If the fleeting year has not come

What kind of content should I post? I frowned and stared at the screen of my phone. It’s best to be euphemistic with affection, and delicate with wild classic sentences.

When I was seriously thinking about what far-reaching content I should post, Wanqiu has already quickly sent out the group message. The content is as follows. Please answer when you receive the message. To be cured, either chop it up or take medicine.Such a magical content, no matter how you look at it, doesn't seem like something I might send out. I don't know how other people will react when they see it.

Sighing helplessly, I simply sent it, and I didn’t receive a notification like the system prompting that the other party needs to add me as a friend before sending a message. The hanging heart finally landed, and my joy was beyond words. Looking at the newly decorated Christmas tree Also feel pleasing to the eye.

"Let me make you lunch." I happily suggested, always feeling that I must do something to commemorate this beautiful moment.

"You have this skill?" Wan Qiu asked suspiciously.

"Don't underestimate the speed of my single hand for 14 years!"

"What are you talking about..." The corners of Wan Qiu's mouth twitched, her eyes became strange looking at me who was getting carried away.

"I'll eat it for you next time." After saying this, I couldn't help but feel chills myself, what a terrible conversation, "I mean, I can cook instant noodles." This is one of the few Ye Xiao and I one of life skills.

"But I want to eat meat..."

"Spicy beef noodles." It's rare that I'm in a good mood to cook by myself, so I gave Wan Qiu a warning look that you should be grateful and content with.

In late autumn, raise your hands high to make a gesture of surrender, and take out a few bags of instant noodles from the locker cooperatively, bring the pot to boil, add the instant noodles and rinse them out for a few times, and sprinkle the seasoning packets directly on the cooked noodles Stir well, and a bowl of noodles is freshly baked.The action is done in one go, but I always feel that something is wrong.In late autumn, I served the noodles for tasting. After one pass, the noodles were very chewy, and the sauce was mixed, and the taste was very good.

Standing directly by the stove and finishing a bowl of instant noodles, I finally remembered what was wrong. I agreed to let her eat next, but the reality was just the other way around, and her professional skills were obviously much more proficient than mine.

"You're hitting me in the face with practical actions." I put the empty bowl in the sink and said pretending to be angry.

"I'm just helping you celebrate."

"What are you celebrating?" I asked with a guilty conscience. Is it possible that she also knows about Suzi and I? Who else in the world doesn't know about it? Come forward and I will tell you the whole story myself.

"The Christmas tree was decorated successfully." Wan Qiu said nonsense without blushing or panting.

"Sure..." I agreed without sincerity, and suddenly felt that Wanqiu would be a good listener, can I ask Auntie Ye what I don't want to say, after all, she also likes women, so she can have a common language.I cleared my throat and waited for Wanqiu to finish eating the noodles in the bowl.

"What do you mean by looking at me with such greasy eyes? I'll cook for you when I'm not full." Wan Qiu put down the bowl and chopsticks to unpack the instant noodles, and whispered, "Big sister is single now." 25 years of technical crystallization, the instant noodles are cooked to perfection."

"Do you want to eat fruit when you are full? I'll cut it for you." I looked at Wan Qiu with a smile on my face. As the saying goes, you don't hit a smiling face with your hand. I'm such a dog leg and so immoral. She should give me a more pertinent opinion.

"You laughed so flatteringly that I panicked, what's the matter?" Wan Qiu shuddered in the heater with a room temperature of over 25.

"Well, it's like this. Didn't you send me a group message just now, and then a friend I haven't contacted for a long time replied, and told me something that I don't know what to do. Why don't you help me think about it too? ?” I made a perfect beginning for myself, and the more I thought about it, the more reasonable I felt.

"Well, tell me, I'll listen." Wan Qiu swiftly turned off the gas, left the unwashed dishes and went back to the living room, hugged the pillow and found a comfortable position on the sofa, implying it couldn't be more obvious, I While washing the dishes, she listened to me telling stories about my friends.

"I have a friend, she is really weird, she liked someone when she was very young, and he only helped her once, and it didn't mean anything to her at all." I began to think about my words, "You say this Isn't it boring? After so many years of unrequited love, people say that they don't like women anymore, and she still refuses to give up."

"Well, go on."

"Recently she kissed someone, so she fled in fear of crime, so she asked me what to do. I suggested to pretend that nothing happened, and to strike up a conversation with someone cheeky. She said that she couldn't forget about the forced kiss, but she It’s already obvious that people are avoiding her.” I continued, “So I said, since there is no hope, then forget it, and she doesn’t give up and wants to save it. I said you can go if you want to save it, but she feels No face to show up again."

"No more?" Wan Qiu raised her head and asked me who was standing by the sofa.

"It's probably like this. She didn't make it too clear to me. Anyway, she kissed her forcibly and dared not face it and wanted to make it up." I nodded.It seems that this story is so thin, I just like it enthusiastically, no matter what attitude the other party has, I think it's fine as long as I like it.But I don't know when things started to change in quality. I became no longer satisfied with just watching quietly and accompanied quietly, wanting to get a response or something more.

"If you like it, go for it, if you don't get it, you'll be strong, if you're not strong, you'll drug it, it's simple and rude." Wan Qiu raised her eyebrows slightly.

"I'm talking to you, so you can't be serious." I sat down next to Wan Qiu, trying to get her approval with a serious expression.

"I'm also serious. How can there be so many sci-fi romances that don't even dare to be strong, and who are still qualified to talk about love?"

"Uh, I'm still underage, so can't you pay attention to your words?" I coughed awkwardly.In a sense, Wanqiu and Auntie Ye have the same point of view. If you are sure that it is the happiness you want, you will boldly pursue it.However, the problem is that Wan Qiu doesn't know that the two protagonists in the story I'm telling are both girls.

"Okay, let's put it another way. The current situation is that you ran away by yourself, leaving someone alone to think wildly, and you have never been sure of the other party's mind from the beginning to the end."

"It's my friend, not me!" I raised my voice and used an emphatic tone, "But, both of them are girls, I mean, my friend fell in love with the same sex, and the person she liked said that homosexuality is disgusting .Such an obvious thing, what else needs to be confirmed?"

"Since you know that she is disgusted with homosexuality, why do you still kiss her? Or, since you know that there is no hope for her, why don't you give up on chasing her?" Wan Qiu still didn't change her title.

"This..." I was at a loss for words for a while, and I didn't bother to pursue the wrong use of pronouns in Late Autumn's discourse.Why don't you give up? If I knew why, then I would have given up a long time ago.Even though it has been said countless times that it is impossible by reality, it can always grasp the reasons that may not exist in small details and persist.She doesn't like me, she avoids me, she dislikes me, my world is messed up by me, but because she didn't block me, it all collapsed, I feel that I still have hope, and gradually improve my goodwill from the initial state of friends.

"Sometimes you follow your reason, and sometimes you are led by your heart. Such a vacillating attitude can only show that in this relationship, you love yourself the most." Wan Qiu said harsh words unceremoniously.

"I'm afraid she won't be able to accept it." I retorted.In fact, I also expected what would happen if I really got together with my senior sister.The contemptuous looks of passers-by, the overwhelming gossip, and the dislike and even hatred of the senior sister's family.It's really fitting that I have family to support me and she has nothing.

"So you just wishful thinking that as a secret lover, you have been giving greatness in obscurity, and you think you can do it without asking for anything in return. In fact, you have long been piled up with dissatisfaction. When the hole is getting bigger and bigger, you start not to be happy. Satisfied with the reality, he even thought about it, so he did something drastic, such as kissing the person who didn't know what he was thinking."

Great?Why do I always feel that I am very humble, so humble that I dare not even express this feeling, and finally express it, but what I get is the worst result.Listening to Wan Qiu's words, I began to recall what I had done.Indeed, as she said, if the emotions that have been suppressed cannot be released, they will want to destroy them directly in the end. They always think that the big deal is that they will never communicate with each other, which has caused the current regret.

"As expected of a book writer, he speaks in a way..."

"If you're like this, I'll feel like I've been farting all the time without making a sound." Wan Qiu looked resentful, "Although I always think it's immoral to be straight, but if you're sure of your feelings It’s up to her, it’s not bad to make both parties happy. As for the public opinion and the public in your illusion, to be honest, look at how many two girls are shopping hand in hand on the street, how many Shen Jingbing would despise They can't be more normal than that."

"But her family..." This is what adults think, I silently repeated Wan Qiu's words in my heart, I feel like what Aunt Ye said, the premise is certain.If Senior Sister is with me, I think it will be the happiest thing in my life, it is too late to cherish, why should I let it down.

"You didn't even start chasing after her, but you thought about her family. Should you say that you are thinking too much or thinking carefully." Wan Qiu made a gesture of holding his forehead, "Speaking of hypocrisy, move them with your heart."

"But what should I do now, she may already hate me."

"She didn't block you, didn't she." Wan Qiu smiled teasingly, with an expression of a big sister who had already seen through everything, "Let's start from the beginning, turn the page over, and let's talk about it later as a small sentiment."

"Ah...that's it." I thought for a while, and felt that what Wan Qiu said made sense. I chased him down as if nothing had happened, and then I thought about it again, "No, what do you mean by not blocking me? This is me. What about my friend, why did it suddenly come to me!" I tried to hide it, but suddenly remembered that Wanqiu was still single, "You have so much theoretical experience, why are you still single?"

"Go wash the dishes!" Wan Qiu glared at me viciously, and squeezed out a few words between her teeth.