Loving you is an unrepentant journey

The rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, and the rain was blown by the wind and hit the bedroom window with a crackling sound. Lightning flashed outside the window and reflected into the room through the drawn curtains. The room was instantly bright as During the daytime, followed by rumbling thunder, the crackling sound seemed to split the space, making people frightened.

This rain came from the other side of the city, and the lightning and thunder also came from far and near, until it hit the tall building where Yi Qian's house was located.

Yi Qian is not a particularly timid person, but the thunder and downpour were too severe, which made him a little timid.

Lu Feng felt his fear, hugged him in his arms again, and asked him: "This sound is too loud, do you have earplugs here, I'll find them for you to put on, so that you can fall asleep."

Yi Qian put his hands on Lu Feng's body, he couldn't let go of Lu Feng's body, he shook his head and said, "I don't like to use earplugs, it will be uncomfortable, and I can't sleep."

After another lightning flashed outside, Lu Feng quickly raised his hands to cover his ears, Yi Qian was stunned for a moment, and laughed in the diminishing thunder.

After the thunder, Lu Feng took his hand away. Yi Qian was very sleepy, but he couldn't sleep because of the lightning and thunder. He asked Lu Feng: "Do you think the lightning struck our upstairs?" , so close, will you come into the house?"

Lu Feng said: "Don't worry, it's about 1000 meters away."

"How do you know?" Yi Qian yawned and put his hands on his shoulders to touch his shoulders, then buried his face in lovingly and kissed his collarbone.

He was actually not interested in the answer given by Lu Fengfeng, but Lu Feng answered him very honestly: "The speed of sound at 340 degrees Celsius is 340 meters per second. I counted it, and it is about three seconds after the lightning. There is only thunder, [-] multiplied by three, is one thousand and twenty. But I see that the temperature outside is more than fifteen degrees Celsius, it may be higher, the higher the temperature, the faster the sound travels, so the distance is more than one thousand and two ten."

Yi Qian: "..."

Yi Qian's head hurts from hearing Lu Feng's serious explanation. All his knowledge of science has been used to look at accounts and calculate photography parameters, but he thinks that Lu Feng is really good, and he is really curious, "Why does the temperature High, sound travels fast?"

As she spoke, she continued to tease Lu Feng, touching his neck with her fingers.

Lu Feng was shaken by his touch, but he did not forget to explain to him: "Because the higher the temperature, the higher the energy of the molecules, the stronger the motion, and the propagation of sound depends on the vibration of the molecules, so the faster it travels. "

Yi Qian asked: "How do you know this? Do ordinary people know this? Where did you read it?"

Lu Feng smiled and said, "This is the content of junior high school physics."

Yi Qian: "..."

Yi Qian rubbed his ears with his hands, "No wonder I don't know, I used to be the worst in physics, and every exam was painful, and I would get a headache when I saw physics teachers and tutors, and I felt that nothing in life was better than seeing them." It's a dark thing."

Lu Feng said: "Now I don't have to worry about it anymore, I won't take the physics exam anymore."

Yi Qian said: "If only we were studying together, I can ask you to help me cheat, will you help me?"

Lu Feng smiled and said: "Yes, I can also teach you."

Yi Qian sat on his body contentedly, "If you tutored me, I would definitely not be so bad at physics. My poor physics must be due to my elder brother. I can't do it. Ask him, and he will tell me I said it twice, but I still didn’t understand, so he would say: “How stupid are you, you don’t understand something so simple, do you understand it, do you understand it at all?” I quickly said, 'I get it.' But I didn't understand anything. He was more impatient then than he is now. If it were you, would you scold me?"

Why was Lu Feng willing to scold him? Of course he said: "No, people have their own strengths, and it is impossible to become an all-rounder. In fact, elementary physics is very simple and very interesting. As long as you have patience, you will feel that physics is very simple. , it's not difficult at all."

Yi Qian said: "Of course you think it's very simple. I saw in your file that you won the second prize in the National Physics Olympiad in high school."

Lu Feng asked in surprise: "Where did you see my file?"

Yi Qian realized that he had slipped his tongue, and raised his head to look at Lu Feng nervously, but the weather was not good, the room had been illuminated by lightning just now, but now there was no lightning, and in the pitch darkness, he had no idea what Lu Feng's expression was.

However, Lu Feng himself seemed to feel Yi Qian's uneasiness. He raised his hand and put his arms around Yi Qian's shoulders, pressed his lips against his forehead, and said, "I saw it at our county talent center, right? There are still some What, I can't see it myself."

He said with great emotion, and Yi Qian comforted him: "Your school is very good, and most of the things left in it are very good things. Your teachers and school leaders have written a lot of good things for you. I also saw that you were in junior high school I also won prizes in mathematics and physics Olympiads, you are a top student, I am a scumbag, my grades have been poor since I was a child, and I have been taking tutoring every day, as long as I see a tutor, I feel that life is gloomy."

Feeling that Lu Feng was in a better mood, Yi Qian teased him again, "Quickly pass on your experience, how did you learn it, and why can you be a master?"

Lu Feng said: "I don't have much experience, I just read books and do homework, nothing special."

Yi Qian just wanted to tease him, but he didn't expect him to be so serious. He couldn't help saying: "The paths of top students are all similar, and the paths of scumbags always have their own history of blood and tears. You have to comfort me."

Although Lu Feng knew that he was joking, he always took every word of his seriously. No matter what he said, he hoped that he could really comfort him and make him happy, so he couldn't help saying: "How can I comfort you?" ?”

Yi Qian moved his leg up and rubbed it between his legs, both of them were wearing only underwear, his rubbing made Lu Feng's body tense, Yi Qian's voice was full of lust and restless temperature , sticking to him and saying: "You kiss me."

Lu Feng really kissed him, and Yi Qian's body became hot again after being kissed by him. Although the two had just done it, he wanted it again, and reached out to touch Lu Feng's lower body.

Although the two of them hadn't been together a few times, Lu Feng was a person who knew everything. These few times were enough for him to understand the hints behind Yi Qian's small movements. On him, Yi Qian's legs were wrapped around his waist.

After finishing the work, although the rain outside the window did not stop, it was already very small, and the lightning was farther away, as if it came from the other end of the city.

After tidying up a bit before lying down, it was already past three o'clock in the morning, and Yi Qian just wanted to sleep. Feeling the gentleness of Lu Feng covering him with the quilt, he leaned closer to Lu Feng again, and Lu Feng immediately put him embraced.

Yi Qian felt the emptiness after the indulgence, and became more and more dependent on Lu Feng, and Lu Feng seemed to be particularly dependent on him, the hand around his waist was very strong, Yi Qian thought in a daze that it seemed a bit abnormal for him to be so addicted to sex, maybe he should Restrain some.

He is a person who likes to read books and think wildly. He has thought about why he likes men and relies on men. He thinks that he lacks father's love when he was growing up.

The so-called father does not only refer to the father, but to men who are older than him.

When his elder brother was born, his father's career had just started, but his elder brother was the eldest son and the only child at the time. His father placed a lot of hopes on him. His elder brother grew up as the hope of the family, and he was also the Live up to the expectations of the elders.

He was different. When he was born, his father's career had already developed, and it was the time when he was most vigorous and vigorous, and he had no time to spend on his son. In Yi Qian's impression, he never hugged him. He only asked about his studies from his mother, his teacher, his tutor, and his eldest brother, and never really listened to Yi Qian's confessions, opinions, or questions. He had no intention of understanding Yi Qian at all. I always scold him every time I talk to him, because his grades are poor, he is silent, he is not cheerful, and he is not as good as his elder brother. If I reply to him, I will be scolded.

At that time, he hoped to see his father and was afraid of seeing him. His life was as breathless as in the deep sea. He spent all his time studying and dared not do anything else. He said in trepidation that he was disobedient, what would his father do when he came back? He knew that not only would he be scolded, but his mother would also be scolded for being too bad. It would be fine if I ran away from home or died, but I was worried that if I did this, my mother would definitely die of sadness, so I just thought about it.

The eldest brother didn't know his troubles at all, except that he was stupid and couldn't say anything.

The other cousins ​​and cousins ​​in the family are all outstanding in their own way. Under the high-pressure education at home, none of them seem to be unable to do what they want, and they all seem to be able to do a job with ease. This makes him more mediocre, and everyone is aware of his mediocrity. , always like to "help" him from a high place, and give him countless experience talks that let him improve quickly, which makes him very painful.

He didn't realize that he liked boys until the end of his third year of high school. He didn't have any leeway to think about it. He didn't really come into contact with the outside world until he was in college. The novelty of the outside world made him dizzy and a little timid. To care about his own sexuality, he pays attention to women according to the experience of human union, but he has never had any passion, even when he was teased by a stunner like Vivian, he didn't feel anything until he was invited by Borett to travel and take pictures in Australia. In the single-person tent, Boruit wanted to have sex with him, hug him, rub him, kiss him, and wanted to rape him. At that time, he was almost smoked by the strong European and American body odor of Boruit To vomit, he fought with him angrily, Burrett was tall and strong, got the upper hand, and hit him with his fist, he was even worried that he would be killed by him, but he broke free, ran away, kept running He kept running, and when he was rescued, he recalled later that he was still disgusted by Brat's contact, but his heart was agitated, and he found that he seemed to like men.

He was always verbally suppressed by his father and older brothers throughout his growing up. He lacked confidence in his masculinity. He later found that he wanted to be paid attention to by men rather than women, especially As an older male, he also craves the care and tender care of a man, which will give him a sense of security.

And Fu Fei appeared at the right time, Yi Qian was immediately fascinated by him, and he got what he wanted from him.

But even so, Yi Qian felt that he was not really keen on having sex. When the two fell in love, they couldn't see each other for a month. Make him ashamed.

Although the quarrel with Fu Fei didn't look good in the end, he is still grateful to him.

Without Fu Fei, there would be no him now.

When he was with Fu Fei at first, he was like an obedient kitten who was afraid of being abandoned by his master. He learned to please Fu Fei, worship him, enjoy his love and tolerance, and listen to some of his reprimands and advice. , Gradually, probably because he was too familiar, he learned to pick his claws, and would quarrel with Fu Fei when he was unhappy, and he would be very unhappy when Fu Fei was too strong.

In addition, he has seen too many people and things. After experiencing the initial busyness of his career and solving various difficult problems, he has his own ideas, and he feels that neither his father, his eldest brother, nor even Fu Fei What a big deal, even he felt that the stronger they were, the more prejudiced, narrow-minded and unreasonable, the more he got rid of the awe of people such as his father, his elder brother and Fu Fei, the more conflicts between him and Fu Fei He grew up and quarreled frequently. If Fu Fei used commanding tone to him a few times, he would definitely be unhappy and would never obey him. Even without Fu Fei's marriage, it would be inevitable for the two to break up.

He didn't know if he saw the repressed and humble self in Lu Feng at first, so he couldn't forget him so much that he fell in love with him, but he was really grateful to God for being kind to him and letting him know Lu Feng.

He thought that he met the right person at the right time.

Now he knows how to protect others, instead of timidly only wanting care and love from others.

Lu Feng is so nice, he is so smart and considerate, and he still loves himself, thinking about this, Yi Qian almost cried with joy.

Lu Feng felt the ups and downs of Yi Qian's mood, and his heartbeat became very fast. Although Lu Feng was sleepy, but in front of Yi Qian who was placed in front of him by him, his own feelings were always in the back row. Gently stroked Yi Qian's back with his hand, and asked him softly: "Yi Qian, are you still asleep?"

Yi Qian gave a low "hmm".

Lu Feng asked: "What's the matter, are you feeling unwell? Shall I rub your waist again?"

Yi Qian arched his face into the hollow of his shoulders and neck, put his arms around his waist, and said, "No. I love you very much. Thinking of this, I can't fall asleep."

Lu Feng: "..."