Loving you is an unrepentant journey

Lu Xi looked at the message while holding the phone, and said, "My classmate said you are so handsome, and asked if you have a girlfriend, haha."

Lu Feng didn't respond, and after Lu Xi replied the message, he felt bored and said, "Don't you respond, she's praising you."

Lu Feng said: "Go to bed early, we will go back tomorrow, we have to get up at 06 in the morning, and I will pick you up at 30:[-]. Then I set a time to come to Z City to visit Yi Qian's house."

Lu Xi said: "Hey, you are always so serious. Brother, do you think you are shy, can't stand the teasing, and deliberately talk about him like this."

Lu Feng: "Don't make such jokes, it's not fun."

Hearing that Lu Feng was really going to get angry, Lu Xi had no choice but to shut up, not daring to tease him anymore.

But after a while, I felt bored again, and muttered: "You said you are so boring, why did Brother Qian fall in love with you?"

Lu Feng didn't even move his eyeballs, and drove seriously.

Lu Xi said: "If I were you, I could tease girls all over the world."

Lu Feng said speechlessly: "If you spend all your time doing such meaningless things, you still have time to enrich yourself? Girls don't even bother to look inside you?"

Lu Xi stuck out her tongue: "You really don't mean anything. It's just a joke!"

After taking Lu Xi back to the hotel and returning to Yi Qian’s house, it was past eleven o’clock. Yi Qian sat on the sofa in the living room, turned on the TV, but didn’t watch it, his eyes were on the laptop on his lap, and Lu Feng opened the door and entered. As soon as he passed the porch, he raised his head, yawned and said, "You're back?"

Lu Feng put the key away, walked over and lowered his head to kiss Yi Qian's forehead, "Are you sleepy? Why don't you go to bed first?"

Yi Qian said: "It's not too late for you to come back, of course I have to wait for you."

Seeing that he had turned off the computer, Lu Feng packed his laptop for him. After putting the laptop on the table, Yi Qian got up from the sofa, and he gave him a hand. He hugged himself by the waist.

Being with Lu Feng, Yi Qian would have the feeling of being pampered by him all the time, he was filled with this tender feeling, looked down at Lu Feng's eyebrows and eyes, and said: "Will you always love me so much? "

Lu Feng's eyes were full of smiles: "Yeah."

Yi Qian also laughed.

Lu Feng said: "Go to bed and sleep, I'll be back soon."

He carried him into the bedroom, and after being put on the bed, Yi Qian said, "If I gain weight, can you hold me?"

Lu Feng was about to turn around to pack his luggage, but because of his words, he stretched out his hand to Yi Qian again, and said, "Do you have one hundred and three?"

Yi Qian said: "Yes, I used to have 130 two, but I haven't weighed it for a while. I will buy a scale and put it in the bedroom. I can weigh it every day."

Lu Feng picked him up again, Yi Qian was no shorter than him, so he wrapped his legs around his waist so that he wouldn't fall off, panting with laughter: "How much longer can I grow?"

Lu Feng said, "Another twenty catties?"

Yi Qian pulled him onto the bed, and said, "I don't believe it, if you gain another twenty catties, you won't be able to hold me anymore, so I'll keep this weight."

Lu Feng supported his arms to avoid pinning him down, "Don't disbelieve me."

Yi Qian smiled and shook his head, "If you don't exercise, you will gain another twenty catties, it will definitely not look good."

"I'll play ball with you."

"No, if you can't even control your weight, what else can you control? I think that's how a female friend posts on Moments."

Lu Feng: "..."

After Lu Feng took a shower, he went to pack his luggage. Yi Qian lay on the bed and played with his mobile phone. He was a little bit reluctant, but he didn't say anything. chapter."

Lu Feng said: "Well, it's safer over there. You live here alone. The house is too big and the popularity is not enough. I will also worry."

Yi Qian thought that before Lu Feng, he lived here alone for several years.But at the time, he didn't think it was empty at all, but ever since he was with Lu Feng, if Lu Feng wasn't there, he would always think that it was too empty, and he wasn't used to it. Stay in the living room and watch TV.

Going back to Lu Feng’s hometown from the bustling city of Z, the Spring Festival was approaching, and there were many cars on the highway. It took Lu Feng [-] or [-] hours to drive, and the highway passed through many places. Lu Xi talked about her school and her Dreams, books she read, people she met, unlimited energy.

Lu Feng has walked this road many times, sometimes when he was accompanied by someone, and sometimes when he was alone in the car.

The first time was by bus. He left home and went to the construction site in City Z with a few fellow villagers.At that time, he had just been released from prison, and his mother found him a job in the Chen Mang engineering team.He knew at that time that he had no choice, and he needed to go to the outside world to take a good look, otherwise, he would not know how to go in the future, so along the way, his ears were filled with the facts of his previous crimes from his fellow countrymen. He made fun of him and joked that he was going to work as a construction worker as a high school student, but he didn't feel too much resentment in his heart. He just looked at the strange scenery on the road and knew that life in the future would be difficult but full of hope.Until he actually went to the construction site, doing the same thing every day, exhausted and nothing new, he was at a loss for a few days, but soon found that there were many places for him to learn on the construction site. Doorways, he saw these doorways, and every bit of progress made him feel at ease, because he knew that one day he must get rid of this kind of life, and he would become better.Standing on a tall building that is still being erected with steel bars, every time he looks at the sky, he knows that the world is high and wide, and no matter how small he is, he can break through.

No matter how painful he was, and no matter how ambitious he was, he still had to climb up little by little. He met Yi Qian, and from the moment he saw him, Lu Feng decided that it was the beginning of a turning point in his life. .

He saw a wider world because of Yi Qian.

Thinking of these, it is impossible for him to have any hesitation and feeling of loneliness about this journey.

Seeing that he was silent, Lu Xi said, "Brother, are you listening?"

Lu Feng said: "I'm listening. You said that some of the students in your class have gone to [-] or [-] countries in the world when they were in high school."

Lu Xi said, "Yes."

"Are you envious?"

Lu Xi said: "Of course I'm envious. But it's okay, I can go there in the future, but it's no fun being taken around like her. I want to go on a cultural trip."

Lu Xi asked again: "Brother, have you ever regretted fighting so much that you didn't go to college?"

This is a topic that cannot be discussed. Lu Xi knows that this is her brother's wound and sensitive point, so she cannot ask about it, so she has never mentioned it before. When she asked it now, she felt a little regretful, but Lu Feng didn't care Same, said: "If it is possible, of course it would be better to go to college. But it is also very good now. If a person keeps thinking about the past, living in regret and imagining things that cannot be changed, then he will live until the end. I regret it. There are thousands of roads ahead of thousands of people, and I can only live my own life. It is useless to think too much."

Lu Xi nodded, "You are my life mentor."

Lu Feng: "..."

Mother Lu welcomed her children happily. On the second day, Lu Feng went to the construction site in the county. After returning home on the third day, he began to repair the brick walls of the goose farm for Mother Lu. On the fourth day, he killed all the geese for her. Going to viscera, cleaning, pickling, etc., has been busy until night. Lu's mother originally wanted to send it to a slaughterhouse in the county town, but she felt that saving water in those places would make it unclean.

Lu Feng marinated all the geese in the vat, and waited two days before hanging them up in the kitchen for smoking. He said to Lu's mother, "Go and cut pines and cypresses tomorrow."

Lu's mother said: "Are you tired? Why don't you go to someone's house to buy some."

"nothing."

Lu Feng said again: "I have something to tell you later."

"Well, good, good." Lu's mother hurriedly responded, she thought that there would be no better son than Lu Feng in the world.

"Yi Qian's family invited our family to his house for a gathering during the Chinese New Year. Mom, which day do you think is more suitable?" Lu Feng asked Mother Lu in her room in the dead of night.

Mother Lu is not stupid. Not only is she not stupid, but she always thinks wildly and can always hear some unusual information.The main reason for being able to hear this unusual information is that Lu Xi always instilled unusual social phenomena in her. For example, there are homosexuals in her class, boys and boys are together, and girls are together with girls. She uses lively and indifferent Said these things in a calm tone, let Lu's mother know for the first time that extraordinary people in this world are around them; she also said that in many countries men and men can marry, women and women can marry, which made her suspect that Lu Xi was so careless His character, would he like girls?

But seeing that Lu Xi was always so careless, she extended her tentacles of suspicion to her son.

So when Lu Feng said that, Lu's mother tensed up, and said, "Yi Qian's house? In Z City? How far is it? You are so far away to invite us?"

Lu Feng said: "Yes. They just want to see you and Lu Xi. It just so happens that there is nothing to do at home. When we arrive in City Z, Yi Qian and I can take you and Lu Xi for a stroll around City Z and its surroundings."

Lu's mother wanted to laugh, but she couldn't bring herself to smile. She said nervously, "Lu Feng, is it true that Hu Zhankun said you were taken care of?"

In fact, what Hu Zhankun said on the construction site was that Lu Feng was taken care of by a male boss, the same person who went to the construction site to take pictures.However, the men on the construction site are not very accepting of the relationship between men and men, and they don’t think it’s sexy when they say it, so it’s automatically passed on that Lu Feng was adopted, and the word “male” in it was omitted, so Mother Lu heard In the version, only Lu Feng was adopted, and there was no such thing as a male boss.If the word "male boss" had been in the rumors back then, mother Lu would have reflected on Yi Qian long ago.

Lu Feng knew that his mother was smart, but she had little knowledge and no self-confidence, so she was timid and dared not have any bold ideas.

Lu Feng said: "I have not been taken care of by others, how could I be taken care of by others. Mom, why do you still ask about this!"

Lu Feng's slightly tougher attitude made Lu's mother uneasy, and she said timidly: "What's the matter with Yi Qian? Why did we go to his house during the Chinese New Year, to Z city, and he still came to accompany us? He is not a big Boss, why are you so kind to people like us?"

Lu Feng said: "Mom, do you think that someone will be so kind to the person you take care of? Entertain the other's family at home? And stay with the other's family during the Spring Festival? Shouldn't you hide it?"

Lu's mother stopped talking, and she wanted to get annoyed with a sad face, but she didn't dare.

Lu Feng said: "You see, you must understand that you just want to embarrass me."

"It's you who want to embarrass me." Mother Lu said.

Lu Feng said, "Then are you going or not?"

Lu's mother remained silent, and Lu Feng sat opposite her without speaking, with his head slightly lowered, but his eyes were focused on Lu's mother from the corner of his eye.

Mother Lu was silent for three to five minutes before saying, "His family is willing, you are a man!"

Lu Feng said: "Of course his family didn't want it at first. He came to our house last year because his father wanted to beat him. He ran out and didn't dare to go back. Later, his elder brother took him back. This year he came to our house. I also had several conflicts with his family."

"Then he's still looking for you?" Mother Lu said angrily.Lu Xi said that her classmate was a gay boy. When she was with the boys, she told Lu Xi not to make fun of people. It was because she knew that someone would make fun of them, and she also worried about the parents of those children. .So when her son encountered this kind of thing, she worried about Lu Feng and Yi Qian, and worried about herself.

Lu Feng said: "That's right, even if he was not recognized by his family and opposed by his family, he never changed or gave up. He is kind to me, mom, you must understand that he is kind to you and Lu Xi, and you are too. You understand, right? You want to know how much he has paid for his family to accept me and our family, right? "

Lu's mother stopped talking, feeling very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she began to cry.

Lu Feng sat next to her, and stretched out his hand to hug her gently. Mother Lu cried for a long time, until she recalled everything from Lu Feng's birth to the present. Thinking of Lu Feng's pain and hardship when he went to prison, she I just thought, those things happened, what are the things now compared with those things at that time?Besides, how good is Yi Dive.

After almost an hour, she suddenly choked up and said, "Did you stay with Yi Qian because he was kind to you?"

"Of course not. I liked him first. When I liked him, he was still with his ex-boyfriend. Mom, you may not understand that there are men in this world who naturally like men and don't like women. Just be with him You like men exactly the same as you don't like women."

Lu's mother found it difficult to understand, but she also thought that her incomprehension was due to her short-sightedness, so she had no choice but to stop, saying: "Then let's go. We can't make things difficult for Yi Qian."