After my brother's rebirth, he wants to control

"There should be enough bodyguards around Xiao Nan now, try not to go to places that are too dangerous." After hearing this, Yu Yiheng was also very complicated, and finally understood why Feng Yi and him had frequent contacts recently. Nan Qinse and Nan Heming were undefended, so they didn't notice. Now that he knew the truth, the abnormal behavior of those two people can be understood.

"Big brother and second brother said that you were the one who collected my body in the previous life." Nan Xiaonan said a little embarrassedly, "Thank you."

"Don't thank me for this kind of thing." Yu Yiheng didn't want to hear about his handling of Nan Xiaonan's funeral.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Nan Xiaonan also rubbed her hair helplessly, "It's just that I don't really feel it. I heard Brother Feng Yi say that you seem to have some weird feelings about this?"

"Not really, I can only say that I suddenly feel something is very familiar." Yu Yiheng lowered his eyes unconsciously, "It's like I always relied on you when I was a child. Now that I think about it, I didn't get it at that time." I have received gifts from others, but I only like you, probably because of this reason."

Nan Xiaonan was stunned for a moment. Yu Yiheng's unique attention to him when he was a child was indeed very strange. After all, Yu Yiheng's father didn't give Yu Yiheng a lot of food. A child with a family eats hundreds of restaurants in the village every day. When Fan grows up, he is actually wary of everyone, and he only had a little snack at the time, so it is not easy to simply fool people over like this.

"So this is why Brother Feng Yi keeps asking you?" Nan Xiaonan felt that this was very possible.

"Xiao Nan, have you and Feng Yi started dating?" Yu Yiheng's mood was actually very bad, he kept watching Nan Xiaonan, what happened to Nan Xiaonan, what changes, what kind of mood he was in, he knew everything Chu, so the change in Nan Xiaonan's eyes when he mentioned Feng Yi couldn't escape his eyes.

Nan Xiaonan didn't expect to be spotted by the other party so easily, and nodded a little embarrassedly: "Isn't it strange?"

"It's nothing surprising." Feng Yi had already shown it clearly, even when they hadn't dated.

"I actually want to avoid suspicion with you." Nan Xiaonan's words made Yu Yiheng instinctively lower his eyes to cover up the complicated mood, but he heard Nan Xiaonan continue, "But I don't think we are going to end here That's it, although you have always said that you like me very much, but you allow me to be intimate with other people, so slug, do you really like me, or are you used to relying on me?"

It has been a long time since Nan Xiaonan directly called the title of slug. Ever since Yu Yiheng grew up, he could no longer use such an insulting title, but now Nan Xiaonan suddenly called this name, and the two of them faced each other, as if they were returning to each other. Back when they were children, Nan Xiaonan and Yu Yiheng sat on a quiet mountain, with mushrooms picked up after the rain beside them.

At that time, Yu Yiheng was already Nan Xiaonan's follower, never leaving Nan Xiaonan's back, looking at him all the time, looking at him, when he didn't know what to do, this child king led them to create A whole hill.

"It does not matter."

"I think it's very important. Didn't you say that you liked me because of an inexplicable affection? Maybe it was because you liked my previous life in your previous life, so you have the same feeling in this life, but..."

"I like you very much in this life too."

Nan Xiaonan was stunned for a while, and finally scratched her hair in embarrassment: "Then, why don't we avoid suspicion?"

"No, I don't have much time to communicate with you, so don't worry too much."

"Why do you say that? We were admitted to the same university, didn't we?" Although Yu Yiheng should be able to go to a better school according to his scores, but in the end he still chose the same school as himself, and they will have more in the future time together.

"When I was very young, I promised Nan Qinse one thing..."

Nan Xiaonan heard a story that she had never heard before. About Nan Qinse's seduction of him, his care and surveillance all the time, he would regularly report his news to his brothers, he told everything.

Nan Xiaonan was taken aback when he heard this, it was something he never knew.

"Why did you suddenly tell me today?"

"Because you also told me everything you know."

Nan Xiaonan's mood is very complicated.

"Would you hate your brothers for that?"

"It's just caring, not to say that I hate it." But thinking about it carefully, his brothers seem to have always had a strong desire to control him, and such things always feel reasonable.

"But they won't keep me by your side all the time, and as long as they open their mouths, I will have to leave you." Yu Yiheng looked at Nan Xiaonan seriously, "It's not that I don't know how to be jealous, but from the very beginning I have already lost the right to love you, and when I agreed to their request for my own survival, I am no longer worthy of you."

Even that confession.

All with the acquiescence of Nan Qinse and Nan Heming.

At that time, he realized very clearly that his feelings would never be realized, not only that he couldn't get over the hurdle of the Nan family brothers, but also his own heart couldn't just get over it.

"But Feng Yi is different. He has the ability to resist everything. Although I am jealous and envious, I can't hate him. After all, losing the right to love you is the path I chose at the beginning."

Nan Xiaonan looked at Yu Yiheng. When the other party was talking, his expression was very calm. He didn't care about everything, and he didn't show off everything. He was quietly in the corner. Nan Xiaonan always thought that it was Yu Yiheng's nature. , But now it seems that this is not the case. He has known the warmth and coldness of the world since he was a child, so he gave up the right to chase.

"If it was me..." Nan Xiaonan's hand unconsciously grabbed onto his sleeve, what would happen to him if it was him?Will he make a decision at such a young age like Yu Yiheng?Does he have the ability to do something that will change his life at such a young age?

"If it were you, you probably wouldn't give up on your father."

Nan Xiaonan suddenly froze.

Suddenly remembered the appearance of the father who was vague in memory.

Yu Yiheng showed a shallow smile: "Even if he is my father, I would not willingly let him treat me casually, so I gave up on him when I was so young, I think Eat delicious food, live a normal life, have good parents, I abandoned my father for myself, but Xiaonan, you are different, no matter what happens, you will not abandon your family .”

Nan Xiaonan stared blankly at Yu Yiheng in front of him, as if his chest had been pricked by a needle, causing pain.

"So Xiao Nan, this is the difference between me and you. I can't be with you. I'm too selfish. If one day I have to make a choice, I'm afraid..." Yu Yiheng leaned against Xiao Nan unconsciously. On his shoulder, his voice gradually choked and sobbed, his mood was complicated and painful, the more he liked Nan Xiaonan, the more he could see the messy life he lived.

He will never be able to compare with Nan Xiaonan.

"Nothing." Nan Xiaonan shook his head, stretched out his hand to hold Yu Yiheng's arm, "No, you are fine now, that's enough, you didn't hurt anyone, this is already very powerful, you It’s enough to think about others now.”

Yu Yiheng gritted his teeth subconsciously, and leaned on Nan Xiaonan's shoulder and sighed deeply: "So Xiaonan, this is why I like you and why I can't expect to be with you."

He... doesn't deserve it.

Nan Xiaonan's mood became depressed. It was only today that he understood for the first time the feelings that Yu Yiheng had been suppressing in his heart. It was so heavy and complicated. He felt guilty for him and at a loss for what he had chosen. He was always at a loss. I can't extricate myself from it.

"It's a good thing." Yu Yiheng's voice was shallow, and Nan Xiaonan couldn't hear it clearly, but he heard him repeat again, "It's a good thing to be liked by Feng Yi, he can protect anyone he wants to protect. "

Nan Xiaonan suddenly realized something, and patted Yu Yiheng on the back: "No, it's not calculated in this way, things can't be generalized in such a simple way, even Brother Feng Yi, he will still have Many uncontrollable things, in the previous life..."

Yu Yiheng listened quietly, Feng Yi didn't guard Xiaonan, and suddenly snorted softly: "This is really not interesting."

"I don't mean that, I mean that there is no perfect person in this world, so I believe that people may have many, many shortcomings, but there will always be someone who appreciates the advantages, and he will tolerate all of you Disadvantages, don't think that you are not good, Yu Yiheng, you are very good, really, I swear by Nan Xiaonan's name that I am telling the truth."

Suddenly Yu Yiheng smiled, his voice was very shallow, but he was a smile after all, his shallow smile broke the solidified atmosphere in the air: "You are the one who comforts people best all day long."

"Who says I'm great? My elder brother and second elder brother are actually very difficult to coax, but they listen to everything I say. This is my charm." Nan Xiaonan smiled, "After all, I don't think there are still people in this world There are people who are more difficult to coax than the second brother!"

Yu Yiheng raised his head and looked at Nan Xiaonan's side face who was close at hand. When the other party spoke, he would gently lean into his ear and whisper softly. The thin voice was comforting, which was his favorite appearance.

"Xiao Nan."

"kindness?"

"No matter what, I won't let you die."

"……kindness."