After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Li Yao digested it for 10 minutes and still wondered if he had heard hallucinations just now. He was in a trance, feeling that a new round of storms in his career as an agent was ushered in.

"When did you two get together?" Li Yao broke down, "Why don't I know anything about it?"

"A few days ago." Fu Younian put away the magazine, took out his mobile phone and logged on to Weibo, which he hadn't seen in 800 years, to follow Yu Xi.

Li Yao took Fu Younian with him for so long, but he really didn't realize that he was gay. He even felt that Fu Younian was a bit frigid. After all, Fu Younian didn't pay attention to the men and women who came to his side Take a look.

"You won't come out of the closet suddenly, will you?" Li Yao worried, "You have to tell me in advance if you have something to do."

Sexuality is an extremely sensitive topic in this circle. Even if you throw some ambiguous photos in front of you, if you don’t admit it, no one can be homosexual. Once you admit it, most of them will have no good results. Half of the resources are no different from blocking.

"Not for the time being." Fu Younian didn't really care about it, he just felt that Yu Xi was too young, if he was still studying, he would not have graduated from university.

He still has a studio and the foundation he has laid over the years. No one can easily shake him, but Yu Xi has just started, and he is obviously talented and capable, so he cannot be ruined overnight.

Li Yao didn't know what he was thinking, and he was a little relieved to hear that he would not come out.

Fu Younian went to retweet a few tidbits and previews of "Qingya" by the way, swipe down with his fingertips, and found that there was a lot of noise in the comments on the official blog, so he asked Li Yao: "What's going on with "Qingya" recently? ?”

"It's the crap that Cen Ning added to the play before." Li Yao didn't care too much, since it had no effect on Fu Younian anyway, "The rest of the play is almost restored to the original, but she has a few more paragraphs with you. It’s enough to put together two episodes of the emotional drama, and many drama fans are not satisfied, it’s making trouble, let Director Zhang re-edit the film.”

Li Yao has been paying attention to the progress of the broadcast, so as to facilitate the promotion of the show, so he knows where it will be broadcast, and almost tonight, it will be the part where the second female lead confesses to the male lead.

There is no such scene in the play book. The second female lead likes the male lead, but she didn't say anything until she died. As a result, Cen Ning's opinion at the time was that it didn't show how infatuated the second female lead was, so she had to ask for a confession .Zhang Feiran's follow-up filming funds were suppressed, and finally agreed to add scenes to her.

Fu Younian frowned. Seeing that there was a topic in the comments, #论青岩男主的结合度#, he didn't click on it, put down his phone, and went to shoot the commercial.

After Yu Xi hung up the phone call to Fu Younian, he realized that he was a little hungry. He hadn't eaten since last night, and only lost a little glucose when he was unconscious.

His ward in the nursing home is a permanent ward, and even if he doesn't live here, no one will move in.Moreover, this sanatorium was originally invested and built by the Yu family. It can even be said that it was originally a hospital run by the original owner alone, and it was just incidental to treat other patients.

Lin Baiyi also arranged for someone to come and clean the ward even when the original owner was at home, so that he could move in at any time.

There are all kinds of facilities in the ward. Without the ventilator and the infusion stand, it is not even obvious that it is a ward. If you have no yearning for the outside world, you can spend your whole life here.

Yu Xi wanted to press the beeper on the bedside to ask the nurse to make a meal for him, but before he pressed it, he saw Yu Yan coming in from the door carrying some exquisitely packaged lunch boxes.

"Brother, when did you wake up?" Yu Yan put the meal on the bedside.

Yu Xi didn't eat what he brought over, so he asked the nurse to buy another one.

Yu Yan just smiled, opened the lunch box he brought, and sat aside to eat in silence.

He knew that his brother didn't want to see him, so he was very wary of him, but he couldn't help but want to come over.Even eating a boring meal like this is much better than staying at Yu's house.

Occasionally he was a little thankful that Yu Xi didn't die at that time, otherwise he would never have a place to go back to.

"What are you doing here?" Yu Xi drank some porridge and didn't have much appetite. No matter what he ate, he couldn't get rid of the bitter taste of medicine in his mouth.

"There's no one at home, so I'm here to look for you," Yu Yan said, "My mother went abroad to find that woman and her child, and I heard she made a move."

Yu Xi didn't think there was anything unusual. He remembered that the father of the protagonist Shou in the book was a complete scumbag. He cheated on his wife during her pregnancy, and later married Lin Baiyi, and kept taking care of his lover outside. The current one is not the last one.

Lin Baiyi was dreaming of marrying into a wealthy family, only to finally realize that she had nothing but the little money that Yu Xuecheng would throw to her when he occasionally thought of it. She knows how she got married, and if she can do it, so can others, so she strictly guards against sticking to it, trying to please her husband and keep her husband, but at the same time she wants to peel off his skin.

"I should have listened to you earlier, and now I know that I was wrong." Yu Yan said mockingly.

He stubbornly wanted to get some maternal love from Lin Baiyi, always looking for reasons for her, and defending her unreservedly no matter what happened, it wasn't until this time that he really almost killed Yu Xi that he realized that How wrong.

It's not that he regrets killing his brother, even now, if he has the chance, he still won't let Yu Xi live.

It's just that he didn't expect that Lin Baiyi really didn't intend to stop him at all, and even got angry repeatedly because of his failure. Those slaps on the face made him sober from the pain, and finally realized that she was just In order for him to be pampered and be a rich wife for the rest of his life, his life and death are worthless.

"You know there is something wrong with the medicine she gave you, right?" Yu Yan asked, "And Aunt Liu is not someone you can trust."

"So why are you telling me these things?" Yu Xi's tone was calm, as he had already guessed.

Yu Yan knew from a very early age that Lin Baiyi was secretly changing Yu Xi's medicine. He might be six or seven years old, or younger.

At that time, Yu Xi was still drinking Chinese medicine every day. He followed Aunt Liu to the kitchen and felt sick when he smelled the bitter medicine.

It was not easy for Lin Baiyi to marry into a wealthy family. The family employed so many aunts, and they couldn't take care of the children by themselves. In addition, Yu Yan was not liked by the Yu family when he was born. Lin Baiyi felt that he was a burden, and hardly paid attention to him. .

So Yu Yan is not close to her, he clings to his brother all day long, chasing after his wheelchair, like a little tail that never gets tired.

Lin Baiyi was the only one who was very attentive to Yu Xi's medicine. Every day she watched Aunt Liu boil it, and then took it with her own hands to feed it to Yu Xi.

Yu Yan has seen it many times, she removed the medicine bag, poured out several medicines at random, and then let Aunt Liu boil it.Sometimes they would unscrew those capsules, pour out the medicine powder inside, then put in flour or other white powder, and feed them to Yu Xi.

He didn't understand what she was doing at that time, he just felt bad, and the doctor obviously didn't say that.

But Lin Baiyi was always staring at him, he didn't dare to tell Yu Xi, so he just sprinkled ashes or put small stones in Yu Xi's water cup or medicine bowl, and Yu Xi would stop eating when he saw it.

Surprisingly, when he did that for the first time, Lin Baiyi actually found out. He was standing against the stairs in fear, but Lin Baiyi touched his head with a gentle attitude that he had never had before.

He tried several times, and Lin Baiyi treated him better and better, becoming more and more like a real mother.

He also finally gradually discovered that he was born against Yu Xi. If Yu Xi is alive, he has at most one older brother, and he is sick. , he can have all the rest.

The Yu family has always favored sons over daughters, just like Yu Xuecheng, even if he loves his daughter even more, he still let him learn to manage the company. If Yu Xi dies, he will be the only grandson of Mr. Yu, and the only one is very precious.

He has always found Gu Bozhou disgusting, and he said he likes Yu Xi, but in fact, fame and fortune are more important to him than Yu Xi.The same is true for him. The Yu family looked down on him and looked at him like a piece of mud. Even the person who gave birth to him regarded him as a dog who would come at him at any time. Only his brother was really good to him. He felt that only Yu Xi was his family, but every time, he gave up on Yu Xi.

"I don't mean anything else," Yu Yan said, "I'm just telling you."

After Yu Yan left, Yu Xi still felt upset.

It is very difficult for him to sever ties with the Yu family. Mr. Yu will not agree no matter what, and he will not be able to avoid it for a while, so he can only be exhausted.

Yu Xi sat next to the bed and poured another bottle of liquid, flipped through the phone boredly, when he clicked on Weibo, he suddenly got stuck and couldn't move, he was stunned for a moment, and when the phone finally resumed working, he realized that he didn't know why the fans suddenly broke. tens of millions.

He looked at the hot search in a daze, but there was no entry related to him, but the first entry #论青岩男主的adaptation degree# was followed by the word boiling, so he clicked in to have a look.

Yu Xi also knew that fans of the drama had been clamoring for a re-editing of the film these days because of the addition of the second female lead, but they didn't pay much attention.

I clicked into that trending search, only to find that the first one was a collection of videos.

They are about the compatibility between the male lead of Qingya and the female lead, the second male lead, the third male lead... Passerby A.There is even a collection of ghosts and animals in the back. Regarding the compatibility between the male lead of Qingya and the flowers, plants and small stones on the roadside, the bgm is a cycle of love.

Yu Xi first went to see the one with Xiao Shitou.

The male protagonist flicked his sleeves to wipe off the dust on the stone, and the little stone blushed shyly. When it rained, the male protagonist stood outside the mountain gate with an umbrella, and the little stone leaned against him with a blushing face.

The speed of the video was doubled, the steps were precise, and it was very cheerful. When Yu Xi was drinking water, he saw Fu Younian smiling at the stone. He almost choked and coughed a few times while covering the quilt.

In short, it went around a long way and proved that the male protagonist just doesn't have cp feeling with the female second.

Yu Xi scrolled down to the hot comments, his eyes suddenly stopped.

"Woooooo the female lead is with the second male lead, let the male lead take away the younger brother, wouldn't it be nice if a rival turns into a lover!"

"If the screenwriter insists on forcing the male lead and the second female lead to join in the CP, then the male lead will kill the little junior he brought up with his own hands. There will be no attachment in the world, and he will let go of everything to practice the ruthless way. Isn't this more like love?"

"Let me just say one thing, Yuyu szd..."

It was only then that Yu Xi realized belatedly that he and Fu Younian actually had CP fans.

He went to search, and there was even a super talk. The picture on the top was the moment when he looked back at Fu Younian at the first variety show concert with his back to the bright lights below the stage. .It may be due to the light, but the faces are not clearly visible, more like silhouettes, full of ambiguous sense of story.

Yu Xi's face turned redder as he turned down. The pictures drawn by fans didn't know what kind of bad posture it was. The nurse who came in to pull out his needle thought he had a fever again, so she hurried to take his temperature, and it turned out that the temperature was normal, so she posted it Feel free to lower the temperature of the air conditioner a little.

Couldn't help flipping through it for a while longer, Yu Xi put away his phone and went to sleep, so as not to wake up tomorrow and not hear Fu Younian's call.

Fu Younian took the earliest flight back to City B, and when he arrived at the airport, it was already 06:30 in the morning.

He was afraid that Yu Xi would not wake up, so he sent a message first, asking where Yu Xi was.

Yu Xi directly shared the location with him, and Fu Younian discovered that it was the nursing home where he met Yu Xi for the first time.

Yu Xi wanted to leave the hospital today, so he went to ask his doctor in charge, and when he was about to leave the consulting room, he turned back to the doctor and said, "I have something to trouble you for."

The doctor asked him in a gentle tone, "What's the matter?"

He was the one who performed Yu Xi's heart surgery when he was a child. He watched Yu Xi grow up, and even spent more time with him than Yu Xi's family.

"Later I...boyfriend should come to pick me up," Yu Xi paused when he mentioned boyfriend, they have kissed several times, Fu Younian should be his boyfriend, "If he comes to find me You, you can show him all my medical records, and if he asks anything, just say it straight, don't hide it from him."

The doctor was obviously a little surprised when he heard the boyfriend's words, but he still agreed.

When Fu Younian looked for him according to the ward number Yu Xi sent him, the nurse had just come to measure Yu Xi's blood pressure and temperature.

After only a few days apart, Yu Xi's face was obviously paler. When the nurse left, Fu Younian sat on the chair beside the bed, leaned over and raised his index finger to scrape the tip of his nose, "What's wrong?"

Yu Xi shook his head.

Fu Younian bowed his head and kissed him, tasting a little bit of bitter medicine.

"You are going to be infected," Yu Xi pulled up the quilt to cover half of his face, "I have a bad cold."

Fu Younian raised his lips and smiled, took out a toffee from his coat pocket, peeled off the wrapper and fed it to him.

"Where did the sugar come from?" The rich milky aroma filled his mouth, diluting the medicinal taste, Yu Xi asked him with sugar in his mouth.

Fu Younian didn't wear a suit today, it was a very casual jacket. He opened the pocket to show Yu Xi that there were chocolates and toffee inside, and put a few more into Yu Xi's hand, bowed his head and said, "Give me a hand on the way!" You bought it." He always remembered seeing Yu Xi taking medicine on the set, as if he was afraid of suffering.

Yu Xi held the candy in his hand, his eyes were sore.

"I'll go through the discharge procedures for you," Fu Younian told him, "I'll be back soon."

Yu Xi nodded.

Fu Younian got up and went to the consultation room, wanting to ask if Yu Xi could be discharged in the morning.

The doctor happened to be looking through Yu Xi's medical records, so he handed them to Fu Younian.

Fu Younian paused, then reached out to take it.

He knew that Yu Xi's health was not very good, but he didn't expect it to be so bad.

"In fact, it is recommended to rest and rest. This is the safest way, especially when winter is coming. His legs will hurt after a while, and it may not be convenient for him to walk," the doctor said.

Fu Younian sat on the sofa in the consulting room, frowning and looking through the medical records. From the earliest heart surgery to the latest hospitalization with a high fever, there were countless times between life and death.

"Taking care of such a patient is very difficult and requires a lot of patience. A family like the Yu family has not been able to do it all these years," the doctor said helplessly. "It's not that the patient can persevere if he wants to live."

Yu Xi's body is like disassembled and reassembled parts, loose and jerky, no one knows what kind of problem will appear one day, maybe a certain screw is loose, and everything will collapse.

Fu Younian fell into a long silence as the doctor slowly explained Yu Xi's illness to him.

Taking care of patients is not an easy task. Many times they are mentally exhausted. Lying on the hospital bed, life seems to pass many times faster. Every day, you can find that this person becomes paler and older again. In the end, I had to rely on the machine to breathe.

The feeling of being unable to retain and watching someone die is the most powerless.

Yu Xi originally wanted to wait for Fu Younian to return to the ward to look for him, but Fu Younian had been gone for nearly an hour and hadn't come back yet, so he couldn't sit still, so he went to the consultation room to look for Fu Younian.

Through the glass window of the consultation room on the other side of the corridor, Yu Xi saw Fu Younian sitting inside, listening to the doctor.

Fu Younian rarely spoke from the beginning to the end, just silently holding the medical record in his hand.

Yu Xi was lying by the window, the longer Fu Younian remained silent, the more his heart seemed to be falling on an iron block, gradually sinking, and it seemed like bubbles were bursting around his ears.

Fu Younian put the heavy stack of medical records on the coffee table.

The skinny knuckles of his parents passed away before his eyes, and he also thought of Fu Ruzhuo's scarred wrists when he committed suicide.

Finally, when everything faded away, only the cold and soft touch of Yu Xi's fingertips remained when Yu Xi held his hand.

Fu Younian touched the toffee and chocolate in his pocket, finally smiled and said, "It's okay, I will take care of him."

The doctor was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and got up again to find Yu Xi's rehabilitation manual for Fu Younian.

Fu Younian was thinking too much in his mind just now, and he didn't notice that there was someone outside the window. Only now did he realize that there seemed to be a gaze cast in this direction, and when he turned around, he happened to meet Yu Xi's gaze.

In order to protect the patient's privacy, the glass in the consultation room was extremely soundproof, so Yu Xi didn't hear anything, but when Fu Younian looked back at him, he subconsciously bent his eyes and smiled at Fu Younian.

Then he saw Fu Younian pick up the medical record book to cover his side face, and mouthed to him with a smile on his lips: "Idiot."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-10-1823:53:14~2020-10-1923:58:41期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 lotus;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 409502991;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!