After my brother's rebirth, he wants to control

Nan Xiaonan is lying by the window. Every night, the elder brother and the second brother will deliberately sleep by themselves, so there is still a lot of space beside the bed. The first thing Nan Xiaonan feels when lying on the edge is that the sleeping is not so crowded. Nan Xiaonan I remember that when we went out to play in the past, there would always be someone beside him to sleep with him.

So in fact, I have never slept alone?I heard the students in the class say that they all have their own small bedroom, but they don't have a separate small bedroom?

If I slept on the side of the bed today, and the eldest brother and the second brother will get closer in the future, will I not want to be myself?

Nan Xiaonan leaned on the pillow, facing the empty bedside. The dark night made him feel very insecure. He wanted to turn around, but he felt that there would be something terrible behind him, so he had to lean against his elder brother's body. Only then will there be a sense of security.

Because of the various terrifying imaginations in Nan Xiaonan's mind, the whole space became more terrifying, her eyes widened, and Nan Xiaonan couldn't fall asleep at all.

The relationship between the eldest brother and the second brother will get better and better because of his own efforts. Will he be no longer needed sooner or later?Then what if he is afraid?Can you still act like a baby with your eldest brother and second brother?Now the elder brother and the second brother are so good, no matter how Nan Xiaonan thinks, he doesn't want the elder brother and the second brother to stop loving him.

Big brother's favor is his.

The favor of the second brother should also belong to him.

Looking at the dark space, Nan Xiaonan frowned tightly, her heart pounding.

This world is without ghosts This world is without ghosts This world is without ghosts.

No matter how much she meditated in her heart, Nan Xiaonan couldn't avoid the strong thoughts that had been lingering in her mind. If she didn't want to think about it, she couldn't help but keep thinking about it. Nan Xiaonan even widened her eyes as if she could see a terrible woman. Standing by the bed and looking at him, Nan Xiaonan gasped for breath.

Now the eldest brother and the second brother must like me, they have been saying that they like themselves, they will not lie to him, people who cheat are unlucky, and the eldest brother and the second brother are not unlucky, so...so...

Nan Xiaonan swallowed her saliva, and while the two elder brothers were still awake, she sneaked out from the bed, bypassed the elder brother's feet and lay down again where she had been sleeping, the elder brother on the right and the second elder brother on the left, His two older brothers are fine now, yes, that's right, that's it, he's safe!

As long as the eldest brother and the second brother are by their side, they are the strongest fortress in the world!

So Nan Xiaonan took Nan Heming's hand on her waist, turned around and slipped into Nan Qinse's arms.

Nan Qinse had already become a little sober when Nan Xiaonan made a move. He could feel Nan Xiaonan sneaking out from among them. He wanted to ask if he was going to In the bathroom, she didn't expect Nan Xiaonan to lie down beside the bed.

Nan Qinse was very confused, Xiao Nan lay down for a while and leaned her back against him, the child's fiery body temperature was ironing on the skin, Nan Qinse also woke up, she didn't understand what Nan Xiaonan was up to at night.

However, for a long time, he hadn't heard the characteristic even breathing sound of a child in a deep sleep. He wondered if the child had a nightmare, but the child sneaked back to lie down again, and voluntarily retracted into his arms. Completely confused, Nan Qinse just bound the child's back with his hands, and let herself fall into a deep sleep again.

Nan Xiaonan felt that things were a bit troublesome. His first "Give way operation" failed. He couldn't bear the temptation of "Safe Fortress" and fell back into the arms of his elder brother and second brother. This was different from his original idea. .

Nan Xiaonan didn't know who he should talk to about such small thoughts, so he could only turn on his phone and find the person he trusted the most.

Xiao Nan: Is Brother Feng Yi there?

/Wings: Huh?

Xiaonan: My plan to sleep next to the bed failed last night, and I found that I couldn't get out of the middle that belongs to me!

/wings: lol

Xiaonan: Why are you laughing?

/Wings: Isn't that nice?

Xiaonan: I think I am hindering the emotional communication between the elder brother and the second brother

/wings: well, don't think too much

Xiaonan: I was dressed by the second brother this morning, and then I asked the second brother to help the eldest brother tie the tie

/wings: nice idea

Xiaonan: But the second brother refused

/Wings: What's wrong?

Xiao Nan: The second brother said that the eldest brother has hands and feet and can't tie a tie by himself?

/wing:……

Xiaonan: Do I have no hands and feet in the eyes of my second brother?

Feng Yi burst out laughing, looking at the chat records on the phone, there was a smile in his eyes.

/Wings: Xiaonan is still a child

Xiao Nan: I decided to try again. How can we make the relationship between the two of us closer?Do you have any good recommendations?

/ Wings: Maybe work together?

Xiaonan: Brother has already left for the company early, he seems to be very busy recently

Feng Yi stroked his chin and thought seriously, then closed the webpage he was working on, and entered 'methods to make two people intimate' in the input box, ready to seek foreign assistance.

/Wings: The most important thing is that it requires the joint time of two people

Xiao Nan thought about it seriously.

Xiaonan: I understand.

Feng Yi raised his eyebrows, what do you understand?

Nan Xiaonan thinks it might be because of himself that the two of them seldom spend time alone together. Thinking about it carefully, it seems that in the past, the eldest brother and the second brother were still in school, and they would do homework together. At that time, he had no homework, so he just Running out to play, is it true that the eldest brother and the second brother were in close contact with each other at that time?

But now they don't seem to do homework together anymore. The eldest brother rarely has homework in college, and most of the time is spent on work.

Nan Xiaonan turned on her phone and sent Nan Qinse a message: Brother, shall we do homework together tonight?

Nan Qinse replied after 3 minutes: OK.

Invited by her younger brother, Nan Qinse sorted out the work content of the whole day, and she will leave work early today.

Nan Xiaonan then turned to Yi Heng and said, "Shall I go to your house to play tonight? Can you take me back tonight?"

Yu Yiheng's eyes suddenly lit up: "Yes!"

"Hey!" Give the eldest brother and the second brother a chance to be alone!

Nan Xiaonan was quite happy in the first class.

Nan Xiaonan was still looking forward to the second class.

In the third class, Nan Xiaonan suddenly realized that this is a very rare opportunity to do homework with his brothers. They haven't done homework for a long time.

Fourth lesson...

He wants to do homework with the eldest brother and the second brother.

Nan Xiaonan was very entangled. It was really a long time since the three of them did their homework together. The time interval was too long. He was actually looking forward to it very, very much, but the agreement was to create opportunities for the eldest brother and the second brother to get along.

But the second brother is very smart and doesn't need the help of the eldest brother at all. Without him, the eldest brother and the second brother would have no reason to do homework together, so he, Nan Xiaonan, can do homework with the eldest brother and the second brother.

Anyway, his homework has never been much, and the second brother's homework is so complicated. After he finishes it together, he will go to the housekeeper to play and give them private time!

"Slug, I won't go today." After class, Nan Xiaonan suddenly said to Yi Heng, "I want to go home today."

Yu Yiheng experienced ups and downs, stared blankly at Nan Xiaonan who was suddenly wayward, and finally just nodded without saying anything.

Xiao Nan: Is Brother Feng Yi there?

/wings: in

Xiaonan: I failed again

Feng Yi, who was reading at night, put down his book. Once he chatted with Nan Xiaonan, he couldn't devote himself to other things. Seeing this sentence, Feng Yi couldn't help covering his mouth, but suddenly thought that he was alone now. People are there, just let yourself laugh out loud.

/Wings: What's wrong?

Seeing Nan Xiaonan truthfully report today's 'action', Feng Yi laughed while watching, it was really interesting.

/Wing: So now do they have some alone time together?

Xiaonan: I have a lot of homework today, my second brother finished it before me

/Wings: It's a pity indeed

Xiaonan: That's right

Xiao Nan: I don’t know why the teacher assigned a lot of homework today

/Wings: It’s okay, you can make persistent efforts

Xiaonan: I will try my best/make a fist

Feng Yi leaned on the back of the chair, pinched the eyebrows, in a good mood, and might have a lovely dream today.

Nan Qinse and Nan Heming felt together, as if Xiao Nan had become clingy recently.

The specific manifestation is that they will always stick to two people, and they will make some weird little requests, such as holding hands when walking, and if they buy something for him, all three of them must have it. When discussing things with Nan Heming, he suddenly jumped out and got into the middle, raising his head to get into their topic.

Although it was a good thing, Nan Heming was a little troubled by not understanding the cause of the matter.

What happened to make it like this?

Nan Heming was leaning on the chair and reading a book. Nan Xiaonan was sitting beside him and was still doing homework. He turned his head and kissed Nan Xiaonan on the forehead: "Do elementary school students have so much homework recently?"

"Actually not much, it's just that I'm stupid."

Nan Heming took out the notebook that Nan Xiaonan used to memorize homework, looked down at it, and raised his eyebrows. It is true that there are not many individual subjects, but they all add up to a certain amount. Although the high school courses are tight There are also a lot of practice questions, but although Nan Heming doesn't like studying, it doesn't mean he can't study. The questions are not difficult for him. Give up on yourself.

"Xiao Nan, has anything happened to you recently?" The two elder brothers who have been paying attention to Nan Xiaonan's movements all the time can't get any abnormal reasons from Nan Xiaonan. He is anxious.

"Well, probably not." Nan Xiaonan's hands were stiff when writing homework, but he couldn't continue to write in the math problem he was doing in front of him. Nan Heming raised his eyebrows. look.

This situation seems to have started after seeing Feng Yi.

Nan Heming gritted his teeth. If he could, he really didn't want Nan Xiaonan to meet Feng Yi. That man made him feel very bad. The child he had been holding in his hand would change slightly whenever he met him. And it's heading in a bad direction for him.

Seeing that Nan Heming didn't continue to ask, Nan Xiaonan secretly breathed a sigh of relief. These days, Nan Xiaonan has been working hard to create conditions for the two brothers to play together, but this is too much for Nan Xiaonan. It's difficult.

He never thought about how terrible it would be to let his eldest brother and second brother get closer and not have his place. He has long been used to the love of his two brothers, but now he may no longer have it. How can you bear it when you send it out by yourself?

Nan Xiaonan bit the tip of his pen, he...

he really...

I don't want the eldest brother and the second brother to become closer at all.

Then there would be no place for him.

He wants two older brothers, and always loves himself as much as he does now.

It doesn't matter if you don't have a mother, didn't Feng Yi say it?Now the eldest brother and the second brother no longer need their mother, they are used to it, there is no way for their mother to come back, he can give them half of his mother.

That way they both have mothers.

Nan Xiaonan thought of He Xuanwan, probably because He Xuanwan was not liked by them, so the eldest brother and second brother were not close to He Xuanwan.

In any case, he wants to maintain his current best state.

He wants to be the most important person of the eldest brother and the second brother, and he is not reconciled to anything else!

With such thoughts in mind, Nan Xiaonan, who has always been an actionist, began to change her plan to make her eldest brother and second brother become closer, and secretly joined her own selfishness.

He sneaked into He Xuanwan's room. He Xuanwan, who was making a facial mask, opened the door. The purpose of entering was Nan Xiaonan's troubled expression.

"Ok?"

"Mom, you are also the mother of the eldest brother and the second brother, right?" Nan Xiaonan was sitting on the sofa in the bedroom. Nan Yun was working overtime tonight and couldn't come back. Nan Xiaonan tilted her head and looked at He Xuanwan.

"No."

"Why not?"

"I'm not their mother in the first place." He Xuanwan was wearing white gauze pajamas, which set off her exquisite figure, and her long hair was casually loose. If it wasn't for that strange mask, she would definitely be a lazy and casual girl. appearance.

Thinking about it carefully, the eldest brother and the second brother didn't seem to have called He Xuanwan's mother at all when they were at home. There was basically no communication between them. Because Nan Xiaonan was not liked by He Xuanwan from the beginning, the relationship between them Communication is really rare, and it has only eased in recent years. For Nan Xiaonan, this should be a normal mother-child communication relationship, so he didn't think about it at all.

"Mom, you are my mother, right?"

"...Hmm." Even He Xuanwan herself didn't know why she hesitated.

"Then, I have such a good relationship with the eldest brother and the second brother. The eldest brother and the second brother are also my elder brothers. Can the mother be the mother of the eldest brother and the second brother?" Nan Xiaonan subconsciously became nervous after making such a request. I have never made such a request to anyone else.

Nan Xiaonan lowered his head, could he be too thick-skinned?If this is the case, you are obviously asking others, right?if it is like this……

But if so...

Maybe it's not necessary to make the big brother and the second brother closer?

He Xuanwan did not directly answer the child in front of him, but fell silent.

She remembered that when she just married Nan Yun, she knew that he had two children, and she had also done psychological construction for herself, planning to make a demeanor that fits a good stepmother, at least good enough to pass the standard. During that time, she was always thinking about how to improve the relationship between the two children and herself. After all, those who live under the same roof in the future cannot be enemies.

She worked hard to learn cooking skills, cared about their studies, waited for the two children to come home from school, and made ten times the demeanor of a mother, but things were not as she imagined. He changed quickly, but he only wanted to wear away the stones, but in the end he also found that this was an impossible wish.

The two children left by her ex-wife have very different personalities. She is completely incapable of intervening. They have their own goals and their own world. Rather than saying that they are mature and not like children, it is better to say that they have entered the rebellious period ahead of time. This was a fatal blow to He Xuanwan who had never raised a child. She was completely unable to fulfill the duties of a mother.

It was also from that time that He Xuanwan lost the confidence to be a mother, and it was also from that time that she happened to be pregnant with Nan Xiaonan.

She has her own child, which should be a happy thing, but this is not the case. In fact, the appearance of this child will only make her more anxious.

The idea that she could not become a qualified mother kept circling in her mind, and as her belly got bigger and bigger, this anxiety became more obvious.

The appearance of this child will break her current life. After giving birth, she will no longer be young. She is a mother, but she can't be a good mother, and she can't return to the carefree girlhood. If If it goes on like this, sooner or later she will be rejected.

The more you think, the heavier you think, which is undoubtedly fatal to a pregnant woman.

In the end, his own child was neglected, abused by the nanny, and finally sent to the countryside to grow up as a wild child.

He Xuanwan thought about it carefully, she had tried her best to think about Nan Qinse and Nan Heming, two children who were not related to her, but she had always been yearning for her biological child. But she was always passive, she could understand the child's dependence and love for her, and she just sat and waited for the child to come to her, and she seldom took the initiative to care for her. It's too late to understand this feeling.

"Xiao Nan, you like your mother, don't you?"

"Yes, I have always liked my mother very much." That's why he wanted his mother to become the mother of the eldest brother and the second brother?

"But why?" He Xuanwan really couldn't understand, "I have never been nice to you, have I?"

"Mom is...very good to me." Nan Xiaonan's tone paused for a moment. If he insisted on saying it was good, He Xuanwan did not do anything particularly good to him, but, "Although my mother didn't treat me very well, I'm fine, but it's not really necessary, is it?"

"Ok?"

"Other mothers will cook for their children, but our family has a cooking uncle who cooks delicious food, other people's mothers can clean up, our family has servants, aunts and sisters, and other people's mothers will take their children out to play , Our family often hangs out together.” For Nan Xiaonan, all the requirements are not high, he is very satisfied with his current life, “Mom didn’t beat me, scold me like other bad mothers, and still Wouldn't it be a very, very good thing to play with me, to like Dad, and to have the prettiest Mom I've ever met?"

He Xuanwan opened his mouth, and his heart surged up. He didn't know why the sour emotion came from, and his swollen heart felt a little uncomfortable.

"Then what is the best mother in someone else's family?" He Xuanwan asked.

Nan Xiaonan thought for a long time. Before the age of five, he was a left-behind child. After the age of five, his mother was always by his side, and occasionally gave him advice. He could eat well, dress well, go to school and see his parents at home. This is already a village Many of the families with no children left.

Nan Xiaonan has never been to other people's homes or seen other people's mothers, so in Nan Xiaonan's impression.

"My mother is the best mother in other people's family."

He Xuanwan looked at the child in front of him. There was no flattery or lies in his eyes, but complete clarity and trust. He Xuanwan suddenly remembered the little red ball when he saw the child for the first time. Wrinkled and ugly, at that time she was full of satisfaction and disliked her and even didn't want to take another look at her. When he was drinking milk, she would feel pain and hate it. In the end, she didn't touch the child directly but sucked it out with a tool. At that time, He Xuanwan felt that she was just a breastfeeding machine, a cow, and she felt even more resentful.

Now it seems that she may have really missed too many things that should have felt happy. After all, many things in this world will become different as long as the mentality changes.

If she wants to treat this child well, is there still time now?

"Why did you suddenly ask me if I am Qin Se and He Ming's mother?"

"Because the eldest brother and the second brother don't have a mother?"

"They are past the age when they want to act like a baby in their mother's arms, and it doesn't matter if they don't."

"But other people have it, and I think the elder brother and the second brother also have it."

He Xuanwan let out a soft sigh in her throat. How could she tell this child that what is lost is always lost, and no one can replace it?

If those two children can accept a new mother, she won't feel the feeling of being rejected by these two children, will she?

He Xuanwan thought about it seriously: "Does Xiao Nan want to see the photo of Qin Se and Ming's mother?"

"Do you have any photos?" Nan Xiaonan has never seen photos of other women in Nan's house, or Nan's house rarely displays photos.

"Yes." He Xuanwan smiled mysteriously, "But this matter must be kept secret!"