[Love without regrets] The beauty of the Republic of China

Out of the eye sockets, quickly looked up at the roof, can't cry, Gao Mingxiu, can't cry.It was also at this moment that I realized that before I knew it, I really regarded myself as Gao Mingxiu and Du Wenqing as my mother. When I heard my father say that about my mother, I felt aggrieved and injustice.

Dad was taken aback when he heard what I said.Mingyue looked at me sadly and raised her head to look at the roof. For the first time, she softly called "big sister". Maybe she just met her. She didn't know how to deal with the current situation, so she lowered her head and tugged at her skirt.

Haoran heard the voices of my uncle and me getting louder in the room, as if they were arguing about something, but they were far away and couldn't hear clearly.He walked towards the gate of the courtyard, but was stopped by Xiaoyun Xiaocui, "Master Cousin, Miss will take care of it." Haoran looked at Xiaoyun Xiaoxia, had no choice but to give up, and looked up at the direction of the main hall on the second floor.

After calming down his emotions, he said to himself, "For women, they don't think much. They only hope to have a husband who loves them, lovely children, a harmonious husband and wife, and a happy family. But mother, 20 years ago, Marrying into Gao Mansion with anxiety, excitement, and youthful admiration, I thought there would be a romantic and warm wedding night, but what I heard in my ears was a woman crying hysterically, the father-in-law roaring, his eyes What I saw was the sad footsteps of the husband in the wedding room. On the wedding night, this night that carries countless beautiful dreams of the girl, the father-in-law passed away, and the wedding dress has not been taken off, but he has to change into the mourning dress immediately. I am new here, and I am not familiar with people , but had to handle the funeral and take up the burden of the hostess to manage the entire Gaofu. Since then, the word Liu Biyun has become a taboo in the Gaofu, and it has also become a knot in the heart of this newlywed woman. I thought it would be smooth in the future, but because of dystocia Lost the ability to give birth again. For the sake of father and the Gao family, she had to resist the urge to take a concubine for you. When Aunt Yuzhen gave birth, I think no one in the whole family can surpass the tension in the mother's heart There are sons and daughters, the family is harmonious, and the business is booming. At this time, Father, you brought Aunt Biyun back to the Gao Mansion, and slapped Mother hard in the heart."

Speaking of this, I couldn't help but shed tears anymore, and raised my hand to wipe them away.It may be that my words aroused my father's memories of 18 years ago, and I felt that my father suddenly looked older.At this time, Mingyue was no longer angry like before, and calmly listened to my narration.

"Later, you told Mother that Aunt Biyun had left. Although Mother could not accept Aunt Biyun, she must have felt guilty towards you. Since then, she has kept you from worrying about everything and let you do what you love. Every fifteenth day, you said that you would listen to the old monk Wuxing's lectures. Even if I and Dezhi pestered you and asked you to accompany us, mother would stop me, lest we affect your mood. After all, the children grow up When she grew up, her daughter was about to get married, and when she felt relieved, Liu Biyun appeared again. This woman who was said to have passed away by her husband not only appeared, but also had a daughter of such an age with her husband. Among so many relatives and friends In front of you, you resolutely left regardless of your mother's stop, and severely embarrassed your mother. After you left, my mother almost fainted several times, but she had to force herself to come to celebrate her birthday with a forced smile If you said before that the three words Liu Biyun are just knots in your mother’s heart, then these three words have now become a nightmare in your mother’s heart, invisible but lingering. If there are natural enemies between women If not, Liu Biyun is the natural enemy in my mother's heart."

Possibly influenced by me, Dad and Mingyue are both depressed. "Mother didn't know that I came here today, it was my own idea."

Both father and Mingyue raised their heads to look at me, and now father looked at me with a scrutinizing look, as if he wanted to get to know me again.

"In order to minimize the damage to everyone, I would like to ask Mingyue, Mingyue, how do you want to place your mother's spiritual seat?"

Maybe it was my words before, which made Mingyue a little at a loss, but after hesitating for a while, she still replied according to the plot, "I want to bring my mother's tablet into the Gao family. If possible, I want to put my mother's tablet on the table. Enter the ancestral hall of the Gao family."

It was expected, "Then do you think my mother will agree to the spiritual seat of an aunt who was not accepted during her lifetime to enter the Gao family? Have you thought about the reaction of the Gao family when they saw your mother's spiritual seat in your room? The clan will agree with you Is my mother's spirit seat going to the ancestral hall?"

Mingyue didn't know how to answer for a while.

"If you decide to go back with Dad, go back to the Gao family and recognize your ancestors. Aunt Biyun's spiritual seat cannot enter the Gao family anyway."

Hearing what I said, not only Mingyue, but even my father looked at me with disapproval.

"Because of my father, even if my mother, my aunt, me and Dezhi have a thousand or ten thousand objections, you will eventually be the third lady of the Gao family. When you return to the Gao family, it means that you recognize the Gao family as your home." , then you have to try to get along well with us. Because of what happened on your birthday, everyone is already unhappy, and your return makes everyone unacceptable. Coupled with your mother's spiritual position, it will only intensify the conflict and make you It’s hard to get a foothold in the family. I don’t think this is Aunt Biyun’s original intention to let you recognize your ancestors. If you really want Aunt Biyun’s spiritual seat to enter the Gao family, the only one who can help you is yourself.”

Mingyue looked at me puzzled, "Aunt Biyun has made my father miss and love for more than 20 years, and even left the Gao family for her. Although I have never met her, I think she is also a gentle and virtuous person. Her daughter It won’t be too much difference. Mingyue, if you want your mother to return to the Gao family, you have to show your true skills and let everyone agree with you, from the heart, so that everyone will accept your mother. Father and I I will also help you by the side, and it is only a matter of time before your mother returns to the Gao family."

Mingyue thought of her mother's last words, and thought of her mother saying that she would be filial to Mrs. Gao and be a good descendant of the Gao family. Although she was reluctant to part with her, she still nodded silently.

"This is where you and your mother live. If you are willing to let your mother's spiritual seat be placed here, father can send a servant to live here, so that mother will not feel lonely. Or, like your grandfather, put The spiritual seat is placed in Shuiyun Nunnery, where there are incense and fire offerings, and it is more convenient to go to Shuiyun Nunnery from home. You can choose how to do it yourself."

During this time, Dad kept looking at me, as if he wanted to see through me.Hearing my words, I finally turned my head to look at Mingyue, "Mingyue, Mingxiu is right. I want to put your mother and your grandfather together, and your mother will agree."

"Um"

"It's getting late, Dad, Mingyue, we have to go back too. Dad, let's go back by car later, go home and tell mother first, after all, mother is the head of the Gao family, and she must nod if there is an extra person in the family." Agreed. Haoran will send Mingyue to Shuiyun Nunnery first, and return to Gaofu after Aunt Biyun is settled. I will let Xiaoyun serve by the side. It will make people gossip. Father, do you think this arrangement is okay?"

"Let's do it like this. Mingyue, you send your mother to Shuiyun Nunnery first, and one day, we will welcome your mother back."

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I had nothing to say all the way, watching the car quickly enter Gaofu, I looked ahead and said, "If Dad wants everyone to accept Mingyue faster, please follow the old living habits, at least don't behave too much to Mingyue in front of Mother." It's too obvious. I know that because of Aunt Biyun's passing, you want to make up for the previous regrets and guilt on Mingyue, but please be careful about the feelings of your family. Please also remember that you can make money for the bakery I am thanking my mother for the affairs of the house, but not for Mingyue's fair treatment. Dezhi is not capable now, but if the Gao family is to be peaceful, the heir can only be Dezhi. Mingyue, whose surname is Gao, It's the third lady of the Gao Mansion, and Dezhi's and I's younger sister, and we will take good care of her."

As soon as he finished speaking, the car also stopped in front of the mansion, without looking at his father's expression, he got out of the car first.Through the rearview mirror, I saw my father thinking about my back.

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No woman can tolerate that her husband always has another woman in his heart, and a woman who is not accepted by the family.As soon as Mingyue recognized her ancestor and returned to her clan, her mother's complexion turned pale. Although Aunt Yuzhen had an affair with Dahai, after all, she was unhappy after living with her father for so many years. Dezhi has always been her mother. He said what he said, and of course he put on a face.It wasn't until father said that whoever doesn't accept Mingyue will get out of Gao's house before he calmed down.

It wasn't until Uncle Gui and Xiaoyun walked in at the same time that the oppressive atmosphere was broken. Uncle Gui said, "Master, Madam, Miss Mingyue is here." Xiaoyun walked towards me, nodded to me and stood behind me .

Now that the matter has come to this point, no matter how unhappy mother and aunt are, they can only follow father to the main hall.This time, because of my intervention, it was no longer father who accompanied Mingyue into the door, and Mingyue did not have any conflicts with mother, so Mingyue was standing anxiously in the hall waiting for our arrival.

Father started to introduce Mingyue, and asked Mingyue to greet mother, but mother still said "don't dare to do it". When Mingyue was about to salute to auntie, I saw that father was trying to hold Mingyue, knowing that something bad was going to happen.It was precisely because of not saluting this time that Auntie and Dahai felt that Mingyue might have known about them, so they intentionally did not salute to Auntie.So before my father could speak, he said, "According to the etiquette, you should pay a half salute to Aunt Yuzhen." Hearing what I said, my father stopped talking.

After seeing the ceremony, Dad said, "Mingyue lives in Shuiyuezhai."

Mother suddenly raised her head, "Mingxiu asked you many times before asking for Shuiyuezhai, but I think you didn't agree, and persuaded Mingxiu not to agree to her asking for Shuiyuezhai again. Now... Mingyue, Shuiyuezhai, it turns out that you have been It's because of this thought." After speaking, his face was full of weeping.I looked straight at my mother, the original owner should have said this, now I didn't say it, how did my mother say it.It seems that my mother is really sad. Thinking of the plot, no matter what I, my aunt, and Dezhi said, she didn't stop her. It turned out that we said everything she wanted to say and questioned.Now because I didn't intervene, my mother felt uncomfortable, so she spoke up.

Seeing Mother's expression, Dad felt a little embarrassed. It seems that Dad listened to what I said this afternoon. "Wen Qing..." After Father said these two words, he really didn't know how to say the following words.

I hurried forward, "Mom, I don't want to live in Shuiyue Zhai now. I only wanted it because of the beautiful scenery over there, but now it's almost summer, and there is a pond in front of Shuiyue Zhai. There must be a lot of mosquitoes then. You also know that I am most afraid of mosquitoes. Before my father's birthday, I coveted the quietness there, and I sat there for a while, and I got bitten on my hand several times."

When my mother heard my words, "Is what you said true?"

"Um"

"Hold out your hand and let me see if you have applied the potion?"

"I quickly stretched out my hands to show my mother, and my mother was relieved when she saw that there were only red dots."

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