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The off-road vehicle drove all the way through the cold and windy highway, the air was lonely, and the stacked mountains were looming under the curtain of high sky and light clouds in the distance, and the warm wind in the car was like spring.

"You, you rest for a while, I'll drive." Seeing that there was still nearly half of the distance to go, Shen Xi was worried that Feng Chen would be tired from driving for a long time, so he gently tugged on him.

Feng Chen pinched Shen Xi's face with his right hand, and said with a pun: "No, you don't have to worry about my driving skills."

According to the past, Shen Xi would definitely be dazed for a few seconds and then close his eyes and pretend to be dead in embarrassment, but now that he realized it, he was not brought in by Feng Chen, and seriously shook his head with red ears: "No, driving tired. "

Tsk, I'm not that tired, it's just a little bit more tired than driving that kind of car.

But Feng Chen was not willing to waste the kindness of the children—of course, the main reason was to store up his energy to prepare for "driving" at night—after driving into the next service area, Feng Chen and Shen Xi had a brief lunch and re- Once on the road they switched places.

The speed of the car slowed down a little, and it headed steadily towards Shen Xi's hometown. The biting cold wind lost its bleak coolness the further south it went, and the temperature gradually rose. After driving into the quiet and empty town, the warm breeze Passing through the red walls and green tiles, it comes in the face.

This is not the first time that Feng Chen has come to Shen Xi's hometown, but it is the first time that Feng Chen has set foot on this strange and familiar path as Shen Xi's family member.

It was also the first time for him to touch Shen Xi's sealed past.

With a sound of "squeak", the narrow gate was pushed open by Feng Chen and Shen Xi together, and the small courtyard mixed with the smell of earth greeted the two of them. The weeds are hidden in the square vegetable garden, and the warm light shines on it, adding a bit of fireworks.

Shen Xi rolled up his sleeves, took a broom and cleaned the courtyard with ease, then closed the gate with Feng Chen, boiled water and prepared to cook.

Immediately there was a slight sound of the electric switch being pushed up in the air, and the electrical appliances that had been silent for a year began to run happily. Feng Chen opened the suitcase, took out fresh ingredients and various small portable appliances from inside, and went to the kitchen to find Shen Xi.

The rich aroma has been scattered with the steaming steam, Feng Chen hugged Shen Xi from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder, lazily rubbing against him, not sure if he was praising someone or a meal: " It smells good."

Shen Xi's ears were a little itchy from his warm breath, he pursed his lips in embarrassment, while letting the young master Feng who couldn't do anything stick to him, he continued to skillfully chop vegetables and cook.

What Shen Xi is cooking is a special dish from his hometown, which was taught by his grandmother when he was a child. The base is a special sauce soup boiled at high temperature, and meat and vegetable ingredients with good color and fragrance are deposited in it. It is garnished with basil and served in a bowl. The fragrance warms the stomach, and washes away the travel and dust of the wanderer who has returned home.

The long time has taken away many memories of grandma in Shen Xi's mind, but left him with indelible survival skills, teaching him to cook grandma's specialty dishes even in the rough times of living alone. , for consolation.

Fortunately, in the future, he will no longer be alone.

And this journey home with Feng Chen, which can let the grandmother who has been thinking about him, leave with peace of mind, fortunately, it didn't come too late.

The setting sun was like blood, and the twilight was dark, Shen Xi took Feng Chen's hand and walked slowly towards the mass grave in the back mountain, and stopped in the evening with a crow that sounded more like a wail.

Grandma, I'm here to see you.Shen Xi said silently in his heart.

With his fingers tightly held by Feng Chen, he felt extremely at ease, and gently looked at the empty tombstone with slightly drooping eyebrows, as if he saw grandma's kind smile through the hard lines.

Don't worry, I'm doing well, and I have the best boy in the world who loves me as much as you.

Shen Xi slowly closed his eyes, turned his head, met Shang Feng Chen's gentle eyes that had been following him without blinking for a moment, his handsome eyebrows slightly arched, smiled slightly, pointed to the tombstone, and introduced him to Feng Chen. : "I, my grandma."

Following Shen Xi's gaze, Feng Chen landed on the simple but clean tombstone, bent down humbly, and said in an unprecedentedly respectful voice, "Grandma is good."

The two of them clasped their fingers together and stood quietly in the afterglow of the setting sun on the western mountain, one tomb, two people.

Above their heads, the sky where the sun and the moon are on the same platform gradually darkened, and the eternal alternation of yin and yang began, just like in this world, every second that is unnoticed and fleeting is the gestation and parting of life and death .

"When I was young, I didn't like to talk." Shen Xi bent down, brushed away the withered weeds around him with his fingertips, and sat on the floor with Feng Chen, "The neighbors in the neighborhood laughed at me for being dumb, and for grandma who was old enough to wear a mop bottle. She has always been mild-tempered, but after hearing this, she took a wooden stick and went door-to-door, warning everyone in the street, and no one dared to bully me since then."

At this moment, the gate that closed the past quietly opened, and the memory mixed with the old dusty smell poured out, and two figures that almost overlapped were reflected on the ground in the dim light, Feng Chen gently patted Shen Xi's back, holding him in his arms.

"She told me that when I get older, I like to be quiet and talk less. At that time, I always thought that words are far better than actions. I thought that when I grow up and have the ability to take care of her, I will take care of her. The kindness to me was doubled to her, but she never thought that she would not be able to wait until the day I grow up." Shen Xi spoke very slowly, and the depths of his jade-like eyes were filled with night that was too thick to melt. , Staring at a certain void in a daze, "Actually, I should have thought that she was already very old when she picked me up. She has no children, and she doesn't have much financial resources. She has fought hard against death for a long time in order to take care of me." Before she left, she told me that she didn't want to go to the hospital because she was afraid that the needle would hurt her body, but I knew that she wanted to leave all the money to me, because she was afraid that I would be the only one left in this world and couldn't survive. .”

So Shen Xi really hates hospitals—the cruelest place in the world, it teaches people to realize the insignificance and helplessness of being human more than ever before, and teaches people to live as if they were not dead, and to walk as fast as possible after death. Do not feel at ease.

Those prayers that are far more sincere than all oaths, wishing to exchange one's own life, are all nonsense in the face of life and death.

The cold wind of the winter night pierced through Shen Xi's calm voice as always, like an invisible sharp blade, whistling towards Feng Chen, the sharp blade pierced fiercely in his heart, the wind lifted the knife and fell, splashing all over his body Blood stains that hurt to the bone marrow.

He didn't dare to imagine how such a young Shen Xi, after enduring all this cruelty, survived alone in the world with difficulty.

"At that time, I always wondered, if I had been more lively and brave when I was a child, would I have been able to take on the responsibilities of the family earlier, take care of her, and reassure her, instead of letting her miss me until she left, regardless of her own illness. Try hard to arrange the future for me." Shen Xi felt that Feng Chen was holding his fingers hard, turned his head, gave him a light smile, and signaled that he was fine.

After Grandma left, Shen Xi fell into an endless cycle of self-doubt for a long time, lost his ability to speak, and silently retracted himself into his shell, as if he could live in the dream of Grandma.

Qishui appeared at that time—Shen Xi had to admit that even though he was reluctant to face the existence of Qishui at first, Qishui was the only key to open the narrow door hidden in the night.

What he owed to Qishui was far from a relationship that could not tolerate a third person, but also the family affection that the two of them shared during the long time that they had only each other.

Later, he got better and could study and live normally. The painful past that was unforgettable in his youth, under the pressure of his life, was erased bit by bit—Qishui left him, Even his stuttering sequelae caused by not speaking for a long time began to gradually return to normal.

Time will eventually erase everything cruelly. Maybe in a few decades, when they are old, he will completely forget the appearance of his grandmother due to memory decline, and even the night that Qishui once walked with him will fall into A void of oblivion.

Will he and Feng Chen no longer remember each other because of the insignificance of human beings in front of diseases?

"No." Feng Chen broke Shen Xi's unconsciously trembling body, kissed him, gently moved down from the corners of his reddened eyes, until he kissed Shen Xi's ring finger which was blown cold by the night wind, every word On the ground, engrave the oath on the junction between Yin and Yang, "I will never leave you, let alone forget you, even if one day you don't remember me, I will stay by your side, stalking you, over and over again Pursue you until you promise me like this time."

The warm water mist immediately filled the air, diluting the icy night wind. Shen Xi couldn't remember how he got home later. The last scene that stayed in his conscious mind was a prairie fire of stars falling to the ground, crazy and scorching. hot.

When Shen Xi woke up from his sleep, he heard a loud "bang" from outside.

He sat up abruptly, and hurriedly looked for Feng Chen in the dim light of dawn, but he couldn't find it. Only the faint Yu Wen and Feng Chen's familiar aura, through the mattress, reminded them of last night. The extravagant.

The author has something to say: Thanks to "Liankong", "Yi Nii", "Liwo Qianqian" and the little cuties who watered Wenwen, pen refills