If the fleeting year has not come

Suddenly there was a sudden sense of depression without warning, senior sister is really not my exclusive title, although I have been calling it like this in my heart, even though I have made up my mind not to call it like that anymore.And I waited for so long, and kept smiling since they entered the door arm in arm, ignoring their acquaintance who didn't know when they started, but in the end it was the dazzling smile that bloomed because of Li Zhiyang, and suddenly I couldn't find the stance to be angry.

When Li Zhiyang was leaving the table, I moved to the side without authorization. Such a deliberate alienation for no apparent reason is unacceptable to me no matter what stage I am at.Seeing me approaching, Su Zi reluctantly glanced at me out of the corner of her eye, and looked directly in the other direction.

"What are you playing?" My tone must have been very bad, even if I deliberately lowered the volume, her intentional or unconscious behavior made me very upset, or inexplicably angry.God knows how rare it is for me to come back once, and I don't know when the next time I will come back. I planned to find her a few days before I came back, and prepared a thousand kinds of psychological preparations to cry with joy, but I was severely slapped in the face by reality. Unexpected yin and yang strangeness.

"What's the matter?" Su Zi asked indifferently, like acting, but his acting skills were exaggerated.

"What happened." Between me and her, or between her and Li Zhiyang, something happened that I don't know. The worst result is nothing more than a defenseless love triangle. I thought that it would finally start. Never started, directly reaped the ending of strikeouts and never being hired.

"What do you want to say." Suzi finally turned his gaze to me, his eyes were as flat as his face, and there was no trace of missing, far from the reunion I expected after a long absence.

"Why are you ignoring me all of a sudden, why did you change your phone, and didn't respond to messages, what happened?" I hated this kind of unbearable pantomime, and asked straight to the point what was in my heart.Even if she and Li Zhiyang are on good terms, she should tell me to die and understand, right? Even if I can't accept it for a while, anyway, I can't stay for a long time. I can go back and raise them for a while and wait for them as if nothing happened. Break up.

"Nothing happened." Compared to my aggressiveness, Suzi's reaction was very calm, and the calm tone gave me the illusion that I didn't know her at all.

Bullying my double quotient and touching people can't use their brains to think about problems. If nothing happens like this, then world peace will be just around the corner.

"What did I do wrong?" I continued to ask.

"You think too much." Su Zi ended the short conversation and got up to leave.

I hate the state of half-speaking indistinctly like this, I reached out and grabbed her hand under the table, and dragged her back to her position.

"Speak clearly." I think my expression must be ugly at this moment, or a little hideous.

"There is nothing to say." Su Zi sat back as if giving up, and slumped her shoulders into the chair, "The facts are not very clear."

The question is whether her so-called fact and my guess are the same thing.If it were me in the past, I would definitely hold back my own guesses slowly, and finally hold back my internal injuries, but today, I probably have a mentality of breaking the pot, and I don’t know when I will see you again after many years. It is imperative to break the casserole and ask the end.

"The fact is that you and Li Zhiyang are dating?" Although I really wanted to ask calmly, my tone became uncontrollably cold. I forced the corners of my mouth to curl up, and somehow felt that the air-conditioning was blowing on my body, so cold.

Su Zi stared at me wide-eyed and didn't speak for a long while. She didn't know if she was being laughed out of anger. She suddenly grinned in surprise, "You must be sick."

"Yeah, it's not cured yet, come back to see you." I nodded, the so-called self-defeating is probably this kind of mentality, "I also brought a gift, do you want it, but you'd better not tell others, because I only brought yours."

As I said that, I dug out a small box from my backpack and stuffed it firmly into Suzi.In fact, there are gifts from other people, but they are all stored in the suitcase, and they are not very careful in the selection. When the lipsticks are on sale, they take a bunch of different colors and prepare one for everyone.

"I'm sorry to trouble you to think about it." Su Zi didn't refuse, took the gift and prepared to put it in the bag.

"Don't you take it apart and see what it is?" I raised my eyebrows and sneered.Why did the conversation move towards an awkward atmosphere again? My original intention was to sit down and talk calmly.

"Busy people can remember me already in fear, how dare they ask for more." Su Zi stuffed the box into her handbag.

"Open." I spat out two words bluntly, even though I clamored in my heart that I couldn't continue, what I showed to the outside was another effect.

He gave me a blank look, as if he was saying why he should listen to you, but Su Zi ignored me, poured himself a glass of drink, and turned his gaze back to the table.

"I told you to turn it on." I reiterated, raising my voice.

Su Zi frowned and looked to the side, and the people at the two tables began to toast each other. Recalling the past, no one seemed to have the extra energy to pay attention to our situation.

"What on earth do you want?" Su Zi seemed unable to stand my unreasonable troubles.

"Let you open it and see what's inside. Is there a problem?" The tone became more and more blunt, as if the inner demon had awakened again. Maybe it was because of holding it in for a long time that created such a sudden toughness. I don't understand why I suddenly became In this way, I just want to quickly end this boring party, either to beat up Su Zi to let her speak human words, or to beat myself up to admit my mistake.

Looking at me helplessly, Su Zi could only take out the small box again. The small gift box in tiffany blue is a brand that both my mother and Aunt Ye like, and I like it too.At that time, when I was shopping, I passed by the store and saw a picture album for couples. After choosing for a long time, I didn’t know what to buy, or, after buying it, I didn’t know who to give it to. A pair of plain diamond stud earrings.

The box contained one of the earrings. Suzi looked up at me suspiciously. She didn't have pierced ears, but I did, and only the left one was pierced.The other earring is hanging on the earlobe, shining brightly under the light.

"You can accept it as it is given to you. See what you want." I glanced at her dissatisfied, and touched my left earlobe in embarrassment.

"Don't you think this is boring." Su Zi put the box on the table and said seriously.

"Where is it boring?" The anger that was finally pressed down rose again, it was just an earring, and I didn't ask her to get a piercing to wear it, "If you don't like it, you can throw it away, just don't do it in front of me."

I don’t know if she knows, but the shopping guide told me that when buying earrings, couples are very particular about giving things, such as earrings and other accessories, the subtext is to want to know each other’s secrets.She knows everything about me, but I know very little about her. Basically, I can only rely on guesswork and associations. Maybe it's because of this sentence that I ink it for a long time and finally decide to buy this pair of earrings, even though she doesn't want to be with me. Together, you can also let me share her affairs and make me feel that my company is valuable. At least after she is gone, I will have the capital to remember, those hypocritical so-called pasts that I have participated in.

"What is the meaning of buying a pair of earrings, one for each person, and what is it implying? Don't pull down both sides and stabilize both sides." Suzi seemed to be irritated, and finally tore off the mask that was not perfectly disguised, and said with a sneer .

"What two sides, which two sides." Although I felt that her words were inexplicable, my reason told me that I should listen to her, and my tone softened.

"I must make it so clear. What's the benefit of tearing up your face? It's because you're ready to never see each other again, right?"

"Your lines are like a TV series..." My arrogance was half extinguished in an instant. Although I didn't know what she was talking about, a dark voice in my heart told me that it seemed that some details that I didn't care about hurt me. She, it was me who was wrong.

"What's the gift for Li Zhiyang?" Su Zi said aggressively.

"Uh, the [-]% off lipstick I got during the discount season." I replied weakly.What the hell is it that the aura is all over the place suddenly? Did you see a bold and capitalized expression on my face?

"How much is my discount, two discounts or one discount, or buy lipstick and get earrings?"

"Hi!" I protested in dissatisfaction. The nonsense is a bit unreliable. I struggled all afternoon, was blushed by the shopping guide, and decided to buy it after eating half a dozen Tiffany cheesecakes. Things, "I bought a bag of lipstick, if you want, you can choose a few and change it."

"So, to explain something."

"That's it..." I was at a loss for words for a moment, and it was obviously me who was angry, why did my position suddenly change, and it turned without warning, making me dizzy.I decided to take back the initiative, "You go get your ears pierced, that's it, I'm on the left and you are on the right."

"Why." Su Zi blinked, her face turned red probably because of her excitement.

"No reason, just go if you are told!" It was inexplicably hot, the air conditioner must be turned on with hot air, I grabbed the cup in front of me carelessly, and drank the drink in it.

"That's my cup!" Su Zi whispered.

"Don't make a fuss. I came back so hard that I didn't come here to quarrel. Hurry up and give me the new number. If you change the number casually, we'll wait and see. If the message doesn't come back, you can try it." This time, I really didn't know what happened. What, the previous passive atmosphere suddenly turned around. I feel good about myself as a domineering president. If I don't be tough, I'm afraid I won't be able to deal with you little fairy.

"Oh." Su Zi lowered her head silently, not knowing what she was thinking, and sent a message on her mobile phone.

Sure enough, it was an unfamiliar number, and the content of the message was only three words, just like Sabi.I whispered a national curse in my heart, I forgive you for the sake of your beauty.