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Chapter 44
Ye Yan didn't know if he would regret it, but when he saw those dusty memories, he felt great pain.It was a pain that couldn't be described in any words. It was so astringent that it made people panic, and the pain made people despair. Complicated emotions surged all at once, and he was so dazed that he didn't know what night it was.
Luo Xin, who had recovered his memory, was uneasy, but he had been with Lan Yuan for decades and truly fell in love with this person, even if he remembered Shen Qingshuang and that period of young love, but still Powerless to do something about it.
Luo Xin knew that she liked Lan Yuan, but she couldn't let Shen Qingshuang go.
He couldn't imagine what kind of life Shen Qingshuang lived after he left, and he couldn't imagine that there was another person in his heart, which was so unfair to Lan Yuan.
Lan Yuan didn't feel Luo Xin's sadness very clearly.
In fact, after decades of getting along with each other, Lan Yuan's body has deteriorated beyond imagination.
The backlash from Gu Xin Jue is tormenting him all the time, but he is willing to do so, because Luo Xin loves him, with this love, even if he is being devoured by thousands of insects all the time, he can still keep his brows from frowning .
Lived for too long, lonely for too long, and lonely for too long.
Lan Yuan thought that he would never meet someone who really wanted to be with him for the rest of his life, but he met someone unexpectedly... So he quickly sank into it and got stuck in it until he couldn't extricate himself.
It's just that no one knows about it, including Luo Xin.
But Luo Xin finally couldn't stand it anymore after being tortured psychologically, and he returned to Hanshan.
On the cold mountain, there was a dead silence.
He saw Shen Qingshuang who lived like a walking dead, saw Shen Qingshuang who talked to the puppet all day long, and saw Shen Qingshuang who was almost crazy...
Luo Xin had imagined a lot, but she never thought that his brother Qingshuang would become like this.
And it was all his fault.
It was he who forgot him, betrayed him, and abandoned him.It was he who left Hanshan, left him, and broke his oath.
He wants to protect him, he wants to protect him, and he wants to stay with him in Hanshan forever.
But...he left, leaving Shen Qingshuang alone, living in an empty dream, holding their only memory, like a drunken person, never willing to face reality again.
Luo Xin appeared in front of him, weeping uncontrollably.
He can't leave Shen Qingshuang anymore, he can't leave him anymore... Lan Yuan can live well without him, but Brother Qingshuang, Brother Qingshuang no longer looks like a living person.
If that's the case, maybe it's okay.
Luo Xin doesn't love Lan Yuan, Lan Yuan will no longer be backlashed by Gu Zi Jue, Shen Qingshuang can also recover as before, and the three of them will have a good result.
But... Feelings have never been a matter of saying one is one, and saying two is two.
Staying in Hanshan, with Shen Qingshuang, but Luo Xin couldn't control her longing for Lan Yuan.
In his life, two-thirds of his time was spent with that silver-haired man.
He regards him as a father, a master, a friend, and a lover.He relied on him, trusted him, and at the same time forgot how to live without him.
Without the person who would joke with him from time to time, without the person who would coax him in different ways when he was angry, and without the person who carefully guided him to practice day and night...
Too many memories, fragmented, messy, densely filled Luo Xin's entire heart.
During that time, it was undoubtedly a huge pain for him.
I can't let go of Shen Qingshuang, and I can't forget Lan Yuan.
The punishment of fate tormented him endlessly.
By this time, Ye Yan finally understood why Luo Xin fell in love with Shen Qingshuang for a while, and Lan Yuan for a while.
This year-long mental torture finally made him unbearable. After being injured in an accident, when he woke up again, Luo Xin became two Luo Xins.
One heart; only Shen Qingshuang in it, and Lan Yuan in the other.
I no longer have to think about who I like, because the Luo Xin who likes them is a completely different Luo Xin.
Luo Xin thought she was free, but in fact this was the beginning of the nightmare.
The two Luo Xins don't know each other's existence, but they love their lover paranoidly, and at the same time hate the other lover's lover extremely.
Luo Xin hated Shen Qingshuang to the core.
Luo Xin hated Lan Yuan to the core.
It was him who was really on the verge of collapse.
Split personality may be just a mental illness for ordinary people, but for Luo Xin, who is rare in the world, there is another layer of danger.
The incomplete personality caused the mental power to be divided into two. No Luo Xin could completely suppress the competition between Tianlingyan and Dishengquan. He was tossing deliriously.
During that time, Shen Qingshuang treated him day and night, while Lan Yuan went to Fengming Country alone.
Afterwards, the battle of Fengming Kingdom's massacre, Lan Yuan came back with a huge crime on his back, but what he saw was Luo Xin who had completely forgotten about him.
Shen Qingshuang suppressed Tianlingyan and Dishengquan, but also almost wiped out Luo Xin who loved Lan Yuan.
Lan Yuan, who came back from Fengming Country, panicked for the first time in his life.
Even though he watched Luo Xin go back to Hanshan, even though he knew that Luo Xin chose Shen Qingshuang, even though he heard Luo Xin say countless times that he liked Shen Qingshuang, Lan Yuan never lost.
Because the backlash of Gu Xin Jue has never stopped.
This shows... Luo Xin still loves him, and his lover loves him, so the endless pain never stops.
Under such severe pain, Lan Yuan felt almost pathologically satisfied.
At least it can prove that Luo Xin just feels guilty towards Shen Qingshuang, not really loves him as he said...deeply.
But after returning from Fengming Country, Gu Zi Jue's backlash stopped.
The pain that had accompanied it for decades and almost went deep into the bone marrow disappeared.
It had been a long time since Lan Yuan had experienced the feeling of physical relaxation, but at this moment, what arose from the bottom of his heart was a thousand times more pain than bone-cutting heart.
The last reliance is gone.
Luo Xin said to him: "Let me go, I really like brother Qingshuang, let us go..."
He wept bitterly, desperately, almost begging him.
Lan Yuan stared at him blankly, feeling the relief of his body but felt the hopelessness that could never be recovered as if he had fallen into an abyss.
He didn't give him any answers.
Turned around and entered a dead end.
So far, there is no more love and meaning.
Tens of millions of lives in Fengming Country, and one heart in Luo Xin, all turned into a wisp of smoke that could not be caught, and they could only watch them rise and drift away before disappearing.
Lan Yuan was promoted to the holy rank, and lived the same life as the heaven and the earth, but he no longer has no feelings or desires.
However, that Luo Xin was not really wiped out.
It would be really strange if a person's mood could be erased by external force.
He slowly recovered, slowly recovered, and slowly knew everything.
Knowing the existence of the other self, knowing that the other self has driven Lan Yuan into a corner, knowing that the other self has destroyed everything about him.
He never thought that the person he hated the most in his life would be himself.
This kind of hatred is unforgettable, this kind of hatred cannot be resolved, this kind of hatred will rapidly surge and expand like a spark, until it destroys everything!
Since you ruined my Lan Yuan, then I will ruin your Shen Qingshuang!
It was too easy for 'Luo Xin' to destroy Shen Qingshuang, without any effort at all.
Tormenting Shen Qingshuang so nervously, Luo Xin, who loves Shen Qingshuang, finally understands another self's heart.
——I lost it, so don't even think about living a peaceful life.
In order not to make Shen Qingshuang suffer anymore, he could only choose to leave.
Luo Xin began to cultivate crazily. He wanted to see Lan Yuan again, and he could touch the person who had become a 'holy' at the same holy rank, so he...crazyly longed to be promoted to the realm.
Finally... he finally saw Lan Yuan...
***
Ye Yan opened his eyes suddenly, and entered the space without hesitation. Facing the empty space, Ye Yan shouted anxiously: "Lan Yuan, Lan Yuan, where are you, where are you!"
No one responded to him.
The great panic bit his heart like a poisonous snake, Ye Yan's voice trembled violently: "Listen to me, Lan Yuan, no, I'm not..."
He was talking, but soon broke down, and he didn't even know where to start explaining, he didn't even know where to start.
It's not him who doesn't love him, but Ye Zhe outside.
It wasn't him who hurt him, but Luo Xin outside.
It wasn't him who sealed him...but...
Ye Yan couldn't say, his mind was full of the lonely and condensed figure of Lan Yuan when he entered the path of death.
What was Lan Yuan thinking at that time?
When he came back from Fengming Country, he was covered in blood that shouldn't be stained, killed countless people who shouldn't be killed, was misunderstood by the whole world, and bore this inextricable crime.Just longing to see his lover, but being completely betrayed, how does he feel?What mood are you in? !
Ye Yan didn't even dare to think about it, in fact, in any sense, he was not qualified to love Lan Yuan again.
The split Luo Xin was almost frantic, even if it was him, he didn't even know him.
Still have the right to explain to him!
Ye Yan couldn't find Lan Yuan, and another crash sound came from outside.
"Luo Xin..." The cold voice was weak at the moment, like a castaway grasping at the last straw.
Shen Qingshuang looked at this man who had used the Zhenguang Jue to [-]%, and almost couldn't stand still.
Ye Zhe and Qian Fengli fought together, without turning their heads at all.
Ye Yan came out of the space, looked at the situation in front of him, and his voice was as firm as iron: "I want to break the seal, and I must make Lan Yuan come back to life!"
Ye Zhe is worthy of being a master close to the holy rank, even if Qian Fengli arrived in time, he couldn't suppress him.
In his rage, the Zhen Guang Jue played to its peak, and the scorching sun fell from the sky, forcing Qian Fengli to take a few steps back, and finally stopped at the wall, but the corners of his mouth also overflowed with blood.
He turned his head and stared at Ye Yan: "I can't tell you the details, but believe me, I am you, you are me, and I will not let us make the same mistakes again!"
"I'm not you!" Ye Yan was almost furious, "You killed Lan Yuan!"
Luo Xin, who had recovered his memory, was uneasy, but he had been with Lan Yuan for decades and truly fell in love with this person, even if he remembered Shen Qingshuang and that period of young love, but still Powerless to do something about it.
Luo Xin knew that she liked Lan Yuan, but she couldn't let Shen Qingshuang go.
He couldn't imagine what kind of life Shen Qingshuang lived after he left, and he couldn't imagine that there was another person in his heart, which was so unfair to Lan Yuan.
Lan Yuan didn't feel Luo Xin's sadness very clearly.
In fact, after decades of getting along with each other, Lan Yuan's body has deteriorated beyond imagination.
The backlash from Gu Xin Jue is tormenting him all the time, but he is willing to do so, because Luo Xin loves him, with this love, even if he is being devoured by thousands of insects all the time, he can still keep his brows from frowning .
Lived for too long, lonely for too long, and lonely for too long.
Lan Yuan thought that he would never meet someone who really wanted to be with him for the rest of his life, but he met someone unexpectedly... So he quickly sank into it and got stuck in it until he couldn't extricate himself.
It's just that no one knows about it, including Luo Xin.
But Luo Xin finally couldn't stand it anymore after being tortured psychologically, and he returned to Hanshan.
On the cold mountain, there was a dead silence.
He saw Shen Qingshuang who lived like a walking dead, saw Shen Qingshuang who talked to the puppet all day long, and saw Shen Qingshuang who was almost crazy...
Luo Xin had imagined a lot, but she never thought that his brother Qingshuang would become like this.
And it was all his fault.
It was he who forgot him, betrayed him, and abandoned him.It was he who left Hanshan, left him, and broke his oath.
He wants to protect him, he wants to protect him, and he wants to stay with him in Hanshan forever.
But...he left, leaving Shen Qingshuang alone, living in an empty dream, holding their only memory, like a drunken person, never willing to face reality again.
Luo Xin appeared in front of him, weeping uncontrollably.
He can't leave Shen Qingshuang anymore, he can't leave him anymore... Lan Yuan can live well without him, but Brother Qingshuang, Brother Qingshuang no longer looks like a living person.
If that's the case, maybe it's okay.
Luo Xin doesn't love Lan Yuan, Lan Yuan will no longer be backlashed by Gu Zi Jue, Shen Qingshuang can also recover as before, and the three of them will have a good result.
But... Feelings have never been a matter of saying one is one, and saying two is two.
Staying in Hanshan, with Shen Qingshuang, but Luo Xin couldn't control her longing for Lan Yuan.
In his life, two-thirds of his time was spent with that silver-haired man.
He regards him as a father, a master, a friend, and a lover.He relied on him, trusted him, and at the same time forgot how to live without him.
Without the person who would joke with him from time to time, without the person who would coax him in different ways when he was angry, and without the person who carefully guided him to practice day and night...
Too many memories, fragmented, messy, densely filled Luo Xin's entire heart.
During that time, it was undoubtedly a huge pain for him.
I can't let go of Shen Qingshuang, and I can't forget Lan Yuan.
The punishment of fate tormented him endlessly.
By this time, Ye Yan finally understood why Luo Xin fell in love with Shen Qingshuang for a while, and Lan Yuan for a while.
This year-long mental torture finally made him unbearable. After being injured in an accident, when he woke up again, Luo Xin became two Luo Xins.
One heart; only Shen Qingshuang in it, and Lan Yuan in the other.
I no longer have to think about who I like, because the Luo Xin who likes them is a completely different Luo Xin.
Luo Xin thought she was free, but in fact this was the beginning of the nightmare.
The two Luo Xins don't know each other's existence, but they love their lover paranoidly, and at the same time hate the other lover's lover extremely.
Luo Xin hated Shen Qingshuang to the core.
Luo Xin hated Lan Yuan to the core.
It was him who was really on the verge of collapse.
Split personality may be just a mental illness for ordinary people, but for Luo Xin, who is rare in the world, there is another layer of danger.
The incomplete personality caused the mental power to be divided into two. No Luo Xin could completely suppress the competition between Tianlingyan and Dishengquan. He was tossing deliriously.
During that time, Shen Qingshuang treated him day and night, while Lan Yuan went to Fengming Country alone.
Afterwards, the battle of Fengming Kingdom's massacre, Lan Yuan came back with a huge crime on his back, but what he saw was Luo Xin who had completely forgotten about him.
Shen Qingshuang suppressed Tianlingyan and Dishengquan, but also almost wiped out Luo Xin who loved Lan Yuan.
Lan Yuan, who came back from Fengming Country, panicked for the first time in his life.
Even though he watched Luo Xin go back to Hanshan, even though he knew that Luo Xin chose Shen Qingshuang, even though he heard Luo Xin say countless times that he liked Shen Qingshuang, Lan Yuan never lost.
Because the backlash of Gu Xin Jue has never stopped.
This shows... Luo Xin still loves him, and his lover loves him, so the endless pain never stops.
Under such severe pain, Lan Yuan felt almost pathologically satisfied.
At least it can prove that Luo Xin just feels guilty towards Shen Qingshuang, not really loves him as he said...deeply.
But after returning from Fengming Country, Gu Zi Jue's backlash stopped.
The pain that had accompanied it for decades and almost went deep into the bone marrow disappeared.
It had been a long time since Lan Yuan had experienced the feeling of physical relaxation, but at this moment, what arose from the bottom of his heart was a thousand times more pain than bone-cutting heart.
The last reliance is gone.
Luo Xin said to him: "Let me go, I really like brother Qingshuang, let us go..."
He wept bitterly, desperately, almost begging him.
Lan Yuan stared at him blankly, feeling the relief of his body but felt the hopelessness that could never be recovered as if he had fallen into an abyss.
He didn't give him any answers.
Turned around and entered a dead end.
So far, there is no more love and meaning.
Tens of millions of lives in Fengming Country, and one heart in Luo Xin, all turned into a wisp of smoke that could not be caught, and they could only watch them rise and drift away before disappearing.
Lan Yuan was promoted to the holy rank, and lived the same life as the heaven and the earth, but he no longer has no feelings or desires.
However, that Luo Xin was not really wiped out.
It would be really strange if a person's mood could be erased by external force.
He slowly recovered, slowly recovered, and slowly knew everything.
Knowing the existence of the other self, knowing that the other self has driven Lan Yuan into a corner, knowing that the other self has destroyed everything about him.
He never thought that the person he hated the most in his life would be himself.
This kind of hatred is unforgettable, this kind of hatred cannot be resolved, this kind of hatred will rapidly surge and expand like a spark, until it destroys everything!
Since you ruined my Lan Yuan, then I will ruin your Shen Qingshuang!
It was too easy for 'Luo Xin' to destroy Shen Qingshuang, without any effort at all.
Tormenting Shen Qingshuang so nervously, Luo Xin, who loves Shen Qingshuang, finally understands another self's heart.
——I lost it, so don't even think about living a peaceful life.
In order not to make Shen Qingshuang suffer anymore, he could only choose to leave.
Luo Xin began to cultivate crazily. He wanted to see Lan Yuan again, and he could touch the person who had become a 'holy' at the same holy rank, so he...crazyly longed to be promoted to the realm.
Finally... he finally saw Lan Yuan...
***
Ye Yan opened his eyes suddenly, and entered the space without hesitation. Facing the empty space, Ye Yan shouted anxiously: "Lan Yuan, Lan Yuan, where are you, where are you!"
No one responded to him.
The great panic bit his heart like a poisonous snake, Ye Yan's voice trembled violently: "Listen to me, Lan Yuan, no, I'm not..."
He was talking, but soon broke down, and he didn't even know where to start explaining, he didn't even know where to start.
It's not him who doesn't love him, but Ye Zhe outside.
It wasn't him who hurt him, but Luo Xin outside.
It wasn't him who sealed him...but...
Ye Yan couldn't say, his mind was full of the lonely and condensed figure of Lan Yuan when he entered the path of death.
What was Lan Yuan thinking at that time?
When he came back from Fengming Country, he was covered in blood that shouldn't be stained, killed countless people who shouldn't be killed, was misunderstood by the whole world, and bore this inextricable crime.Just longing to see his lover, but being completely betrayed, how does he feel?What mood are you in? !
Ye Yan didn't even dare to think about it, in fact, in any sense, he was not qualified to love Lan Yuan again.
The split Luo Xin was almost frantic, even if it was him, he didn't even know him.
Still have the right to explain to him!
Ye Yan couldn't find Lan Yuan, and another crash sound came from outside.
"Luo Xin..." The cold voice was weak at the moment, like a castaway grasping at the last straw.
Shen Qingshuang looked at this man who had used the Zhenguang Jue to [-]%, and almost couldn't stand still.
Ye Zhe and Qian Fengli fought together, without turning their heads at all.
Ye Yan came out of the space, looked at the situation in front of him, and his voice was as firm as iron: "I want to break the seal, and I must make Lan Yuan come back to life!"
Ye Zhe is worthy of being a master close to the holy rank, even if Qian Fengli arrived in time, he couldn't suppress him.
In his rage, the Zhen Guang Jue played to its peak, and the scorching sun fell from the sky, forcing Qian Fengli to take a few steps back, and finally stopped at the wall, but the corners of his mouth also overflowed with blood.
He turned his head and stared at Ye Yan: "I can't tell you the details, but believe me, I am you, you are me, and I will not let us make the same mistakes again!"
"I'm not you!" Ye Yan was almost furious, "You killed Lan Yuan!"
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