to interrupt, "Stop for a moment."

The shot just now was pushed very close, almost face-to-face, and even the slight trembling of the eyelashes could be seen clearly under the camera, not to mention that when he gritted his teeth, the masseter muscle moved.

"He Wen, there is a part of his character that is very forbearing and cowardly. He won't get angry," Han Cheng said to Yu Xi, "At least just pushing and scolding a few times like this will not make him angry at all. His eyes It’s impossible to even blink. Xiaoyu, let’s have another one.”

"Okay, Director Han, I understand." Yu Xi nodded and took another shot.

Immediately following the next scene.

He Wen dragged the heavy sack out of the yard, fearing that it would damage the vegetables inside, he finally carried the sack on his shoulders, bending his knees under the pressure.

Several families lived in their courtyard. He Wen struggled to get the vegetables onto the flatbed cart when he heard the door of the house next to him slam, and a girl wearing the same school uniform as him came out.

The girl's expression changed the moment she saw him, angry and fearful.

"Stop again," Han Cheng interrupted them again, "Xiaoye, you used too much force, your expression was unnatural just now, you already know that He Wen was released from prison, and you saw him in class yesterday, don't be particularly surprised .”

Ye Jingzhe blushed and nodded embarrassingly.

"I don't feel very well today," Han Cheng took a sip from his teacup, and said to Fu Younian, "Both kids are a bit out of sorts, either you are in the play or I am in the play."

This is the fault of choosing young actors. Maybe the other party is really serious, but acting skills are not developed in a day. Being young means lack of experience.

It's just that everyone has been young before, and no one can be young forever. Han Cheng is still willing to train newcomers, although it takes a lot of energy.

"Let's take a few more shots in the future." Fu Younian stared at the monitor.

It's only been two days since I joined the group, and the actors still need to get in touch with each other.

The filming didn't go well in the morning, either there was something wrong with the two leading actors, or the extras couldn't keep up with the rhythm, but they managed to finish the planned shooting task, so Han Cheng didn't say much and let them go to rest.

In the afternoon, I took the scene of changing seats at the beginning of school.

The props group in the classroom is ready, everything is placed in its proper position, and the shooting can start after the lighting is set.

The background of this play is in the late 90s of last century, so the desks and chairs in the classroom have a sense of obsoleteness from that era.Moreover, this school is also known as a concentration of poor students. The wooden tabletop is covered with scratches, and there are messy graffiti and swear words painted on by various oil pens.

The whole class was full of smog, and there was only one day of cleanliness, the day when Ji Jia transferred to another school in the first year of high school. She was like a white camellia that fell into the mud, and even He Wen's numb and dull heart beat a little bit. .

15 scenes and 1 scene.

During the recess, He Wen was blocked by the boys in the class. Many people hit him with chalk ends, in the name of punishing the murderer.

Some courageous girls also joined in to watch the excitement.

"Ji Jia, Ji Jia, go over and see, don't you hate him the most?" Several girls went to the seats to pull the girl named Ji Jia.

"I'm not going, there's nothing to see." Ji Jia saw He Wen huddled in a corner, and he pulled up his school uniform to cover his head, so he leaked the yellowed autumn clothes inside, looking very silly.

Before class, those boys finally let go of He Wen.

The teacher walked into the class and began to arrange the seats for this semester. He Wen was placed behind Ji Jia, just like they met for the first time in their first year of high school.

He Wen was lying on the table, sucking in the cold air quietly all the time. He was hit many times. Although they were all small chalk heads, they still hurt quite a lot.

This shot was pretty good, Han Cheng praised a few words, and when Yu Xi looked up, he saw Fu Younian smiling at him sitting behind the monitor, so he also pursed his lips and smiled. It's like a handful of broken stars.

But I didn't expect it to be better for such a short period of time, and after that, Han Cheng's brows became more and more wrinkled.

The last scene of the day was them walking outside the school after school.

Ji Jia pushed the bicycle whose tire had been punctured by someone, and walked along the dilapidated road, and the sky began to get a little dark.

He Wen was on the way with her, carrying a dirty schoolbag, wearing school uniform trousers with a large portion of trouser legs, walking behind Ji Jia with his head down.

"Can you stay away from me?" Ji Jia stopped and turned her head, her voice trembling when she spoke.

"I...I want to protect...protect...you." He Wen even gestured and stammered.

"My brother was killed by you, why are you protecting me?" Ji Jia picked up broken bricks on the ground and threw them on him.

"It's not...it's not...it's me!" He Wen argued in a hurried tone, his eyes were restless.

"Stop," Han Cheng raised his hand again, "Xiaoye hit too hard. You know yourself best, and you know what you should do now. You tell yourself that you hate him, but you also hate him." Afraid of him, even though He Wen was released, everyone, including you, still thinks he is the murderer, and now there are only two of you on the street, you don’t dare to hit him like that.”

A brick smashed a piece of dust on Yu Xi's school uniform jacket, he slapped it off, and made another five or six with Ye Jingzhe.

The result is still not good, repeatedly NG in this scene.

"The mood is wrong," Han Cheng sighed, "You two have a deep relationship, a two-way secret love relationship, and even on the surface, you won't be tit-for-tat, the tone is too hard."

Fu Younian watched in silence for a long time, saw that Han Cheng was in a stalemate, and the leading actors and other extras were also very embarrassed, so he slowly said, "Yu Xi, what kind of person do you think He Wen is? "

Yu Xi didn't expect Fu Younian to call him suddenly, he was taken aback for a moment, and then replied, "It looks cowardly, but..."

Halfway through speaking, he suddenly realized that he seemed to be wrong.

"He is not cowardly on the surface, he is really cowardly, he has only been brave once in his life." Fu Younian tapped his fingertips on the table.

On the set, a needle could be heard, and Fu Younian's voice was sober and rational, but it also seemed extraordinarily cold, so indifferent that there was no trace of emotion.

"And you, Ji Jia, you used to like him," Fu Younian looked up at Ye Jingzhe, "You know he's a bit silly, you know he's a stutter who is often laughed at, but you still like him."

Ye Jingzhe was also a little embarrassed, she didn't even dare to look into Fu Younian's eyes.

"One more." Fu Younian said.

Yu Xi and Ye Jingzhe filmed again, but there was not much difference from the previous one, and even new problems appeared, which became worse.

"You are playing characters, not yourself. You have to think from the standpoint of the characters." Fu Younian frowned and looked at the two of them. "Didn't you write the biography of the characters before starting the machine? How did you write it back then?" ?”

Yu Xi repeated it again, his throat was a little tight, and he let out a trace of tension inadvertently.

Ye Jingzhe also quickly recited his words, then bowed her head and stood with Yu Xi, feeling like elementary school students who were scolded by the teacher for not doing their homework well.

"Continue to film," Han Cheng said, "We must finish filming today."

Shooting the same scene too many times will actually make you feel numb, just like staring at a word for a long time and suddenly feel that you don’t recognize it. The more you shoot repeatedly, the more you don’t know whether you are acting well.

The last three are still NG.

Han Cheng talked dryly with them, but it was still not of much use.

"Yu Xi, if she hit you with a brick, what would you do?" Fu Younian leaned against the back of the chair with the script on his lap.

"I will find all the evidence that can prove that I didn't kill anyone, and show it to her." Yu Xi said bravely.

"What if she doesn't believe it? You were released from prison and acquitted, and you showed her the evidence. What if she just doesn't believe it?" Fu Younian asked again.

"..." Yu Xi paused without opening his mouth.

"Tell the truth." Fu Younian looked up at him.

"If you don't believe me, don't believe it," Yu Xi clutched the schoolbag in his hand, his finger bones turned white, feeling a sense of unreasonable grievance, "I don't need anyone to believe me, I know I'm right."

"So," Fu Younian's gaze was sharp and deep, "You just said the lines in such a rush to refute, you wanted to defend yourself, and you even felt angry because you were angry, not He Wen, do you understand? Understand? You always thought you put your emotions into it, but in fact it was wrong from beginning to end, and you walked hard along the wrong path, what is the point?"

Ye Jingzhe followed her heartbeat a few times, and said hesitantly, "Mr. Fu..."

"You control your expressions well, at least three of them are because your expressions are not NG," Fu Younian turned to Ye Jingzhe and said, "The muscles around the eyes, as well as the masseter muscles, don't use so much force, it's not the kind of emotional Let’s start a big scene, or go to the monitor for a while to see what the photogenic effect is like.”

Han Cheng waved his hands and asked Yu Xi and Ye Jingzhe to go to the side for a scene and then come back to continue filming, and then turned to Fu Younian and said: "You're going to make people cry again, but it's better than me talking about it for half an hour. "

It was even more disastrous when filming "Spring Prisoner" before. Looking back, Han Cheng broke into a cold sweat. Every detail, movement, and every word in the lines were picked over and over again. It was so finely ground that the actor's heart was full of tears. more or less emotional.

And at that time, the female lead of the crew was still a middle-aged woman, and the male lead was younger, but he was also a popular idol. Unlike Ye Jingzhe, they were willing to be disciplined, and they were not willing to be NG if they made a mistake. After all, they stayed in the same crew for too long. Lost time equals lost money.

But I have to say that the final film turned out surprisingly well, so that Han Cheng has been thinking about it for so many years, and every time he thinks that this drama cannot be broadcast, the regret in his heart is twisted into knots.

Later, when I saw the two leading actors back then, they both achieved a little success in acting. When we talked about going out from a very strict crew, and then to those crews with loose management and casual filming, I felt that I couldn't bear it. , The habits and psychological bottom line developed in the first half of the year are difficult to overthrow.

Fu Younian didn't speak, and he didn't hear much of what Han Cheng said to him. He took a sip of tea from the cup and saw Yu Xi talking to Ye Jingzhe not far away, his figure hidden under his loose school uniform , approaching the evening, when the cool wind blows, the school uniform is blown against the back, making it look extraordinarily thin.

Yu Xi never looked back at him.

"I think we'll do this again later, I'm going forward, you just follow my car." Ye Jingzhe discussed with Yu Xi.

"Okay," Yu Xi looked up at the current natural light, "the time should catch up, and the length of the shadow is appropriate."

Yu Xi and Ye Jingzhe probably sorted out their thoughts and went to find the director.

"Director Han, Director Fu, Jing Zhe and I will try filming again." Yu Xi said.

They both bowed and apologized to the director and other crew members, "I'm sorry for the long delay today."

This scene was filmed for three and a half hours, with [-] NGs.

"It's okay, let's try again." Han Cheng couldn't bear to talk about them anymore.

The scene record was played, and shooting started again.

"No...not...me." He Wen lowered his head, he silently suffered Ji Jia's hit on him, his tone was hurried for a moment, but then softened, his overly long forehead hair was hanging down, his profile was thin and bony lonely.

Ji Jia raised her sleeves and wiped her tears, her eyes were red when she turned around, no matter who did it, her brother was already dead.

She picked up the bicycle that fell beside her.

The setting sun shone on the water surface of the nearby moat, sparkling, but no one bothered to look at it.

He Wen carried his old schoolbag and followed her not too far away.

He clumsily grabbed his hair a few times, and because he kept his head down, his eyes fell on Ji Jia's shadow.

The shadow dangled in front of his eyes, moving forward following Ji Jia's footsteps.

Yu Xi and Ye Jingzhe originally discussed that he was walking in the shadow of Ji Jia's bicycle, as if he was enveloped, but now that he looked down and saw Ye Jingzhe's shadow, he suddenly had another idea.

There was a paragraph on the back of the script, which was printed, but he could tell that the original version should be in Fu Younian's handwriting.

There are two kinds of the highest level of human romance, one is the courage to go forward in the face of the unknown, and the other is the courage to go forward in the face of known tragedies.

He thought of the doomed ending of He Wen becoming a real "juvenile delinquent" in order to protect Ji Jia, and felt that he was not shrouded in the shadow of his love for this girl, it was never a shadow, it was the light that fell into his eyes, it was this In the ignorant and depressing town, the only cleanliness.

Fu Younian has been watching the monitor.

When he saw He Wen biting his sleeve, it was someone tricking him into correcting his stutter. In fact, that person just thought his words were annoying and wanted him to shut up.

The young man's pale face was full of loneliness. He was a little silly, and he walked behind the girl he liked. He lowered his head and childishly stepped on her shadow to play, but he was reluctant to step on it, and moved his foot away when he was close to it.

Even though he didn't understand why he couldn't bear it.

The author has something to say: Mr. Fu: My wife can help me.

Note: "There are two kinds of the highest level of human romance, one is the courage to move forward in the face of the unknown, and the other is the courage to move forward in the face of known tragedies."

It's a quote, but suddenly I can't remember which book it is, update it first, and add it when I find it.

感谢在2020-10-2623:29:30~2020-10-2721:43:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 iron pillar;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!