Loving you is an unrepentant journey

Yi Qian's work is not too leisurely, but he seldom accepts social invitations, and when he wants to be free, he can always spare a lot of time.

On weekends, some friends asked him to play golf and cards, but he didn't go, and stayed at home to make cherry sauce with the nanny.

If Zhao Hao and the others knew this reason, these elders who had never been near the kitchen would definitely laugh at him again, so he wouldn't tell the reason why he couldn't go out.

The nanny washed the cherries, and then stood in front of the stove to remove the seeds. She was not young anymore, and her back hurt after standing for a while. Yi Qian saw that, so she stopped letting her do it, and stood there to remove the seeds.

The nanny was preparing the juicer, and asked Yi Qian suspiciously: "Ah Qian, who gave you these cherries? They are so expensive. They are made into cherry sauce. I think the cherries are not too big or too small, and there are not many of them." Alright. The big cherries my wife brought from Australia are much better than this one, and I made a lot of cherry jam at home. If you eat bread, it’s fine to use that.”

Her voice is soft and thin, no matter what she says, she will make people feel comfortable.

She has been working in Yi Qian's family since he was a child, just like Yi Qian's real aunt.Yi Qian said: "A friend picked his own at home, and he picked it himself. Of course the feeling is different."

"Oh."

The nanny didn't have anything else to ask, but seeing Yi Qian's patience and sweet smile when facing the cherry, as a woman, she knew that this cherry was so special to Yi Qian because that friend was very special, and she was very special. I want to ask if that friend is someone Yi Qian likes, but I think Yi Qian likes men. Because of this incident, although there is not much trouble at home, the atmosphere has been suppressed for a long time, so I said my wife, and I was sad in front of her behind my back. I cried many times.

The old man blamed her for not teaching Yi Qian well, which made Yi Qian become the current state with insufficient yang energy and excess yin energy.

But when the nanny looked at Yi Qian, she felt that there was no better man in the world than him. She didn't think that Yi Qian had more yang than yin, but everyone had different preferences and wants.

Not only did she not understand homosexuality before, she also did not understand it. Ever since she learned about Yi Qian, she was so close to him, and even though he was gay, he was no worse than others. She didn't need more reasons to convince herself, she understood over this matter.

But she couldn't talk about this topic with Yi Qian, because Yi Qian's family didn't accept it.

It took the two of them almost all day to make the two baskets of cherries into cherry jam.

The finished product is packed in a lock box, and there are only two boxes.

When Yi Qian covered the box and put it on the table to cool, he said, "I didn't expect so many cherries to be made into so little cherry sauce. I'll finish eating it soon."

The nanny laughed at him: "I don't think so. The blueberry sauce my wife brought to you before, I looked in the refrigerator and there is more than half left. You haven't eaten much at home. You may not be able to eat these two boxes for a year." over."

Yi Qian: "..."

Yi Qian made a special trip to drive the nanny home and went to a restaurant for dinner on the way. By the way, he bought two silk scarves for the nanny and his mother and sister-in-law in the famous shop downstairs. suitable for them.

The nanny said to him: "My wife and Miss Gui can use the things you buy, but the ones bought by Yi Zhou are not good, not to mention that my wife doesn't use them, and Miss Gui doesn't use them either. Put them aside."

Miss Gui was his sister-in-law, the nanny always called her that.

Yi Qian smiled and said: "My brother's aesthetic, even his own clothes have to be taken care of by his sister-in-law. He doesn't know how to buy things at all, let alone my mother and sister-in-law, even me, I don't want the things he bought for me .”

In the car, the nanny said to him again: "You should go home more to spend time with your wife. My wife always talks about you, saying that you are in the city, but if you don't go home, she misses you so much."

Yi Qian sighed: "I know, but I have a lot of things to do, and I don't know what to say to her when I get home."

"As long as you go back, my wife will be happy."

"I try to go back as often as possible." That's all Yi Qian could say.

When I got home, I watched TV with Yi's mother for a while, and before going to bed, Yi's mother called him to her bedroom again.

The old man happened to be at home, and when he saw Yi Qian, he could still talk to him a few words before, to care about his career, since Fu Fei's wife came to the door, when he saw Yi Qian, most of the time he just turned around and walked away. Go, don't want to talk to him.

There is no way to do this. When the old man speaks, although Yi Qian tries his best to hold back, most of the time he can't help it, and he can't help but say a few words, which makes the old man dissatisfied, and the two of them will quarrel .

The old man didn't want to quarrel with his son, nor did he want to make him unhappy, so he stopped talking to him and let his wife talk to his son.

Yi Qian sat on the sofa, supported Yi's mother's shoulders, and tried on a new silk scarf for her. He carefully tied the knot for her. The light green and maple leaf yellow contrasted with her fair skin, beautiful and light .

He took pictures of her with his mobile phone and showed her the photos. Mother Yi likes to be with the youngest son because he always makes her happy, but the eldest son is the backbone of the family.

She asked Yi Qian: "Xiao Qian, how is your relationship with Liu's sister recently?"

Yi Qian said: "Recently, I've been busy with work, so I don't have much time to be together."

Mother Yi said, "Do you not like her?"

Yi Qian: "Mom, you know this has nothing to do with liking."

Mother Yi: "..."

Yi's mother looked at him in silence for a while, with a hint of sadness in her expression, but she couldn't bear to say anything about her son.

After a while, she said: "It will be your birthday in a few days, do you have anything you want?"

Yi Qian wanted to say that he hoped that they could understand his sexual orientation and feelings, but he knew that speaking out would only make the family members unhappy. He said: "If there is something I want, I know how to prepare it myself. Besides, my birthday is your birthday. After suffering for ten months, I suffered for another day. On that day, let me go shopping with you, or where do you want to go? The weather is going to be hot, do you want to go out to escape the heat?"

Yi's mother can always be coaxed by his words, but she said: "Just go shopping in the city. If you want to work, don't spend a lot of time on me. Besides, there are many things at home, and I have to take care of them." Focusing on family matters, I don’t have time to go out for a long trip recently.”

"Oh, okay."

Mother Yi hesitated, took her son's hand, and said earnestly: "Xiao Qian, you are already 28 years old. This age is by no means young."

Yi Qian smiled.

"When I was 28, your elder brother was already four years old. Your father was busy with work every day, and I took care of the children at home. I used to be a young lady with a temper. I only matured after raising children. At your age, you really can't think about what to do. Just do what you want, it’s time to think about the future, at least you have to have a big plan for your life.”

Yi Qian knew that the big plan she was talking about was getting married and having children, but he didn't want to make her sad, so he nodded, "I understand."

When he came out of his parents' bedroom, Yi Qian met the old man in the aisle. He might have been wandering in the aisle for a long time, but because his wife and son were talking, he didn't go into the bedroom.

Seeing Yi Qian at this time, he frowned and glanced at him, but didn't speak.

Yi Qian called him, "Dad."

The old man gave a "hmm" and walked past him into the bedroom.

Yi Qian glanced back at him and sighed inwardly.

Two days later, Lu Feng called Yi Qian and asked him to go hiking and soak in hot springs at the resort.

Although Yi Qian is not idle, it's not that he is too busy to spare time. His car dealership has long been on the right track, and he doesn't need to spend much energy on it. However, his investment company doesn't invest in projects. A few of them don't require him to spend too much time, and he doesn't have or need other titles such as various chamber of commerce titles or political life, so he is a relatively leisurely person, and it doesn't matter if he goes out for a month or two.

But when it came to Lu Feng asking him out, he hesitated.

Hearing Lu Feng's expectant tone, Yi Qian couldn't refuse, so he agreed.

Lu Feng said happily: "Then I'll pick you up early in the morning."

Yi Qian said: "Okay, but don't borrow your friend's car, you come here and drive my car, I prefer to take my own car."

Lu Feng did not hesitate, "Okay."

For Lu Feng, a car is urgently needed. He is already looking at the car, and he is going to buy one after receiving the project payment from Jindu. He can just ask Yi Qian to give him his opinion.

Lu Feng took a taxi to Yi Qian's house early in the morning, and when he knocked on the door of Yi Qian's house, Yi Qian had just finished taking a shower, changed his clothes, and came to open the door for Lu Feng, who was already waiting at the door It's been several minutes.

Yi Qian said apologetically, "I was taking a shower just now, sorry for keeping you waiting."

He was very polite, but because he was too polite, Lu Feng was at a loss. Lu Feng stood at the door and said, "I didn't wait long."

Seeing that his hair was wet again, he hurriedly said, "Go and dry your hair quickly."

Yi Qian smiled at him, turned around and left, letting him entertain himself.

After Yi Qian finished packing himself, he started to pack the suitcase. He asked Lu Feng, "I'm going for two days, right?"

Lu Feng said in the living room: "Yes, go today and come back tomorrow afternoon, if you want to stay longer, you can."

"It's boring to live there for too long." Yi Qian casually packed a bag, brought it to the living room, and said, "Let's go."

Lu Feng also brought a bag, picked up his bag again, and went downstairs to get in the car. Lu Feng sat in the driver's seat and drove. Feng said: "You haven't eaten breakfast yet, what do you want to eat, I'll stop and buy it later."

Lu Feng's meticulous care made Yi Qian have mixed feelings. He was moved by his kindness, but felt that he was not worthy of his kindness.

Yi Qian said: "I don't want to eat greasy things in the morning, just buy some bread and milk later."

"okay."

The car drove for nearly two hours before arriving at the resort in the mountains. During the two-hour drive, the two of them hardly spoke. Yi Qian was bored playing with his mobile phone all the time. Lu Feng started a few topics and Yi Qian didn't answer. , he had no choice but to shut up, knowing that Yi Qian didn't want to talk.

The resort is in a valley, not far below is a very large reservoir, there is a mountain road leading to the top of the mountain, there are two temples along the way, it is a good place for climbing.

After putting down their luggage in the hotel, the two of them had a little lunch and then climbed along the mountain path. They also climbed the mountain with their heads down. Lu Feng walked very fast, worried that it would be bad for him to go ahead and leave Yi Qian behind. After walking behind Yi Qian for an hour, although Yi Qian wasn't tired, he was panting heavily and was sweating all over.

He was sitting in the pavilion where he was resting, Lu Feng handed him water, and when he took the water to drink, Lu Feng said: "Yi Qian, if you are tired, we won't climb anymore, let's go back."

Yi Qian looked up at him while drinking water, choked on the water and coughed violently, Lu Feng hurriedly patted his back, "Not much."

Yi Qian blushed from choking, and said embarrassingly, "It's nothing."

Lu Feng handed him the wet tissue again to wipe his hands, "Let's go back after a short rest."

Yi Qian said: "It's still early, and I haven't reached the top of the mountain yet."

Lu Feng said, "But I don't think you have much energy."

Yi Qian looked at him and asked, "Why are you so spiritless?"

Lu Feng was embarrassed by his question, and it took him a long time to say: "But I think you are unhappy. I called you because I wanted to go out to the mountains to exercise and breathe some fresh air, but I don't want you to be unhappy."

Yi Qian: "..."

Seeing his worried face, Yi Qian could only smile and say, "I'm not unhappy. It's just..."

Seeing Lu Feng staring at him, insisting on listening to the follow-up, Yi Qian wiped his face with a wet tissue, hesitantly said: "I refused you so much, you still keep dating me, and I didn't respond to you, don't you feel wronged? "