When Nan Qinse and Nan Heming saw Nan Xiaonan and the housekeeper coming, they were discussing the direction of business development. Although it was not stable yet, there would be a big change during this period, which was not a small one. A disaster is an excellent opportunity to consolidate your position. As long as you survive the past, your future development will be much smoother. However, the details involved are too complicated. Nan Qinse cannot ensure that her memories are all accurate, so she needs to check with Nan Heming. Click on the information.
However, after hearing the soft voice of the housekeeper saying that Nan Xiaonan was secretly inquiring about the possibility of holding a banquet with others, the brothers of the Nan family did not immediately agree as Nan Xiaonan imagined, but suddenly fell into a In silence.
Nan Xiaonan sensed the weirdness of the atmosphere, and subconsciously grabbed the butler's hand and hid quietly behind the butler. Although she didn't know why, the mood of the eldest brother and the second brother obviously changed in an instant.
When she was in high school, Nan Yun found out that her two sons liked to cling to the youngest son very much, so she simply vacated a larger guest room for the three children to use as a study room. There was also Nanxiaonan Kindergarten in the study room. During the period, there were no stationery and books that could be used up. Ever since Nan Qinse went to university and joined the company, there was another computer on Nan Qinse's desktop. Nan Qinse would also work in the study room when needed.
There are three styles in one room. In Nan Qinse’s place, there are thick books and dark bookcases. In Nanxiaonan’s corner, there are colorful storybooks and some dolls collected by Nanxiaonan. He Ming doesn't like to buy too many books, so he often hangs out with Nan Xiaonan.
"Housekeeper, can you let us stay alone with Xiao Nan for a while?" Nan Qinse asked.
"Okay, Eldest Young Master, please don't punish the Young Master too much. The Young Master just thinks more, which is not a bad thing."
"I know, I know."
The butler reluctantly pulled Nan Xiaonan out from behind his legs, and said with a smile: "Young master, I will order the chef to make some desserts. If you want to eat, you can come down and eat."
The meaning of this sentence is obviously telling Nan Xiaonan that if he doesn’t want to be criticized, he can use the excuse of eating to take it out. Nan Qinse really can’t laugh or cry, no matter what, he doesn’t look vicious, right? The housekeeper hurts Xiaonan more than They also exaggerate.
Nan Qinse carefully thought about her previous life. Although he and Nan Heming had always ignored Nan Xiaonan, the butler at home had always been very kind to Nan Xiaonan. Compared to them, Nan Xiaonan's personality was too weak but he had to admit that he accepted The attitude towards people and things is very good, at least it makes this family not so sad. With this relationship, Nan Qinse is also very indulgent when the housekeeper occasionally interferes with the master's behavior. After all, if you want to say that you love Nan Xiaonan, the housekeeper is the real one. seniors.
"Xiao Nan, move the stool over and sit here, we have something to clarify with Xiao Nan."
Looking at Nan Qinse's face, Nan Xiaonan felt a thump in his heart, knowing that the current situation was much more troublesome than he had imagined, and it seemed that he didn't go to the eldest brother and second brother this time, which really made the two brothers angry.
Nan Xiaonan obediently moved her little stool and sat directly opposite her two older brothers, sitting upright, as if a school leader came to inspect an elementary school student who tried hard to behave well after being instructed by the classroom thousands of times.
What's wrong?Nan Xiaonan was also very flustered, not only the eldest brother, but even the second brother's complexion is not very good now, why did he suddenly get angry, did he do something wrong?
"Xiao Nan." After Nan Qinse said it, she shook her head, "No, Nan Xiaonan."
"Brother, I'm here." Nan Xiaonan's voice was like a mosquito, and he tried his best to curl up his body as if trying to reduce his sense of existence, but he failed in the end because he could feel the eyes of the two brothers were staring at him all the time. body.
"Nan Xiaonan, I've always wondered, do you think we've treated you well for so long?"
"Okay?" Nan Xiaonan always felt that everyone in the family was very kind to him.
"Then how are elder brother and second elder brother treating you?"
"it is good."
"How good is it?"
"very good."
"How good is very?"
Looking at the elder brother who wanted to break the casserole and ask the end, Nan Xiaonan was silent for a while: "Elder brother is always very concerned about my affairs. It’s a fun place, he will talk to me when I’m upset, and he always cares about me. The second brother is the same. In fact, the second brother has never been good at doing housework, but he has done a good job now. It’s the eldest brother. The result of working hard all the time, I think... maybe it should be because of me?"
"It's not possible, it's certain." Nan Heming replied.
"Um……"
Nan Qinse sighed: "Then do you think there is something wrong with the eldest brother and the second brother?"
Nan Xiaonan shook his head.
"is that true?"
"Well, the eldest brother and the second brother are the most powerful people in the world in my opinion. Even Dad can do wrong things, but the eldest brother and the second brother can't."
In Nan Xiaonan's eyes, Nan Qinse and Nan Heming are the most perfect people in the world. He will do wrong things and do wrong questions. There are things he doesn't understand and methods he doesn't understand, but the two My elder brother is different from him. They seem to know what they are doing, what they should do, and what they need to do at all times, and they are familiar with everything. In Nan Xiaonan's eyes, all this becomes perfect. While making Nan Xiaonan admire him, he also felt a certain sense of distance.
"The eldest brother and the second brother will also do wrong things, and many times, it is because they do not have such self-awareness that they will go further and further down the wrong path. For things we don't know and things we can't understand, we need people Come to help, Xiao Nan, the eldest brother and the second brother have always hoped that you can be our direction. You are still a child, and you only have the simplest distinction between good and bad, so you have always hoped that at least Xiao Nan can make mistakes when we make mistakes. It can stop us in time."
Nan Xiaonan blinked in confusion, this is the first time he heard such a thing, could the elder brother and the second elder brother do something wrong?Nan Xiaonan can't imagine the two who did something wrong.
"Xiao Nan, do you trust the eldest brother and the second brother?"
"Trust." Nan Xiaonan nodded resolutely, her eyes full of trust, "Big brother and second brother are the most correct people for me to be with grandma in this world."
"Yes, Xiao Nan, we have a relationship of mutual trust. We are your elder brother, the elder brother who is connected by blood. The relationship between us will never stop." Nan Qinse has been working hard, trying to make this child Believe in yourself so that he can become a pillar-like existence in the child's world. This is the child he has failed and loved all the time. "We should trust each other and promote each other."
Even in the same family, Nan Xiaonan still has parents and grandma in his heart, but in Nan Qinse's heart, the only person he can rely on is Xiaonan, and the only person he can trust is the one who was reborn together and has the same goal Nanhe, in this world, only the three of them are the real direction of existence.
This may be too unbelievable for Nan Xiaonan, but he is not in a hurry to explain everything to Nan Xiaonan, but he has been working hard, slowly guiding, hoping that this child can understand his good intentions, They gave this child everything they thought was the best, and it was their helplessness to do so.
Because so far they have not even been able to know what the so-called 'best' is in Nan Xiaonan's eyes. In this child's heart, it seems that they have been shut out, and he has not realized this at all.
"Hmm..." Nan Xiaonan will be ten years old soon, and a ten-year-old child should understand everything. Although what the eldest brother said seems to be some kind of big truth with gorgeous modifiers, Nan Xiaonan can vaguely understand Nan Qinse feelings to express.
"Xiao Nan, we have always relied on you, so while relying on you, we also hope that you can rely on us." They never said this matter openly.
I always thought that it takes time, practice, and experience that this child can slowly let go of his heart. Their boundless favor and love for him, but after all they failed to get even a little bit of coquettishness from this child, which is meaningless to them. Different is a huge blow.
"Hmm." Nan Xiaonan didn't know what to say at this time, so he could only answer with a hmm.
Nan Qinse sighed helplessly: "Xiao Nan, we want you to rely on us, do you understand the meaning of this sentence?"
"I'm very dependent on my elder brother and my second brother?" Nan Xiaonan said with fingers, "The elder brother and the second brother helped me choose a school, told me to do my homework, bathed me, dressed me, fed me, and slept with me. If there is no elder brother and second brother, I will definitely not be able to sleep well. The elder brother and the second brother have always cared about my health, and even signed me up for the club I like, and let me have time to exercise. I can go wherever I want, I can wear good-looking clothes, and I can also wear good-looking shoes, and my classmates have always envied me for wearing famous shoes..."
Nan Xiaonan was planning carefully with her fingers, telling them clearly every word, sentence, bit by bit, this child really put everything about them in his heart, because of the feeling of not being trusted, After all, it was relieved, and the somewhat serious atmosphere was finally softened a lot because of Nan Xiaonan's words.
"Xiao Nan." Nan Heming raised his eyes, and the brighter the eyes, the more intimidating others, "Do you know how happy Big Brother was when you called him to help you?"
Nan Xiaonan froze for a moment.
"It was a very important meeting, and it even directly laid out the next partner certificate, leaving only the contract that has not been signed. As long as you sign this contract, at least you can sit back and relax for a long time, but your call , let the eldest brother immediately put down the work at hand and rush over, do you know what this means?"
Nan Xiaonan heard it, he didn't know, he really didn't think about what Nan Qinse was doing at that time, he didn't even realize why the eldest brother hurried back after the matter was over, after hearing Nan Heming's words , Nan Xiaonan lowered her head in shame: "I'm sorry."
"No!" Nan Heming's forehead twitched when he heard Nan Xiaonan say sorry. He never thought that the child's brain circuit would turn to sorry. No, maybe he thought of it, but he didn't want it. This became a reality, "The contract can be re-signed, and things can be done again, but Xiao Nan's request, your request, is more rare and precious to us than these things, do you understand this truth?"
Nan Heming's voice is rare and serious. He didn't drag his tune lazily like before, and he didn't turn his voice in a strange tone like teasing a child every time. He was really angry. Nan Xiaonan instinctively wanted to He said sorry, but after meeting Shangnan Heming's eyes, that sorry sentence was immediately swallowed. His instinct told him that if he said sorry directly now, Nan Heming might be even more angry.
"We have always made the best plans for Xiaonan, but the best in this world is not what we think is the best, Xiaonan, we always hope that you can tell us what you want and what you want to do , We have a reference scale, so we can save energy on many things."
"Xiao Nan." Nan Qinse took over the conversation, "We have been working hard to meet Xiao Nan's wishes and requirements, but there are very few of them, which also makes us panic, because we can't be sure whether what we do is what you want , Maybe you don’t want to go to this elementary school, maybe you want to go to the county school with your companions in the village, we can’t judge, it’s not a good feeling.”
"I..." Nan Xiaonan's fingers twitched uncomfortably, "I don't feel anything bad."
"Yes, it's because Xiao Nan feels good no matter what, but what we also get is frustration." Nan Qinse sighed helplessly, "You know what we like to eat and do, you know what we get What will be happy, knowing when we are unhappy, Xiao Nan, while you know everything about big brother, have you ever thought that big brother also wants to know Xiao Nan's mood?"
Nan Xiaonan feels that he has been educated, and the education is something he has never thought about.
"When the eldest brother took you out, he hoped to make Xiao Nan happy. Many children like to buy things, and the eldest brother also prepared enough money for you, but Xiao Nan, you didn't buy anything, or the things you bought were often not as good as yours. We are related, I am happy and sad, because until now I don't know what Xiao Nan wants, what exactly is it." Nan Qinse raised her forehead with a headache, "This will make me unable to judge whether Xiao Nan is not I like Big Brother and Second Brother."
"It's not like that, it's because everything is really good." Nan Xiaonan has never seriously thought about this issue, more or less just passing by, his conditions are too generous.
As he grows older, Nan Xiaonan has a vague concept of family background and money, and he can easily get everything that other people can't get.
I remember that there was a very popular toy in the class for a while. It was an electronic peripheral of a very popular cartoon at that time. You can play a lot of small toys on it. The total is 25 yuan. The other students in the class are very hardworking. He saves money to buy it, and after buying it, he will show it off to the classmates in the class, but Nan Xiaonan doesn't know why, he has a lot of money, even he knows it's a lot of money, and it's not enough to buy a whole school. problem, but Nan Xiaonan felt that it didn't matter.
This kind of thing seems to be very precious, but for Nan Xiaonan, it is easy to get, but he has lost interest. What he hopes is to cry with his classmates that they can't afford it, and get together with many people to see what he has already bought. Human toys.
From then on, Nan Xiaonan vaguely realized that what he wanted was not something foreign, but the time and moments to play with everyone, but his two closest relatives, the older brothers, could not give him these two things. a feeling of.
—They are too omnipotent.
In the eyes of the two elder brothers, everything seemed to be easy. All the things he was troubled by could be solved by the elder brothers. Even if it was the school violence incident in the class, the elder brothers could settle it immediately.
It was also from this moment that Nan Xiaonan noticed the gap between himself and his brothers.
But there is nothing to complain about, because his wish is only for the family to be together, and now that they are together, he is actually satisfied.
... This is a lie.
"Xiao Nan." Nan Qinse's voice rang in Nan Xiaonan's ear, "I want to hear what Xiao Nan is thinking."
"I think……"
What should he say?
Would it bother my brothers if I said it?
"Xiao Nan, don't think about it." When Nan Xiaonan was struggling, suddenly his chin was lifted by Nan Heming, who had to look directly into the eyes of the second brother, "Don't think about anything, don't think about what if, We just want to know your truest thoughts."
Nan Xiaonan lowered her head, and after a long time, she slowly opened her mouth: "I want to be with my eldest brother and my second brother all the time, the kind of relationship we have always had."
The eyes of the two elder brothers were slightly fixed, as if they didn't understand.
"What are you talking about, of course the elder brother will always be with Xiao Nan."
"I... I don't know either." Nan Xiaonan was so tangled that he even wanted to lock himself up, "But my brothers, you are so powerful, you are really good, I... I am not as good as my brothers, if one day, Brothers, what should I do if they are bored with me? I don’t study well, I like sports but I’m a half-assed person, I can’t do anything well, even making friends, I’m like this, I don’t know why I can’t do anything well, but Brothers are different, brothers can do everything very well.”
He couldn't describe it, he couldn't tell exactly what the panic hidden deep in his heart was.
Nan Qinse looked at Nan Xiaonan, and something flashed in his mind. He looked at Nan Heming in a strange way, but saw the shocked eyes of the other party. At this moment, he suddenly understood.
Nan Heming opened his mouth, laughed suddenly, leaned back to his seat again, and rubbed his eyebrows helplessly: "Really, I have lived for too long, and I have forgotten everything I have experienced. It's clean."
Nan Xiaonan looked eagerly: "?"
Isn't everything Nan Xiaonan feels now what he was worried about when he was a child?
Nan Heming also had this kind of time. When he was humble and weak, he watched his elder brother become more and more excellent, he watched his elder brother become more and more detached from ordinary people, more and more outstanding, and he was more and more favored by his father. The mood has been suppressed in the heart and cannot be released. He wants to get the attention of his elder brother and father. He is working humblely. He used to work so hard to hide everything about himself. He only hopes to show his best side in front of his family. .
Later, he looked away, began to rebel, began to be presumptuous, and completely left that hesitant past behind.
He was reborn, and these humble emotions did not reappear, but Nan Xiaonan was still a child, a child in a sensitive period, and they did not notice that the child's inner changes were heading towards the old road that Nan Heming had walked .
This child is afraid, afraid that one day he will be abandoned, abandoned by his brothers who are too good, and will no longer enjoy love, so the better he is now, the more trembling he is, afraid of losing, just like the humble Nanhe back then. Naruto is the same.
"Xiao Nan." Nan Heming suddenly stepped forward and hugged Nan Xiaonan in his arms again, and kissed Nan Xiaonan's forehead, "Second brother loves you, loves you forever, and second brother will always be by Xiaonan's side."
Nan Xiaonan was stunned for a moment, and then his whole face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye: "Two...two...two...second brother..."
"Second brother likes you, second brother loves you very much, second brother loves Xiaonan very much, loves Nan Xiaonan very much, second brother wants to be with Nan Xiaonan forever." Nan Heming kept whispering in Nan Xiaonan's ear as if poisoned Repeat this sentence without explaining anything else. This sentence keeps echoing in Nan Xiaonan's ears, "Second Brother will say this sentence to Xiao Nan every day from today on."
Nan Xiaonan blushed: "No need, really no need."
"Yeah, who wouldn't let Xiao Nan know that Second Brother loves Xiao Nan very much?" Nan Heming's hands were tightly locked around Nan Xiaonan's waist, and he leaned against Nan Xiaonan's ear and smiled softly, "Second Brother won't let go Open, Xiao Nan will know how much the second brother loves Xiao Nan."
Nan Xiaonan sat obediently in the arms of her eldest brother, lowered her head and said nothing, suddenly there was a soft touch in his hair, Nan Xiaonan watched Nan Qinse stand up, in front of his eyes, It was the elder brother who bent down and kissed his hair.
"Brother is the same." He wouldn't say as much as Nan Heming did, but this sentence is enough to express his mood.
Nan Xiaonan blushed completely, and there was a certain kind of joy in her heart.
"Xiao Nan, brother wants to hear what you want." Nan Qinse's voice softened after all.
Nan Xiaonan opened his mouth and closed it again.
Nan Qinse looked at it, and leaned on the table beside her relaxedly, and a rare joke appeared on her face, which was not very good at expression: "Are you really not going to say it?"
Nan Xiaonan pursed her lips.
"Brother loves you too." As if teasing, Nan Qinse repeated this sentence in a vicious manner, "What should I do? Brother also loves Xiao Nan very much, what should I do?"
"Ah, let me say, let me say!" Nan Xiaonan really didn't understand why the serious elder brother was brought into this by the second elder brother.
Nan Qinse and Nan Heming looked at each other, and saw a smile in each other's eyes.
It was they who ignored the child's mood. In their sensitive childhood, they should be more sincere. The hints that were too restrained may be too difficult for this child to understand.
"Actually, it's not that I don't want to buy things." Although Nan Xiaonan's voice was very small, it was a great attempt and progress to be able to speak out on his own initiative. Both of them listened with bated breath, "But, big brother gave me a lot Money, because I can buy a lot of things, I feel that it doesn’t matter whether I buy it or not. I don’t need so much money. I want to ask my elder brother and second brother directly for what I want. The elder brother and the second brother bought it for me. Things will be different, and my classmates will envy me."
He wants to be envied, to show off to others, and to be labeled as two older brothers.
With enough money, Nan Xiaonan lost the reason to act like a baby.
Nan Qinse touched her nose innocently, maybe they went into a misunderstanding, because they didn't think about money because of the relationship with Nan Yun from a young age, but it doesn't mean that they didn't have the desire to get gifts from Nan Yun. The environment does not allow it. After rebirth, the child's memory is discarded, and he is forced to think about the future, ignoring that a normal ten-year-old child is still collecting tens of dollars from his parents. A very happy age.
Nan Xiaonan is not yet old enough to take care of himself completely. He is very confused about his own desire, because having the right to control everything too early makes this child very confused. What Nan Qinse wanted at the beginning was not Treating this child badly, Nan Heming overly controlled Nan Xiaonan's communication, so he was overly indulgent, but he didn't grasp the measure.
"Any more?"
"……Well."
"Brother loves you very much."
"Also, there is." At Nan Xiaonan's age, he has endless yearning for the word love, and he is too shy to speak. It is really embarrassing to be said so bluntly, "Actually, I want to go there once. Trampoline."
"Huh?" Nan Heming asked, "What is that?"
"Recently, the mother of a classmate in the class took him to play on the trampoline and took a lot of photos. It seemed to be very fun inside. I don't know what it is called. It seems to be called a trampoline. There are some haunted house adventures and the like. .” Nan Xiaonan lowered her head and played with her nails, “I’m actually just thinking about it.”
Nan Heming raised his eyebrows. He knew a lot about the places to play, but he hadn't noticed that there was a trampoline anywhere. Nan Heming found that he seemed to have been assisting Nan Qinse in his work during this time, and he hadn't played for a long time. Is it because they are getting more and more busy that this child has feelings, so he is instinctively understanding them?
"Go ask your classmates." Nan Heming rubbed Nan Xiaonan's neck and thought, if it is said that places with entertainment facilities and adventures are usually playgrounds, I guess there will be quite a lot of things to play there, Compared with the place where you can play around at home, it will be more abundant, "Well, why don't you just hold the birthday party near there, and don't play at home, if it is such a place, it may be more popular with children, big brother, After asking clearly, you can see if it is allowed to book the venue."
Nan Xiaonan blinked and blinked: "Um..."
"What's wrong?" Nan Qinse saw Nan Xiaonan hesitated, and then said, "Brother loves..."
"I...I really want the students in the class to eat and see the food made by my uncle. The food cooked by my uncle is better than that in many restaurants, so I want other people to eat and see it too."
"It's easy to solve, just let the chef go directly there." Nan Qinse said casually.
Nan Qinse discovered a spell that was particularly effective for Nan Xiaonan, and this sentence could make the child express the small thoughts hidden in his stomach secretly every time.
"Xiao Nan, do you usually think a lot?" Nan Heming buried himself in Nan Xiaonan's neck and let out a laugh after hearing this.
"Not many." Nan Xiaonan was a little embarrassed.
"Then Xiao Nan, can you tell the second brother why you would rather go to the chef than come to us?"
Nan Xiaonan suddenly froze again.
Although the previous topic has passed, the □□ that provoked the essence of this topic has not been resolved. It is true that it is not the first time for him to ask the eldest brother and the second brother, but...but...
"Xiao Nan." Nan Qinse's voice was peaceful, but after hearing this, Nan Xiaonan felt instinctively embarrassed.
"Because, elder brother and second elder brother don't seem to like children very much?"
Nan Qinse frowned slightly: "There is no such thing, elder brother likes you very much."
"No, that's not the problem." Nan Xiaonan tilted her head, as if she was thinking about how to describe it, "Big brother and second brother... I don't know how to say it, just like last time, big brother and second brother treated my classmates and my friends They don't seem to have any good faces, especially the second brother, every time he sees my classmates, he will feel bad."
Nan Qinse frowned, Nan Heming didn't like all the people he didn't know who were close to Nan Xiaonan, this kind of thing didn't happen once or twice, but many times, if it was because of Nan Heming, he still understood, but why did Xiaonan even He would say that?
"I actually don't understand why the eldest brother and the second brother hate classmates my age so much, but I know, I just know." Nan Xiaonan's words were a little more self-willed, but the two people present were silent Come down, "I know that the eldest brother and the second brother don't like it, but I don't want to have no friends in school all the time, so I just asked at first, after all, the eldest brother and the second brother are more important than other people."
"No." Nan Qinse sighed, not letting Nan Xiaonan notice, "It's Xiaonan who feels wrong, neither the eldest brother nor the second brother have such a feeling."
"is it?"
"Yes." Nan Qinse pinched Nan Xiaonan's cheeks, the soft touch of the child's cheeks made him feel better, "Xiao Nan doesn't need to think too much, brother also hopes to prepare Xiao Nan's birthday party with Xiao Nan, and is also looking forward to being able to Play with Xiao Nan's friends, as long as Xiao Nan doesn't dislike the big brother and the second brother getting in the way."
"No way!" Nan Xiaonan's eyes lit up instantly, "No way!"
"That's all for today. Xiao Nan can go down to eat the dessert prepared by the housekeeper. If you don't go down, the housekeeper may not be able to resist coming up."
"Okay." Nan Xiaonan jumped off Nan Heming's body, ready to leave.
"Xiao Nan." Nan Heming called out suddenly.
"Huh?" Nan Xiaonan turned around.
"Second brother loves you very much."
Nan Xiaonan's face suddenly turned red, nah, stammering: "I...I love...uh..."
bah—
The door was closed, and the sound was a bit loud. This was the first time Nan Xiaonan was so impatient, so impatient that he was about to slam the door. Nan Heming couldn't help laughing, but the smile gradually faded, and there was a lingering smile in his pupils. The darkness of the past, the dark and deep pupils recalled the past lives they had long forgotten.
They don't like children, they really hate children, children can't control themselves, and they can't be controlled well, they always have all kinds of ideas, which catch adults off guard, and they instinctively hate children in positions .
They used to hate Nan Xiaonan in the same way.
The higher people go, the more they forget the word "purity". They are immersed in power all the time, and the existence of their youngest brother who is as pure as a child is like a thorn in their hearts. throat, but after they got really old, they realized that it was not the resentment against Nan Xiaonan, but the anger at themselves who could no longer control themselves. They put this anger on the person who shouldn't bear it .
The child who was always as pure as a college student accepted their negative emotions calmly and silently, never complaining.
Even if they figured it out, even if they understood it, the only person in their hearts who could really accept it again was Nan Xiaonan.
Even if they conceal their contempt and disgust for others so well that they even believe it, there is nothing to hide from this overly sensitive child. Even if they die, they still cannot dissipate their disgust for life. This is the inferiority of men, and they have never been able to avoid it.
"It's only at this time that I realize that I'm just an ordinary person." Nan Qinse's voice reveals a sigh.
"Really, it's been seen clearly from the beginning to the end, are all children so scary?" Nan Heming raised his head to let his mind empty.
Forget it...
What does it matter?As long as you care about what you care about, it is enough.
Nan Xiaonan's eyes lit up when he saw pudding. He liked pudding. He was sitting on the dining table holding a small spoon. When he looked up, he suddenly saw He Xuanwan coming down. A beautiful woman looks very beautiful even after removing her makeup, but A little more pure than usual.
"It's late at night, why are you still eating sweets?" He Xuanwan sat down, and the housekeeper immediately went to pour her a glass of warm water knowingly.
"Because I want to eat." Nan Xiaonan didn't say that it was the housekeeper who said he could come down to eat.
"Eating sweets at night will make you gain weight?" He Xuanwan and Nan Xiaonan have lived together for five years. Although they have stumbled and stumbled during these five years, He Xuanwan has finally found a balance between them. It is better to treat her as her own son than as a friend who is many years younger. The conversations between her and Nan Xiaonan are often relatively flat. She will not yell at this child and act like a mother, and occasionally she will take this child with her. When going out shopping, although the child's vision is very peculiar, it is surprisingly interesting.
"I won't get fat, I exercise every day." Nan Xiaonan touched her belly, "There is no round one here."
"Children are good, no, boys are good, don't worry about gaining weight." He Xuanwan looked at her arms, "I haven't been exercising recently, and my arms always feel thick."
"Will mom exercise with me?" Nan Xiaonan asked.
"I'm not good at activities that require running and jumping. I'm getting older and have bad legs, so I don't have to struggle so much."
"Mom is very young?" Nan Xiaonan tilted his head, he actually... didn't know her mother's age.
Nan Xiaonan has always thought that her mother is simply too young, like a big sister, she doesn't look like a mother at all, and when she stands with her big brother, she doesn't look old, um... Maybe it's because her big brother looks older?
"Women need to take care of themselves all the time." He Xuanwan asked, "I heard that Xiao Nan wants to hold a birthday party?"
"Did Dad say that?"
"Yes, how many people does Xiao Nan plan to invite?" He Xuanwan asked intentionally or unintentionally.
"All the students in the class must be invited, and grandma, brother Feng Yi, sister Candy, little chubby girl..." Nan Xiaonan carefully counted the people he wanted to invite.
He Xuanwan's eyes flickered: "Is Xiao Nan still in frequent contact with Feng Yi?"
"Ah."
"Feng Yi, do you still have contact recently?" Nan Yun was overjoyed when she found out that Nan Xiaonan was still in contact with Feng Yi. It may be useful for future development.
"Yes." Nan Xiaonan nodded, "Brother Feng Yi often chats with me."
"to chat with?"
"Well, chatting on the phone." Nan Xiaonan turned on the phone that was placed aside and sent a message to Feng Yi, and then took a picture of his half-eaten pudding. His movements were very casual, and he didn't even think about it. However, if other people want to contact Feng Yi, they must think twice before they dare to send a message directly.
He Xuanwan has always known that Nan Xiaonan has a connection with Feng Yi, and she is actually very satisfied. After all, not everyone can get in touch with Feng Yi. Now Nan Xiaonan is sending messages to Feng Yi?Feng Yiji
However, after hearing the soft voice of the housekeeper saying that Nan Xiaonan was secretly inquiring about the possibility of holding a banquet with others, the brothers of the Nan family did not immediately agree as Nan Xiaonan imagined, but suddenly fell into a In silence.
Nan Xiaonan sensed the weirdness of the atmosphere, and subconsciously grabbed the butler's hand and hid quietly behind the butler. Although she didn't know why, the mood of the eldest brother and the second brother obviously changed in an instant.
When she was in high school, Nan Yun found out that her two sons liked to cling to the youngest son very much, so she simply vacated a larger guest room for the three children to use as a study room. There was also Nanxiaonan Kindergarten in the study room. During the period, there were no stationery and books that could be used up. Ever since Nan Qinse went to university and joined the company, there was another computer on Nan Qinse's desktop. Nan Qinse would also work in the study room when needed.
There are three styles in one room. In Nan Qinse’s place, there are thick books and dark bookcases. In Nanxiaonan’s corner, there are colorful storybooks and some dolls collected by Nanxiaonan. He Ming doesn't like to buy too many books, so he often hangs out with Nan Xiaonan.
"Housekeeper, can you let us stay alone with Xiao Nan for a while?" Nan Qinse asked.
"Okay, Eldest Young Master, please don't punish the Young Master too much. The Young Master just thinks more, which is not a bad thing."
"I know, I know."
The butler reluctantly pulled Nan Xiaonan out from behind his legs, and said with a smile: "Young master, I will order the chef to make some desserts. If you want to eat, you can come down and eat."
The meaning of this sentence is obviously telling Nan Xiaonan that if he doesn’t want to be criticized, he can use the excuse of eating to take it out. Nan Qinse really can’t laugh or cry, no matter what, he doesn’t look vicious, right? The housekeeper hurts Xiaonan more than They also exaggerate.
Nan Qinse carefully thought about her previous life. Although he and Nan Heming had always ignored Nan Xiaonan, the butler at home had always been very kind to Nan Xiaonan. Compared to them, Nan Xiaonan's personality was too weak but he had to admit that he accepted The attitude towards people and things is very good, at least it makes this family not so sad. With this relationship, Nan Qinse is also very indulgent when the housekeeper occasionally interferes with the master's behavior. After all, if you want to say that you love Nan Xiaonan, the housekeeper is the real one. seniors.
"Xiao Nan, move the stool over and sit here, we have something to clarify with Xiao Nan."
Looking at Nan Qinse's face, Nan Xiaonan felt a thump in his heart, knowing that the current situation was much more troublesome than he had imagined, and it seemed that he didn't go to the eldest brother and second brother this time, which really made the two brothers angry.
Nan Xiaonan obediently moved her little stool and sat directly opposite her two older brothers, sitting upright, as if a school leader came to inspect an elementary school student who tried hard to behave well after being instructed by the classroom thousands of times.
What's wrong?Nan Xiaonan was also very flustered, not only the eldest brother, but even the second brother's complexion is not very good now, why did he suddenly get angry, did he do something wrong?
"Xiao Nan." After Nan Qinse said it, she shook her head, "No, Nan Xiaonan."
"Brother, I'm here." Nan Xiaonan's voice was like a mosquito, and he tried his best to curl up his body as if trying to reduce his sense of existence, but he failed in the end because he could feel the eyes of the two brothers were staring at him all the time. body.
"Nan Xiaonan, I've always wondered, do you think we've treated you well for so long?"
"Okay?" Nan Xiaonan always felt that everyone in the family was very kind to him.
"Then how are elder brother and second elder brother treating you?"
"it is good."
"How good is it?"
"very good."
"How good is very?"
Looking at the elder brother who wanted to break the casserole and ask the end, Nan Xiaonan was silent for a while: "Elder brother is always very concerned about my affairs. It’s a fun place, he will talk to me when I’m upset, and he always cares about me. The second brother is the same. In fact, the second brother has never been good at doing housework, but he has done a good job now. It’s the eldest brother. The result of working hard all the time, I think... maybe it should be because of me?"
"It's not possible, it's certain." Nan Heming replied.
"Um……"
Nan Qinse sighed: "Then do you think there is something wrong with the eldest brother and the second brother?"
Nan Xiaonan shook his head.
"is that true?"
"Well, the eldest brother and the second brother are the most powerful people in the world in my opinion. Even Dad can do wrong things, but the eldest brother and the second brother can't."
In Nan Xiaonan's eyes, Nan Qinse and Nan Heming are the most perfect people in the world. He will do wrong things and do wrong questions. There are things he doesn't understand and methods he doesn't understand, but the two My elder brother is different from him. They seem to know what they are doing, what they should do, and what they need to do at all times, and they are familiar with everything. In Nan Xiaonan's eyes, all this becomes perfect. While making Nan Xiaonan admire him, he also felt a certain sense of distance.
"The eldest brother and the second brother will also do wrong things, and many times, it is because they do not have such self-awareness that they will go further and further down the wrong path. For things we don't know and things we can't understand, we need people Come to help, Xiao Nan, the eldest brother and the second brother have always hoped that you can be our direction. You are still a child, and you only have the simplest distinction between good and bad, so you have always hoped that at least Xiao Nan can make mistakes when we make mistakes. It can stop us in time."
Nan Xiaonan blinked in confusion, this is the first time he heard such a thing, could the elder brother and the second elder brother do something wrong?Nan Xiaonan can't imagine the two who did something wrong.
"Xiao Nan, do you trust the eldest brother and the second brother?"
"Trust." Nan Xiaonan nodded resolutely, her eyes full of trust, "Big brother and second brother are the most correct people for me to be with grandma in this world."
"Yes, Xiao Nan, we have a relationship of mutual trust. We are your elder brother, the elder brother who is connected by blood. The relationship between us will never stop." Nan Qinse has been working hard, trying to make this child Believe in yourself so that he can become a pillar-like existence in the child's world. This is the child he has failed and loved all the time. "We should trust each other and promote each other."
Even in the same family, Nan Xiaonan still has parents and grandma in his heart, but in Nan Qinse's heart, the only person he can rely on is Xiaonan, and the only person he can trust is the one who was reborn together and has the same goal Nanhe, in this world, only the three of them are the real direction of existence.
This may be too unbelievable for Nan Xiaonan, but he is not in a hurry to explain everything to Nan Xiaonan, but he has been working hard, slowly guiding, hoping that this child can understand his good intentions, They gave this child everything they thought was the best, and it was their helplessness to do so.
Because so far they have not even been able to know what the so-called 'best' is in Nan Xiaonan's eyes. In this child's heart, it seems that they have been shut out, and he has not realized this at all.
"Hmm..." Nan Xiaonan will be ten years old soon, and a ten-year-old child should understand everything. Although what the eldest brother said seems to be some kind of big truth with gorgeous modifiers, Nan Xiaonan can vaguely understand Nan Qinse feelings to express.
"Xiao Nan, we have always relied on you, so while relying on you, we also hope that you can rely on us." They never said this matter openly.
I always thought that it takes time, practice, and experience that this child can slowly let go of his heart. Their boundless favor and love for him, but after all they failed to get even a little bit of coquettishness from this child, which is meaningless to them. Different is a huge blow.
"Hmm." Nan Xiaonan didn't know what to say at this time, so he could only answer with a hmm.
Nan Qinse sighed helplessly: "Xiao Nan, we want you to rely on us, do you understand the meaning of this sentence?"
"I'm very dependent on my elder brother and my second brother?" Nan Xiaonan said with fingers, "The elder brother and the second brother helped me choose a school, told me to do my homework, bathed me, dressed me, fed me, and slept with me. If there is no elder brother and second brother, I will definitely not be able to sleep well. The elder brother and the second brother have always cared about my health, and even signed me up for the club I like, and let me have time to exercise. I can go wherever I want, I can wear good-looking clothes, and I can also wear good-looking shoes, and my classmates have always envied me for wearing famous shoes..."
Nan Xiaonan was planning carefully with her fingers, telling them clearly every word, sentence, bit by bit, this child really put everything about them in his heart, because of the feeling of not being trusted, After all, it was relieved, and the somewhat serious atmosphere was finally softened a lot because of Nan Xiaonan's words.
"Xiao Nan." Nan Heming raised his eyes, and the brighter the eyes, the more intimidating others, "Do you know how happy Big Brother was when you called him to help you?"
Nan Xiaonan froze for a moment.
"It was a very important meeting, and it even directly laid out the next partner certificate, leaving only the contract that has not been signed. As long as you sign this contract, at least you can sit back and relax for a long time, but your call , let the eldest brother immediately put down the work at hand and rush over, do you know what this means?"
Nan Xiaonan heard it, he didn't know, he really didn't think about what Nan Qinse was doing at that time, he didn't even realize why the eldest brother hurried back after the matter was over, after hearing Nan Heming's words , Nan Xiaonan lowered her head in shame: "I'm sorry."
"No!" Nan Heming's forehead twitched when he heard Nan Xiaonan say sorry. He never thought that the child's brain circuit would turn to sorry. No, maybe he thought of it, but he didn't want it. This became a reality, "The contract can be re-signed, and things can be done again, but Xiao Nan's request, your request, is more rare and precious to us than these things, do you understand this truth?"
Nan Heming's voice is rare and serious. He didn't drag his tune lazily like before, and he didn't turn his voice in a strange tone like teasing a child every time. He was really angry. Nan Xiaonan instinctively wanted to He said sorry, but after meeting Shangnan Heming's eyes, that sorry sentence was immediately swallowed. His instinct told him that if he said sorry directly now, Nan Heming might be even more angry.
"We have always made the best plans for Xiaonan, but the best in this world is not what we think is the best, Xiaonan, we always hope that you can tell us what you want and what you want to do , We have a reference scale, so we can save energy on many things."
"Xiao Nan." Nan Qinse took over the conversation, "We have been working hard to meet Xiao Nan's wishes and requirements, but there are very few of them, which also makes us panic, because we can't be sure whether what we do is what you want , Maybe you don’t want to go to this elementary school, maybe you want to go to the county school with your companions in the village, we can’t judge, it’s not a good feeling.”
"I..." Nan Xiaonan's fingers twitched uncomfortably, "I don't feel anything bad."
"Yes, it's because Xiao Nan feels good no matter what, but what we also get is frustration." Nan Qinse sighed helplessly, "You know what we like to eat and do, you know what we get What will be happy, knowing when we are unhappy, Xiao Nan, while you know everything about big brother, have you ever thought that big brother also wants to know Xiao Nan's mood?"
Nan Xiaonan feels that he has been educated, and the education is something he has never thought about.
"When the eldest brother took you out, he hoped to make Xiao Nan happy. Many children like to buy things, and the eldest brother also prepared enough money for you, but Xiao Nan, you didn't buy anything, or the things you bought were often not as good as yours. We are related, I am happy and sad, because until now I don't know what Xiao Nan wants, what exactly is it." Nan Qinse raised her forehead with a headache, "This will make me unable to judge whether Xiao Nan is not I like Big Brother and Second Brother."
"It's not like that, it's because everything is really good." Nan Xiaonan has never seriously thought about this issue, more or less just passing by, his conditions are too generous.
As he grows older, Nan Xiaonan has a vague concept of family background and money, and he can easily get everything that other people can't get.
I remember that there was a very popular toy in the class for a while. It was an electronic peripheral of a very popular cartoon at that time. You can play a lot of small toys on it. The total is 25 yuan. The other students in the class are very hardworking. He saves money to buy it, and after buying it, he will show it off to the classmates in the class, but Nan Xiaonan doesn't know why, he has a lot of money, even he knows it's a lot of money, and it's not enough to buy a whole school. problem, but Nan Xiaonan felt that it didn't matter.
This kind of thing seems to be very precious, but for Nan Xiaonan, it is easy to get, but he has lost interest. What he hopes is to cry with his classmates that they can't afford it, and get together with many people to see what he has already bought. Human toys.
From then on, Nan Xiaonan vaguely realized that what he wanted was not something foreign, but the time and moments to play with everyone, but his two closest relatives, the older brothers, could not give him these two things. a feeling of.
—They are too omnipotent.
In the eyes of the two elder brothers, everything seemed to be easy. All the things he was troubled by could be solved by the elder brothers. Even if it was the school violence incident in the class, the elder brothers could settle it immediately.
It was also from this moment that Nan Xiaonan noticed the gap between himself and his brothers.
But there is nothing to complain about, because his wish is only for the family to be together, and now that they are together, he is actually satisfied.
... This is a lie.
"Xiao Nan." Nan Qinse's voice rang in Nan Xiaonan's ear, "I want to hear what Xiao Nan is thinking."
"I think……"
What should he say?
Would it bother my brothers if I said it?
"Xiao Nan, don't think about it." When Nan Xiaonan was struggling, suddenly his chin was lifted by Nan Heming, who had to look directly into the eyes of the second brother, "Don't think about anything, don't think about what if, We just want to know your truest thoughts."
Nan Xiaonan lowered her head, and after a long time, she slowly opened her mouth: "I want to be with my eldest brother and my second brother all the time, the kind of relationship we have always had."
The eyes of the two elder brothers were slightly fixed, as if they didn't understand.
"What are you talking about, of course the elder brother will always be with Xiao Nan."
"I... I don't know either." Nan Xiaonan was so tangled that he even wanted to lock himself up, "But my brothers, you are so powerful, you are really good, I... I am not as good as my brothers, if one day, Brothers, what should I do if they are bored with me? I don’t study well, I like sports but I’m a half-assed person, I can’t do anything well, even making friends, I’m like this, I don’t know why I can’t do anything well, but Brothers are different, brothers can do everything very well.”
He couldn't describe it, he couldn't tell exactly what the panic hidden deep in his heart was.
Nan Qinse looked at Nan Xiaonan, and something flashed in his mind. He looked at Nan Heming in a strange way, but saw the shocked eyes of the other party. At this moment, he suddenly understood.
Nan Heming opened his mouth, laughed suddenly, leaned back to his seat again, and rubbed his eyebrows helplessly: "Really, I have lived for too long, and I have forgotten everything I have experienced. It's clean."
Nan Xiaonan looked eagerly: "?"
Isn't everything Nan Xiaonan feels now what he was worried about when he was a child?
Nan Heming also had this kind of time. When he was humble and weak, he watched his elder brother become more and more excellent, he watched his elder brother become more and more detached from ordinary people, more and more outstanding, and he was more and more favored by his father. The mood has been suppressed in the heart and cannot be released. He wants to get the attention of his elder brother and father. He is working humblely. He used to work so hard to hide everything about himself. He only hopes to show his best side in front of his family. .
Later, he looked away, began to rebel, began to be presumptuous, and completely left that hesitant past behind.
He was reborn, and these humble emotions did not reappear, but Nan Xiaonan was still a child, a child in a sensitive period, and they did not notice that the child's inner changes were heading towards the old road that Nan Heming had walked .
This child is afraid, afraid that one day he will be abandoned, abandoned by his brothers who are too good, and will no longer enjoy love, so the better he is now, the more trembling he is, afraid of losing, just like the humble Nanhe back then. Naruto is the same.
"Xiao Nan." Nan Heming suddenly stepped forward and hugged Nan Xiaonan in his arms again, and kissed Nan Xiaonan's forehead, "Second brother loves you, loves you forever, and second brother will always be by Xiaonan's side."
Nan Xiaonan was stunned for a moment, and then his whole face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye: "Two...two...two...second brother..."
"Second brother likes you, second brother loves you very much, second brother loves Xiaonan very much, loves Nan Xiaonan very much, second brother wants to be with Nan Xiaonan forever." Nan Heming kept whispering in Nan Xiaonan's ear as if poisoned Repeat this sentence without explaining anything else. This sentence keeps echoing in Nan Xiaonan's ears, "Second Brother will say this sentence to Xiao Nan every day from today on."
Nan Xiaonan blushed: "No need, really no need."
"Yeah, who wouldn't let Xiao Nan know that Second Brother loves Xiao Nan very much?" Nan Heming's hands were tightly locked around Nan Xiaonan's waist, and he leaned against Nan Xiaonan's ear and smiled softly, "Second Brother won't let go Open, Xiao Nan will know how much the second brother loves Xiao Nan."
Nan Xiaonan sat obediently in the arms of her eldest brother, lowered her head and said nothing, suddenly there was a soft touch in his hair, Nan Xiaonan watched Nan Qinse stand up, in front of his eyes, It was the elder brother who bent down and kissed his hair.
"Brother is the same." He wouldn't say as much as Nan Heming did, but this sentence is enough to express his mood.
Nan Xiaonan blushed completely, and there was a certain kind of joy in her heart.
"Xiao Nan, brother wants to hear what you want." Nan Qinse's voice softened after all.
Nan Xiaonan opened his mouth and closed it again.
Nan Qinse looked at it, and leaned on the table beside her relaxedly, and a rare joke appeared on her face, which was not very good at expression: "Are you really not going to say it?"
Nan Xiaonan pursed her lips.
"Brother loves you too." As if teasing, Nan Qinse repeated this sentence in a vicious manner, "What should I do? Brother also loves Xiao Nan very much, what should I do?"
"Ah, let me say, let me say!" Nan Xiaonan really didn't understand why the serious elder brother was brought into this by the second elder brother.
Nan Qinse and Nan Heming looked at each other, and saw a smile in each other's eyes.
It was they who ignored the child's mood. In their sensitive childhood, they should be more sincere. The hints that were too restrained may be too difficult for this child to understand.
"Actually, it's not that I don't want to buy things." Although Nan Xiaonan's voice was very small, it was a great attempt and progress to be able to speak out on his own initiative. Both of them listened with bated breath, "But, big brother gave me a lot Money, because I can buy a lot of things, I feel that it doesn’t matter whether I buy it or not. I don’t need so much money. I want to ask my elder brother and second brother directly for what I want. The elder brother and the second brother bought it for me. Things will be different, and my classmates will envy me."
He wants to be envied, to show off to others, and to be labeled as two older brothers.
With enough money, Nan Xiaonan lost the reason to act like a baby.
Nan Qinse touched her nose innocently, maybe they went into a misunderstanding, because they didn't think about money because of the relationship with Nan Yun from a young age, but it doesn't mean that they didn't have the desire to get gifts from Nan Yun. The environment does not allow it. After rebirth, the child's memory is discarded, and he is forced to think about the future, ignoring that a normal ten-year-old child is still collecting tens of dollars from his parents. A very happy age.
Nan Xiaonan is not yet old enough to take care of himself completely. He is very confused about his own desire, because having the right to control everything too early makes this child very confused. What Nan Qinse wanted at the beginning was not Treating this child badly, Nan Heming overly controlled Nan Xiaonan's communication, so he was overly indulgent, but he didn't grasp the measure.
"Any more?"
"……Well."
"Brother loves you very much."
"Also, there is." At Nan Xiaonan's age, he has endless yearning for the word love, and he is too shy to speak. It is really embarrassing to be said so bluntly, "Actually, I want to go there once. Trampoline."
"Huh?" Nan Heming asked, "What is that?"
"Recently, the mother of a classmate in the class took him to play on the trampoline and took a lot of photos. It seemed to be very fun inside. I don't know what it is called. It seems to be called a trampoline. There are some haunted house adventures and the like. .” Nan Xiaonan lowered her head and played with her nails, “I’m actually just thinking about it.”
Nan Heming raised his eyebrows. He knew a lot about the places to play, but he hadn't noticed that there was a trampoline anywhere. Nan Heming found that he seemed to have been assisting Nan Qinse in his work during this time, and he hadn't played for a long time. Is it because they are getting more and more busy that this child has feelings, so he is instinctively understanding them?
"Go ask your classmates." Nan Heming rubbed Nan Xiaonan's neck and thought, if it is said that places with entertainment facilities and adventures are usually playgrounds, I guess there will be quite a lot of things to play there, Compared with the place where you can play around at home, it will be more abundant, "Well, why don't you just hold the birthday party near there, and don't play at home, if it is such a place, it may be more popular with children, big brother, After asking clearly, you can see if it is allowed to book the venue."
Nan Xiaonan blinked and blinked: "Um..."
"What's wrong?" Nan Qinse saw Nan Xiaonan hesitated, and then said, "Brother loves..."
"I...I really want the students in the class to eat and see the food made by my uncle. The food cooked by my uncle is better than that in many restaurants, so I want other people to eat and see it too."
"It's easy to solve, just let the chef go directly there." Nan Qinse said casually.
Nan Qinse discovered a spell that was particularly effective for Nan Xiaonan, and this sentence could make the child express the small thoughts hidden in his stomach secretly every time.
"Xiao Nan, do you usually think a lot?" Nan Heming buried himself in Nan Xiaonan's neck and let out a laugh after hearing this.
"Not many." Nan Xiaonan was a little embarrassed.
"Then Xiao Nan, can you tell the second brother why you would rather go to the chef than come to us?"
Nan Xiaonan suddenly froze again.
Although the previous topic has passed, the □□ that provoked the essence of this topic has not been resolved. It is true that it is not the first time for him to ask the eldest brother and the second brother, but...but...
"Xiao Nan." Nan Qinse's voice was peaceful, but after hearing this, Nan Xiaonan felt instinctively embarrassed.
"Because, elder brother and second elder brother don't seem to like children very much?"
Nan Qinse frowned slightly: "There is no such thing, elder brother likes you very much."
"No, that's not the problem." Nan Xiaonan tilted her head, as if she was thinking about how to describe it, "Big brother and second brother... I don't know how to say it, just like last time, big brother and second brother treated my classmates and my friends They don't seem to have any good faces, especially the second brother, every time he sees my classmates, he will feel bad."
Nan Qinse frowned, Nan Heming didn't like all the people he didn't know who were close to Nan Xiaonan, this kind of thing didn't happen once or twice, but many times, if it was because of Nan Heming, he still understood, but why did Xiaonan even He would say that?
"I actually don't understand why the eldest brother and the second brother hate classmates my age so much, but I know, I just know." Nan Xiaonan's words were a little more self-willed, but the two people present were silent Come down, "I know that the eldest brother and the second brother don't like it, but I don't want to have no friends in school all the time, so I just asked at first, after all, the eldest brother and the second brother are more important than other people."
"No." Nan Qinse sighed, not letting Nan Xiaonan notice, "It's Xiaonan who feels wrong, neither the eldest brother nor the second brother have such a feeling."
"is it?"
"Yes." Nan Qinse pinched Nan Xiaonan's cheeks, the soft touch of the child's cheeks made him feel better, "Xiao Nan doesn't need to think too much, brother also hopes to prepare Xiao Nan's birthday party with Xiao Nan, and is also looking forward to being able to Play with Xiao Nan's friends, as long as Xiao Nan doesn't dislike the big brother and the second brother getting in the way."
"No way!" Nan Xiaonan's eyes lit up instantly, "No way!"
"That's all for today. Xiao Nan can go down to eat the dessert prepared by the housekeeper. If you don't go down, the housekeeper may not be able to resist coming up."
"Okay." Nan Xiaonan jumped off Nan Heming's body, ready to leave.
"Xiao Nan." Nan Heming called out suddenly.
"Huh?" Nan Xiaonan turned around.
"Second brother loves you very much."
Nan Xiaonan's face suddenly turned red, nah, stammering: "I...I love...uh..."
bah—
The door was closed, and the sound was a bit loud. This was the first time Nan Xiaonan was so impatient, so impatient that he was about to slam the door. Nan Heming couldn't help laughing, but the smile gradually faded, and there was a lingering smile in his pupils. The darkness of the past, the dark and deep pupils recalled the past lives they had long forgotten.
They don't like children, they really hate children, children can't control themselves, and they can't be controlled well, they always have all kinds of ideas, which catch adults off guard, and they instinctively hate children in positions .
They used to hate Nan Xiaonan in the same way.
The higher people go, the more they forget the word "purity". They are immersed in power all the time, and the existence of their youngest brother who is as pure as a child is like a thorn in their hearts. throat, but after they got really old, they realized that it was not the resentment against Nan Xiaonan, but the anger at themselves who could no longer control themselves. They put this anger on the person who shouldn't bear it .
The child who was always as pure as a college student accepted their negative emotions calmly and silently, never complaining.
Even if they figured it out, even if they understood it, the only person in their hearts who could really accept it again was Nan Xiaonan.
Even if they conceal their contempt and disgust for others so well that they even believe it, there is nothing to hide from this overly sensitive child. Even if they die, they still cannot dissipate their disgust for life. This is the inferiority of men, and they have never been able to avoid it.
"It's only at this time that I realize that I'm just an ordinary person." Nan Qinse's voice reveals a sigh.
"Really, it's been seen clearly from the beginning to the end, are all children so scary?" Nan Heming raised his head to let his mind empty.
Forget it...
What does it matter?As long as you care about what you care about, it is enough.
Nan Xiaonan's eyes lit up when he saw pudding. He liked pudding. He was sitting on the dining table holding a small spoon. When he looked up, he suddenly saw He Xuanwan coming down. A beautiful woman looks very beautiful even after removing her makeup, but A little more pure than usual.
"It's late at night, why are you still eating sweets?" He Xuanwan sat down, and the housekeeper immediately went to pour her a glass of warm water knowingly.
"Because I want to eat." Nan Xiaonan didn't say that it was the housekeeper who said he could come down to eat.
"Eating sweets at night will make you gain weight?" He Xuanwan and Nan Xiaonan have lived together for five years. Although they have stumbled and stumbled during these five years, He Xuanwan has finally found a balance between them. It is better to treat her as her own son than as a friend who is many years younger. The conversations between her and Nan Xiaonan are often relatively flat. She will not yell at this child and act like a mother, and occasionally she will take this child with her. When going out shopping, although the child's vision is very peculiar, it is surprisingly interesting.
"I won't get fat, I exercise every day." Nan Xiaonan touched her belly, "There is no round one here."
"Children are good, no, boys are good, don't worry about gaining weight." He Xuanwan looked at her arms, "I haven't been exercising recently, and my arms always feel thick."
"Will mom exercise with me?" Nan Xiaonan asked.
"I'm not good at activities that require running and jumping. I'm getting older and have bad legs, so I don't have to struggle so much."
"Mom is very young?" Nan Xiaonan tilted his head, he actually... didn't know her mother's age.
Nan Xiaonan has always thought that her mother is simply too young, like a big sister, she doesn't look like a mother at all, and when she stands with her big brother, she doesn't look old, um... Maybe it's because her big brother looks older?
"Women need to take care of themselves all the time." He Xuanwan asked, "I heard that Xiao Nan wants to hold a birthday party?"
"Did Dad say that?"
"Yes, how many people does Xiao Nan plan to invite?" He Xuanwan asked intentionally or unintentionally.
"All the students in the class must be invited, and grandma, brother Feng Yi, sister Candy, little chubby girl..." Nan Xiaonan carefully counted the people he wanted to invite.
He Xuanwan's eyes flickered: "Is Xiao Nan still in frequent contact with Feng Yi?"
"Ah."
"Feng Yi, do you still have contact recently?" Nan Yun was overjoyed when she found out that Nan Xiaonan was still in contact with Feng Yi. It may be useful for future development.
"Yes." Nan Xiaonan nodded, "Brother Feng Yi often chats with me."
"to chat with?"
"Well, chatting on the phone." Nan Xiaonan turned on the phone that was placed aside and sent a message to Feng Yi, and then took a picture of his half-eaten pudding. His movements were very casual, and he didn't even think about it. However, if other people want to contact Feng Yi, they must think twice before they dare to send a message directly.
He Xuanwan has always known that Nan Xiaonan has a connection with Feng Yi, and she is actually very satisfied. After all, not everyone can get in touch with Feng Yi. Now Nan Xiaonan is sending messages to Feng Yi?Feng Yiji
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