If the fleeting year has not come

I don’t know if it’s vanity or the rebellious period. Some people are particularly jealous of people who hang out with good-looking people. Since the good relationship between Qiu You and Wen Tianyi was exposed, I feel that the students around me, especially the girls, look at me. It's all weird.

The most direct impact is on the homework. Usually the homework is not finished, and the class representative can accommodate us before the end of the second class. He will give a student with good grades a homework book for reference, but now it has become premature. Homework must be handed in after reading, otherwise the name will be reported to the teacher.Only then did I realize how tall Wen Tianyi's image is in girls' hearts, and anyone who gets close to him will be hostile.Of course, I don't think there is any problem with this, but I feel a little uncomfortable, because it feels weird to become the focus of everyone for no reason.

Han Xin was also implicated together, but she didn't talk much to everyone, as if she was not close to strangers and not disturbing acquaintances, so the relationship between the two of us can be described as rapid development, from childhood to the present.It turns out that we still have some things in common. For example, we don’t have a mother. I am luckier than her because I have Aunt Ye. However, her mother passed away due to some reasons that she didn’t want to say.Fortunately, I was surrounded by my seniors since I was a child, and she could only accept other people's pointing and pointing silently, so she became such a deserted state that she was too lazy to speak.I instinctively decided that the relationship between her and her father must not be good, otherwise how could she have been disappointed in men at a young age, and could only pin her feelings on Wan Qiu, whom she meets occasionally but who is much older than her.

Thinking of this, I can't help sorting out my feelings for Su Zi silently. It should have gradually evolved from a life-saving driftwood at the beginning to a lack of dependence on a mother's love, and then turned into a habit.In terms of relationships, I don't think I'm too disappointed in men, but I just happened to meet Su Zi first, so I decided on her.Some people also question that this kind of emotion will disappear with age and rich experience, or that dependence is not the so-called love.

But once a habit is formed, few people can change it.I am used to her smiling at me near me, even if one day she suddenly disappears, that feeling will still remain in my heart, and when I see her again, all the accumulated things will still gush out.Even if these superficial feelings are not love, then I admit it.

"Hey, why are you in a daze all of a sudden." Han Xin bumped me with his arm.

"Where did you say it?" I returned to my senses.Looking at the time, there are still 5 minutes before school ends, put everything in the school bag, and just wait for the bell to ring to be able to roll home.

"I asked you how your birthday was, and Wen Tianyi gave you some advice. You have to tell me so I can cooperate." Han Xin also began to organize things.

Tear up the waste paper in the drawer and put it in a small plastic bag. Some teachers are strict in class, we can only chat with small notes, and we can tear up a few notebooks in a week. Sometimes it is really boring, and it will be in the notebook Drawing grids and playing backgammon, I believe this experience is a common memory of my school days.The last two classes in the afternoon are basically self-study, reading novels and writing homework freely, and the teacher will turn a blind eye when saying a few small words, she waits for us to finish after get off work.

"You don't need to cooperate..." I glanced at her serious side face guiltily, "Wen Tian also said that going to the ktv is more atmospheric, and you can drink some alcoholic drinks to strengthen your courage."

"Do you think that guy is reliable?" Han Xin pouted, distrust written on his face.I don't know when it started, Wen Tian has also become a representative figure of unconstrained style in our eyes, and his title has changed from senior to that guy.

"I don't really understand, can't this work? He said that he can say that he can say that he can't remember anything after being drunk." Compared with other children, the focus of my life is not only school but also home. Aunt Ye and Ye Xiao are dead houses. The instant noodles can last half a month. I once thought that if my father and I hadn’t been there, the mother and son would have raised a large forest of mushrooms at home, the kind with spider webs hanging on them.

"Childish." Han Xin said in the tone of a person who has experienced it, "I don't even think about the consequences. Who will send you home when you get hot-headed and drunk? I don't have the ability."

Therefore, it is true that girls are more mature than boys. Wen Tian also thought that avoiding relatives and friends would be less embarrassing, but in fact, it might put people in real danger.I don’t know how to drink, but I remember that one year during the Chinese New Year, Ye Xiao got drunk from champagne, his whole body was like a boiled shrimp, he claimed that ants were crawling on his head, and he smirked in the mirror and turned into a red boy. I still think it's too beautiful.

"It's the same at home. You just need to change the drink to something like pineapple beer in advance. The alcohol content is not high enough to drink unconsciously." Han Xin suggested.

I nodded, a sense of excitement from doing bad things filled my heart, just thinking about it made my heart beat faster, I felt that the original purpose had been deviated, but my bad nature was more intense, and my palpitations made me hope that the weekend would come soon.

"You giggle like a mentally handicapped child, and you can get into the Zhipei School if you drool." Han Xin complained to everyone indiscriminately.

"What do you like to eat, I'll ask Aunt Ye to make it for you." I asked proudly, as if I was the one who could cook.

"Go home after school." It was obvious that the bell was more attractive to Han Xin.

Aunt Ye is going out for a party today, Ye Xiao still has to study by herself in the evening, I need to go home alone.In the past, the driver drove me wherever I went, so that now I can experience the feeling of taking a bus alone.

The bus stop is at the back door of the school, but Han Xin’s house is relatively close to the front door, and the front door is near the third-grade teaching building. Occasionally, I can meet Su Zi who comes home from school for dinner, so I follow Han Xin out of the front door.In the third grade of junior high school, I often procrastinate. I didn't meet the seniors today. I guess they are still in class.

After walking a short distance with Han Xin, I cut into a small path and headed to the station at the back gate of the school. In order to spend more time with my good friends, it is something that everyone has done to deliberately take a detour home.

It got dark very early in December, and the sky darkened not long after school. This is a trail interspersed among residential buildings, and the street lights are very scattered. The whole road is pitch black and has a gloomy feeling.

When passing by a residential building, several people dressed as students were gathering together in the corridor on the first floor. There was a little spark in the darkness, and they looked like they were smoking.There are people like this in every school, a self-important second-year middle school student who prides himself on smoking, drinking and even wearing fancy clothes with colorful hair, but is actually just a punk.

This kind of person is very boring, I glanced at it hastily, pretended I didn’t see anything and walked over, unexpectedly, one of them pointed towards me a few times, four or five people with bad characters written on their faces never He came out of the corridor and stood in front of me.

"It is said that you are talking to Wen Xiaocao?" The leader is a girl wearing a miniskirt with black stockings, and her upper body is also very thin, her nose is red from the cold, which shows that not every non-mainstream is resistant to cold.

"What are you talking about?" It was Wen Tianyi again, my knee was hit by countless arrows and I was about to die of pain.

"You're pretending to be pure when you say you're water." The girl exchanged glances with the others, and everyone laughed in unison, although I couldn't find the point of the joke at all.The girl threw the cigarette butt in her hand on the ground and crushed it flat, "He will really like you? You haven't opened your facial features yet, so shriveled that African refugees feel sad when they see it."

Is it that bad, I can't help but ask myself.Of course not, these guys are obviously here to find fault, but there are so many of them, and they are outside the school, I think I should get scared.

"Han Xin knows you very well?" the girl continued to ask.

Han Xin was suddenly brought up. Could it be the rhythm of old hatred and new hatred? I can only look at her and wait for the next article.

"It's funny that a person who doesn't love his mother also has friends." This girl seems to be very capable of asking and answering herself. She can play up her emotions without my response, "I advise you to stay away from these two people. You can't afford Wen Xiaocao, as for Han Xin, he is a person who can't control his mother to death, you can weigh it yourself."

What happened to Wen Tianyi has nothing to do with me, but she scolded Han Xin. Irresponsible words.I suddenly understood why Han Xin didn't want to answer people anymore. Growing up under such unimaginable but hurtful rumors, the pressure is more than a mountain.

"You like to eat durian, right?" I smiled and looked at the girl.

"It's okay, why, you want to buy it for me?" The girl was very touching when she saw the double business, and she smiled happily.

"At first, I thought durian was already smelly enough, but after comparing it with your mouth, there is probably nothing more suitable for you than a bowl of hot Xiang. But then again, if you use dog shit to describe your mouth, the dog may cry Blind." I suddenly became eloquent, and the vicious words formed their own sentences, and I could blurt them out without thinking.It is wrong to attack people in life, not to mention they are talking about the mother Han Xin cares about the most.

"Yo, the little mouth is pretty good at talking, I think you have an itchy mouth and a lot of smoke!" The girl was out of breath, lit a cigarette and held it in her mouth, and pointed to the short-haired girl in front of me with her eyes.

The short-haired girl understood, stepped in front of me, grabbed my chin with one hand, raised the other hand, and was about to draw down the power.

This state reminds me of the scene when I was bullied and my senior sister came out to help when I was a child, although at that time it was just a play-house between children, which was completely different from the real guns and live ammunition now.History is always strikingly similar. I thought that according to the trend of the script, a flower protector must come out at this time and sternly shout back the gangsters in front of me.

"Don't slap your face!" However, the reality is that I directly covered my face with my hands.