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His tone was as casual as before, with a lazy arc at the end, but when it reached Hao Jun's ears in its entirety, it was like a thunderclap on the ground.

Hao Jun was blasted by the thunder and was unable to speak for a long time. After a long time, he asked cautiously: "Brother, is this eagle the diao I thought it was?"

Feng Chen let out a "hmm".

"I rely on lean on lean on lean on!" Hao Jun almost bit his tongue, rubbed his little hands, and rubbed his ears vigorously to make sure he heard correctly, "Who got into your eyes and made you travel thousands of miles away?" ah!"

Feng Chen raised his eyebrows: "You don't know."

"Brother, if you bring him in front of me, I'll get to know you." Hao Jun was so curious--oh my God, to make Feng Chen like him, and to put down his fortune to chase his wife, what a godlike face. worth it!

want to see!

It's a pity that Young Master Feng didn't share his children's facial preferences with others. He was too lazy to listen to Hao Jun's nonsense, so he hung up the phone directly and stepped on the gas pedal very fast.

In the distance, the night was as deep as ink, the cold wind brushed the sports car whizzing and galloping, and there were stars above the head. Although they were very faint, they made people happy.

Because there is someone who can't wait to see, so the long darkness of winter has become an existence that can be forgiven.

Feng Chen stepped on the accelerator crazily all the way, facing the invisible light, and galloped towards the dawn that was about to break.

......

"Tick-tick-" the clock swayed mechanically in the quiet room, as light as a whisper, and a lamp was lit in the room, and the soft light swayed around, depicting the whole room.

The house is not too big, but it is clean and tidy. The small courtyard outside is vaguely reflected through the screen window. It is a very elegant old-fashioned bungalow building. It is a few years old, but it can be seen that it has been cared for very carefully by the owner.

Shen Xi came out of the kitchen, placed the prepared meals on the dining table one by one, put two pairs of chopsticks, and sat down on the chair.

He ate very slowly, he was no longer tense like he was in a hurry when he was in school, with his head slightly lowered, he gently picked up a few chopsticks and put them into the bowl opposite, and ate in silence.

The phone was put aside by him and turned to silent. Some New Year's greeting messages poured in from time to time, and the screen alternated between light and dark. Shen Xi glanced at it occasionally, and saw that there was no new message reminder in the Feng Chen dialog box on the top, so he silently put it down.

Time moved forward coldly and mechanically, and after an unknown amount of time, a "clang" sounded in the room, and the lingering sound echoed in the quiet air.

Shen Xi raised his eyes, and saw the hour, minute, and second hands on the wall, all of them close together, reminding him that the new year is coming.

It's twelve o'clock.

Another year, another year in which he lived here alone, began silently.

"Happy New Year, Grandma." He whispered very softly to the portrait opposite who could no longer hear his voice.

Shen Xi's slender eyelashes drooped down, casting a dark shadow on his calm face, outlining the tenderness in his eyes, he almost didn't dare to blink for a moment looking at the grandma in the photo, as if he wanted to split the barrier between yin and yang. Obstacles came to her.

Time is the scariest thing in the world. He once thought he would always remember it, but when time carried the weight of years of life and moved forward day after day, the past between him and his grandmother was gradually worn away, and he never saw it again for a long time. He had dreamed of her, and sometimes when he recalled it, even the appearance of Grandma became blurred. He thought, maybe Grandma didn't want to disturb him anymore, so he even clicked to clear his dreams.

"Grandma, I'm fine, and you should be fine too." Shen Xi smiled lightly, his eyes were as gentle as ever.

He knows that people will not live in the past forever, but they will never remember the past either—it is better to look forward than to indulge in irreversible time forever.

Shen Xi'an sat quietly for a long time, until the hot air around the dining table gradually cooled down. When he stood up and was about to put away the unfinished meal, Qi Shui appeared.

"Why don't you eat? Are you full?" Qi Shui leaned back on the chair casually, drank a glass of water, then picked up chopsticks and started eating.

Shen Xi was slightly taken aback.

Since he left a message to Qi Shui last time, it has been a long time since Qi Shui showed up without saying hello like now. Shen Xi knew that Qi Shui was angry with him.

When he was a child, he couldn't accept the sudden appearance of Qishui. Shen Xi had resisted him countless times, confronting Qishui silently with various methods he could think of, such as hunger strike and not sleeping. Let Qishui go, Qishui's personality is more lively than him, and he is more angry than him. Every time, he would say "Okay, I don't care about you anymore" angrily, and then disappear, but will suddenly reappear one day Come out and pretend nothing happened.

"What's the matter? Why are you looking at me stupidly?" Qishui patted Shen Xi's head, and magnanimously broke up the previous story, "Okay, I know you are in a bad mood when winter comes, last time I'll take it as your nonsense, and don't bring it up again in the future."

Shen Xi subconsciously opened his mouth, his eyes were dark and bitter - he wanted to say that he was no longer the coward who only knew to hide himself when he was injured, he had grown up, he could really protect himself, and he could protect Someone he wants to protect.

But looking at Qishui who had accompanied him through the darkest place at this moment, Shen Xi couldn't say a word—he was not qualified to accept Feng Chen, so what right did he have to ask him to leave after Qishui had been with him for so long? .

Shen Xi supported his head in pain, a pair of dark eyes faded from the past, he clenched his mouth tightly, and in a daze and helplessness, he deluded himself to think: there is still time, at least this new year can still belong to Qi Shui With him, just wait, just wait.

Shen Xi, who was unable to ruthlessly drive Qishui away, could only continue to act like a coward, shamefully fleeing, and he extended the time for the showdown with Qishui indefinitely until after the Chinese New Year.

The room fell into a long silence, the clock was turning "tick-tick", like a countdown, the slight noise finally awakened Shen Xi, he came back to his senses, looked at the food that had already become cold, and stopped Qi Shui softly: " It's cold, I'll heat it up again."

A few minutes later, Shen Xi brought the hot food back to the dining table, and quietly ate with Qi Shui.

Qishui picked up a spoonful of soup, blew it, waited until it was not too hot, swallowed it in one gulp, and praised repeatedly: "Hey, it seems to be more delicious than the one I made before, but it is a little salty."

Shen Xi frowned blankly: "Yes, yes?"

Qishui nodded, drank a few more spoonfuls, and then said: "But I like salty food, the food you cooked before was too sweet." He thought for a while, pointing to the sugar in the fruit plate, Shen Xi described, "It's like eating sugar, it doesn't taste salty at all. I wondered if you were a girl in your previous life, why you like sweet things so much."

Shen Xi smiled embarrassedly, silently pushed the dishes and soup in front of Qi Shui, and said softly: "Then, then eat more."

Qishui waved his hand: "It's not easy to digest if you eat too much at night, so I'll eat it tomorrow."

Shen Xi gave a soft "hmm", got up to clear the dining table, and asked Qi Shui: "Ming, what do you want to eat tomorrow?"

"As long as it's not too sweet, I like it." Qi Shui raised his head and began to think about his favorite food. Suddenly his eyes lit up, and he said excitedly, "Can you cook Jiangcheng's special dishes? I found that their hot pot is good. Delicious, completely different from ours."

Shen Xi hesitated for a moment, the hot pot is not troublesome to make, but the bottom ingredients and dipping sauce are different in different places, Qishui likes Jiangcheng's special hot pot, he has not eaten much, so he can only try to make it.

Shen Xi nodded, looked at the few ingredients left in the kitchen, and said softly: "I, tomorrow, go to the supermarket."

Qi Shui smiled: "It's okay, you can eat anytime, you have to go to see grandma tomorrow, the business matters."

The first day of the new year is the day when Shen Xi is going to visit grandma's grave, Qi Shui knows.

The town was still sleeping in the deep winter, and before dawn, Shen Xi had already set foot on the road to the back mountain.

The management of the town is not strict, there is no special cemetery, people just find a place to be buried casually when they die, Shen Xi walked through a desolate mass grave, and finally stopped in front of the only tombstone, bowed and knelt down, took With his fingertips, he brushed away the wildly growing dead grass around him.

The time of the outside world has gone through the tenth year, but here it looks like when it was buried, and the time is frozen.

There are no photos, no names, only the memories engraved in Shen Xi's heart.

The crow stands on the withered branch and whines, which is the only sonata that has not changed for so many years. It combs its feathers, and in the boy who comes to worship on time every year, he can vaguely find his childhood shadow.

People grow up, change, mature, but love doesn't.

The clouds and mist gradually thinned, and the morning sun pierced through the empty deep winter, and a lonely figure was reflected in front of the simple tombstone. After a long time, the figure stood up on the ground. It is gentle calm.

Shen Xi didn't remember to look at his phone until he got home.

There were a few text messages for New Year's greetings, but Shen Xi directly ignored them. He clicked on WeChat, and when he saw a message from Feng Chen, his eyes subconsciously curled up slightly.

【Brother Feng Chen】: Where is it?

Shen Xi bowed his head and typed: At home.

Feng Chen returned quickly.

[Brother Feng Chen]: But why didn't I see you?Kid, are you sure the address you gave me is correct?

Shen Xi was taken aback for a moment.

He raised his head subconsciously, eagerly looking forward through the densely stacked gray tiles, but he didn't see Feng Chen.

He almost immediately put away his mobile phone and ran towards home, his heartbeat had never been so fast like now, he was afraid that Feng Chen was teasing him, but also hoped that all this was true.

Then, Shen Xi stopped suddenly.

The gray tiles and white walls in the distance vaguely reflected the quiet path in the early morning. It was Shen Xi's familiar environment, but it was different from any time before.

Feng Chen stood there lazily, his head of flamboyant hair outlined by the golden sunrise. He leaned against the same high-profile sports car, squinted his eyes to see Shen Xi who was running towards him facing the light, straightened up with a smile, and was about to run The little stammer who fell into his arms but was dumbfounded, hugged him up.

"Little friend, you just connected to the video last night, and you don't remember me so soon?" Feng Chen hugged Shen Xi tightly, saw that there was only a locked door in front of him, and took it from Shen Xi's pocket very familiarly. Take out the key and enter the room.

Shen Xi's heart was still beating violently, he looked at Feng Chen in disbelief, and said incoherently, "You, why are you here?"

"Let me see—" Feng Chen laughed lowly, his breath lightly brushed against the tip of Shen Xi's nose, and his eyes looked at him with an extremely deep and deep, "You owe me the performance."

Shen Xi's face turned red in an instant, and he couldn't help thinking of the strip dance that Feng Chen said last night, he turned his face away in shame and angrily, trying to break free from Feng Chen's arms.

Feng Chen hugged him even tighter, walked directly through the courtyard, looked up at the layout of the house, and went straight to Shen Xi's bedroom.

"You don't want to show it to me?" Feng Chen pushed Shen Xi onto the bed, lowered his head, bit off the zipper on his coat, and with a sound of "呱啦" in the air, he took off Shen Xi's coat, and then quickly threw away his own. Down jacket, bully again. Before his body, he slid his fingertips over the buttons of Shen Xi's shirt one by one, unbuttoned them with one hand, and teased the child who had already closed his eyes with shame, "I've seen it all, what are you afraid of? "

Shen Xi didn't dare to open his eyes to look at Feng Chen at all, his body was trembling, rationality told him that he should push Feng Chen away, but emotion taught him to shamefully want to indulge in the momentary warmth Feng Chen gave him, even if Behind the warmth is hell at the price of exposing secrets.

Feng Chen, who drove the high speed all night, was clearer than ever - he wanted Shen Xi, right now.

"Tap—" There was a very light sound in the air, it was the sound of Feng Chen's belt being unbound, it was very soft, but like fireflies in a prairie fire.

Feng Chen gently took off the last layer of Shen Xi's clothes, facing the scenery gradually revealing his thin collarbone and chest, the depth of his eyes became deeper and deeper.

He lowered his head, clasped Shen Xi's chin, and wanted to kiss Shen Xi.

But he touched the little boy who was trembling slightly.

Feng Chen regained his sanity in an instant.

What is he doing?Is he forcing Shen Xi to do something he doesn't like? !He is more worried about hurting children than anyone else, and he has long believed that he is the only one in this life, so why should he be a beast that can't control his lower body now? !

Feng Chen bit the tip of his tongue in frustration, pulled the quilt over, hugged Shen Xi tenderly, and coaxed: "Don't be afraid, I will always be waiting for you."

Wait until you want.

Shen Xi's tightly closed eyes were instantly clouded with mist. He felt that he was such a scum. He was greedy for Feng Chen's kindness to him, but he didn't dare to respond to Feng Chen at all—the unqualified Shen Xi was sick. Shen Xi, who is alone, is so scumbag that he wants to drag down such a good and unique Feng Chen.

Shen Xi didn't dare to open his eyes, didn't dare to talk to Feng Chen, he was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would reveal the feelings he had been holding back until now, so he could only bite his mouth tightly, and said silently in his heart: Please, Give me some more time.

He stepped on the steel wire above the abyss, crumbling, and couldn't see whether it was heaven or hell ahead, but he was determined to move forward desperately.

Shen Xi went farther and farther on the road of pushing himself into a desperate situation.

Feng Chen didn't know what kind of turbulent waves were in the depths of Shen Xi's tightly closed eyes, he gently took Shen Xi into his arms, sniffing the clear scent on his body to relieve the irrational anger just now, for a long time, restrained Pressed a soft kiss on Shen Xi's forehead and whispered, "Happy New Year."

Shen Xi desperately suppressed the bitterness in his throat, forced the mist back, and opened his eyes: "New, happy new year."

Feng Chen brushed Shen Xi's teeth marks from clenching with his fingertips, sighed softly, and got up from him: "Can I apply to sleep on your bed for a while?"

When Shen Xi saw the reddish blood in Feng Chen's eyes, his heart ached unbearably. He hurriedly got up and covered Feng Chen with a quilt: "I, I'll cook for you."

Feng Chen grabbed Shen Xi and pushed him back on the bed, his tone seemed to be coquettish: "I'm not hungry, you sleep with me."

The fragile Feng Chen is undoubtedly an invisible sharp arrow piercing Shen Xi's heart, Shen Xi is willing to give him his life, how could he refuse Feng Chen's request at this moment.

He obediently lay beside Feng Chen, tucked the quilt over Feng Chen, and quietly accompanied him.

Feng Chen, who hadn't slept all night, was really sleepy. He put one hand on Shen Xi's waist, tightly hugged Shen Xi with his arms and legs, and buried his head in his neck. After a while, he breathed lightly and evenly. . Suck it crispy. Numbly lingering in Shen Xi's ears.

Shen Xi noticed it, and carefully took Feng Chen's and his intertwined hands, and pressed them on his heart, his movements were extremely reverent.

Bearing it like Shen Xi, he didn't dare to show the slightest emotion in front of the sober Feng Chen, but at this moment, after Feng Chen fell asleep, he could finally let go of the secret that weighed him down for a while, and told Feng Chen that he had already Fall in love with him.

The posture of crossing fingers was maintained for a long time, until the sun outside the window started to set, Shen Xi got off the bed lightly and began to cook for Feng Chen.

When Feng Chen woke up, it was almost late at night outside, he lazily rubbed his face, saw the slippers and clothes that Shen Xi packed up for him, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up.

The little stammer has a soft mouth, a soft heart, and a soft body, and even his personality, tsk, is also soft.

After changing his clothes, he got up and opened the door, saw Shen Xi who was busy in the kitchen, walked up to him, hugged him from behind, and gently rubbed him: "Why don't you wait until I wake up to do it?"

Shen Xi was startled by Feng Chen who appeared suddenly, blushed slightly, let him hug her, and said softly: "You, you will be hungry."

Feng Chen gave a "tsk", it's nothing to be hungry, it's uncomfortable to be hungry.

He bit Shen Xi's neck in a venting manner, saw Shen Xi's red ears, straightened up with a smile, and rubbed Shen Xi's head: "I'll take a bath first."

Shen Xi gave a soft "um", and didn't dare to turn around to look at Feng Chen.

After taking a bath and having a meal to replenish his strength, Feng Chen felt refreshed and felt that he could have a good time with his children for three days and three nights. Unfortunately, before the beautiful picture in his mind took shape, he saw Shen Xi hugging a quilt Come out and start tidying up the sofa.

Feng Chen immediately had a bad feeling, could it be that he came all the way to deliver the eagles, and the eagles couldn't even enter the door? !

Oh, this door is not a door in a symbolic sense, but a real door, a bedroom door.

The sofa in Shen Xi's house is actually a sofa bed, which is just big enough for one person to sleep on. Seeing Feng Chen looking at him pitifully, Shen Xi closed his eyes and forcibly suppressed the reluctance in his heart: "I, I sleep here. "

"How can it be done." Feng Chen immediately stepped forward, took Shen Xi who was still making the bed into his arms, and discussed with him, "Your bed can definitely sleep two people, let's sleep together, huh?"

When the ending sound came down, Feng Chen deliberately leaned close to Shen Xi's ear, and breathed lightly, seemingly indistinctly.

Shen Xi, who had always been powerless against Feng Chen's teasing, was numb all over by him at this moment, and subconsciously wanted to agree to Feng Chen, but the moment he almost blurted out, his reason returned instantly.

Because when he arrived at his home, Qishui would no longer take care of him like he did in Jiangcheng, and would pop up from time to time when he had a whim. Shen Xi didn't dare to take the risk, so he could only force himself to refuse Feng Chen's request: "No ,not good."

Seeing that Shen Xi's attitude was rare and firm, Feng Chen raised his eyebrows regretfully, and did not insist anymore, but of course he was not willing to let Shen Xi sleep on the sofa, so he directly carried Shen Xi into the bedroom, pressed him on the bed, He whispered: "Sleep here obediently, don't go out if you have nothing to do, or—"

The corner of his mouth slightly raised, half-truthfully joking with Shen Xi: "I will come in and eat you."

Knowing that Feng Chen was deliberately playing a hooligan and letting him sleep in the room, Shen Xi still blushed unapologetically, and after a long time, he gave a very soft "hmm".

The moonlight shone into the window through the withered branches, Shen Xi opened his eyes wide and turned sideways, looking out of the window in a daze at the blurred night.

Now recalling the scene when he saw Feng Chen in the morning, Shen Xi felt as if he was still floating in the air, and his mind fluctuated violently. This feeling of unreality, which was almost like a dream, made Shen Xi yearn for the warmth Feng Chen brought him even more. He gently pressed his accelerated heart, listened to his messy breathing, and slowly closed his eyes for a long time.

At the same time, across the wall, Feng Chen was lying on the sofa playing with his mobile phone.

Tsk, Young Master Feng sleeps a lot during the day, so he's not sleepy at all, and he can't drive with his little stutter in his head, so he simply plays with his mobile phone to pass the time.

When Qishui woke up in the middle of the night, he was a little thirsty. He put on his slippers, opened the door sleepily, and went to the kitchen to pour water.

The kitchen is on the separate side, next to the dining table, without passing the living room. Qishui drank the water in one gulp, and when he turned to leave, he was stunned.

There was a faint light shining in the darkness. Although it was very dark, it still broke into Qishui's field of vision. He raised his eyes in doubt, and saw the face that had appeared in his mind countless times through the blurry light. Suddenly, the water glass in his hand fell to the ground.

"D, god D? Why are you here?!" Qi Shui looked at Feng Chen almost incoherently, her tone of surprise and disbelief.

The author has something to say: Thanks to "Luoの叶" and "Libra" who watered Wenwen and all the little cuties who supported Pudding, so much love!

ps: Pudding has to work overtime for the past two days. I don’t think it will be updated tomorrow night, but it will definitely be updated the day after tomorrow. I bow and apologize to the cuties!