[Beautiful Man] Rebirth Notes

Today is the day of the concert. In the morning, ANJELL will go to the gymnasium where the concert will be held for audio adjustment. When going out, Xinyu carried a big bag with towels, a small electric fan, and cut fruits in small pieces. Biscuits, bread, water glasses and more.

He was doing the final practice on the stage, and I sat down and ate with the electric fan blowing. I was wearing a fat T-shirt that covered my slightly protruding belly. If I didn’t reach out and touch it, I wouldn’t be able to tell that I was pregnant, because I couldn’t For makeup, I have to wear sunglasses to cover my plain face wherever I go.

Except for eating too much and throwing up once last time, my pregnancy reaction is very small. As long as I don’t touch greasy and fishy food, I won’t have morning sickness. With Xinyu guarding me, I feel much more at ease. I came back from Busan After that, I ate well and slept soundly, just like usual.

Xin Yu jumped off the stage and sat down beside me, "Is it hot?"

"It's okay." I took the towel and handed it to him to wipe off my sweat. He took my hand and wiped it, and said with a smile, "Hands are full of food."

I saw Ranzi's hand, smiled, picked up a grape and stuffed it into his mouth.

"When is it my turn to sing?"

"We negotiated to let you appear on stage and perform with us from the very beginning, so as not to worry you from waiting."

"No, I'm going to be the finale guest."

"Sing it early and go home to rest. There will be a lot of noise here, and it will be annoying."

I nodded and felt right.

Xinyu originally knew that I was pregnant and refused to let me sing on stage. I am still in a dangerous period. If I am not careful, I may have a miscarriage. I cannot be tired or stimulated.

The day of the concert must be earth-shattering. Xinyu was worried that it would affect my health, so he spent a lot of time trying to convince him. Seeing that I was angry, Xinyu agreed because he was afraid that I would get angry.

The concert started at [-]:[-] p.m. After dinner, I started to make up and do styling. The first song was "Interview with the Vampire" with them. The four handsome guys were all wearing black suits, and I was wearing a bright red one. Long skirt with a large skirt, like a gypsy girl's dance skirt, with hair draped over the shoulders and fixed to one side with a simple headgear. I only put on eye makeup and lip gloss, but no powder on my face.

Do a good job of styling, and let Coordi sister take a few more group photos for us as a souvenir.

Mr. Ma held a DV camera in his hand and pointed at me, "Dabao, Erbao, mom is going to sing on stage soon, do you think mom looks good?"

"My child's father, come over and have a word with the children." I couldn't help laughing when I called out this name.

Xinyu came over, and I took his hand, "With the good genes of both of us, you will definitely be handsome men and beautiful women. When you grow up, you should thank us very much."

"Don't forget your uncle." The elder brother came over and held the lens of the camera and said, "You must look as handsome as your uncle, do you understand?"

"And me, and me, I have to be lively, cheerful and lovable like a godfather." Jeremy skipped over and said.

"Who agrees to you being a godfather, don't make up your own mind, okay?"

The two quarreled in front of the camera.

"Go away, don't block my mother's camera." I yelled.

The two stepped back in despair.

I brushed my hair and said with a sweet smile: "Mom is very gentle, do you want to forget what happened just now?"

Now I will use a video camera to record my life every day until the first and second babies are born. When they are a little older, I can show them the video and let them know how much their parents love them.

The staff notified us that we could go on stage, the music sounded, the audience raised their light sticks and screamed, the stage was filled with smoke, and our figures were reflected in black silhouettes on the big screen.

The screen opened slowly, and Xinyu led me out of the big screen. I lowered my head and noticed the steps under my feet, and walked to the front of the stage step by step, and everyone took their positions.

Xinyu played a string of exciting music, and Huang Taijing shouted: "Are you ready! (Are you ready!)"

The screams below were even worse.

I walked up to the microphone stand, and Hwang Tae Kyung looked at each other and nodded.

"Full of sadness but can't shed tears, extremely tired but can't sleep, can only be day and night, and then day and night endless days and nights, forever trapped in the world..." The fireworks exploded beside the stage, and the carnival Officially begin!

When I sang "Crazy looking for a pair of lips that can be my wine glass...", I stepped on the dance steps and spun gracefully twice to come to Xinyu, and my fingers dyed with red nail polish flirtatiously lifted Xinyu's chin. Very close but separated by a distance, Xin Yu smiled and looked at me with sparkling eyes.

I pretended to be glamorous and arrogant, shook Xin Yu's chin, walked back to the center of the stage with my skirt in my hand, raised the corners of my eyes and raised my red lips to look at the audience below.

"what--"

The audience's emotions were high, which made me even more excited. The high notes were soaring behind me, and I felt like I was going to collapse after singing.

The music stopped, and my arms were still raised. I slowly retracted my hands, took a deep breath, and bowed to the audience.

The waves of applause and loud whistles were deafening, and they waved light sticks and shouted my name in unison.

I blew a few kisses off the stage, Xinyu supported me and sent me off the stage, turned around and went back to the stage to continue the next song, Miss Coordi was waiting for me below.

"My feet are weak." I said to Sister Coordi, and she hurriedly supported me, "Are you all right?"

I shook my head, "It's okay, I was so excited just now, my heart beat so fast."

"Hurry up and go back to the lounge, sit down and rest."

Ms. Coordi helped me to the lounge and helped me remove my makeup first.

After removing the makeup, I looked at myself in the mirror, "There are spots on my face." I couldn't see clearly under natural light, but in front of the makeup lamp, I could vaguely see two light spots on my cheeks.

"Don't worry, it will be fine after giving birth." Ms. Coordi comforted.

For the sake of the child, the long spots can't be considered at this time. I touched my face, "The skin is not as fine and smooth as it used to be."

"After having a baby, let's take it easy. This is the price of having a baby."

I nodded.

I thought of my mother in my previous life, a woman who pursued perfection, she didn’t allow any flaws on her body, when she was pregnant with me, did she have chloasma, enlarged pores, and thickened skin? Rough and hate me, don't want to have me?

Thinking of her divorce from her father in pursuit of the so-called true love, she has never thought of coming back to visit me for so many years. I think she should have rejected me before I was born, because I am not a girl, and my father wanted to give birth. For the second child, she believed that she was being used as a reproductive tool and was resolutely unwilling. After every dispute, she looked at me as if she was always questioning me: Why are you not a boy?

In order not to conceive again, she went to the hospital for sterilization without telling everyone. Dad wanted to prove that he still loves her, so he didn't pursue his mother's self-assessment and accepted the fact that she couldn't have another child. Dad might really love her Mom, but Mom fell in love with someone else.

She gave birth to me anyway, and I'm grateful for that, and hope she does find true love, someone with whom she can grow old forever.

"Beauty, what are you thinking? I talk to you and you don't respond."

"Sorry, I was distracted, what did you just say?"

"Have you been in contact with Hansen recently? Did you tell him about the pregnancy?"

"Well, I said, he wants to visit me, but now he has to learn a lot of management courses every day, and he won't have the opportunity to come to Korea until Christmas holiday."

"Has he stopped drawing in the future?"

"Painting is still his greatest hobby. He recently painted one for me, which was just sent yesterday."

"Well, such a good man doesn't know what kind of woman is worthy of him."

"Hansen's father has already found a good fiancee for him. She is the daughter of the chairman of a British automobile group. Her appearance, family background and education are all one in a million. She also has her own clothing brand."

Ms. Coordi looked very inferior after hearing that, so why not I? Compared with such a woman, I am too ordinary, but everyone's pursuit is different. I prefer to be a husband and a child. What an ambition.

Ms. Coordi is considered a leader among her peers, especially in the same industry. She has become the chief makeup artist at such a young age, has her own styling studio, and has represented many cosmetics.

"I heard that Mr. Ma has been chasing you. The new house has been decorated and is waiting for the hostess." I joked.

"That short guy, who would look at him? I'm taller than him even if I take off my high heels, so he has the nerve to stand beside me."

"Mr. Ma's appearance is a bit rough, but he must be sincere to you."

"Well, that guy never said he liked me. He's very timid and has no manliness at all. If he dares to confess his love to me in front of everyone, I might consider it." Coordi said, playing with her hair.

The door was pushed open with a bang, and Chief Ma walked in with big strides, and took Coordi's hand domineeringly.

"What are you doing?" Miss Coordi shook off his hand.

Chief Ma stretched out his hand and grabbed her wrist tightly, "Follow me." He said and dragged Miss Coordi out.

"What do you want to do? You hurt me, let go."

I got up and followed them out. The head of the stable dragged Coordi to the edge of the stage. Everyone's eyes were focused on ANJELL, and no one noticed the two people who suddenly appeared beside him.

Director Ma pointed to the audience and said, "There are tens of thousands of people here, let them be the witnesses." He took out a ring from his pocket and knelt down on one knee, "This is the salary I saved for a year." Bought for you, I love you, please marry me."

"Oh my God, what are you doing all of a sudden? Get up, what if someone sees you?" Sister Coordi went to pull him.

"Didn't you say that I'm not manly? I'm proposing to you in front of so many people. Will you marry me?"

Miss Coordi covered her face and didn't know what to do.

"I promise you, get up quickly."

Mr. Ma stood up and took Miss Coordi's hand and put a ring on her, "Here, my dear, have your hands become thicker?" Mr. Ma looked at the second finger stuck on Mrs. Coordi's finger with a somewhat embarrassed expression. Rings on joints.

"You idiot, I will never marry you in my life." Sister Coordi angrily pulled out the ring, but she couldn't pull it off with too much force, and her fingers became red and swollen, making it even more difficult to pull out.

I hid behind and laughed unkindly.