If the fleeting year has not come

After receiving the baptism of kind eyes, I naturally have to restrain myself and pay special attention to my feet, lest there will be another pile of unsightly garbage.One mistake can be said to be careless, and even if it is really careless the second time, it will be regarded as deliberate.

Su Zi’s house is a common two-bedroom and one-living room structure, and the furnishings present the characteristics of old houses. The living room is the living room when you enter the door, and there are two rooms side by side on the right.Suzi's bedroom is not big, a bed alone takes up two-thirds of the area, plus the desk and bookcase, leaving only a small space for people.I was a little surprised by the fruit green-based room, I always thought she would prefer a more neutral color like navy blue, but it feels very refreshing.

The bed that occupies a large area is covered with a four-piece plain checkered bedding set, which once again exceeded my expectations. Not everyone who is boring should choose bright colors.The big bed looks very comfortable and soft. It must feel good to lie on it, and people can't wait to lie on it.

"Change your shoes." Probably because I stood at the door looking a bit wretched, or because I was still angry before, Su Zi angrily threw over a pair of beige-colored indoor slippers.

The shopping mall label hanging on the slippers has not had time to tear off, and the color of the slippers is obviously not in the same style as other slippers. In conclusion, I bought it especially for me. After all, I am so old and so blatantly advertised that I like girl rice. There is no one left.

Putting on the slippers obediently, I started to wander around behind Suzi's butt.This was the first time I went to a friend's house, and I was a little overwhelmed by the inexplicable nervousness. Fortunately, her parents were not there, otherwise I would walk with my hands and feet every minute to show them.

"Go to the room to play on the computer, or watch TV in the living room, don't always follow me to get in the way." Su Zi's dislike was beyond words.

Didn't it happen that I accidentally touched it when I went upstairs, and let go of it without covering it with heat, and the tactile experience was not perfect at all through the clothes, I didn't complain why she just held grudges like this, I complained, It's okay to grow so big that it's too wasteful not to be appreciated by others.

Tucao return to Tucao, I still follow Suzi in and out like a fart.She seemed to have just gotten up, and after finishing the quilt, she ran to the balcony to wash clothes. She took the time to wash an apple and threw it to me to eat. She is not too strong in self-reliance.

"You have been following me and can't do anything." Suzi complained a little embarrassed by my staring.

"You do what you want, I'll just take a look." I feel innocent, and I'm also to blame for doing nothing and following a little nervously.

"You can't go to other places to see it. It's strange to follow me all the time."

"Then I'll go to your room." I compromised, probably waiting for her to finish her work before she can take care of me.

Slowly walked to Su Zi's room, this house is really not big, you can turn it around a few times in a minute, and you can read all the things in it at once. I was a little bored and sat on the bed, and it was really soft so comfortable.

There are a bunch of professional books in the bookcase, and there are several volumes written by different people, even works such as film shots. This is not the same as Su Zi in my impression. I always feel that a cabinet full of comic novels is her style.When I came to her house this time, I felt as if I knew a whole new side of Suzi, no longer being careless and cynical to the outside world, she seemed to be very clear about what she wanted, and she seemed to be moving towards her goal.

The things on the desk are arranged in an orderly manner, only the reference books and a few simple decorations, the gift box I gave her is placed on the shelf of the desk, and there is a small crystal box with exquisite workmanship, inside it is a paper towel Wrapping a small thing.I sneakily opened the box, thinking that I could find some new continent, but I saw that it was just a shriveled object inside, and the original oval shape could be vaguely seen from its age.

Such a carefully preserved thing is probably very commemorative, I think so.I took the thing out and put it on my nose and smelled it, but there was no smell, especially like it was picked up on the ground, I don't know which mentally retarded person used this kind of thing to bluff people, and it was still treasured.

I secretly put this unknown item into my pocket, forgive my sudden possessiveness, it's not worth anything anyway.

Continue to rummage through Suzi's cabinets, photo albums are essential items at home.Opening the heaviest book, it is full of childhood memories, and there is even a photo of me wearing a skirt that is rare in a thousand years.My thoughts on Suzi really have a long history. I can see it from various photos when I was a child. In none of the photos, I looked directly at the camera, and my eyes were glued to Suzi without exception, with an undisguised attempt I couldn't help but blush when I saw it.

The sound of working moved out from the direction of the balcony. Su Zi should have just finished washing clothes, and the next destination seems to be the kitchen.From the door of the room, you can see a corner of the kitchen, and Su Zi is really busy in it.I don't know why, but I suddenly had the illusion that Suzi was doing all the housework alone.I started doing all kinds of housework when I went home during the summer vacation. Compared with being supported at home, I am so happy.

"Is there anything I can do?" I stood at the kitchen door and asked proactively.

"What can you do?" Su Zi asked back.

"Wash the dishes, wipe the table, mop the floor, and do the laundry." I replied a little weakly.I may have some obsessive-compulsive disorder in doing things, or I will not do it, and I must do my best when I do it.For example, when I wipe a table, I always feel that I can’t clean it once, so I change the cold water and hot water to wipe it, and sometimes I have to wipe it with soapy water, so every time I ask to do housework at home, Auntie Ye will enter the room out of sight. watching TV.

"You'd better go play the game. I recently downloaded a new game, which is very interesting." Su Zi obviously knew my urination, pushed me out of the kitchen, and was once again disgusted.

Seeing Su Zi neatly tidying up the kitchen, I retreated with a guilty conscience. My biggest role in front of capable people must be to hold back.

Back in the bedroom, I stared at the computer screen that was turning on.Growing up under the doting of Aunt Ye and Ye Xiao, almost all life skills are shared by them, I just need to stay in my own world and let my temperament develop freely.I have always felt good about myself like this, no wonder I don’t have many friends, I don’t know anything about the outside world, I always trouble others willfully, but I think I’m doing well, in fact, it’s all because someone arranged for me behind the scenes .

Being useless, I made a face at the blacked-out screen in self-sacrifice, saying that I can't do things well, but in the end it's all because of my laziness, thinking that Auntie Ye can solve any problem.Compared with Suzi, I felt ashamed and wanted to destroy my own life. She was about the same age and could clean up the whole house by herself.

I shout every day that I want to change myself. In fact, I have never actually acted. I always muddle along. I continue to criticize myself in my heart. The most feasible way at present is to bring home the role models worth learning, and learn from them every day. .

Thinking about it this way, it seems that all the confusion has been solved, making Su Zi mine and hers mine. I silently praised my wit in my heart.

After solving a big problem, I suddenly felt a little tired. After all, I spent a lot of brainpower, and because I was too excited last night and was afraid of oversleeping in the morning, I was tormented by countless nightmares. In my dream, I had already arrived at Suzi’s house Countless times, I almost couldn't tell the difference between reality and dream.

I moved the position to the head of the bed and leaned against it. The pillow seemed to have a kind of magical power. It kept calling me to lie on it and feel it. I decided to follow the trend and nestled in the soft mattress. My consciousness gradually became blurred.In my sleep, I felt something soft brushing against me, as if it was something I had been looking for, and my mood changed from suddenly enlightened to ecstatic.

When I opened my eyes, a face appeared in front of me like a close-up picture. It was difficult to accept such a big stimulus for a while, and the baby was so scared that he had no sleep at all. He could only look at a certain face who was also confused people.

"What are you doing?" I tried my best to ask myself casually, a strong voice repeated in my mind, and she peeked at me while I was asleep!Isn't this a scene in TV dramas? According to the normal development of the plot, she must have secretly kissed me.My God, I can't keep calm after reaching such a conclusion, should I cooperate with the show to overthrow the plot.

"I..." After watching for quite a long time, Suzi's voice was a little hoarse, and he coughed lightly, "Seeing that you haven't moved for a long time, come and see what you are doing."

"And then?" I blinked my eyes and pretended not to be fully awake.The person who should devote himself to doing housework can actually find the silence on my side, and it's not because he is secretly observing me.I pursed my lips and swallowed the embarrassment that was about to overflow, "What's the matter, I seem to have fallen asleep accidentally."

"It's almost time to have lunch." Su Zi got up and was about to leave, but suddenly her whole face flushed without warning, and she didn't know what she saw.

Following Suzi's gaze, it turned out that the unknown object that I secretly hid in my pocket rolled out.According to my long-term observation, when Suzi is shy, her ears turn red first, and then her face. The things that can make her blush must have a strange origin.

"Hey, why is there something on the bed." I deliberately expressed surprise, as if I didn't fall out of this thing.

"Uh, I kept it casually, I didn't expect it to be still there, so hurry up to eat." Su Zi seemed to deliberately show that she didn't care, and quickly picked it up and threw it into the original box, but when she left, she glanced secretly and showed clues. She cares about this thing very much.

Watching the back of Su Zi leaving, I stared at the things in the box for a long time, as if I had a feeling of déjà vu, things I had seen in my memory.