He only went back once, and he was always unwilling to recall all his lost past that he saw in the house. Maybe he remembered it, maybe he didn't remember it, and returned the key. Heming will also take the key and go back to the old house to check the spiritual wealth left by their youngest brother.
When a man is young, he is always domineering. He does not know how to reflect on himself, and his natural advantages make him never consider others. As he grows older, he sees more and knows more, and his mentality stabilizes. , Only then can I barely realize what I have done, but actually should not do.
When he was young, he always complained and only looked at himself. However, looking back on his life, there are too few people staying by his side. In the end, he was lonely when he died. I thought maybe finding a wife would help However, the facts tell him that not everyone can have the most sincere affection for others. He failed to get the wholehearted love from his wife and children, and the growing nostalgia for the past gradually realized that he had lost The person who treats him the best in this world, the more he knows, the more he regrets in his heart. In the dead of night, holding a wine glass, he seems to be able to see his younger brother standing in front of him and toasting him with a smile .
He doesn't want to recall the messages left in the old house that were plain in words but contained strong emotions. Those messages only made him feel more lonely and helpless. He blocked those memories, but today, after waking up, When he came over, he saw the child next to him, sleeping peacefully, with a faint smile on his face, he was probably in a good mood, breathing evenly, and trusted him wholeheartedly.
No matter how big his job was, he didn't disturb the sleeping child. He even tilted his head and rubbed his chest, showing his intimacy.
He also thought about why this child would help them so much, shouldn't the only thing between them be blood?
How can they have the love of this child wholeheartedly?
But now, Nan Qinse has a bold and distressing guess.
"Xiao Nan, do you usually dream?" Nan Qinse held his younger brother's hand, not paying any attention to the curious eyes cast by his subordinates.
The eldest brother doesn't care, and Nan Xiaonan doesn't care even more. The eldest brother's hands are always warm and generous, and it's actually very comfortable to hold.
"Dream? I usually dream."
"What dreams does Xiao Nan usually have?" Nan Qinse asked calmly.
"I don't remember, it's all kinds of strange things, I still dream that I can fly, and I also watch movies in my dreams, and I can see the ending song of the movie, sometimes I don't even think about it, if the dream is not finished It will be hard!"
"Really?" Nan Qinse felt a little relieved when she heard Nan Xiaonan's expression without any gloomy expression. It seemed that she probably didn't remember the original thing.
Nan Qinse brought a boy in school uniform beside him. It is said that he was the much-loved third young master of the Nan family who had never shown his face. Suddenly, seeing Nan Xiaonan and Nan Qinse together a lot immediately made people excited up.
"That child looks very cute and cute. I thought Mr. Nan's child would be a little adult just like Mr. Nan."
"I heard that he was chatting with the front desk the day before yesterday. I just heard that the kid asked the front desk if he wanted to meet his brother. Did the front desk refuse?"
"If it were me, I would definitely go crazy. Such a good opportunity, he is really the man of my dreams!"
At this time, the front desk also felt very regretful. How could she know that the little classmate in school uniform was Mr. Nan's younger brother?It's no wonder that Secretary Mu's expression was so strange at that time, and the front desk was about to cry. Her job salary is quite good, and if she just lost her job, she would cry now.
What she expected didn't happen, but she witnessed that workaholic Mr. Nan took his younger brother off work early. She saw with her own eyes that Nan Qinse put a scarf on Nan Xiaonan at the door, and wrapped Nan Xiaonan Strictly.
"Mr. Nan, aren't you going to drive today?" Mu Zixuan asked standing behind Nan Qinse.
"Xiao Nan said that he wants to eat at a Sichuan restaurant nearby. Let's go there first and pick up the car when we come back." Nan Qinse said while buttoning the hat of the big cotton coat on Nan Xiaonan.
"Brother, if you say this, it will make me look very fragile. I am a big boy with a sports department!"
"If you catch a cold, I won't let you go out to play during the holidays." As soon as Nan Qinse's patriarchal posture came out, Nan Xiaonan was scared instantly.
The security guard at the door watched in shock as Mr. Nan reached out and took the hand of the male classmate who had chatted with him for a long time and put it in his pocket, showing his intimacy. Nan Xiaonan even winked at the security guard when he went out. Blinking, the security guard was shocked. He shouldn't have said anything that he couldn't say to this child, right?
It's snowing outside, and it's almost time to get off work, and the whole sky is gray. Nan Xiaonan stepped on the snow that had already accumulated a layer, raised her head in the crowd, and looked at the snow on her elder brother.
"You are so big, the snow on your body is more than mine." Nan Xiaonan saw a snowflake falling on Nan Qinse's eyelashes, Nan Qinse blinked slightly, the snowflake fell, and then fell on him The face was melted by the temperature into drops of water, which slid down the cheeks. The eldest brother was not wearing a hat. Nan Xiaonan raised the umbrella in his hand and opened it. The scene of two men squeezed into one umbrella seemed a bit strange, but Nan Qin Se didn't care about Nan Xiaonan directly with one arm. The distance between the two was inseparable, and they were no longer disturbed by the snow under the cover of the black umbrella.
"Brother, I think if I don't grow taller, I may only be as tall as my sister-in-law in the future."
Sister-in-law?Nan Qinse smiled.
"So what? If Xiao Nan has always been this tall, the eldest brother can always hug Xiao Nan like this."
"Hey, who will say that my elder brother is too dead, a straight man can't flirt, but I will get angry with him!"
Nan Qinse laughed, their footsteps stepped on the snowflakes, and there were creaking and creaking sounds. In the snowy space, it was very quiet. Nan Xiaonan was the only noise in this tranquility. He always said something Non-stop, as if even the snowflakes on the nearby trees could attract his attention, Nan Qinse tilted her head slightly, and answered a few words from time to time, sounding very peaceful, enjoying the peace.
That night, Nan Xiaonan ran to the computer room to surf the Internet, and his parents also came to live here. It’s New Year’s Day, and even Nan Xiaonan, a high school student, should play as much as possible. The second brother agreed to rank together in the evening, and today we will happily spend the last day of the year.
Nan Qinse sat quietly on the sofa in the living room by himself, with newly opened red wine on his table. He liked to drink, and he always liked it, but he rarely got drunk because he had to keep working at all times. I like the taste of wine, and I also like the stomach that is gradually warmed up after drinking wine.
"What's the matter?" Nan Heming passed by the living room after returning, and saw red wine and another wine glass that had not been touched at all in front of Nan Qinse, raised his eyebrows, took off his heavy coat and threw it on On the sofa beside him, he sat down on his own, "Do you have something to tell me?"
"I only went back to the old house once."
When these words came out, Nan Heming's eyes widened at first, and finally he sighed unconsciously.
"You remember?"
"You kept it from me?" Nan Qinse gently fiddled with the wine glass in her hand, "Why did you keep it from me."
"You don't need too much guilt. If you have too much, it's pressure. Even if I'm not close to you, I don't want you to bear too much." Nan Heming added after finishing speaking, " Of course it's not for you, but for me, I don't want you to be too clingy to Xiaonan, so that Xiaonan can completely belong to me."
Nan Heming reached out to get his coat, and found a new cigarette from it. He basically didn't smoke anymore. He was older than Xiao Nan, but he hoped that he could walk behind Xiao Nan when he got old. That way the child won't be overwhelmed with grief over his death.
"What are you hiding from me?"
Nan Heming lit a cigarette, the smoke blurred his beautiful face, Nan Heming narrowed his eyes slightly.
"You only went back once, but I lived there for a long time. I sold all the houses and left myself with only that old house. When I died in the end, I also died in the old house." Nan He Ming's memory seems to have returned to the past that he has always ignored, "You can't imagine what kind of thoughts I have used to explore that house for so long. It is like a huge buried treasure. In my spare time, I always read all the notes and all the information he left behind, he is very interesting, but it is impossible for you to find all the clues in one night."
When Nan Heming explored the house, it seemed as if he was back when he was a child. He was attracted by interesting games, and kept exploring undiscovered things in the house that he was already familiar with, and those strange messages. The note, the ugly picture he secretly drew in the corner, the video he secretly recorded on TV, the voice he recorded in the alarm clock, these things with a limited lifespan, he counted them many times I don't want to let the traces of the children who loved him the most disappear with time.
He loves that strange place so much.
"I've read a lot. I can recite everything written in it. Generally speaking, it's impossible to memorize it so easily, isn't it? But I recited it clearly, maybe because I can't remember every word." I watched it very seriously, but I don’t know why, and I don’t have any memory of many things in it.”
Nan Heming didn't understand before, some things he remembered, some things he didn't remember at all, and it didn't even fit his personality, and he couldn't fully understand what he did in the letter. At that time, he blamed everything Because it was that child's fantasy, he fell in love with them because of his own fantasy, he couldn't describe the agitation in his heart with words, was this child always lost in all this?
"It's not true, it's true, it's false, there's only one thing that's been revealed between the lines, it's... the love for me with all my heart, you still have a wife and children, you know why I've always been unwilling Looking for it? It’s not that I didn’t look for it, but when I wanted to settle down, I found that there was no one around me who could compare with Xiaonan’s affection for me. The love that was clearly above the family affection, but it still couldn’t move me , People will compare, and after getting the best, they are unwilling to give in. I have never been able to find anyone other than that child who simply likes me."
Nan Heming's external conditions are too good, his ability, his appearance, his conversation, everything can attract others, he is a radical person, he deeply understands this truth, he can't get rid of these externalities Now, but rejecting everyone who approaches him because of appearance, Nan Heming stubbornly believes that these people are impure, and they have no necessary connection with him. It is also from then on that Nan Heming truly He clearly understands how important the continuation of blood is to him.
He looked at the old house over and over again, and then one day, suddenly a fire burned down the old house. He didn't want to commit suicide, he just got drunk at the drinking party where he worked. Knowing that his wine was so bad, he returned to the old house, hugging the small alarm clock, he named it 'Nan Nan', Nan Xiaonan recorded a lot of his voice in it, and he repeated it over and over again. Listening, lit a cigarette and leaned against the bed, I don't know when I fell asleep.
When he vaguely opened his eyes and saw the burning old house, he suddenly had a thought that he should just let it go.
He cared about everything. When he knew how to cherish, everything turned into nothing. The time alone was too difficult, and he began to understand Nan Xiaonan's unrealistic fantasies.
If only he could dream like that.
When he opened his eyes that day, he was in the hospital.
He did not die, but suffered extensive burns and the entire house was destroyed except for the alarm clock in his hand.
He is still alive.
As long as he is still alive, he will not allow himself to be ugly, this is his last stubbornness.
He spent a lot of money repairing the burns on his body, he gave up the company, and spent all his money on restoring his appearance, stubborn and extreme.
That period of time was his most desolate time, for a long, long, very long time, during that time, no one who had cared about him was by his side, he understood that he could still stay in his life after losing everything The person next to him had died a long time ago.
The most ridiculous thing is that he didn't really understand this truth until he experienced the critical moment of life and death.
He Nan Heming never thought that he would always be at the bottom of the valley, and spent three full years reshaping himself, and the only one who accompanied him was the alarm clock named Nan Nan.
Suffering and pain are over, and he has started all over again. After experiencing life and death, he is more dazzling than before. He regained what he lost and gave up, and those who once left him will come back. , but so what?
He spent the rest of his time playing in the world, even if he was an old man, he would not refuse the boys and girls who rushed towards him at all. He played with all these glamorous things, watching the people around him dig out their hearts and lungs without any emotion, until the end When he died, he didn't leave even a single piece of property to those around him.
Until his death, Nan and Ming knew that he was not a good person, he was just a wicked soul wandering in the human world.
"After I was reborn, I realized what I was confused about. Those things that didn't exist in all his messages are really happening in this world. I only hope that I will I know, only I know, this is my secret." Nan Heming is still paranoid until now, he is a hopeless man.
"Does he... have the memory of this life?" He didn't know much, and the one who really knew, the one who knew thoroughly was actually Nan Heming.
He had been unable to understand where Nan Heming's strong resentment came from, and now he suddenly understood that Nan Heming had experienced more pasts that he could not imagine in places they didn't know.
"I don't think so. Judging from the information he left, it should be just a few words in the dream. He can't distinguish between the dream world and the real world, so he always uses the word 'dream' instead." Nan Heming Leaning on the sofa, he lowered his eyes, and his eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, "He loves us tenderly, and treats us tenderly, he even knows clearly that it is just something that happened in a dream, but He is still hopelessly friendly to us, he loves us and misses us, and never gave up, no matter in his previous life or now, his feelings for us have not changed in any way."
Nan Qinse couldn't imagine how Nan Xiaonan, who had been surviving with a dream, passed through those difficult days. They ignored him and denied him all the time. He was not a child who became more and more courageous. On the contrary, his performance in his previous life Out of endless fragility, every fragility was healed by the short-lived warmth in the dream. He relied on the dream to love them who didn't love him.
The favorite red wine has no taste at all, and the truth that he knows now is a thousand times stronger than what he knows.
What Nan Heming has experienced and known in the long years is several times that of him. Compared with Nan Heming, he is actually more fragile.
Nan Heming's fully formed heart knot stimulated him all the time, so he had such a fierce resistance. For him, maybe he was the one who couldn't understand it.
"I really wish he was my child." Nan Heming murmured like a nightmare, "He will be completely mine and belong to me."
In the past, he often heard Nan Heming say this sentence, and he always thought that Nan Heming had a hidden disease in his heart, but now after he really replaced Nan Heming, he seemed to understand the meaning of his words.
"What are you guys talking about that looks so serious?" Nan Xiaonan suddenly appeared from the corner, holding a can of milk in her hand, and was about to insert a straw, kicking soft fur slippers and running over, "You guys actually drink and smoke?!"
"I'm sorry, Xiao Nan, the second brother made a mistake." Nan Heming immediately pinched out the cigarette in his hand, and then picked up his cigarette case, "Look, there's only one cigarette out of here, I absolutely He didn't smoke secretly outside, Xiao Nan believed in me, he must believe in me!"
"Really?" Nan Xiaonan stretched out his hand to grab Nan Heming's coat suspiciously, sniffed it, and found that there was indeed no smell of cigarettes, so he put down the coat dubiously.
Nan Heming secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but when he saw the milk in Nan Xiaonan's hand, he asked, "Is the milk warm?"
"Eh..." Now it was Nan Xiaonan's turn to be embarrassed.
"How can you drink milk without heating it in such a cold day? How many times have I told you that you forgot?"
"Didn't the butler brother rest today? Then I was lazy to do it myself." The milk just taken out from the balcony was cold, and Nan Heming snatched it directly.
"Go to the game room and wait, didn't you say that we will rank together at night?"
"Aww, I'm going to cook with my elder brother later. The cooking auntie is on vacation today, so we cook and eat by ourselves."
"Grandma has prepared a lot of ingredients, and they should be ready in the kitchen by now." Nan Qinse stood up, and put Nan Xiaonan's cold hand from the cold milk in her palm, "If you want to help, let's go to the kitchen together, a few more people to help Move faster."
Nan Qinse stretched out her hand towards Nan Heming.
"What's wrong?" Nan Heming was at a loss.
"Give it to me, you go to rest, just come back and freshen up, Xiao Nan and I will go to the kitchen to help, and heat the milk by the way."
"I'm going too." Nan Heming widened his eyes.
"You'd better stay away from the kitchen."
Nan Heming twitched the corners of his eyes, what do you mean?Is this competing with him? !
Nan's New Year's Day has always been very lively. Although there is only one family, they are very united. Gradually, He Xuanwan probably got used to being in front of Xiaonan's grandma, and she was quite open-minded, and even occasionally said something about food. It's a bit salty, grandma will stare at her, and then eat with chopsticks by herself. She is indeed idle, and then directly throws the pot to Nan Qinse and tells Nan Qinse that this dish is made by Nan Qinse. In the end, Nan Qinse herself suspects that this dish is too salty Did she cook the dishes by herself? In fact, Nan Xiaonan, who secretly put too much salt, was embarrassed to talk beside her.
Nan Xiaonan and his eldest brother and second brother played games in multiple rows at night, and by the way, they also attracted Yu Yiheng. The eldest brother's game skills are actually very good, while the second brother's skills are very showy. Nan Xiaonan belongs to the kind of middle-class, Yu Yiheng's skills fluctuated. Nan Xiaonan was whistling while driving a mic. Behind the three of them, there was a grandma sitting aside who constantly criticized Nan Xiaonan for speaking too badly, and then played the game slowly and angrily. Yes, Nan Xiaonan also taught grandma how to play games.
Grandma Xiaonan is wearing presbyopic glasses, squinting her eyes and playing computer games. She is really happy. Sometimes Nan Qinse admires grandma's acceptance. She can play with them without changing face, even after death. He can swear a bad word, and he is perfectly integrated into their group, except that the technology is really unreadable.
The final exam was held two weeks after New Year's Day. Nan Xiaonan got a report card that was really indescribable. The high school he was in was not as exaggerated as the high school that his elder brother and second brother attended, but the enrollment rate was still good. Although Nan Xiaonan He has always been relying on sports expertise to get extra points, but this does not mean that his cultural courses are passable. He is only a freshman in high school, and he can't understand what the teacher is saying at all. Next semester, he will be divided into arts and sciences, but Nan Xiaonan's liberal arts lectures If he doesn't understand the science and the problem-solving ideas are wrong, he is stupid in general.
Holding the report card, Nan Xiaonan sat in the classroom shivering. He was too embarrassed to show his elder brother and second brother his usual test results, but the final results were signed by parents. He remembered that Nan Yun attached great importance to children's grades , so he has always liked to ask his elder brother to sign, but this time the results are really unsightly.
His grades were not good, and this time he got even worse in the exam. In fact, it is not without reason. Recently, the eldest brother and the second brother are a bit weird. I don’t know if it is because they are too excited during the Chinese New Year. He went out to play, and it was obviously the eve of the exam that his second brother took him to the suburbs to see the snow. Nan Xiaonan completely forgot about the review after playing crazy for a few days.
The results that followed were truly appalling.
"It's indeed a bit exaggerated." Yu Yiheng looked at Nan Xiaonan's report card, "Actually, it's because the school relaxed the difficulty a little at the end of the semester to let everyone have a good year."
It's fine if you don't say it, but Yu Yiheng actually said it directly, Nan Xiaonan's lying on the desk, life would be better than death.
"Everyone has something that everyone is not suitable for, Xiaonan, you are good at exercising." Yu Yiheng sat at the front desk of Nan Xiaonan, "And this is only the first semester, you will have more time to study hard in the future , don't be too discouraged."
"I feel like I'm not top-notch at anything."
"Most people in this world are like this."
"But the eldest brother and the second brother are good at everything."
"There must be something you're not good at, right?"
Not good at things?Nan Xiaonan thought about it carefully, and there are indeed many, especially the second brother, who is like an idiot for things that he is not good at.
"But the second brother's strengths are also outstanding?" Nan Xiaonan felt more ordinary as he grew up.
"Probably determined by genes?" Yu Yiheng said casually.
Nan Xiaonan raised her head suddenly: "I think you're right!"
"what?"
"It must be a genetic problem. My mother looks a bit stupid. Although my father is smart, I haven't inherited much. In other words, the biological mother of the eldest brother and the second brother must be very smart, so that's why I fell in love with nothing in the early stage. My father, I just didn’t expect the fate to be unfair..." Thinking about it, Nan Xiaonan lay down on the table again, "Then I shouldn’t exist, should I? I’m just a laggard, I’m sorry for the surname Nan! "
"Then do you want to take a cram school?" After the final exam, there will be a holiday, and there may be a long period of time between them during the holidays. Yu Yiheng still hopes to see Nan Xiaonan every day, looking at Nan Xiaonan Lying on the shadow on the table, Yu Yiheng stretched out his hand, with uncontrollable hope, "I can go with you, if you have any questions you don't know, you can ask me."
"I have actually considered this issue, but my elder brother and second elder brother have not allowed me to go to cram school." Nan Qinse and Nan Heming said that since the school is going to be on holiday, there must be a reason for the holiday. If this It's time to force study. If you feel disgusted with study, the gain is not worth the loss, so let him have a holiday and have fun.
Every time she is on vacation, Nan Xiaonan will inevitably go out to travel, run around in different places, and then stay at home for the remaining half of the vacation. The time to stay at home is actually very rare.
This year's Chinese New Year, Nan Xiaonan plans to stay at home obediently and not go anywhere.
"Then I'll go to your house to play with you?" Yu Yiheng asked.
"Okay, there just happened to be a lot of vacation homework." Nan Xiaonan looked at the pile of vacation homework on the table, "I thought I wouldn't have to do vacation homework when I was in high school."
"Everyone attaches great importance to high school entrance exams."
"I feel that if it's Yu Yiheng, the exams would be easy."
"No, it's just that I will work harder." Yu Yiheng looked at Nan Xiaonan's side face, Nan Qinse and Nan Heming are really too good, their excellence is beyond the reach of the people around, watching this every day Nan Xiaonan, who grew up with two older brothers, is not even sure how harsh Nan Xiaonan is to others. In order to be Nan Xiaonan's friend and not hold back, Yu Yiheng always reminds himself that he must be serious. Do the homework that must be done every day.
He is an orphan.
Although his biological father and adoptive father were both there, Yu Yiheng still couldn't let go of this psychological idea. He was an orphan raised by the Nan family.
His father is not warm to him, even in name only, their relationship is actually very good, he does not expect him to have a warm and normal family, he has already felt enough warmth around Xiao Nan .
"Nan Xiaonan." When the two were chatting, the voice of a girl in the same class suddenly came from the side. Nan Xiaonan turned around and saw that it was the literary and art committee member of the class. She blinked in confusion and asked what was the matter. The other party replied, "Are you free during the holidays?"
"Are you free?" Anyone who is on vacation is free?
"Then can I ask you to come out to play?" After the literary and art committee member finished speaking, Nan Xiaonan could vaguely hear the sighs of his classmates from around. Looking at the literary and art committee member in front of him, although Nan Xiaonan was slow, but he Under the eyes of the girl whose cheeks gradually turned red, Nan Xiaonan had a bold idea in an instant.
"Yes, you can call me, I will definitely come out to play when I am free."
"Then can we exchange numbers?"
Yu Yiheng stood aside, watching the two exchange phone calls, his eyes gradually darkened, his gloomy gaze made the literary and art committee feel it, he raised his head in embarrassment and said to Yi Heng: "Yu Yiheng, let's change it too, When the time comes out, you will also come out to play together?"
Yu Yiheng didn't know why he agreed. Looking at the extra business card on his phone, there were two large characters written on it: Xia Wei.
Xia Wei is the literary and art committee member of the class. In fact, the literary and art committee member is basically a decorative position in high school, responsible for some extracurricular activities in the class. When I was a child, Nan Xiaonan was unexpectedly liked by the senior sisters. Every time, there would be a few senior sisters who said they wanted to pursue Nan Xiaonan, but in the end, I don’t know why it was nothing. However, it was spread After hearing the news that he was in love with his senior sister, Nan Xiaonan has basically never received the love of his female classmates at the same level.
Because there was an incident of cold violence on campus in elementary school, Nan Xiaonan's attitude towards everyone is not as warm as before, but he has always been very kind to the people around him, and he kept changing seats in high school to avoid being at the same table. The room is too familiar and leads to desertion, Nan Xiaonan's good personality is still spread in the class.
"Why does she want my contact information?" Boys at this age are always swaying. Ever since Yu Yi Heng's provocation had such a dream, Nan Xiaonan began to have vague temptations towards the opposite sex. The attitude towards girls is becoming more and more respectful, coupled with the etiquette learned from the second brother, it is even more vividly displayed, and being liked by girls is a matter of course.
"Maybe it's because there are so many people." Yu Yiheng, who saw everything clearly, didn't want Nan Xiaonan to be enlightened on this matter. As long as Nan Xiaonan is still single, then he is the only friend who stands by Nan Xiaonan's side .
Nan Xiaonan looked at the number on the phone in a daze, could Xia Wei like him?If you don't like it, then why were the students in the class booing just now, and Xia Wei blushed, if you didn't like it, you would definitely be angry, why would you want your own instead of someone else's?Oh, and Yu Yiheng, but looking at the situation at that time, Yu Yiheng seemed to be incidental?
What if Xia Wei really likes herself?Accept or reject?He didn't dislike Xia Wei very much. He remembered that once after school Xia Wei was on duty with her classmate and suddenly fell down. It was serious. He and Xia Wei helped the classmate to the infirmary together. Wei Ren has a soft voice and looks very shy. She is different from the people I usually know. She has the shyness unique to girls. He actually... likes this kind of thing.
Is he a boy?So sometimes the senior is mainly too active, and feels very passive every time she is chased. He doesn't like being too passive.
What if... What if Xia Wei wants to hint that he pursues her?
As a standard 16-year-old high school student, Nan Xiaonan thought about it all night because she got a call from a girl.
Nan Xiaonan thought about it all night, and felt uneasy on the first day of the holiday. Although he has been pursued by people, it doesn't mean that he has really fallen in love.
In the past, he didn't care about so many things at all, but because this dying Yu Yiheng reminded him of the fact that he was already familiar, he suddenly became sensitive to love.
So annoying.
Turn over.
Still annoying!
"What's the matter?" Nan Heming came to climb the bed in the middle of the night and found that Nan Xiaonan was not sleeping soundly. He reached out and stroked Nan Xiaonan's neck skillfully as if he was comforting a cat, "What's on your mind?"
Nan Xiaonan shook his head.
Haven't even written a word about this matter yet?They just asked him for a phone call!
"Second brother."
"Ok?"
The sleep time with Nan Xiaonan was compressed to four hours every night, and Nan Heming had no choice but to try his best to get through the first four hours of restless sleep. Now he finally hugged his well-behaved younger brother, and his sleepiness was surging Come, answering Nan Xiaonan's voice is obviously a lot more lazy, the body temperature of my brother is really comfortable, it is so comfortable to hug in winter.
"Why don't you fall in love?"
"Huh?" Nan Heming's head was a mess.
"Second brother is such a beautiful boy, I feel that he will definitely fall in love in high school?"
"What is high school? I've already been in junior high..." This topic stopped abruptly. Nan Heming opened his eyes, and after a while he realized what he said. Not pure anymore, relying on his good looks and good family background, he has done many foolish things, but in this life he has kept himself clean, so he really hasn't done those stupid things in the past.
"Junior high school? What's wrong with junior high school?" Nan Xiaonan seemed to be really unable to sleep, and looked up eagerly at her gorgeous second brother.
"Eh... There are already many girls who have confessed to your second brother in junior high school." It was so dangerous that she almost exposed her former attributes in front of her younger brother.
"Second brother, doesn't anyone like it?"
"No, I feel like none of the people in there are as cute as Xiao Nan. If it weren't for Xiao Nan, I wouldn't consider dating them." Nan Heming took psychological precautions, obviously not as sleepy as before.
"Oh." Nan Xiaonan retorted, "I'm not cute, I'm handsome."
"Well, then you have to be more handsome than Xiaonan, otherwise we won't date." Nan Heming was chaotic, talking along the lines of Nan Xiaonan as always.
"Then you can only date Big Brother." Nan Xiaonan joked with a smile, "Isn't the person who is more handsome than me in this world is Big Brother?!"
Nan Heming opened his eyes, was silent for three seconds, and then shivered all over.
It's too scary to even think about it.
"Why did Xiao Nan ask this question suddenly? Does Xiao Nan want to fall in love?" Nan Heming rubbed his chin against his brother's hair.
"Well, high school love is puppy love, right?"
"How could it be?" Nan Heming's voice carried a faint
When a man is young, he is always domineering. He does not know how to reflect on himself, and his natural advantages make him never consider others. As he grows older, he sees more and knows more, and his mentality stabilizes. , Only then can I barely realize what I have done, but actually should not do.
When he was young, he always complained and only looked at himself. However, looking back on his life, there are too few people staying by his side. In the end, he was lonely when he died. I thought maybe finding a wife would help However, the facts tell him that not everyone can have the most sincere affection for others. He failed to get the wholehearted love from his wife and children, and the growing nostalgia for the past gradually realized that he had lost The person who treats him the best in this world, the more he knows, the more he regrets in his heart. In the dead of night, holding a wine glass, he seems to be able to see his younger brother standing in front of him and toasting him with a smile .
He doesn't want to recall the messages left in the old house that were plain in words but contained strong emotions. Those messages only made him feel more lonely and helpless. He blocked those memories, but today, after waking up, When he came over, he saw the child next to him, sleeping peacefully, with a faint smile on his face, he was probably in a good mood, breathing evenly, and trusted him wholeheartedly.
No matter how big his job was, he didn't disturb the sleeping child. He even tilted his head and rubbed his chest, showing his intimacy.
He also thought about why this child would help them so much, shouldn't the only thing between them be blood?
How can they have the love of this child wholeheartedly?
But now, Nan Qinse has a bold and distressing guess.
"Xiao Nan, do you usually dream?" Nan Qinse held his younger brother's hand, not paying any attention to the curious eyes cast by his subordinates.
The eldest brother doesn't care, and Nan Xiaonan doesn't care even more. The eldest brother's hands are always warm and generous, and it's actually very comfortable to hold.
"Dream? I usually dream."
"What dreams does Xiao Nan usually have?" Nan Qinse asked calmly.
"I don't remember, it's all kinds of strange things, I still dream that I can fly, and I also watch movies in my dreams, and I can see the ending song of the movie, sometimes I don't even think about it, if the dream is not finished It will be hard!"
"Really?" Nan Qinse felt a little relieved when she heard Nan Xiaonan's expression without any gloomy expression. It seemed that she probably didn't remember the original thing.
Nan Qinse brought a boy in school uniform beside him. It is said that he was the much-loved third young master of the Nan family who had never shown his face. Suddenly, seeing Nan Xiaonan and Nan Qinse together a lot immediately made people excited up.
"That child looks very cute and cute. I thought Mr. Nan's child would be a little adult just like Mr. Nan."
"I heard that he was chatting with the front desk the day before yesterday. I just heard that the kid asked the front desk if he wanted to meet his brother. Did the front desk refuse?"
"If it were me, I would definitely go crazy. Such a good opportunity, he is really the man of my dreams!"
At this time, the front desk also felt very regretful. How could she know that the little classmate in school uniform was Mr. Nan's younger brother?It's no wonder that Secretary Mu's expression was so strange at that time, and the front desk was about to cry. Her job salary is quite good, and if she just lost her job, she would cry now.
What she expected didn't happen, but she witnessed that workaholic Mr. Nan took his younger brother off work early. She saw with her own eyes that Nan Qinse put a scarf on Nan Xiaonan at the door, and wrapped Nan Xiaonan Strictly.
"Mr. Nan, aren't you going to drive today?" Mu Zixuan asked standing behind Nan Qinse.
"Xiao Nan said that he wants to eat at a Sichuan restaurant nearby. Let's go there first and pick up the car when we come back." Nan Qinse said while buttoning the hat of the big cotton coat on Nan Xiaonan.
"Brother, if you say this, it will make me look very fragile. I am a big boy with a sports department!"
"If you catch a cold, I won't let you go out to play during the holidays." As soon as Nan Qinse's patriarchal posture came out, Nan Xiaonan was scared instantly.
The security guard at the door watched in shock as Mr. Nan reached out and took the hand of the male classmate who had chatted with him for a long time and put it in his pocket, showing his intimacy. Nan Xiaonan even winked at the security guard when he went out. Blinking, the security guard was shocked. He shouldn't have said anything that he couldn't say to this child, right?
It's snowing outside, and it's almost time to get off work, and the whole sky is gray. Nan Xiaonan stepped on the snow that had already accumulated a layer, raised her head in the crowd, and looked at the snow on her elder brother.
"You are so big, the snow on your body is more than mine." Nan Xiaonan saw a snowflake falling on Nan Qinse's eyelashes, Nan Qinse blinked slightly, the snowflake fell, and then fell on him The face was melted by the temperature into drops of water, which slid down the cheeks. The eldest brother was not wearing a hat. Nan Xiaonan raised the umbrella in his hand and opened it. The scene of two men squeezed into one umbrella seemed a bit strange, but Nan Qin Se didn't care about Nan Xiaonan directly with one arm. The distance between the two was inseparable, and they were no longer disturbed by the snow under the cover of the black umbrella.
"Brother, I think if I don't grow taller, I may only be as tall as my sister-in-law in the future."
Sister-in-law?Nan Qinse smiled.
"So what? If Xiao Nan has always been this tall, the eldest brother can always hug Xiao Nan like this."
"Hey, who will say that my elder brother is too dead, a straight man can't flirt, but I will get angry with him!"
Nan Qinse laughed, their footsteps stepped on the snowflakes, and there were creaking and creaking sounds. In the snowy space, it was very quiet. Nan Xiaonan was the only noise in this tranquility. He always said something Non-stop, as if even the snowflakes on the nearby trees could attract his attention, Nan Qinse tilted her head slightly, and answered a few words from time to time, sounding very peaceful, enjoying the peace.
That night, Nan Xiaonan ran to the computer room to surf the Internet, and his parents also came to live here. It’s New Year’s Day, and even Nan Xiaonan, a high school student, should play as much as possible. The second brother agreed to rank together in the evening, and today we will happily spend the last day of the year.
Nan Qinse sat quietly on the sofa in the living room by himself, with newly opened red wine on his table. He liked to drink, and he always liked it, but he rarely got drunk because he had to keep working at all times. I like the taste of wine, and I also like the stomach that is gradually warmed up after drinking wine.
"What's the matter?" Nan Heming passed by the living room after returning, and saw red wine and another wine glass that had not been touched at all in front of Nan Qinse, raised his eyebrows, took off his heavy coat and threw it on On the sofa beside him, he sat down on his own, "Do you have something to tell me?"
"I only went back to the old house once."
When these words came out, Nan Heming's eyes widened at first, and finally he sighed unconsciously.
"You remember?"
"You kept it from me?" Nan Qinse gently fiddled with the wine glass in her hand, "Why did you keep it from me."
"You don't need too much guilt. If you have too much, it's pressure. Even if I'm not close to you, I don't want you to bear too much." Nan Heming added after finishing speaking, " Of course it's not for you, but for me, I don't want you to be too clingy to Xiaonan, so that Xiaonan can completely belong to me."
Nan Heming reached out to get his coat, and found a new cigarette from it. He basically didn't smoke anymore. He was older than Xiao Nan, but he hoped that he could walk behind Xiao Nan when he got old. That way the child won't be overwhelmed with grief over his death.
"What are you hiding from me?"
Nan Heming lit a cigarette, the smoke blurred his beautiful face, Nan Heming narrowed his eyes slightly.
"You only went back once, but I lived there for a long time. I sold all the houses and left myself with only that old house. When I died in the end, I also died in the old house." Nan He Ming's memory seems to have returned to the past that he has always ignored, "You can't imagine what kind of thoughts I have used to explore that house for so long. It is like a huge buried treasure. In my spare time, I always read all the notes and all the information he left behind, he is very interesting, but it is impossible for you to find all the clues in one night."
When Nan Heming explored the house, it seemed as if he was back when he was a child. He was attracted by interesting games, and kept exploring undiscovered things in the house that he was already familiar with, and those strange messages. The note, the ugly picture he secretly drew in the corner, the video he secretly recorded on TV, the voice he recorded in the alarm clock, these things with a limited lifespan, he counted them many times I don't want to let the traces of the children who loved him the most disappear with time.
He loves that strange place so much.
"I've read a lot. I can recite everything written in it. Generally speaking, it's impossible to memorize it so easily, isn't it? But I recited it clearly, maybe because I can't remember every word." I watched it very seriously, but I don’t know why, and I don’t have any memory of many things in it.”
Nan Heming didn't understand before, some things he remembered, some things he didn't remember at all, and it didn't even fit his personality, and he couldn't fully understand what he did in the letter. At that time, he blamed everything Because it was that child's fantasy, he fell in love with them because of his own fantasy, he couldn't describe the agitation in his heart with words, was this child always lost in all this?
"It's not true, it's true, it's false, there's only one thing that's been revealed between the lines, it's... the love for me with all my heart, you still have a wife and children, you know why I've always been unwilling Looking for it? It’s not that I didn’t look for it, but when I wanted to settle down, I found that there was no one around me who could compare with Xiaonan’s affection for me. The love that was clearly above the family affection, but it still couldn’t move me , People will compare, and after getting the best, they are unwilling to give in. I have never been able to find anyone other than that child who simply likes me."
Nan Heming's external conditions are too good, his ability, his appearance, his conversation, everything can attract others, he is a radical person, he deeply understands this truth, he can't get rid of these externalities Now, but rejecting everyone who approaches him because of appearance, Nan Heming stubbornly believes that these people are impure, and they have no necessary connection with him. It is also from then on that Nan Heming truly He clearly understands how important the continuation of blood is to him.
He looked at the old house over and over again, and then one day, suddenly a fire burned down the old house. He didn't want to commit suicide, he just got drunk at the drinking party where he worked. Knowing that his wine was so bad, he returned to the old house, hugging the small alarm clock, he named it 'Nan Nan', Nan Xiaonan recorded a lot of his voice in it, and he repeated it over and over again. Listening, lit a cigarette and leaned against the bed, I don't know when I fell asleep.
When he vaguely opened his eyes and saw the burning old house, he suddenly had a thought that he should just let it go.
He cared about everything. When he knew how to cherish, everything turned into nothing. The time alone was too difficult, and he began to understand Nan Xiaonan's unrealistic fantasies.
If only he could dream like that.
When he opened his eyes that day, he was in the hospital.
He did not die, but suffered extensive burns and the entire house was destroyed except for the alarm clock in his hand.
He is still alive.
As long as he is still alive, he will not allow himself to be ugly, this is his last stubbornness.
He spent a lot of money repairing the burns on his body, he gave up the company, and spent all his money on restoring his appearance, stubborn and extreme.
That period of time was his most desolate time, for a long, long, very long time, during that time, no one who had cared about him was by his side, he understood that he could still stay in his life after losing everything The person next to him had died a long time ago.
The most ridiculous thing is that he didn't really understand this truth until he experienced the critical moment of life and death.
He Nan Heming never thought that he would always be at the bottom of the valley, and spent three full years reshaping himself, and the only one who accompanied him was the alarm clock named Nan Nan.
Suffering and pain are over, and he has started all over again. After experiencing life and death, he is more dazzling than before. He regained what he lost and gave up, and those who once left him will come back. , but so what?
He spent the rest of his time playing in the world, even if he was an old man, he would not refuse the boys and girls who rushed towards him at all. He played with all these glamorous things, watching the people around him dig out their hearts and lungs without any emotion, until the end When he died, he didn't leave even a single piece of property to those around him.
Until his death, Nan and Ming knew that he was not a good person, he was just a wicked soul wandering in the human world.
"After I was reborn, I realized what I was confused about. Those things that didn't exist in all his messages are really happening in this world. I only hope that I will I know, only I know, this is my secret." Nan Heming is still paranoid until now, he is a hopeless man.
"Does he... have the memory of this life?" He didn't know much, and the one who really knew, the one who knew thoroughly was actually Nan Heming.
He had been unable to understand where Nan Heming's strong resentment came from, and now he suddenly understood that Nan Heming had experienced more pasts that he could not imagine in places they didn't know.
"I don't think so. Judging from the information he left, it should be just a few words in the dream. He can't distinguish between the dream world and the real world, so he always uses the word 'dream' instead." Nan Heming Leaning on the sofa, he lowered his eyes, and his eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, "He loves us tenderly, and treats us tenderly, he even knows clearly that it is just something that happened in a dream, but He is still hopelessly friendly to us, he loves us and misses us, and never gave up, no matter in his previous life or now, his feelings for us have not changed in any way."
Nan Qinse couldn't imagine how Nan Xiaonan, who had been surviving with a dream, passed through those difficult days. They ignored him and denied him all the time. He was not a child who became more and more courageous. On the contrary, his performance in his previous life Out of endless fragility, every fragility was healed by the short-lived warmth in the dream. He relied on the dream to love them who didn't love him.
The favorite red wine has no taste at all, and the truth that he knows now is a thousand times stronger than what he knows.
What Nan Heming has experienced and known in the long years is several times that of him. Compared with Nan Heming, he is actually more fragile.
Nan Heming's fully formed heart knot stimulated him all the time, so he had such a fierce resistance. For him, maybe he was the one who couldn't understand it.
"I really wish he was my child." Nan Heming murmured like a nightmare, "He will be completely mine and belong to me."
In the past, he often heard Nan Heming say this sentence, and he always thought that Nan Heming had a hidden disease in his heart, but now after he really replaced Nan Heming, he seemed to understand the meaning of his words.
"What are you guys talking about that looks so serious?" Nan Xiaonan suddenly appeared from the corner, holding a can of milk in her hand, and was about to insert a straw, kicking soft fur slippers and running over, "You guys actually drink and smoke?!"
"I'm sorry, Xiao Nan, the second brother made a mistake." Nan Heming immediately pinched out the cigarette in his hand, and then picked up his cigarette case, "Look, there's only one cigarette out of here, I absolutely He didn't smoke secretly outside, Xiao Nan believed in me, he must believe in me!"
"Really?" Nan Xiaonan stretched out his hand to grab Nan Heming's coat suspiciously, sniffed it, and found that there was indeed no smell of cigarettes, so he put down the coat dubiously.
Nan Heming secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but when he saw the milk in Nan Xiaonan's hand, he asked, "Is the milk warm?"
"Eh..." Now it was Nan Xiaonan's turn to be embarrassed.
"How can you drink milk without heating it in such a cold day? How many times have I told you that you forgot?"
"Didn't the butler brother rest today? Then I was lazy to do it myself." The milk just taken out from the balcony was cold, and Nan Heming snatched it directly.
"Go to the game room and wait, didn't you say that we will rank together at night?"
"Aww, I'm going to cook with my elder brother later. The cooking auntie is on vacation today, so we cook and eat by ourselves."
"Grandma has prepared a lot of ingredients, and they should be ready in the kitchen by now." Nan Qinse stood up, and put Nan Xiaonan's cold hand from the cold milk in her palm, "If you want to help, let's go to the kitchen together, a few more people to help Move faster."
Nan Qinse stretched out her hand towards Nan Heming.
"What's wrong?" Nan Heming was at a loss.
"Give it to me, you go to rest, just come back and freshen up, Xiao Nan and I will go to the kitchen to help, and heat the milk by the way."
"I'm going too." Nan Heming widened his eyes.
"You'd better stay away from the kitchen."
Nan Heming twitched the corners of his eyes, what do you mean?Is this competing with him? !
Nan's New Year's Day has always been very lively. Although there is only one family, they are very united. Gradually, He Xuanwan probably got used to being in front of Xiaonan's grandma, and she was quite open-minded, and even occasionally said something about food. It's a bit salty, grandma will stare at her, and then eat with chopsticks by herself. She is indeed idle, and then directly throws the pot to Nan Qinse and tells Nan Qinse that this dish is made by Nan Qinse. In the end, Nan Qinse herself suspects that this dish is too salty Did she cook the dishes by herself? In fact, Nan Xiaonan, who secretly put too much salt, was embarrassed to talk beside her.
Nan Xiaonan and his eldest brother and second brother played games in multiple rows at night, and by the way, they also attracted Yu Yiheng. The eldest brother's game skills are actually very good, while the second brother's skills are very showy. Nan Xiaonan belongs to the kind of middle-class, Yu Yiheng's skills fluctuated. Nan Xiaonan was whistling while driving a mic. Behind the three of them, there was a grandma sitting aside who constantly criticized Nan Xiaonan for speaking too badly, and then played the game slowly and angrily. Yes, Nan Xiaonan also taught grandma how to play games.
Grandma Xiaonan is wearing presbyopic glasses, squinting her eyes and playing computer games. She is really happy. Sometimes Nan Qinse admires grandma's acceptance. She can play with them without changing face, even after death. He can swear a bad word, and he is perfectly integrated into their group, except that the technology is really unreadable.
The final exam was held two weeks after New Year's Day. Nan Xiaonan got a report card that was really indescribable. The high school he was in was not as exaggerated as the high school that his elder brother and second brother attended, but the enrollment rate was still good. Although Nan Xiaonan He has always been relying on sports expertise to get extra points, but this does not mean that his cultural courses are passable. He is only a freshman in high school, and he can't understand what the teacher is saying at all. Next semester, he will be divided into arts and sciences, but Nan Xiaonan's liberal arts lectures If he doesn't understand the science and the problem-solving ideas are wrong, he is stupid in general.
Holding the report card, Nan Xiaonan sat in the classroom shivering. He was too embarrassed to show his elder brother and second brother his usual test results, but the final results were signed by parents. He remembered that Nan Yun attached great importance to children's grades , so he has always liked to ask his elder brother to sign, but this time the results are really unsightly.
His grades were not good, and this time he got even worse in the exam. In fact, it is not without reason. Recently, the eldest brother and the second brother are a bit weird. I don’t know if it is because they are too excited during the Chinese New Year. He went out to play, and it was obviously the eve of the exam that his second brother took him to the suburbs to see the snow. Nan Xiaonan completely forgot about the review after playing crazy for a few days.
The results that followed were truly appalling.
"It's indeed a bit exaggerated." Yu Yiheng looked at Nan Xiaonan's report card, "Actually, it's because the school relaxed the difficulty a little at the end of the semester to let everyone have a good year."
It's fine if you don't say it, but Yu Yiheng actually said it directly, Nan Xiaonan's lying on the desk, life would be better than death.
"Everyone has something that everyone is not suitable for, Xiaonan, you are good at exercising." Yu Yiheng sat at the front desk of Nan Xiaonan, "And this is only the first semester, you will have more time to study hard in the future , don't be too discouraged."
"I feel like I'm not top-notch at anything."
"Most people in this world are like this."
"But the eldest brother and the second brother are good at everything."
"There must be something you're not good at, right?"
Not good at things?Nan Xiaonan thought about it carefully, and there are indeed many, especially the second brother, who is like an idiot for things that he is not good at.
"But the second brother's strengths are also outstanding?" Nan Xiaonan felt more ordinary as he grew up.
"Probably determined by genes?" Yu Yiheng said casually.
Nan Xiaonan raised her head suddenly: "I think you're right!"
"what?"
"It must be a genetic problem. My mother looks a bit stupid. Although my father is smart, I haven't inherited much. In other words, the biological mother of the eldest brother and the second brother must be very smart, so that's why I fell in love with nothing in the early stage. My father, I just didn’t expect the fate to be unfair..." Thinking about it, Nan Xiaonan lay down on the table again, "Then I shouldn’t exist, should I? I’m just a laggard, I’m sorry for the surname Nan! "
"Then do you want to take a cram school?" After the final exam, there will be a holiday, and there may be a long period of time between them during the holidays. Yu Yiheng still hopes to see Nan Xiaonan every day, looking at Nan Xiaonan Lying on the shadow on the table, Yu Yiheng stretched out his hand, with uncontrollable hope, "I can go with you, if you have any questions you don't know, you can ask me."
"I have actually considered this issue, but my elder brother and second elder brother have not allowed me to go to cram school." Nan Qinse and Nan Heming said that since the school is going to be on holiday, there must be a reason for the holiday. If this It's time to force study. If you feel disgusted with study, the gain is not worth the loss, so let him have a holiday and have fun.
Every time she is on vacation, Nan Xiaonan will inevitably go out to travel, run around in different places, and then stay at home for the remaining half of the vacation. The time to stay at home is actually very rare.
This year's Chinese New Year, Nan Xiaonan plans to stay at home obediently and not go anywhere.
"Then I'll go to your house to play with you?" Yu Yiheng asked.
"Okay, there just happened to be a lot of vacation homework." Nan Xiaonan looked at the pile of vacation homework on the table, "I thought I wouldn't have to do vacation homework when I was in high school."
"Everyone attaches great importance to high school entrance exams."
"I feel that if it's Yu Yiheng, the exams would be easy."
"No, it's just that I will work harder." Yu Yiheng looked at Nan Xiaonan's side face, Nan Qinse and Nan Heming are really too good, their excellence is beyond the reach of the people around, watching this every day Nan Xiaonan, who grew up with two older brothers, is not even sure how harsh Nan Xiaonan is to others. In order to be Nan Xiaonan's friend and not hold back, Yu Yiheng always reminds himself that he must be serious. Do the homework that must be done every day.
He is an orphan.
Although his biological father and adoptive father were both there, Yu Yiheng still couldn't let go of this psychological idea. He was an orphan raised by the Nan family.
His father is not warm to him, even in name only, their relationship is actually very good, he does not expect him to have a warm and normal family, he has already felt enough warmth around Xiao Nan .
"Nan Xiaonan." When the two were chatting, the voice of a girl in the same class suddenly came from the side. Nan Xiaonan turned around and saw that it was the literary and art committee member of the class. She blinked in confusion and asked what was the matter. The other party replied, "Are you free during the holidays?"
"Are you free?" Anyone who is on vacation is free?
"Then can I ask you to come out to play?" After the literary and art committee member finished speaking, Nan Xiaonan could vaguely hear the sighs of his classmates from around. Looking at the literary and art committee member in front of him, although Nan Xiaonan was slow, but he Under the eyes of the girl whose cheeks gradually turned red, Nan Xiaonan had a bold idea in an instant.
"Yes, you can call me, I will definitely come out to play when I am free."
"Then can we exchange numbers?"
Yu Yiheng stood aside, watching the two exchange phone calls, his eyes gradually darkened, his gloomy gaze made the literary and art committee feel it, he raised his head in embarrassment and said to Yi Heng: "Yu Yiheng, let's change it too, When the time comes out, you will also come out to play together?"
Yu Yiheng didn't know why he agreed. Looking at the extra business card on his phone, there were two large characters written on it: Xia Wei.
Xia Wei is the literary and art committee member of the class. In fact, the literary and art committee member is basically a decorative position in high school, responsible for some extracurricular activities in the class. When I was a child, Nan Xiaonan was unexpectedly liked by the senior sisters. Every time, there would be a few senior sisters who said they wanted to pursue Nan Xiaonan, but in the end, I don’t know why it was nothing. However, it was spread After hearing the news that he was in love with his senior sister, Nan Xiaonan has basically never received the love of his female classmates at the same level.
Because there was an incident of cold violence on campus in elementary school, Nan Xiaonan's attitude towards everyone is not as warm as before, but he has always been very kind to the people around him, and he kept changing seats in high school to avoid being at the same table. The room is too familiar and leads to desertion, Nan Xiaonan's good personality is still spread in the class.
"Why does she want my contact information?" Boys at this age are always swaying. Ever since Yu Yi Heng's provocation had such a dream, Nan Xiaonan began to have vague temptations towards the opposite sex. The attitude towards girls is becoming more and more respectful, coupled with the etiquette learned from the second brother, it is even more vividly displayed, and being liked by girls is a matter of course.
"Maybe it's because there are so many people." Yu Yiheng, who saw everything clearly, didn't want Nan Xiaonan to be enlightened on this matter. As long as Nan Xiaonan is still single, then he is the only friend who stands by Nan Xiaonan's side .
Nan Xiaonan looked at the number on the phone in a daze, could Xia Wei like him?If you don't like it, then why were the students in the class booing just now, and Xia Wei blushed, if you didn't like it, you would definitely be angry, why would you want your own instead of someone else's?Oh, and Yu Yiheng, but looking at the situation at that time, Yu Yiheng seemed to be incidental?
What if Xia Wei really likes herself?Accept or reject?He didn't dislike Xia Wei very much. He remembered that once after school Xia Wei was on duty with her classmate and suddenly fell down. It was serious. He and Xia Wei helped the classmate to the infirmary together. Wei Ren has a soft voice and looks very shy. She is different from the people I usually know. She has the shyness unique to girls. He actually... likes this kind of thing.
Is he a boy?So sometimes the senior is mainly too active, and feels very passive every time she is chased. He doesn't like being too passive.
What if... What if Xia Wei wants to hint that he pursues her?
As a standard 16-year-old high school student, Nan Xiaonan thought about it all night because she got a call from a girl.
Nan Xiaonan thought about it all night, and felt uneasy on the first day of the holiday. Although he has been pursued by people, it doesn't mean that he has really fallen in love.
In the past, he didn't care about so many things at all, but because this dying Yu Yiheng reminded him of the fact that he was already familiar, he suddenly became sensitive to love.
So annoying.
Turn over.
Still annoying!
"What's the matter?" Nan Heming came to climb the bed in the middle of the night and found that Nan Xiaonan was not sleeping soundly. He reached out and stroked Nan Xiaonan's neck skillfully as if he was comforting a cat, "What's on your mind?"
Nan Xiaonan shook his head.
Haven't even written a word about this matter yet?They just asked him for a phone call!
"Second brother."
"Ok?"
The sleep time with Nan Xiaonan was compressed to four hours every night, and Nan Heming had no choice but to try his best to get through the first four hours of restless sleep. Now he finally hugged his well-behaved younger brother, and his sleepiness was surging Come, answering Nan Xiaonan's voice is obviously a lot more lazy, the body temperature of my brother is really comfortable, it is so comfortable to hug in winter.
"Why don't you fall in love?"
"Huh?" Nan Heming's head was a mess.
"Second brother is such a beautiful boy, I feel that he will definitely fall in love in high school?"
"What is high school? I've already been in junior high..." This topic stopped abruptly. Nan Heming opened his eyes, and after a while he realized what he said. Not pure anymore, relying on his good looks and good family background, he has done many foolish things, but in this life he has kept himself clean, so he really hasn't done those stupid things in the past.
"Junior high school? What's wrong with junior high school?" Nan Xiaonan seemed to be really unable to sleep, and looked up eagerly at her gorgeous second brother.
"Eh... There are already many girls who have confessed to your second brother in junior high school." It was so dangerous that she almost exposed her former attributes in front of her younger brother.
"Second brother, doesn't anyone like it?"
"No, I feel like none of the people in there are as cute as Xiao Nan. If it weren't for Xiao Nan, I wouldn't consider dating them." Nan Heming took psychological precautions, obviously not as sleepy as before.
"Oh." Nan Xiaonan retorted, "I'm not cute, I'm handsome."
"Well, then you have to be more handsome than Xiaonan, otherwise we won't date." Nan Heming was chaotic, talking along the lines of Nan Xiaonan as always.
"Then you can only date Big Brother." Nan Xiaonan joked with a smile, "Isn't the person who is more handsome than me in this world is Big Brother?!"
Nan Heming opened his eyes, was silent for three seconds, and then shivered all over.
It's too scary to even think about it.
"Why did Xiao Nan ask this question suddenly? Does Xiao Nan want to fall in love?" Nan Heming rubbed his chin against his brother's hair.
"Well, high school love is puppy love, right?"
"How could it be?" Nan Heming's voice carried a faint
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The top CEO is my ex-boyfriend
Chapter 665 6 hours ago -
Reborn Ugly Girl Farming to Support the Family
Chapter 264 6 hours ago -
Quick-travel system: The host is having a blast in the small world
Chapter 307 6 hours ago -
Zongman: People in Conan, raising cats and mice
Chapter 658 6 hours ago