If the fleeting year has not come

After the senior sister left, my life seemed to be back on track. I went to school and went to work in the late autumn, and played dungeons every weekend night, looking harmonious and beautiful.In the small days when I should be content, I always feel that a certain corner of my heart feels empty, and I also know why, because of the person who dare not ask for what he wants.

On New Year's Eve, I saw the president of the guild. He was handsome and wore a gold-rimmed mirror, with the word weak written on his face. I don't know why I feel this way about him.Probably because the president threw Wanqiu, who was drunk and clamoring to watch an educational film about the island country, on the bed, changed her shoes and took off her coat without changing her face, and then stuffed her into the quilt. My girlfriend's professionalism has improved.

Before leaving, the president told me calmly that no matter what sounds I heard at night, I should not pay attention to Wanqiu, or I would be at my own risk. His serious tone and earnest expression immediately aroused my curiosity.

Sure enough, not long after the president left, I drank milk, took medicine, and was about to go to bed, when I heard voices from Wanqiu.Although there is only one late autumn voice, from the content it sounds like he is chatting with someone in a question-and-answer format.

Could it be that my yin and yang eyes are wide open after being drunk, and Wan Qiu is chatting with those good friends who are invisible on weekdays, and my brain has become sci-fi.

Such an interesting thing must be seen quickly. I secretly prepared to listen to the corner of Late Autumn, but found her sitting on the sofa in the living room. I don’t know when she changed into pajamas, talking to herself at the coffee table.As if she had a carrot in her mouth, she couldn't hear what she was talking about at all, all she could see was her bursting into tears and her acting skills were outstanding.

As if aware of my onlookers, Wan Qiu suddenly turned her head to look at me, parted her mouth and raised a charming smile, so scared that I just wanted to retreat into the room and regret not listening to the president's words.

Just when I was struggling to go back to the room, Wan Qiu strode towards me, suddenly a hand was stretched out behind my head, I couldn't dodge in time, I could only back up against the wall, and was confined by her in a small space, The smell of alcohol on her body can be sprayed directly on my face through breathing.

What happened, the fence in my heart was instantly collapsed by [-] mud horses, this is the legendary wall!

She didn't know what she was mumbling about, Wan Qiu suddenly nodded her head in self-approval, looked at me with a smile on her face, the sudden tenderness made me just want to blush her face every minute.Then I saw Wan Qiu's face infinitely magnified in front of my eyes, and the soft and waxy touch appeared on the face, this drunk actually kissed me, and it was like a large carpet from the forehead to the corner of the mouth!

Pushing Wan Qiu away hard, I fled back to the room, and finally understood what the president's half-smile expression meant when he left. The consequence that needs to be conceited is that this guy becomes a kissing maniac after he gets drunk, and the chat-like conversation is probably She thinks she is talking about love with others, and then she speaks logically.

Locking the door, I felt lucky to survive the catastrophe. There was only one sentence echoing in my mind, fortunately my first kiss had already been given.Going to the game from embarrassment and anger, I received a private poke from the president asking me about my situation in late autumn, saying that half of my sons have no dicks in my life.I guess the president must have been one of the former victims. What kind of grievance is there to get drunk and find someone to play with and kiss everywhere.

After spurning the president, I went to bed with lingering fears, even in my dream was Wan Qiu's infinitely magnified face, the way she closed her eyes and pouted her lips was not too magical, I think it will be difficult for me to face her in the future.Who knew she woke up at noon the next day and asked me why she was sleeping on the floor in the living room, as if she couldn't remember what happened the night before.Well, she won. To be on the safe side, I secretly changed the lock on the small wine storage under the TV cabinet.

The New Year's Eve episode didn't affect our little days, and then the winter vacation came, and the semester passed in such a muddled way. The relationship between Li Zhiyang and I became close. Sneaking out to eat on the pretext of escaping physical education class, and eating at roadside stalls with friends is also delicious.

This winter vacation is of great significance to the senior sisters Ye Xiao who are facing the entrance examination. Since then, making up lessons has become a routine thing. Aunt Ye and my father came to my place to celebrate the New Year, because I don't want to go home.My father took advantage of the trend and developed his business to the magic city, and my mother appeared out of nowhere. This is the first time I have seen three adults who have been entangled for most of their lives in the same room and there is no tension. I feel something. is going bad.

Recently, the contact with my senior sister is limited to sending a happy new year text message, commenting on her three circles of friends, the content is probably that there are always endless test papers waiting for me, and then she likes two of my circles of friends, The content is all about eating, eating, and receiving a red envelope worth [-] yuan and [-] cents on the first day of the new year, that's all.I feel like this kind of description is like making a report, which is simple and boring, but this is a portrayal of my ordinary life during this period. I am always afraid that one day I will suddenly cut off contact like before, and even looking at her becomes a problem. extravagant hope.

In the late autumn when I was going home for the Chinese New Year, I came to our new home to have dinner on the evening of the seventh day of the Lunar New Year. It is said that the public started to go to work on this day, but the takeaway was not yet open. Aunt Ye and the others would leave after the Lantern Festival. Freelance work is so capricious.

Along with late autumn comes a special festival, Western Festival Man.I have never understood why we always have a crooked nut festival. The interval between Christmas and Valentine's Day is less than two months. The festival came so suddenly that I was really unprepared. After all, our family has never had this kind of Western festival.

The seating for dinner was subtly similar to that on Christmas Day. Aunt Ye and my mother sat across from Wan Qiu and me, and my father sat in the middle of the long table as if he was alone.It’s a rare family dinner, and the glass in front of me is actually not fruit juice but apple sparkling wine, which tastes as refreshing as fruit juice with an extremely low alcohol content, but it’s enough to instantly kill people like me who are too intoxicated with a little alcohol.

The obvious result is that after I secretly drank the fifth glass of fruit wine, my face was not red and I was not out of breath, but my eyes began to blur. Smirking, in fact, there is nothing to be happy about.

One of the conclusions I have come to is that I feel better after drinking.My brain seems to have become more flexible, and I feel that I can think things through more thoroughly. For example, liking Su Zi is my business, and I like it as long as I like it, and it has nothing to do with whether she responds or not.When Late Autumn helped me back to the room, I was always in a state of smirking happily because I figured out this joint.

"What happened to that long-lost friend you told me last time and her girlfriend?" Wan Qiu asked casually, but she pulled a chair and sat down by the bed, as if she wanted to have a deep talk with me.

"A friend I haven't seen for a long time? How can there be such a person." After drinking, people will become straightforward. I looked at Wan Qiu mockingly, "That so-called friend is myself, okay? Are you stupid? I still write novels thanks to you." Yes, I have no idea at all."

"Okay, I'll correct my mistake, what happened to you and that person." Wan Qiu admitted her mistake generously.

"What is that person, you know that person too, isn't it Su Zi?" I still used a mocking tone, although my words were a bit tongue-in-cheek, but this did not prevent me from despising Late Autumn's touching Shuangshang, "Said Act like you don't know, play dumb."

"Have you guys still been in touch recently?" Wan Qiu switched the conversation mode to straight to the point, why did I suddenly have the feeling that she was tempting me to talk.

"Yes, she sent me a red envelope a few days ago, and I bought a donut to eat, it was so sweet." Speaking of this, my joy was beyond words, and I bought a donut and got an extra [-] cents Eight can be saved, so that there will be a lot of red envelopes in the coming year, at least our contact will not be broken.

"That's it? Anyway, you spent Christmas together, okay, and she told me that you found a little girlfriend?"

"Fart, if I want to find a girlfriend, I will only find her." Unknowingly, my language became unrestrained, and I dared to say anything after drinking, "Don't talk to me here, I am very witty , won’t fall into your trap.”

"Okay, actually I just want to say, today's Valentine's Day, you don't have anything to say." Wan Qiu found out a mobile phone from somewhere, and the beige color protective case was very similar to mine. "Why don't you make a phone call to say hello?" one time?"

"Call as soon as you call, whoever is afraid of you." I snatched the phone and almost missed Wanqiu with too much force.Not only does this phone with a split shell look like mine, but even the order of the phone book and the names of people are a hair like mine. The twins who have been separated for many years are nothing more than that, I secretly sigh in my heart.

There are not many numbers stored in the phone book. I put the senior sister in the first place, followed by people like Li Zhiyang Wanqiu who are not particularly important but who are in frequent contact. I tapped the screen and pressed the call button, and the call was dialed out. .

"Hey, Xiaoyu, Happy New Year." Halfway through the singing of the ring tone, the phone was connected, and the other party knew it was me before I even spoke. As expected, he is the person I like. I feel sorry for the wit of the person on the other end of the phone Thumbs up.

"Hey, happy new year." I smirked a few words, the first phone call in the new year, thinking about what meaningful things to say to increase memory, "Long time no see, I miss you."

"Ah...?" The other party was obviously choked up, and hesitated for a long time to answer, "Well, I miss you too."

She misses me too!These four words exploded in my mind in an instant. I kicked Wanqiu without hesitation. She frowned and told me word by word with her mouth. pain.This is not a dream, I feel that my whole body is not good.

"That what..." I cleared my throat and tried to maintain a calm tone. In fact, my heart was already beating like a thunder and I almost jumped out to the living room to run around and despise the adults who were entangled there. No matter how messed up you are , That person thinks I can save the world.But the most urgent thing is to say something and respond. I pretended to be calm and said, "Happy Valentine's Day."

"You too, Happy Valentine's Day."

The short phone call ended here, and I jumped up and down from the bed to Wan Qiu, the ecstasy in my heart was indescribable, I could only pull her to laugh and turn around, wishing I could hug her and give her a kiss to thank her for encouraging me to call to say hello .I've decided to forgive the drunken madness of the kissing maniac and keep this historic phone in my collection.

"Give me your mobile phone, or exchange mine with yours. This is a request, not a request." I proposed to Wan Qiu in a tone that I thought was serious.

"It's your cell phone, okay, look at your worthless baby, I don't know when we will meet next time." Wan Qiu gave me a disapproving look at this person that I don't know, pure disgust.

"You single dog, go eat dog food, big sister and adults don't remember villains." I stood on the bed and looked at Wanqiu brazenly, thinking that saving the universe was not a dream.

Some things, the tighter they are suppressed, the more turbulent and uncontrollable they are when they are opened. After the surprise, there are intensified misses like a tide. I lay flat on the bed holding my mobile phone and hated why I didn't go home for the willful Chinese New Year.

The power of alcohol is really great. It doesn’t matter if you know afterwards that it’s just comfort or perfunctory, at least at this moment, I’m telling the truth.