After my brother's rebirth, he wants to control

Nan Xiaonan stayed at Yu Yiheng's house all day, and he did not leave after Yu Yiheng's adoptive father came back at night. He was very determined to live in Yu Yiheng's house today. Nan Qinse called him that night a phone call.

"Are you really not coming back?"

"Yes, not going back."

Nan Qinse's voice sounded helpless, and his sigh was clearly conveyed: "Xiao Nan has grown up."

"I'm already a mature boy." What did he do in the morning!Isn't this the best expression of maturity?

"Xiaonan, big brother knows that it is impossible to sleep with you all the time. You will grow up and you will need your own private space. In the future, you will also want your partner to lie on the other side of the bed. It wasn't prepared for me." Nan Qinse used the title of me, not us, and he is not speaking on behalf of Nan Heming, but talking with his younger brother from Nan Qinse's personal standpoint.

"Brother..." Nan Xiaonan's previous resolute attitude finally let go because of Nan Qinse's softness.

"I just hope you can live a good life. We will always be brothers connected by blood. Xiao Nan, I am ten years older than you. If I am older, I will almost be your father."

"So you always joke with your second brother that you are the child's father!"

Nan Qinse laughed on the other end of the phone: "The blood relationship between father and son and brothers can never be severed. Even if we don't sleep on the same bed, our relationship will not weaken."

"Yes, big brother, I really like big brother."

Nan Qinse felt a little bitter. After all, it was the child in his arms. Even now, he could easily hug Nan Xiaonan. This child once worked hard to give them warmth. Will the reward for their hard work now be this child? the shackles.

"If Xiao Nan wants to sleep alone and is very firm, Big Brother will help you redecorate your own room at home."

Nan Xiaonan didn't expect Nan Qinse to let go so easily: "I thought you would be unwilling, brother."

"Xiao Nan, you have to understand that as long as you don't speak, I don't pay attention to all other people's ideas and concepts. Unless you want to sleep by yourself, I won't agree to it even if it's grandma." Nan Qinse saw his slightly disappointed face reflected on the glass of the bookcase, but his tone was unusually steady, "If this is what Xiao Nan wants to do, then I will definitely agree. As I said, no matter what Xiao Nan does, Any big brother will love you, so don't be shy about anything, I want to know, and I want to do something for you."

"The elder brother and the second elder brother have really done a lot for me, and they love me more than my parents." Nan Xiaonan switched the phone to the other side to listen, "They say that no one can do without their parents , but in my family, I cannot live without my elder brother and second elder brother."

Nan Qinse smiled: "Yes."

Nan Xiaonan didn't expect the conversation to go on so smoothly this time, and her mood improved a lot.

"Xiao Nan is going to be independent? She's no longer the kid who always clings to her big brother and wants to be hugged."

"I'm not a child anymore." Nan Xiaonan retorted proudly, "But I will still pester my elder brother for a hug."

Nan Qinse's cheerful laughter came from the opposite side: "Brother will hug Xiao Nan anytime."

Nan Xiaonan seldom listened to Nan Qinse's voice on the phone so seriously. She was in a delicate mood, and even curled up with her toes, probably because of excitement and joy.

"However, if Xiao Nan wants to wean elder brother and second brother suddenly, can you do it? Remember when you were a child, you were afraid because you slept next to the bed."

"I can, I have no problem!" Nan Xiaonan thought for a while, he is now in the guest room prepared by Yi Heng, this is the first time Nan Xiaonan has stayed at a friend's house, and Yu Yi Heng's home is in good condition, so give him The ones he prepared were all new, and he was wearing new pajamas that Yu Yiheng hadn't worn. He was a little taller than Yu Yiheng, but the gap was not that big, and the clothes fit him well.

"Brother will wait for you to get into bed at night if necessary?"

"I won't!" He is not such a person without perseverance.

"Since Xiao Nan wants to live at a friend's house, let's do it. Remember to keep in touch with me at any time, otherwise the eldest brother will be very worried about you."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Nan Qinse swallowed the bitter emotions in his heart, unable to accurately express his very complicated feelings. It can be said that there is the joy of my son's early growth, and there is also a trace of the son's wings being stiff and wanting to leave his parents. lost.

How did he know that this day would always come, that child always had his own ideas, and he had made such preparations early on, and he was not surprised that this day would come, but I'm afraid this matter would affect Nan He Ming said it was not so easy to accept.

And...it's so late, but Nan Heming hasn't come back, even if he thinks about it with his knees, he knows where Nan Heming is now.

Nan Xiaonan's heart skipped a beat when he heard the doorbell, who would come to visit so late?In an instant, the three characters 'Nan Heming' appeared in Nan Xiaonan's mind.

After Yu Yiheng's adoptive father opened the door and saw Nan Heming standing at the door, he turned his head and saw Nan Xiaonan coming out of the guest room wearing milky white pajamas and going to sleep. Yu Yiheng, who said something with him, went to other places and left the living room directly to the awkward pair of brothers.

"Father!" Yu Yiheng was anxious, he never thought that Nan Heming would be so thick-skinned as to come directly to the house to find someone.

"Don't meddle in the family's affairs." Anyone who knows the Nan family now knows that the two newcomers of the Nan family have a heart that no one can touch. He has seen Nan Xiaonan many times. , and I have to admit that he is a rare clean boy with a pure heart, so it is only natural for the Nan family to pamper him so unrestrainedly.

"Xiao Nan is already 16 years old, and it's just a sleepover. Why not?!" Yu Yiheng wanted to pull the man's hand away.

"Don't forget who gave you your current life. I never taught you to be a white-eyed wolf!"

The man's words made Yu Yiheng stop directly. The man didn't stop him but went back to his room. Yu Yiheng stood there and didn't go back, but he couldn't just go back to the bedroom.

"Come home with me, Xiao Nan." Although Nan Heming was in someone else's house, he put on his slippers and walked in. He stood in front of Nan Xiaonan, looking down at his brother who worried him so much. "Second brother laughed this morning. It's my fault. Xiao Nan won't be angry, okay?"

"It's not a question of laughing!" Although it was the question at first, after calming down, Nan Xiaonan also found that the problem that should have existed between them was not just because of his laughing, "Second brother, we can't always be together in the future." sleep together?"

"Why not?" Nan Heming tilted his head, his eyes were pure, obviously without any hesitation.

"Is second brother not going to get married in the future?"

"If I don't get married, I will always be with Xiao Nan."

"You haven't met true love now, and you will definitely regret it if you do!"

"Then wait until you regret it later." Nan Heming stepped forward and hugged Nan Xiaonan, "Okay, stop being angry, and go home with Second Brother, okay?"

"Not good!" Nan Xiaonan's attitude was very firm, "If you go back, you will definitely sleep with me. I just don't want to sleep with my second brother when I come out today!"

"Why? Did the second brother make you hate it?" Nan Heming's beautiful eyes were watery and filled with pitiful tears. He couldn't bear to sleep in separate beds with Nan Xiaonan at all.

"I'm an adult and I need my own private space."

"But the second brother is not with Xiao Nan all the time, is he? Xiao Nan obviously spends a lot of time with his classmates."

"Everyone else has their own bedroom, but I don't!"

"The place where we sleep now is Xiao Nan's bedroom. Wherever Xiao Nan likes, we can transform it into Xiao Nan's bedroom, okay?"

"Then you come to sleep with me in my bedroom too?" Nan Xiaonan told Nan Heming's Xiao Jiujiu at a glance.

"What's wrong? Didn't we always sleep like this before? Why did Xiao Nan suddenly dislike him now? Did someone say something that troubled Xiao Nan? If so, the second brother will help you vent your anger OK?"

Nan Xiaonan noticed Nan Heming's gaze, it was a gaze he had never seen before, it was empty inside, staring at it as if he couldn't see his sincerity, although the tone was gentle, although they were still talking mischievously as usual, But Nan Heming clearly showed a strong desire for dominance and dominance different from usual. Every word he said was depriving Nan Xiaonan of the right to choose himself. He was angry, it was obvious.

"Second Brother..." Nan Xiaonan had never seen Nan Heming like this before, and suddenly didn't know what to say.

"Xiao Nan, if Xiao Nan hates Er, I will be really sad." Nan Heming approached Nan Xiaonan and stretched out his hands. Nan Xiaonan is familiar with the huge weight of those hands in his life. These hands are slender, slender and beautiful , He has no resistance at all, everything about him has been taken care of by these hands for such a long time, he can't resist at all, watching those hands reach out to him, hugging him, and then heard Nan Heming say softly , "It's so late, if you let Xiao Nan go back with me, you won't get enough sleep, otherwise I will sleep here with Xiao Nan today, and we will go back together tomorrow."

Nan Xiaonan's heart sank slightly, knowing that if he said that, he would basically be unable to escape the result of sleeping together. Although the eldest brother accepted it easily, the second brother obviously did not accept it so easily, Nan Xiaonan could only sigh helplessly Taking a breath, he turned his head and kissed Nan Heming suddenly on the cheek. As expected, Nan Heming's body froze, and he let go of the hug, and those empty eyes were quickly replaced by the gentle color he was familiar with.

"Did Xiao Nan agree? Sure enough, Xiao Nan is still reluctant to part with the second brother. The second brother is really scared to death by you!"

"No, second brother, listen to me, we can't sleep together all the time."

"why not?"

"..." Why did he go back again, Nan Xiaonan simply stiffened, "Anyway, I can't do it, I will definitely sleep here alone today!"

Looking at Nan Xiaonan's determined gaze, Nan Heming lowered his head, stretched out his hand and brushed up a few strands of long hair. Nan Heming basically hasn't cut his hair since he arrived at university. He was already handsome with such long hair. It added a bit of beauty to him. Nan Xiaonan once asked why Nan Heming wanted to grow long hair. At that time, Nan Heming joked that it was because he wanted to be Xiaonan's mother.

Nan Xiaonan watched the strands of long hair passing through his fingertips, Nan Heming sighed softly: "Xiao Nan, I can't sleep without you."

"How do you know if you don't try!"

"Then what if I try it? I still can't sleep after trying it. Will Xiao Nan come back and sleep with me?"

Nan Heming looked at the child in front of him, holding it in his hands and loving it for ten years, but now that the child has grown up, he wants to slip away from his hands, as if tearing his flesh and blood, hurting to breathless.

"You'll know after you try it first!" Nan Xiaonan is familiar with Nan Heming's character, and knows that even if Nan Heming gets angry, it won't make him unhappy.

Nan Heming was still trying to do something: "Xiao Nan..."

"If I say no, I won't. Today I am very determined!"

Nan He Ming twitched the corners of his mouth, lowered his eyes, and his complexion was obviously pale.

Nan Xiaonan... My heart aches.

But this time he must be firm!

"I'll call the housekeeper brother and ask him to pick you up." Nan Xiaonan turned around to get his phone, but Nan Heming suddenly hugged him from behind.

Nan Xiaonan staggered from being hugged, and almost fell to the ground. Nan Heming supported his back. He leaned on the second brother, and he could smell the faint scent coming from the second brother when he turned his head slightly. The cool aroma, that is the smell he is familiar with, and he will always fall asleep in this scent.

"Xiao Nan, you know, the second brother never wants to do things that make you unhappy." Nan Heming's voice was low, not the usual pleasant tone when teasing him. Listening carefully at this time, there was actually a bit of Nan Qinse Serious feeling, "So if Xiao Nan insists on doing this, the second brother will not reject Xiao Nan, I just want you to know that sleeping with Xiao Nan is very important to the second brother."

Nan and Ming left, he probably did it on purpose, leaving in front of Xiao Nan on purpose, closing the door in front of him on purpose.

Nan Xiaonan watched Nan Heming's leaving back with his own eyes, always felt a little uncomfortable, but thought about it and shook his head again, it was not a parting of life or death, but just not sleeping together, why did he make it so sad.

Although I know in my heart that Nan Heming's actions are likely to be exaggerated, but Nan Xiaonan, who has always known Nan Heming very well, cannot deny that the second brother was extremely depressed at the time, which made Nan Xiaonan have a feeling A trace of unspeakable guilt.

That night, Nan Xiaonan lay alone on the soft bed. He was no longer afraid of the dark, and knew that there would be no ghosts at night, but he couldn't sleep because he always felt that something was missing.

It seems that some regular sounds around me have been lost, and there is no familiar temperature, even the warmth in the bed is not as usual.

Were autumns this cold before?

Nan Xiaonan didn't know how he survived, but after opening his eyes, he looked at the time and found that it was not yet midnight, and he couldn't sleep peacefully at all. Is it the same with the second brother and the eldest brother? ?And the second brother may be even more serious. Could it be that they can't sleep without themselves?

How long does it take him to adapt to such a time before he can get used to it?Will it be like this in the future?

Nan Xiaonan's mind was full of unconstrained ideas, and the feeling of sleeping was intermittent. In the end, Nan Xiaonan got up from the bed for some reason, hugged the pillow and knocked on the door of Yu Yiheng's room.

When Yu Yiheng opened the door, he saw that it was Nan Xiaonan, a flash of understanding and surprise flashed in his eyes, and he made way for Nan Xiaonan to come in without saying anything.

There was a very warm temperature in Yu Yiheng's quilt. Nan Xiaonan felt that Yu Yiheng had also come in after lying in it. Nan Xiaonan finally fell asleep in the second half of the night, probably because she finally had a familiar feeling. Although she was not sleeping very well and dreaming all the time, tossing and turning, Nan Xiaonan still fell asleep after all. .

Nan Xiaonan stayed at Yu Yiheng's house for a few days until he went to school. During the day, he would send messages with Nan Qinse and Nan Heming. From the messages, he could not tell anything unusual. He would also call Nan Qinse, but Nan Heming Ming's phone call is still unavailable, and Nan Heming is still unable to answer Nan Xiaonan's phone call.

But I will still reply when I send a message, and this kind of contradictory situation has been going on.

It's not like Nan Xiaonan can easily quit sleeping with others to fall asleep. He will try his best to sleep by himself in the first half of the night, and then he will go to Yu Yiheng's room to sleep in the second half of the night. For comfort, anyway, as long as you can’t fall asleep, you can go to Yu Yiheng’s place to sleep, so one day Nan Xiaonan actually slept until morning. This is a breakthrough of the century, and Nan Xiaonan’s mood is very happy.

"Why do you look like you haven't slept well?" Nan Xiaonan's refreshment was in stark contrast to Yu Yiheng's listlessness.

Yu Yiheng really had a hard time, he would say, is it because he has been waiting for Nan Xiaonan to come over at night, so he can't sleep because he has been looking forward to it?Although he is just a prop used by Nan Xiaonan to quit, but this can be regarded as a disguised realization of his long-cherished hope. When sleeping with Nan Xiaonan, he always doesn't want to just fall asleep like this, so that he can experience more and Every second he slept soundly together.

It was like a dreamlike experience.

"Did Xiao Nan sleep well last night?"

"It can't be considered very good, but it's intermittent, so I don't need to go to you specifically." Nan Xiaonan lamented her sleep, thinking that it is not so easy to get rid of the habits of more than ten years, but now it seems that this is not the case. Changing it is actually easy.

"Hmm..." Yu Yiheng sighed, he really had more and more extravagant hopes.

However, Nan Xiaonan did not expect that it was not Nan Heming who first contacted him to let him go back, but Nan Qinse.

Nan Qinse said that Nan Heming's mental state is not very good, so he should not forget to go home after playing outside all the time.

Nan Xiaonan was extremely wronged, he really didn't play, he was just working hard to experience the habits that life must experience!

However, when Nan Xiaonan saw Nan Heming, all the joy disappeared in an instant.

Just today's time, Nan Heming, who has always been glamorous, seems to have changed his mental outlook in an instant. The second brother likes to dress up very much. According to his words, looking good will make people feel happy, so he I hope that Xiao Nan will always be happy when looking at him, but when Nan Xiaonan saw Nan Heming, he was working at home, but at this time, the soft hair that had always been taken care of was casually tied behind his head , his face was pale, his eyes were black and blue, his whole body was full of hostility, his mood was extremely bad, and his eyes were full of coldness.

"He has been unable to sleep, doesn't eat much, drinks water occasionally, has been working all the time, and doesn't like to dress up."

Nan Qinse didn't expect that the matter would be so serious. He knew that his old age in the previous life would inevitably bring a great psychological shadow to his proud second brother, but he didn't expect it to go so deep. It wasn't his intention. It's because the instinct of the body is rejecting everything, but he knows to work, just as he has always been determined - to let Nan's family develop to the point where Xiao Nan can do whatever he wants.

He was consuming himself, and the long-term inability to sleep normally had affected Nan Heming's nerves.

Nan Qinse didn't feel well either, but it wasn't as serious as Nan Heming. Nan Heming couldn't accept the reality that Nan Xiaonan wasn't around at all. It seemed that as long as he didn't close his eyes, today wouldn't pass. Nan Xiaonan just hasn't returned yet. just home.

Such a situation made Nan Qinse have to wonder whether Nan Heming had grasped some clues that he didn't know in the nearly 20 years since his death, or it was really just 20 years that completely drained his spirit and patience. That's why there is such an exaggerated performance.

"Why is it so serious?" Nan Xiaonan couldn't believe it. At this time, Nan Heming was still concentrating on his work, and even Nan Xiaonan didn't react as before when he was watching him not far away.

"It's not the way to go on like this, people will go crazy if they lack sleep." Nan Qinse frowned, "Xiao Nan, go and hug him."

Although it looks normal at ordinary times, it is only because of Xiao Nan's presence. In fact, Nan Heming went crazy before he knew it?Nan Qinse frowned, it was necessary to hire a psychiatrist for her second brother.

Nan Xiaonan walked forward quickly, covered Nan Heming's eyes, Nan Heming struggled instinctively, Nan Xiaonan said in Nan Heming's ear: "Second brother, I'm sleepy, let's go to sleep."