After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Yu Xi's slack gaze finally refocused, he let go of the paper bag in his hand, and it was the first time he knew what hyperventilation was like, just now he was like a dying fish dehydrated too much.

After coming to this place, Yu Xi hardly had a night of solid sleep. He couldn't close his eyes. As long as he closed his eyes, he would feel a wave of heart palpitations. blind.

The sleeping pills had little effect on him. The original owner had been taking various sleeping pills all year round, and his body had already developed drug resistance.

This paper bag was just in case he put it next to the bed, but he didn't expect to really use it.

There were still knocks on the door outside, Yu Xi pressed his swollen temples, got up and opened the door.

Xueqiu has been trying to open the door by grabbing the doorknob, but when Yu Xi came back at night, he locked the door behind him. It tried many times but failed to open it, and couldn't wake Yu Xi up. Turning her head and ran over to rub against his trouser legs, her tail wagged a few afterimages.

"Good boy." Yu Xi leaned over and patted its head.

After waiting for a long time, Fu Younian didn't hear anyone inside. He felt very uneasy, and he couldn't explain the reason. After the door was finally opened, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Teacher Fu." Yu Xi stood by the door with a tired look on his face.

"I just heard it barking loudly." Fu Younian looked down at the Samoyed that was squeezed between the door and Yu Xi's legs.

"I'm sorry," Yu Xi pushed the snowball in with his calf, "Did it make you rest?"

Fu Younian really wanted to say that he didn't mean that, but in this way, it sounded like he knocked on Yu Xi's door out of concern. After a few seconds of subtle struggle, he changed the subject and said, "It's okay, I was planning to take the cat out, so I stopped by to take a look when I heard the movement."

"What happened to the cat?" Yu Xi asked him.

"I haven't been very energetic at night. I don't know if there is a problem with the operation. I plan to take it to have a look." Fu Younian continued to make up.

Yu Xi remembered that after the operation on the little black cat in the morning, the doctor said it was very successful. He himself had raised a cat before, and took it for sterilization. Generally, there would be no problems, especially the operation on the little male cat was relatively small. It's simple, you can jump around in a few days, just say: "Let me take a look for you?"

Yu Xi was a little afraid of the empty and dark room behind him. After he lost his sight, he began to be afraid of the night. After all, no matter how many lights are turned on, there are always places that the lights cannot reach.

Sometimes he prefers to stay on the set and shoot night scenes, at least the set is full of people.

It's hard for him to describe that feeling, it's different from blindfolding his eyes with a thick black cloth to artificially block out a piece of darkness, after being blind he can't even see the normal black, there is nothingness and emptiness in front of him, It can easily overwhelm a person psychologically, it is the analog of the night, but more creepy.

"Okay." Fu Younian paused for a few seconds, then nodded.

Yu Xi asked Xueqiu to stay at home to sleep, and went with Fu Younian with the key.

When the door rang, the kitten looked again, but this time it didn't retract, and stretched out a fluffy paw, hanging beside the cat's nest.

Yu Xi went to the cat's nest and squatted down, raised his index finger and gently rubbed its paws, the kitten hugged his fingertips and licked them, and gnawed with their teeth, but the gnawing was not heavy, Yu Xi only felt his fingertips slightly itchy.

Fu Younian looked at the cat beside him with complicated emotions, and he has brought it back for two months, but he has never received this kind of treatment.

Little white-eyed wolf.

"It seems that there is nothing wrong, and she is quite clever." Yu Xi raised his head and said.

"Then why did it ignore me just now?" Fu Younian leaned over and poked the cat's butt a few times.

Maybe I'm too lazy to talk to you, Yu Xi thought.

But he didn't say it, and comforted Fu Younian hypocritically: "Probably it was sleepy just now."

Fu Younian felt that he already knew Yu Xi a little bit, and when he saw the faint smile on the corner of his mouth just now, he knew that he probably didn't think anything good.

After the postoperative fasting time ordered by the doctor, Fu Younian got up and planned to fetch some water to feed it. When he came back, he saw Yu Xi playing with the kitten holding the little goldfish in the cat litter.

The warm yellow light in the corner of the living room shone on him, his whole body was covered with a layer of soft pale gold, but he was very silent, and there was no extra expression on his face.

His fingertips held by the cat's paw are pale and slender, like a cold, hard white statue, without warmth or emotion, but it is strange to let that little thing lick his fingertips with its barbed tongue all the time The ground neutralizes the coldness and softness.

Yu Xi looked up and saw Fu Younian came back, and the cat was fine, so he said, "Mr. Fu, then I'll go first."

"Well," Fu Younian agreed in a low voice, seeing Yu Xi's hands shaking while holding the cat toy from the corner of the eye, he couldn't help but said, "You can call me if you need anything."

Yu Xi was stunned for a moment, and then realized that Fu Younian's knocking on his door might not really be for the cat, so he smiled lightly and said, "Thank you."

After Yu Xi went out, only Fu Younian was left looking at each other with a kitten so black that it could almost hide in the cat's nest.

Fu Younian got up and went to the refrigerator to take two hard-boiled eggs and put them next to the cat's litter. He pointed the kitten's head with his bony fingers to let him look at the eggs on the ground.

The kitten stared straight at it, stretched out its paws, and then heard Fu Younian say lazily: "It's okay to pay you two, I'm quite angry."

Before he could finish speaking, he was beaten again by the cat's anger, and the silver-gray high-definition shirt was hung with a few threads by the cat's claws.

After Yu Xi came home, he sat in the living room without moving, the huge house was silent and there was no sound.

He reworked two pieces of music in the afternoon, and when he looked up, it was already dark outside.After taking several medicines before meals, he went to cook some dried noodles by himself, but he didn't expect a burst of stomach acid just after eating, and he vomited very cleanly. He didn't eat anything after that, and lay down to sleep in a daze.

For the past two months, he has been taking medicine regularly and quantitatively every day, but it has no effect at all. On the contrary, his body is weaker than when he first left the nursing home. Yu Xi glanced at the pile of medicine bottles silently, and took a Take a capsule, pick out one, unscrew it, and pour all the powder on a paper towel.

Xueqiu came over to sniff curiously, but Yu Xi raised his hand and pushed it away.

Yu Xi wrapped the medicinal tissue and threw it away, then hugged the cushion to look at the phone that he hadn't turned over all afternoon. There were a few messages from Lu Zhan asking him if he wanted to go to the qualifying competition. It took a long time to slide down. Yu Yan, who had never been in touch, said that he would come to deliver medicine to him tomorrow.

Before Yu Xi went to the hospital in the city for an examination, he just wanted to know if this body was his own. If it wasn't, he would go to the previous nursing home for reexamination and take medicine. After all, the original owner had been seeing a doctor here since he was a child. There are records and backups of the treatment process, which is much more convenient than him going to other places.

Aunt Liu usually brings the medicine every month when she comes to see him, but this month, Aunt Liu went back to her hometown on vacation to accompany her son in the college entrance examination, so there is no way to give him any more.

Yu Xi made a phone call to Yu Yan, and within a few seconds after dialing out, the other person picked up the phone.

"Brother?" Yu Yan's voice was light.

"When will you come tomorrow?" Yu Xi asked him.

"I can do it, brother, when are you home?" Yu Yan seemed to be with his classmates, and he could still hear the laughter next to him on the phone, "Or should I go to the set to find you?"

"Come to the set," Yu Xi said, "tomorrow night."

"Okay, I'll call you after I go over there." Yu Yan just had a barbecue with his roommate at night, and was on his way back to the dormitory. He slowed down, walked to the side of the road, and said again, "I thought you wouldn't let me go."

"Suddenly I really want to see you." Yu Xi tapped his fingertips on his knee.

The author has something to say: Sorry, I forgot to set the QAQ for the manuscript box today.

感谢在2020-09-2016:08:23~2020-09-2119:57:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 lotus;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 3 piece of Chuyan Jinxue;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: Ming scoop 30 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!