The Deepest Color of the Night

As if being bewitched by something, Gu Yuan subconsciously walked to the door.

The last bit of reason he had left knew that this was wrong, and he should have pretended he hadn’t noticed anything and walked away immediately; however, his reason was so fragile in the face of temptation and impulse, the gasps were like aphrodisiacs injected directly into his veins, Forbidden sins and pleasures burned his brain into a ball.

Just one door away.

Maybe not even two meters away, Fang Jin was right there.

Gu Yuan's blood rushed straight to the top of his head, his temples throbbed and touched his forehead.He could even hear the roaring desire in his veins, as if the instinct was slowly awakened in the depths of his soul, it was simply irresistible.

Obviously so painful.

But it is like the singing of a mermaid in the sea, bewitching everyone who hears it to go to the deep sea without hesitation.

Gu Yuan panted heavily, and the next second the icy coldness from his palm woke him up——

He looked down and saw that his hand was already on the bedroom doorknob!

In an instant, Gu Yuan stepped back half a step like an electric shock, clenched his palm heavily, and his nails sank deeply into the flesh of his palm.The stinging pain finally brought him back to his senses, and for a few seconds he couldn't imagine what he was going to do.

He stared at the tightly closed door, and the slight dull sobs passed through his heart like an electric current, and the excessive stimulation made his fingertips faintly numb.

After a while, Gu Yuan finally breathed out a hot breath tremblingly, forced himself to back away slowly, turned around, and walked out of the gate.

·

He didn't even remember how he got out, but in such a chaotic situation, he still clearly realized that he had to close the door.After going downstairs, I saw the driver standing by the car waiting, probably seeing that his expression was not good, so I asked cautiously: "—Young Master? What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." Gu Yuan got into the car, paused and said, "Drive back to the company."

The driver didn't dare to ask more questions, got into the car without saying a word, turned around and drove towards the company.

Gu Yuanren was on the back seat, but the depressive whimper just now seemed to be echoing in his ears—it was obviously so secret and distorted, but there was a terrible temptation revealed from taboos, lingering in his hot mind. go.

Gu Yuan took out a cigarette and lit it, only to find that his fingers were trembling slightly.

That's not the sound a man and a woman make, he thought.

He has no interest in playing with little boys, which is popular now, and has never tried it, but he has never eaten pork and seen pigs running.The broken gasps and groans were obviously from the passive bearer, and probably because they heard his voice calling Fang Jin outside the door, they tried their best to suppress it to the extreme, and even made some hoarse broken voices.

And the other one who didn't make a sound must be a man.

Gu Yuan took a deep breath of the cigarette, and suddenly exhaled it completely.

Does Fang Jin have a girlfriend?Or is he just a gay man who likes men?

Gu Yuan turned to the car window on the other side, narrowed his eyes and subconsciously looked at his water-sinking face.His facial features are extremely deep, with high browbones and a straight nose bridge. At first glance, he looks a little European handsome; because he knew since he was a child that he should not be angry in front of others, and he often pursed his lips coldly without saying a word, so his lips gave people an unexpected impression. A thin emotion.

He only knows that his appearance is still attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but what about the same sex?

Fang Jin, who has been silently following him to help him and rely on him, held him tightly with cold and trembling hands when he heard that he was going to stay overnight, Fang Jin was so nervous that he couldn't say a word...

Gu Yuan narrowed his deep eyes slightly.

If Fang Jin really likes men, what does he think of me?

·

Lu Wenlei died, leaving behind Mingda Shipping's series of insolvency messes.In other words, anyone should avoid this huge fire pit, but what Gu Yuan thought about was how to take away all the assets left behind by Lu Wenlei and hidden by Mingda Shipping—if you count all the laundered money , that would be a fairly objectively huge amount.

That afternoon, Gu Yuan forced himself to concentrate on his work, because as long as he distracted his mind a little, he would immediately recall the chaotic but luscious erotic dream last night, as well as the lingering painful gasps in his ears.

That torture was so taboo, sinful and tempting, it made him sink into agitation and struggle repeatedly.Until a long time after get off work, all the executives on the top floor left, and he remained alone in the luxurious and spacious office. Through the glass inner window, he could see the empty desks and chairs in the opposite assistant's office.

After a long time, Gu Yuan got up as if possessed by a demon, opened the door and walked in.

Fang Jin's office is very tidy. Various documents and materials are carefully sorted and placed on the desktop, bookshelves and cabinets, with dense note notes sandwiched between them.Gu Yuan took out a note casually, rubbed his upright and handsome handwriting in rapt attention for a while, then raised his eyes to look at the large desk.

Because of the neatness and cleanliness, the desktop looks empty and clean, and the mahogany has a warm luster under the light.For some reason, the scene suddenly reminded Gu Yuan that the table is so wide that a person can lie on it, if Fang Jin is on it...

He is so thin, he must be able to lie down with his arms and legs outstretched.

At that moment, Gu Yuan's mind was uncontrollable, and the scene of Fang Jin pulling himself on the hospital rooftop late last night emerged.There always seemed to be a puddle of water in his eyes, his lips were slightly parted, and his breath was warm and moist; his white shirt was splashed with water, and the deep and obvious collarbone could be seen under the loose neckline, and the distance was so close that he could easily grasp everything with his hand. With a snap of the button...

Gu Yuan closed his eyes heavily, his veins bulging in his hand grasping the edge of the table, and he almost deliberately suppressed all kinds of chaotic and crazy thoughts with severe pain.

After a long while, he raised his head, forced a deep breath, turned around and strode out of the office as if he was fleeing from something.

·

That night Gu Yuan didn't call the driver, he drove the car aimlessly on the colorful neon road by himself, letting the night wind pass through the wide open window and beat on his face.

He doesn't want to go home.

More than ten hours ago, he was standing at home thinking, so this is the feeling of family life like a newlywed couple, but this feeling was shattered in less than a day - he himself was unwilling to admit a anger similar to jealousy The meaning is silently growing from the bottom of my heart, and there is even a voice in the back of my mind questioning: Why did you treat me so well, but turned around and went to someone else?Don't you usually pretend to be loyal to me?

However, he knew that he had no position to ask this question.

He is just the boss, and Fang Jin is his work assistant.Whether he likes men or women, he has never shown him the slightest intention to cross the threshold.

Even if Fang Jin once hinted to him that he was trying to transcend the relationship, he can now question it with confidence, but he doesn't.

there has never been.

Gu Yuan slowed down and turned around the bustling night market at the corner of the street. The entrance of a nightclub was flashing with colorful lights, which caught his attention.

He recognized this nightclub before, and last time Gu Mingzong's birthday was Gu Mingzong's birthday, Gu Yang pulled him over to introduce MB, but he was not interested and left early.I don't know why when I saw it again at this moment, Gu Yuan's heart skipped a beat, he drove over and stopped the car, and pushed open the dark glass door, the lights, music, and a twisted and dancing enchanting human body rushed towards him.

Gu Yuan found the foreman, and asked bluntly, "Is your number one young master free tonight?"

The foreman in this kind of romantic place has sharper eyes than anything else, he only glanced up and down Gu Yuan's body, and immediately smiled all over his face: "Yes, yes, yes! —— Please sit down, I'll call you right away! "

The foreman squeezed away from the crowd, and after a while, the handsome little Jie with heavy makeup really came over, seeing Gu Yuan's eyes lit up: "Oh brother! I knew it was you! When you came that day... "

Gu Yuan leaned on the sofa and glanced at him, then asked calmly, "Can I leave now?"

Xiaojie was choked up, and blinked his big eyes with glittering eyeshadow for a while: "Okay, brother, I miss you so much. We have a space upstairs, and I will have a few drinks with you..."

In fact, Gu Yuan was not interested in drinking with him at all, so he got up and walked upstairs.

The second floor of this kind of nightclub is basically a room, but the security measures are quite good. The orientation of the room design makes it difficult for the guests who come to buy fun to bump into each other, which avoids a lot of unnecessary embarrassment.It's just that the interior design is still unavoidably vulgar, with pale pink lighting, a transparent bathroom, and a big bed with rose petals. As soon as Gu Yuan entered the door, he lost most of his interest in the first place.

"Don't drink, I'll give you the money for the drink."

Xiaojie was very happy when he heard it, and immediately put the red wine that was about to be opened back into the wine cabinet, walked over affectionately and took Gu Yuan's hand to touch himself: "Brother, you are so kind, do you want me to accompany you?" Do you want to play something to add to the fun? I am very good at playing!"

As he spoke, he blinked charmingly, and slowly unbuttoned the button to reveal his fair chest.

He is actually in good shape, not like many Xiaolings who are just blindly thin with ribs, nor is he like the muscular bodybuilder that is popular in MB now; it may be due to his age, and he also has a youthful taste.Under the narrow waist, the buttocks are straight and the thighs are strong. When he took off his pants, he shook them on purpose, staring at Gu Yuan with a charming face.

However, Gu Yuan didn't respond.

He knew intellectually that this was a very attractive body, but he really wasn't interested in having the same physical structure as himself.

——Then why was the other party so bloody and uncontrollable last night?

It's obvious that Fang Jin is the same man, isn't it wrong?

Gu Yuan gently closed his eyes, without any emotion on the surface, but his heart sank into the abyss.

He knew that this was the worst case scenario, if he only became interested in the same-sex body for a while, it was just for fun, he had such a status and power to play with any popular idol and beautiful boy; but only for specific objects. interest, that's wrong.

That is not a purely physical desire, but mixed with emotion.

This is indeed the worst case scenario.

"Put on your clothes."

Gu Yuan got up suddenly, and under Xiaojie's astonished gaze, he casually took a pile of cash as a tip for him, then without looking at him again, he opened the door and walked out.

"Hey wait! You—"

Gu Yuan closed the door with a click, went downstairs to sign the bill, and walked out of the nightclub expressionlessly under the extremely strange eyes of the foreman.

·

With the night wind blowing in the street, Gu Yuan stood in front of the car door and took a deep breath.

He suddenly remembered the scene when he first met Fang Jin.Gu Mingzong sent him a row of men, skilled, managerial, clerical, and marketable, all of them were elites who tried their best to show off their aura. Only Fang Jin kept his gaze downcast when facing him.

Later, all the shrewd and tactful imperial envoys were all dealt with by Gu Yuan—what a joke, he dared to play tricks in front of Young Master Gu just because of his background, he really thought he was the one in the eyes of the crown prince. Dishes?Gu Yuan really came from a wealthy chaebol who killed people without blood. He has always watched the dark tricks that many sophisticated people can't learn.

However, in that tragic power struggle without gunpowder, he left Fang Jin behind.

During that time, Gu Yuan’s deepest impression on Fang Jin was that this man could complete any task, accept any difficulties, and never make any mistakes; he always seemed to be calm, capable and calm. When looking at Gu Yuan, he habitually lowered his eyes, and even rarely looked at each other.

At the time, he was only satisfied that he had finally found a competent assistant, but now he found that he was not a competent boss who could match him.

How will he face Fang Jin when he goes to the company tomorrow?

How did he tell Fang Jin that although you and I both know that you were heard by me, there is no need to be ashamed because I listened hard?

Gu Yuan got into the car, held his mobile phone, lit a cigarette and smoked slowly.

The flames of cigarette butts flickered in the dark compartment, and finally burned to the end after a long while.Gu Yuan breathed out the last puff of smoke ring deeply and thoroughly, as if he had made up his mind, he slid his finger on the screen to find the recent contacts.

He dialed Fang Jin's phone number.

·

Take care of your home.

Fang Jin opened his eyes, turned over and sat up, and it took a moment to realize where he was - the room he had when he was a child.

This is actually very strange, he has not been back for many years.The last time he left this room was before he went to study in Germany when he was a teenager. He looked at the closed door, as if he could see himself who pushed the door and walked out through time, and couldn't help being slightly dazed.

It was dark in the room, it was already late at night.

Fang Jin turned on the headlights, walked into the bathroom with a blank expression, took a glass of water and rinsed his mouth—the place where his lip was bitten was scabbed with blood, the water was red when he rinsed his mouth, and the cold water flowed on the wound A bone-piercing pain erupted.

However, he rinsed it over and over again in a masochistic manner, using the severe pain to make his sanity more and more clear, and finally stopped until the blood in the water completely disappeared.

Fang Jin raised his head and looked at his face in the mirror.

For a moment, he felt that the gloomy and indifferent face in the mirror was very strange, it seemed to be a terrible stranger, staring at him coldly; he tried to raise the corners of his mouth to ease it, but the expression was distorted, and there was a hint of strangeness in it. deep disgust and boredom.

You're a ghost in the gutter, he thought calmly.

You are still alive on the surface, and you look like a human being when you put on clothes, but in fact, you have already died and decayed inside.

You're just a walking dead struggling in this world and refusing to give up completely.

Fang Jin closed his eyes, exhaled slowly for a while, and habitually opened the mirror cabinet in the bathroom to touch the medicine bottle—but the familiar place was empty, and then he realized that this was not the apartment in the city, but the medicine bottle in this room. The odds and ends should have been emptied long ago.

The sense of instability of losing dependence at this time deepened his anxiety, Fang Jin stood stiffly in front of the mirror, took a few deep breaths for a long time, and managed to suppress the bottomless haze like a whirlpool.

It is always easy to indulge yourself in negative emotions, just relax your mind.

But he doesn't want to go on like this now, he has to maintain his state and wait for the opportunity before he can place all his bets on the best one...

At this moment, the cell phone rang in the bedroom. Fang Jin walked over to take a look, and his pupils shrank slightly—it was Gu Yuan!

What is he doing calling here? !

Fang Jin held the phone, not knowing whether to answer it or not.During the time of hesitation, the phone finally hung up automatically, and Fang Jin felt an indescribable feeling in his heart. Just as he was about to put down the phone, the phone suddenly rang again!

This time I was really unprepared, Fang Jin slipped his hands for a moment, the phone fell on the bedside table with a plop, and then knocked off the photo frame on the corner.

Boom!

The silver picture frame fell to the floor, and the glass surface shattered.

Fang Jin grabbed the phone and squatted down. Just as he picked it up from the shards of glass all over the floor, he suddenly saw that the front and back interlayers of the photo frame were broken and cracked. From the exposed gap, he could vaguely see something inside——

It's another photo.

The original photo in the photo frame was a kitten he raised when he was very young. In fact, it disappeared within a few days of raising it. Fang Jin himself doesn't even remember when he took it and put it here.But he has no sense of belonging to this room, so naturally he seldom touches the fixed furnishings inside, and he has never disassembled the silver photo frame.

This was the first time he discovered that there was actually a photo in the interlayer between the yellowed photo and the inside of the photo frame.

Fang Jin became suspicious, took a look at the photo frame, and was stunned for a moment——

He couldn't believe his eyes, for several seconds, he couldn't even come back to God.

This photo is very old, it must be at least 20 years old. There are five people standing side by side on the steps in front of the gate of a famous obstetrics and gynecology hospital in this city.

Among the five people, Fang Jin knew that he could recognize four, but what he never expected was that these four people would stand together for a photo, which completely overturned all his cognitions from birth until now.

From the left, I saw Gu Mingzong in his early twenties, and a beautiful woman with a big belly, who was obviously about to give birth. Fang Jin recognized her as Gu Yuan's biological mother; Familiar, and even harder to believe.

Those are his parents.

——Before Fang Jin was born, his young parents!

Fang Jin's eyes trembled slightly, and he could hardly breathe. After a while, his eyes shifted to the fifth person in the middle.

If the appearance of his parents and Gu Yuan's parents in the same photo just made him stunned and at a loss, then the appearance of the fifth person almost made him suspect that either his eyes were wrong, or all these things were wrong. It's all a ridiculous and terrible joke.

Yes, the worst jokes cannot be so absurd.

The fifth person had exactly the same face as Gu Mingzong in the photo.

No, not only his face, but his whole body is exactly the same as Gu Mingzong.

Standing between Gu Yuan's parents and his own parents, he is simply a copy-pasted version of Gu Mingzong!

A vague and terrifying guess suddenly flashed in Fang Jin's mind. All the complicated clues and gloomy situation during this period of time finally pointed to the most unlikely but only reasonable answer——

With trembling hands, he slowly turned over the photo, only to see a line written on the back: the third day of August

Mingda, take a picture

The author has something to say:

Because the text is controversial, I will say a few words.

1. A lot of people are concerned about when Gu Mingzong will get his boxed lunch. He is the dog for almost 50% of the whole text, but this is just a pure time concept, not to say that he occupies 50% of the whole text. 2. He is not trying to save Gu Yuan or Fang Jin's death will not become such a messy stalk as Bai Yueguang or eternal memory, don't overdo it; the sentence in the first chapter who treats me best is not what you imagined, but I I really don’t want to give any more spoilers. 3. I don’t want to change the outline to make Gu Mingzong’s death very abrupt in order to avoid fighting. If Fang Jin suddenly picks up a stone and smashes Gu Mingzong to death, he will spend time in prison. Thank you for the rest of your life.If you are really aggrieved after reading the article, you might as well wait until the anti-killing plot begins or ends and read the repo before deciding whether to add the article, because when you are really emotionally involved in reading the article, such articles follow serialization and The reading experience after reading it in one breath is very different