dumb love
Chapter 48 was locked due to unknown reasons and haven't had time to modify it yet,
Stop, and then suddenly some ferociously supported my desire that had just softened and swallowed it into my body fiercely. I couldn't understand his expression for a moment, but I could clearly feel the despair, as if he was drowning in the deep After struggling in the water of the lake for too long, the straw that he finally grasped suddenly disappeared. It was the despair that could not be suppressed physically or psychologically.
Clinging tightly to my shoulders, his movements have been fierce and powerful. I just remembered that it seems that every time we roll on the bed, it is like this, as if there will never be another time after rolling the sheets this time, entangled in the bed. Together, ask again and again.
"Chenxi, do you feel pain?" I couldn't explain why I felt this way all of a sudden, but I felt distressed all of a sudden. I ran my fingertips across his thin and protruding collarbone, and he stopped obediently. Looking at me, he slowly evoked a mocking smile.
"Do you know it hurts?" The dry and white fingers stained with me lay across my eyes, he looked at my eyes, traced the eye sockets with his fingertips, and stroked them gently, I could even feel the pain caused by holding the pen for a long time. A thin cocoon is formed.
Of course I know that there is a pain of the skin and a pain of the marrow.
"You...you said...what...is the pain." He started to sway his waist again, and the impact sound was fragmented by his fierce movements. He simply straightened up, and the desire covered with turbid fluid stood upright in front of me. Blue veins bulge, of course I understand what he means.
That thing doesn’t seem to be used often. Although it is thick, it is also cute and tight. This is the first time I have eaten this. The fishy smell stimulates my taste buds. It can’t be said to be good or bad. Painting a ladle with a gourd.
The brat wanted to shoot at my face, if someone saw me at this moment, I'm afraid it would be another laughing stock.
I wiped my face indiscriminately, and just turned over my trousers pocket to find out the cigarette case, picked one out and lit it. In fact, I rarely smoked in the past few years, and occasionally I only rely on it to calm my mind, but recently There are too many troubles, the people in the company are in panic, and there are other messes outside. Even if there is no morning light to add trouble to me at this moment, I don’t remember how long I haven’t slept peacefully. My eye sockets are sunken compared to ordinary people. more obvious.
I'm actually much luckier than the average person, aren't I?I smoked a cigarette to refresh myself, and without saying a word, I looked down for the scattered clothes, grabbed them and put them on without seeing who belonged to them. When I wore a shirt that was obviously a little loose, I was a little embarrassed for a while. But it does not affect my formal attire to attend the negotiation.
In a short while, he was already fully dressed, during which Chenxi kept staring at me, especially when I was frowning and tugging on some loose shirts, but he didn't stop me.
"It's so beautiful." This brat really hasn't improved at all. After so many years, he still only says that he is beautiful when he praises others.
I was so angry and funny, as if I was waiting for the uncle, I had to put on his clothes by myself. Seeing the obviously tight shirt, I smiled unconsciously: "Tighten it, it will highlight your figure." After wearing it, I couldn't help eating a little Tofu, holding his head and followed me for a passionate kiss.
If it was in the past, I think it's good like this. When we meet each other, we go to bed, and when we get out of bed, we don't know anyone, and we don't have any relationship or concern.
"Where are you going back, do you want me to take you?" Chen Xi couldn't speak and I couldn't let him be silent, he was a little numb from the stare in his eyes, the most beautiful thing on Chen Xi's face was those eyes, maybe after so many years, let it be He was born with a bit more spirituality than ordinary people, and it was these eyes that attracted me the most. A person with extremely beautiful eyes is not bad.
"If I go to look for brother Shen Nuo, will you be jealous?" He stared at me, hesitantly and a little funny and asked.
Of course I... wouldn't.
"I submitted my resume, but I was not notified of an interview." Chen Xi said indifferently, but I suddenly heard something from it, and I didn't know how to speak for a while.
Xu Jiu said: "Which industry do you like, or come to H·searle?"
Chen Xi looked at me and smiled slowly: "If I were a softie, would you still want me?"
"Yes, why not." I kissed the corner of his lips, "Why don't you go to my place at such a late hour?"
"Is there anyone else?" As soon as Chen Xi finished speaking, I closed his mouth again.
Vaguely said: "How could it be, good boy, go back and continue."
☆, Big Broad Axe
Chen Xi was more aggressive than me, and I hardly slept in the second half of the night. He really pestered me all night, as if he wanted to make up for all the years of absence.
The consequence of indulging in lust is that the next day my waist and legs feel weak and my whole body seems to have been rebuilt. If it weren't for the company's other problems, I would also imagine sleeping sweetly with my pillow hugged like him.
I didn't wake him up, left a piece of my contact information and a note, and rushed to the company as quickly as possible.
As early as last night, Ryan called me and said that there was a problem with the raw material supply of H·searle. This kind of thing can be big or small, and it directly affects the quality. At that time, I was on the bed and entered the Grinding to the deepest part of Chenxi's body, he deliberately blocked his desire to vent. Ren seemed to hear it, and after cursing with a smile, he closed the line without saying anything.
When I arrived on the 27th floor, Ren seemed to have been waiting for a long time. In fact, this person was the most unscrupulous person. He came forward when he saw me stubbing out my cigarette.
"Shen, it was a one-night stand last night." I learned Chinese well, so I opened the door with a snort, and I was a little confused.
"Where's Yang Qing?" I asked him to study with Ren, and he usually comes to my office most of the time, but it's a little strange to see him suddenly.
"I asked him to investigate the factories in Suzhou that provide raw materials." Ren explained.
"Let him go?" I was a little surprised. In my opinion, it will take at least a week for him to get used to it. It's only three or five days now. Isn't it a bit too early? Of course, this is not my ability to question.
"If it doesn't work, I can only say that I need to change an assistant as soon as possible." Although I didn't express my agreement, the result was the same.
I got through to the design department and asked him to send all the resumes he received, and then I analyzed H·searle with Ryan at this time. The stumbling block is still small, they don't dare to ruin H·searle's reputation too blatantly, they can only ruin me as much as possible, these people really are.
I was very clear in my heart, but I didn't show anything on the face. Ren said he was tired, so I went to make coffee for him. I am very good at doing these things, not only because he is tired these days, especially yesterday. Once out, I was also tired.
I loosened my tie, and Ren smiled and said, "Your little lover is so hot." I actually didn't care about Chen Xi's hickey on his neck, but I couldn't escape from this too strong possessive desire.
I said: "If you have nothing to do, I'll find something else for you, don't wander around in front of me, it will give you a headache."
Lei Enxishi complained in a heartfelt manner: "Shen, you are too much, you have given up on me so quickly." I didn't bother to pay attention to his nonsense, sorted out the clues, and slowly thought about how to replace everything here on their own people.
This kind of thing is difficult to say, and it is not easy to say that it is simple. It is a matter of time before I have little experience, but it is not their excuse or reason.
I have a lot of things to do, and the people I keep under my hands are not useless. There is no need to ask about everything. I went through all the resumes sent by Tan Hengli, and searched with a purpose. Sure enough, I found Chenxi in it. Tan Hengli didn't know anything about him, so I asked the deputy manager of his department why he wanted to delete him, and the man said solemnly: "I don't like a person who doesn't even have the ability to express himself. "
In fact, I should have known earlier that his flaws will limit all his opportunities, no matter how high his academic qualifications are and how excellent his ability is, no one will have the time to appreciate it.
The world is inherently unfair. His hard work should give him a chance. After thinking about it for a while, he should inform the personnel department to give him a chance to come for an interview. I only have one request, which is to listen patiently to what he wants to express. over.
The fastest thing I have learned in these years is dealing with businessmen. I know what kind of face they have and even when they will turn their backs. It is not profitable.
My continuous substitutions may have already caused dissatisfaction among the higher-ups. Ryan preached earnestly: "Shen, you have made two big taboos. One, you are too impatient, and two, you are too soft." It’s really hurting me. Ren is actually much worse than me. He said that driving people away actually requires skill. Don’t reveal your purpose, as long as you know each other well.
Those who are in high positions will always be a little petty in their hearts. I don't mind if they take advantage of their power to make a small fortune. As long as they don't go too far and damage the company's reputation, I can turn a blind eye to it.
After that day, in just three days, I saw Chenxi again in the company, with a suit and tie, a slender and stylish figure, and she didn't feel like she was wrapped dry at all.
I passed by from the 21st floor, and Chen Xi was stalked by a group of women. I was inexplicably angry, so I reprimanded them, and walked away without looking at Chen Xi.
"I'll take you to see if the baby is okay tonight, it's very cute." After saying this, I suddenly thought of Shen Nuo, and I broke away from his hand uncomfortably, trying to refuse him. From before to now, I have almost never I have rejected any request from him, but this is the only one I can't do and don't want to do.
Arguing with Chenxi is a profound art, because no matter what you say, he will look at you without saying a word, and I will not lose my temper or cold war with him like a shrew. We have been separated for six years , each other has changed.
"I don't want to go, it's not very good to have Shen Nuo take care of me." He opened his eyes wide and seemed a little puzzled why I mentioned Shen Nuo at this moment.
"Didn't Shen Nuo take care of the child when you came out to work?" Although I couldn't hear anything wrong with my tone, I knew that the sentence itself was very ironic, at least from Chen Xi's rapidly turning cold face. I can feel it.
After confronting each other for a long time, I don't know who compromised first, who started first, hugged each other tightly, kissed each other fiercely, from biting to docile, it only took 1 minute.
I touched my lips that were bitten again: "You really belong to a dog." I was speechless under his calm nod.
Chen Xi said: "I took the baby with me. I used to do private work at home. Speaking of which, this is the first time I work in a company." That helpless smile hurt me deeply, and I subconsciously wanted to touch it. He touched his face, but suddenly retracted when he heard a rush of footsteps.
It's so strange, I left Mingchuan, left No. [-] Middle School, and left him, just thinking that one day I could hold his hand in a fair manner regardless of everyone's eyes, but now that I am in a high position, I feel a little shy.
"I'll pick you up after get off work." I entered the elevator, and there was the faint sound of Tan Hengli's footsteps leaving at the corner. Even if I didn't see anything, I must have guessed something.
I never thought that my life would be to marry a wife and have children after all the dust settled. Maybe I had never thought about it so long before, but Su Changhua has always been different from me. A good wife and mother, if he wants to go out to earn money to support the family, his wife will obediently stay at home to take care of her husband and children.
At that time, he asked me in distress: "One baby is too lonely, and two are too noisy, what should I do?" He saw through my life and thought that when his baby was born, I might still be drunk and dreaming in some gentle country.
I said: "That's not easy, just give me one more child, and then your child calls me godfather, and my child calls you godfather, how harmonious." Although I didn't mean to say it, but subconsciously felt Su Changhua It's normal for my son to call me godfather.
Su Changhua was not happy at that time: "My own son calls me godfather, so don't make trouble." I thought to myself how do you know it is your own son?
That's what I said, his child, I still have to be in pain like my own child. After thinking about it, I think it's okay. Keep a son and continue to cause harm.
☆, a new beginning
Su Changhua's name has already taken advantage of it. The baby is still too young, and it is true that he cannot leave others to take care of him all the time. Chen Xi is thoughtful. He hired a confinement wife to take care of him after he went to work. He couldn't afford to hire someone with too high qualifications , is the care of a 50-[-]-year-old woman forced by life.
When we went back, the little guy who had been arguing for a long time had just drank milk and calmed down. He was lying in his small stroller and was sleeping soundly. The little baby was not as graceful as his father at all. The hair that hasn't grown fully, the soft and small nose, and the slightly open mouth is drooling and spitting bubbles, it's really not cute at all.
I wanted to tap his soft cheeks with my index finger a few times, but I was afraid of waking him up, so I had no choice but to give up. Chen Xi smiled and put down her things and went to the kitchen to wash her hands.
This is just a dilapidated building with a few tens of square meters of room and a living room with a study room and a small attic. It is actually quite far from the company.
"Chen Xi, move in and live with me." My cooking skills have only been able to feed myself for so many years, and I can't learn too advanced taste enjoyment, but his current appearance is more important to me. It is a visual treat.
Three dishes and one soup, the only meaty dish is tomato scrambled eggs, I made a cucumber egg drop soup, it was light, it looked very attractive, and it tasted good, the confinement lady seemed to be resting first, The small space is separated by wooden boards, making a living room.
He went to the kitchen to get a spoon or something, and I brought out two bowls of rice. The white rice exuded an attractive aroma. Chen Xi had just sat down before she had time to eat, so she listened for a while and then hurriedly stood up After going to the next room, the closed door was opened only to hear the baby crying more and more presumptuously after being ignored.
Chen Xi went to hug him first, and I followed. Seeing that he was very skillful, he first checked whether he had wet the bed, and then patted and shook him to coax him to go back to sleep. I leaned against the door and watched his movements, and suddenly felt even more special. It's pleasing to the eye.
It didn't take long to wait for Chenxi to put the baby to sleep before going to eat, and it was only a few minutes.
"Did the baby have a name?" According to Su Changhua's temperament, he should have chosen a name.
Chen Xi dipped his fingers into the water in the glass and quickly wrote two words on the table. Following the traces of water, I saw that the handwriting went from wet to disappearing. Huai Su really deserves his literary talent. .
Right now, even if I am a little angry, I have to bear it for the time being. If Su Changhua would appear in front of me at this moment, I would definitely punch him awake without saying a word.
"Su Huaisu, that's a bad name." I paused, and picked up two grains of rice with chopsticks casually, and then I picked up only three or four grains.
Chen Xi glanced at me, then silently went to the kitchen to get a spoon and handed it to me. I didn't refuse too shamelessly. After all, I didn't use chopsticks for so long, and it was really labor-intensive to hold these small particles.
Chen Xi emphasized: "Yes, Huai Su." I didn't understand it at first, but when I realized it, I suddenly felt angry.
Su Changhua is really capable, he just left a name and left in a cool way, even if the child's surname is not Su, it has nothing to do with him.
After the anger passed, I suddenly calmed down abnormally. I have been absent from his past for so many years, so what right do I have to criticize him now.
"You knew about Xu You and Su Changhua a long time ago, why didn't you tell me?" Right now, I don't actually have the intention or intention to accuse anyone. The older I get, the more I realize that no one is omnipotent.
Unexpectedly, Chen Xi didn't treat her silently, as if she wanted to ask me a long time ago but didn't ask it all the time, but now I ask it back, and she can also subconsciously ask me: "Then have you seriously considered our matter? ?” I was choked up.
I used to say that he was too young to prevaricate him. At that time, he was really young. I also thought that we would not see each other again after parting, even if there was still a trace of luck. When I really saw him later, I knew that this time was the real one. Open robbery.
My silence seemed to make him a little reconciled. He put down his chopsticks and asked, "Teacher still thinks that I haven't grown up and don't understand love. Then in another six years, when I have your age and experience, now, How about the peerless elegance?"
I was stunned, and there was always a voice in my heart rebutting. Actually, it’s not like this. I’ve never thought about it like this. Those are just excuses. If I refute, he will definitely acquiesce in this statement. It’s just that I can’t say it, and I actually refute it. No, what he said was right.
In his eyes, my silence is obviously an acquiescence. Fortunately, I can't hear his voice, without the silent questioning of emotion, I'm very depressed, but I can hide my thoughts very well.
He grinned, self-deprecating and a little bitter: "For so many years, you are the one who has tried to probe, you are the one who hesitates, and you are the one who refuses to respond. Even when it starts and when it ends, it is up to you to decide, you say Let me wait for you, I waited, even if I didn't take the B university, I still came to B city, I thought I could see you here, or, I would tell myself every day, maybe I can see you today, even if You never thought of being with me, and I also want to ask you in person, have you ever liked me? Even once. "
The morning light at this moment made me feel that I am the one who is flawed, and I also want to seriously think about this question carefully, do I like him, do I want to spend my life with him? After making a fuss, I can still tell what I can do and what I can’t do. For example, when it comes to dealing with Chen Xi, if I never had the idea of wanting to be with him forever, I don’t think I need to go to France for a few years. I want to get rid of the old man's control as soon as possible.
"Mingyi, can you tell me?" He must have been really scared during this brief silence, and that's why he was so at a loss, and put the only straw on my answer.
This is the first time he called my name, but it made me feel more relieved. I am no longer his teacher, and my identity is no longer a barrier.
"I like you, not because I'm gay, but because I like you." His expression was a little silent, but he repeated firmly: "I like you, and only you."
"Well, I know, dear, let's eat first, the food is cold."
He curled his lips, stopped talking, and ate quietly, and the three words "eating without words" were brought to the extreme.
After dinner, he washed the dishes, and I simply tidied up the tables and chairs and arranged them. I was about to smoke a cigarette to relieve my boredom, but I remembered the old and the young in the room, so I immediately suppressed my temper.
"Chenxi, move to my place. Changhua won't come back for a while. It's not convenient for you to go to work to take care of the baby. I'll ask an aunt to take care of it." I tried my best to organize a suitable reason to live with him, which was considered positive Respond to him.
In the end, he refused without hesitation. Why is the brat so stupid? Don't you know what it means to get the moon first?People who don't know how Su Changzi teaches.
I moved closer on purpose and rubbed against his neck, he was a little bit taller than me and it was not very comfortable to hold him.
"I'm so good. If you don't look at me carefully, I'm not afraid of being hooked away by others." Teasing like this, he took a breath and licked his lips and tongue: "Wait until I stabilize the company." Alright, let's go to Holland together, I'll go with you, without that little one."
The tips of Chen Xi's ears turned red all of a sudden. From my angle, I could see clearly that I couldn't help but think about it. Maybe it's because I mentioned the little things. It seems that I have a sense of touch. I haven't had time to ask for a sweet kiss here. There was another earth-shattering cry, Chenxi immediately pushed me away to look at the little thing, and I suddenly became unhappy.
The little guy dared to show off to you like this before he let you in. He has plenty of time to deal with you.
☆、I like you
It doesn't really matter if we live together or not. It's just that it's somewhat inconvenient for Chenxi to take care of the children alone, and I'm not satisfied with the confinement sister-in-law, so I just let him pack up the things that day and move out the next day. past.
When I asked Ren for leave by the way, that person was so condescending, like, "I'm very busy, don't call him if I have something to say." Naturally, I entrusted him to take care of it when I was away, so I didn't care about it. What is a dog's leg, a man can bend and stretch, and there is plenty of time to clean him up.
Even if I have been together today and night, it is still a bit uncomfortable to live together suddenly. From now on, he will take up part of all my private space, unlike the previous sleepover, no matter what I do in the future, he is entitled to ask. This feeling is actually not bad.
The little guy accepted his bed a little bit, and left his nest suddenly, crying so much, I got a headache from the noise, Chen Xi offended him as soon as he left, and couldn't be coaxed, so he opened his voice and cried. He just didn't know anything, Chen Xi didn't speak, he felt neglected, his nose and tears seemed to be abused, and thanks to the good sound insulation of the house, otherwise he would be complained if he kept making such a fuss.
I just hugged him on the big bed and crawled around with my bare buttocks chasing and teasing his furballs. Although I am used to staying up late, I haven’t had much rest these days, and the feeling of lying on the bed but not being able to sleep is really uncomfortable. After a while, Chen Xi felt very sorry, and wanted to carry the little guy to his own room next door, how could they be separated as soon as they lived together.
"I really owe you my father, why don't you and your father feel and see where he is now." I couldn't sleep, and he was tossing, nodding his bald head from time to time. It's been a month, and I still haven't grown any hair on my head. I'm a little worried about whether I'm going to be bald since I was a child. It's really ugly, so I can't do it.
The little guy pointed his butt at me and ignored me. I don’t want to pay attention to the parenting experience. The child has been kept here and I have to give an explanation to the family. I haven’t worried about it. Hua also has an older brother, who will not be cut off no matter what.
On the other hand, the old man is my only grandson, and Chen Xi seems to be an only child. Thinking of this, I suddenly raised my head and glanced at Chen Xi who had just returned from getting the little guy milk powder: "Chen Xi, if the little guy is asked to leave , shall we adopt a child too?"
Before Chen Xi had time to react, the little guy seemed to feel that he was going to be sent away, so he stopped chasing the fur ball, curled his mouth, and let out a howl.
I stretched out my hand and dragged him to me, took the milk bottle that Chen Xi handed over, and before it was brought to my mouth, he stooped and snatched it.
I immediately despised: "How promising, I thought it was going to be a hunger strike." After eating and drinking enough, he was tired, and he went to sleep with his buttocks pouting and bubbling. Chen Xi carried him to the baby room next door , When I came back, I didn't feel sleepy.
A few days ago, the rectification company of Dakaike must have been alarmed by the old man. Since it has started, there is no reason to end it so early. My dad went to the company for a sightseeing tour, but in fact he just wanted to see the current situation. .
I am actually quite satisfied with my current life. What I didn’t want to think about, and what I didn’t dare to want, are now in my hands. In this life, I don’t seem to have any regrets.
On the day I took Chenxi to meet my relatives, my dad seemed to plan to go out for a night and never come back. After so many years, he really didn't change his mind. After so long, he still had to rely on getting drunk every night. Really, the more he lived, the more he went back.
"Dad, why don't you go back to Mingchuan with us, how about meeting his mother?" I hugged my little ancestor and coaxed him to be quiet.
I don't think there is anything else to do now, I still have to go to Chenxi's hometown, at least give his mother an explanation, and by the way, trick my dad, that's all I can do.
"Have you got my consent for you to propose marriage?" My dad raised his eyebrows. He is 50 years old and looks as good as he used to. No matter how well maintained he is, he is still old.
I immediately tried to throw the little guy into his arms: "Look, the grandson has been brought here for you, so why don't you agree?" Don't dare to provoke him casually.
My dad really likes this little guy. He pinches his face and nods his head. The little guy reveals his red gums, and his mouth is full of saliva. Who fed it, the little heartless one.
Chen Xi has been sitting on the side awkwardly, the ugly daughter-in-law always wants to see her mother-in-law, not to mention, my father is really not fierce, just a bit willful.
Right now, I still love my child a little bit. I think the reason why I lacked fatherly love when I was a child is that he was probably really not ready for my arrival.
"This kid is much cuter than you, and he'll smile at me. I'm really reluctant to send him away." Maybe it's because he's older, but now he really likes it. There are a few more people in the family, so it's more lively.
"Don't you, this is someone else's child." I snatched the little guy and handed it to Chenxi to hold, then looked at him seriously and said: "I really invited you to Mingchuan together, Dad, even I I don't mind the past anymore, why do you still hold on to it? Half of your life has passed, how many years do you have to spend on anger, I have seen him before, he has been waiting for you to pass, Just for a promise."
My dad was stunned for a moment and then said angrily: "I don't object to you, you still want to meddle in my business, if you want to go, get out, leave the little guy and I'll help you take care of it for a few days."
Chen Xi actually doesn't know much about what happened between my dad and Shen Shuyu, but after hearing so much, she also vaguely knows who Shen Shuyu has been waiting for all these years.
Seeing that Chen Xi hesitated to say anything, my dad hurriedly waved his hand and interrupted: "Even though I didn't like Ming Yi in the past, I watched this child grow up. I know what kind of temperament he is. The feelings you understand may not be the same as Ming Yi's." I think there is always a difference. After all, the times are making people. Although I don’t object, it doesn’t mean that everyone will accept it. What happens in the future, you still have to go on. As for me, even if it’s just for a small angry word , and I will abide by it."
Chen Xi wanted to say something more, so I quickly stopped him and threw the little guy into his arms: "I'll give you the TOEFL for this guy, I'll send his things over later, as long as he doesn't kill you, you can do anything else toss."
After I got out of my dad, I started to feel sad. In fact, I knew it would be like this. No matter who is used to my dad's willful temper, this point will never change. He said that from now on, everyone I went my own way, but I really never went there again. Maybe I was really angry in the past, but now, after so long, the hatred must have disappeared long ago. The only regret , I am used to this kind of life, I am used to forgetting and not thinking about it.
"If I'm really with Brother Shen Nuo, are you just like Uncle, who never wants to see me." Chen Xi's affirmative tone moved me a little, and he smiled immediately: "How come, I'm not him."
That's what I said, but I still have no idea in my heart. I'm not Fu Jianchen, and Chenxi is not Shen Shuyu. This assumption is fundamentally untenable.
Chen Xi thought for a while and said: "Since you left, the relationship between my mother and I has been very rigid. Speaking of it, I haven't been back for two or three years, so she probably won't ask what's going on now."
Talking to me so lightly, I was startled, and looked at him waiting for an explanation.
But he suddenly leaned over and looked into my eyes intently: "I never thought that one day, I would like a man. I don't even know what it feels like to like someone."
"Then, do you know now?" He blew lightly on him, and impatiently pressed his lips against his. The man's lips didn't smell messy, they were clean, just like his clean at this moment. eyes.
It's just because it's me, it's just because I've persisted for so long, I just don't want to give up suddenly, I just want to leave no regrets, there is no reason, at this moment, that's what I read in his eyes.
Thank you for being willing to wait for me, and thank you for letting me know the simplest and most simple love in this world.
"Chenxi, let's go home."
"it is good."
☆、Love is like a tiger
I haven't been on the road for such a long time, but it takes more than ten hours to drive from City B to Mingchuan even if I take the high speed.
"Let's stay here for one night and go back tomorrow." In the middle of the night, after driving for so long, I was very physically and mentally exhausted, and I just wanted to find a place to wash up and sleep, but in fact, Chen Xi was not ready yet.
Mingchuan is only an hour's drive away from F City, so it should be very fast, but he didn't know how to face his mother who loved him deeply and was deeply hurt by him. In fact, parents can think of such things Communication is the best, otherwise there will be a stalemate, making everyone uncomfortable.
Chen Xi leaned against me in a comfortable position, her naked body turned over from time to time and dawdled a few times, making her drowsy and restless. I reached out and patted his protruding shoulder blades: "Don't make trouble."
Putting his arms around him to fix his position, he was willing to sleep soundly. It was rare that he woke up naturally the next day.
The season of Lixia is the hottest time. I seldom wear casual clothes. I run back and forth to the company every day. There are already unchanging suits and shirts in the closet. Chenxi is a fledgling college student. With a gentle appearance, whoever's such an excellent son would not have a good face if he embarked on this road of no return, I was also mentally prepared.
After all, I stayed in Mingchuan for a year. After a few years, there were no superfluous changes except for a few more residential buildings around No. [-] Middle School. Chenxi’s family lived in an old house in Xiguan, with a yard similar to that of my hometown, and Xiaoyang on the second floor. Upstairs, living in both seemed empty.
His mother was waiting at home, presumably because Chen Xi had ventilated in advance, and the place was remote and quiet enough, even if he was beaten, he wouldn't be ashamed.
The first time I met his mother, she was in her 40s. She was younger than the average housewife. She was clean and tidy. Even if she lived alone, the house was clean and tidy. The dish which grows just fresh and tender.
"You haven't eaten yet. I'll cook first. You guys rest first." His mother didn't show much hostility or enthusiasm. It's astringent, but I also know that Chen Xi likes to eat this the most.
I've never been able to cook, and I can't help much. Chenxi went to help and was kicked out by his mother to accompany the guests. It's not bad to be shut down before the beginning, or maybe, his mother has already softened her heart.
After all, it's not just the beginning, so many years of persistence, so many years of resistance alone, his mother must have seen through it long ago, Chen Xi is probably exhausted, doing a fearless resistance alone, but I have never been by his side, Until I came back, he wasn't even sure in his heart if I liked him as much as he liked me.
There are not too many fancy dishes for home-cooked meals, a few side dishes, and a fish soup. The taste is quite similar to Chenxi's cooking, and it is comfortable to eat.
After the meal, Chen Xi went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, he
Clinging tightly to my shoulders, his movements have been fierce and powerful. I just remembered that it seems that every time we roll on the bed, it is like this, as if there will never be another time after rolling the sheets this time, entangled in the bed. Together, ask again and again.
"Chenxi, do you feel pain?" I couldn't explain why I felt this way all of a sudden, but I felt distressed all of a sudden. I ran my fingertips across his thin and protruding collarbone, and he stopped obediently. Looking at me, he slowly evoked a mocking smile.
"Do you know it hurts?" The dry and white fingers stained with me lay across my eyes, he looked at my eyes, traced the eye sockets with his fingertips, and stroked them gently, I could even feel the pain caused by holding the pen for a long time. A thin cocoon is formed.
Of course I know that there is a pain of the skin and a pain of the marrow.
"You...you said...what...is the pain." He started to sway his waist again, and the impact sound was fragmented by his fierce movements. He simply straightened up, and the desire covered with turbid fluid stood upright in front of me. Blue veins bulge, of course I understand what he means.
That thing doesn’t seem to be used often. Although it is thick, it is also cute and tight. This is the first time I have eaten this. The fishy smell stimulates my taste buds. It can’t be said to be good or bad. Painting a ladle with a gourd.
The brat wanted to shoot at my face, if someone saw me at this moment, I'm afraid it would be another laughing stock.
I wiped my face indiscriminately, and just turned over my trousers pocket to find out the cigarette case, picked one out and lit it. In fact, I rarely smoked in the past few years, and occasionally I only rely on it to calm my mind, but recently There are too many troubles, the people in the company are in panic, and there are other messes outside. Even if there is no morning light to add trouble to me at this moment, I don’t remember how long I haven’t slept peacefully. My eye sockets are sunken compared to ordinary people. more obvious.
I'm actually much luckier than the average person, aren't I?I smoked a cigarette to refresh myself, and without saying a word, I looked down for the scattered clothes, grabbed them and put them on without seeing who belonged to them. When I wore a shirt that was obviously a little loose, I was a little embarrassed for a while. But it does not affect my formal attire to attend the negotiation.
In a short while, he was already fully dressed, during which Chenxi kept staring at me, especially when I was frowning and tugging on some loose shirts, but he didn't stop me.
"It's so beautiful." This brat really hasn't improved at all. After so many years, he still only says that he is beautiful when he praises others.
I was so angry and funny, as if I was waiting for the uncle, I had to put on his clothes by myself. Seeing the obviously tight shirt, I smiled unconsciously: "Tighten it, it will highlight your figure." After wearing it, I couldn't help eating a little Tofu, holding his head and followed me for a passionate kiss.
If it was in the past, I think it's good like this. When we meet each other, we go to bed, and when we get out of bed, we don't know anyone, and we don't have any relationship or concern.
"Where are you going back, do you want me to take you?" Chen Xi couldn't speak and I couldn't let him be silent, he was a little numb from the stare in his eyes, the most beautiful thing on Chen Xi's face was those eyes, maybe after so many years, let it be He was born with a bit more spirituality than ordinary people, and it was these eyes that attracted me the most. A person with extremely beautiful eyes is not bad.
"If I go to look for brother Shen Nuo, will you be jealous?" He stared at me, hesitantly and a little funny and asked.
Of course I... wouldn't.
"I submitted my resume, but I was not notified of an interview." Chen Xi said indifferently, but I suddenly heard something from it, and I didn't know how to speak for a while.
Xu Jiu said: "Which industry do you like, or come to H·searle?"
Chen Xi looked at me and smiled slowly: "If I were a softie, would you still want me?"
"Yes, why not." I kissed the corner of his lips, "Why don't you go to my place at such a late hour?"
"Is there anyone else?" As soon as Chen Xi finished speaking, I closed his mouth again.
Vaguely said: "How could it be, good boy, go back and continue."
☆, Big Broad Axe
Chen Xi was more aggressive than me, and I hardly slept in the second half of the night. He really pestered me all night, as if he wanted to make up for all the years of absence.
The consequence of indulging in lust is that the next day my waist and legs feel weak and my whole body seems to have been rebuilt. If it weren't for the company's other problems, I would also imagine sleeping sweetly with my pillow hugged like him.
I didn't wake him up, left a piece of my contact information and a note, and rushed to the company as quickly as possible.
As early as last night, Ryan called me and said that there was a problem with the raw material supply of H·searle. This kind of thing can be big or small, and it directly affects the quality. At that time, I was on the bed and entered the Grinding to the deepest part of Chenxi's body, he deliberately blocked his desire to vent. Ren seemed to hear it, and after cursing with a smile, he closed the line without saying anything.
When I arrived on the 27th floor, Ren seemed to have been waiting for a long time. In fact, this person was the most unscrupulous person. He came forward when he saw me stubbing out my cigarette.
"Shen, it was a one-night stand last night." I learned Chinese well, so I opened the door with a snort, and I was a little confused.
"Where's Yang Qing?" I asked him to study with Ren, and he usually comes to my office most of the time, but it's a little strange to see him suddenly.
"I asked him to investigate the factories in Suzhou that provide raw materials." Ren explained.
"Let him go?" I was a little surprised. In my opinion, it will take at least a week for him to get used to it. It's only three or five days now. Isn't it a bit too early? Of course, this is not my ability to question.
"If it doesn't work, I can only say that I need to change an assistant as soon as possible." Although I didn't express my agreement, the result was the same.
I got through to the design department and asked him to send all the resumes he received, and then I analyzed H·searle with Ryan at this time. The stumbling block is still small, they don't dare to ruin H·searle's reputation too blatantly, they can only ruin me as much as possible, these people really are.
I was very clear in my heart, but I didn't show anything on the face. Ren said he was tired, so I went to make coffee for him. I am very good at doing these things, not only because he is tired these days, especially yesterday. Once out, I was also tired.
I loosened my tie, and Ren smiled and said, "Your little lover is so hot." I actually didn't care about Chen Xi's hickey on his neck, but I couldn't escape from this too strong possessive desire.
I said: "If you have nothing to do, I'll find something else for you, don't wander around in front of me, it will give you a headache."
Lei Enxishi complained in a heartfelt manner: "Shen, you are too much, you have given up on me so quickly." I didn't bother to pay attention to his nonsense, sorted out the clues, and slowly thought about how to replace everything here on their own people.
This kind of thing is difficult to say, and it is not easy to say that it is simple. It is a matter of time before I have little experience, but it is not their excuse or reason.
I have a lot of things to do, and the people I keep under my hands are not useless. There is no need to ask about everything. I went through all the resumes sent by Tan Hengli, and searched with a purpose. Sure enough, I found Chenxi in it. Tan Hengli didn't know anything about him, so I asked the deputy manager of his department why he wanted to delete him, and the man said solemnly: "I don't like a person who doesn't even have the ability to express himself. "
In fact, I should have known earlier that his flaws will limit all his opportunities, no matter how high his academic qualifications are and how excellent his ability is, no one will have the time to appreciate it.
The world is inherently unfair. His hard work should give him a chance. After thinking about it for a while, he should inform the personnel department to give him a chance to come for an interview. I only have one request, which is to listen patiently to what he wants to express. over.
The fastest thing I have learned in these years is dealing with businessmen. I know what kind of face they have and even when they will turn their backs. It is not profitable.
My continuous substitutions may have already caused dissatisfaction among the higher-ups. Ryan preached earnestly: "Shen, you have made two big taboos. One, you are too impatient, and two, you are too soft." It’s really hurting me. Ren is actually much worse than me. He said that driving people away actually requires skill. Don’t reveal your purpose, as long as you know each other well.
Those who are in high positions will always be a little petty in their hearts. I don't mind if they take advantage of their power to make a small fortune. As long as they don't go too far and damage the company's reputation, I can turn a blind eye to it.
After that day, in just three days, I saw Chenxi again in the company, with a suit and tie, a slender and stylish figure, and she didn't feel like she was wrapped dry at all.
I passed by from the 21st floor, and Chen Xi was stalked by a group of women. I was inexplicably angry, so I reprimanded them, and walked away without looking at Chen Xi.
"I'll take you to see if the baby is okay tonight, it's very cute." After saying this, I suddenly thought of Shen Nuo, and I broke away from his hand uncomfortably, trying to refuse him. From before to now, I have almost never I have rejected any request from him, but this is the only one I can't do and don't want to do.
Arguing with Chenxi is a profound art, because no matter what you say, he will look at you without saying a word, and I will not lose my temper or cold war with him like a shrew. We have been separated for six years , each other has changed.
"I don't want to go, it's not very good to have Shen Nuo take care of me." He opened his eyes wide and seemed a little puzzled why I mentioned Shen Nuo at this moment.
"Didn't Shen Nuo take care of the child when you came out to work?" Although I couldn't hear anything wrong with my tone, I knew that the sentence itself was very ironic, at least from Chen Xi's rapidly turning cold face. I can feel it.
After confronting each other for a long time, I don't know who compromised first, who started first, hugged each other tightly, kissed each other fiercely, from biting to docile, it only took 1 minute.
I touched my lips that were bitten again: "You really belong to a dog." I was speechless under his calm nod.
Chen Xi said: "I took the baby with me. I used to do private work at home. Speaking of which, this is the first time I work in a company." That helpless smile hurt me deeply, and I subconsciously wanted to touch it. He touched his face, but suddenly retracted when he heard a rush of footsteps.
It's so strange, I left Mingchuan, left No. [-] Middle School, and left him, just thinking that one day I could hold his hand in a fair manner regardless of everyone's eyes, but now that I am in a high position, I feel a little shy.
"I'll pick you up after get off work." I entered the elevator, and there was the faint sound of Tan Hengli's footsteps leaving at the corner. Even if I didn't see anything, I must have guessed something.
I never thought that my life would be to marry a wife and have children after all the dust settled. Maybe I had never thought about it so long before, but Su Changhua has always been different from me. A good wife and mother, if he wants to go out to earn money to support the family, his wife will obediently stay at home to take care of her husband and children.
At that time, he asked me in distress: "One baby is too lonely, and two are too noisy, what should I do?" He saw through my life and thought that when his baby was born, I might still be drunk and dreaming in some gentle country.
I said: "That's not easy, just give me one more child, and then your child calls me godfather, and my child calls you godfather, how harmonious." Although I didn't mean to say it, but subconsciously felt Su Changhua It's normal for my son to call me godfather.
Su Changhua was not happy at that time: "My own son calls me godfather, so don't make trouble." I thought to myself how do you know it is your own son?
That's what I said, his child, I still have to be in pain like my own child. After thinking about it, I think it's okay. Keep a son and continue to cause harm.
☆, a new beginning
Su Changhua's name has already taken advantage of it. The baby is still too young, and it is true that he cannot leave others to take care of him all the time. Chen Xi is thoughtful. He hired a confinement wife to take care of him after he went to work. He couldn't afford to hire someone with too high qualifications , is the care of a 50-[-]-year-old woman forced by life.
When we went back, the little guy who had been arguing for a long time had just drank milk and calmed down. He was lying in his small stroller and was sleeping soundly. The little baby was not as graceful as his father at all. The hair that hasn't grown fully, the soft and small nose, and the slightly open mouth is drooling and spitting bubbles, it's really not cute at all.
I wanted to tap his soft cheeks with my index finger a few times, but I was afraid of waking him up, so I had no choice but to give up. Chen Xi smiled and put down her things and went to the kitchen to wash her hands.
This is just a dilapidated building with a few tens of square meters of room and a living room with a study room and a small attic. It is actually quite far from the company.
"Chen Xi, move in and live with me." My cooking skills have only been able to feed myself for so many years, and I can't learn too advanced taste enjoyment, but his current appearance is more important to me. It is a visual treat.
Three dishes and one soup, the only meaty dish is tomato scrambled eggs, I made a cucumber egg drop soup, it was light, it looked very attractive, and it tasted good, the confinement lady seemed to be resting first, The small space is separated by wooden boards, making a living room.
He went to the kitchen to get a spoon or something, and I brought out two bowls of rice. The white rice exuded an attractive aroma. Chen Xi had just sat down before she had time to eat, so she listened for a while and then hurriedly stood up After going to the next room, the closed door was opened only to hear the baby crying more and more presumptuously after being ignored.
Chen Xi went to hug him first, and I followed. Seeing that he was very skillful, he first checked whether he had wet the bed, and then patted and shook him to coax him to go back to sleep. I leaned against the door and watched his movements, and suddenly felt even more special. It's pleasing to the eye.
It didn't take long to wait for Chenxi to put the baby to sleep before going to eat, and it was only a few minutes.
"Did the baby have a name?" According to Su Changhua's temperament, he should have chosen a name.
Chen Xi dipped his fingers into the water in the glass and quickly wrote two words on the table. Following the traces of water, I saw that the handwriting went from wet to disappearing. Huai Su really deserves his literary talent. .
Right now, even if I am a little angry, I have to bear it for the time being. If Su Changhua would appear in front of me at this moment, I would definitely punch him awake without saying a word.
"Su Huaisu, that's a bad name." I paused, and picked up two grains of rice with chopsticks casually, and then I picked up only three or four grains.
Chen Xi glanced at me, then silently went to the kitchen to get a spoon and handed it to me. I didn't refuse too shamelessly. After all, I didn't use chopsticks for so long, and it was really labor-intensive to hold these small particles.
Chen Xi emphasized: "Yes, Huai Su." I didn't understand it at first, but when I realized it, I suddenly felt angry.
Su Changhua is really capable, he just left a name and left in a cool way, even if the child's surname is not Su, it has nothing to do with him.
After the anger passed, I suddenly calmed down abnormally. I have been absent from his past for so many years, so what right do I have to criticize him now.
"You knew about Xu You and Su Changhua a long time ago, why didn't you tell me?" Right now, I don't actually have the intention or intention to accuse anyone. The older I get, the more I realize that no one is omnipotent.
Unexpectedly, Chen Xi didn't treat her silently, as if she wanted to ask me a long time ago but didn't ask it all the time, but now I ask it back, and she can also subconsciously ask me: "Then have you seriously considered our matter? ?” I was choked up.
I used to say that he was too young to prevaricate him. At that time, he was really young. I also thought that we would not see each other again after parting, even if there was still a trace of luck. When I really saw him later, I knew that this time was the real one. Open robbery.
My silence seemed to make him a little reconciled. He put down his chopsticks and asked, "Teacher still thinks that I haven't grown up and don't understand love. Then in another six years, when I have your age and experience, now, How about the peerless elegance?"
I was stunned, and there was always a voice in my heart rebutting. Actually, it’s not like this. I’ve never thought about it like this. Those are just excuses. If I refute, he will definitely acquiesce in this statement. It’s just that I can’t say it, and I actually refute it. No, what he said was right.
In his eyes, my silence is obviously an acquiescence. Fortunately, I can't hear his voice, without the silent questioning of emotion, I'm very depressed, but I can hide my thoughts very well.
He grinned, self-deprecating and a little bitter: "For so many years, you are the one who has tried to probe, you are the one who hesitates, and you are the one who refuses to respond. Even when it starts and when it ends, it is up to you to decide, you say Let me wait for you, I waited, even if I didn't take the B university, I still came to B city, I thought I could see you here, or, I would tell myself every day, maybe I can see you today, even if You never thought of being with me, and I also want to ask you in person, have you ever liked me? Even once. "
The morning light at this moment made me feel that I am the one who is flawed, and I also want to seriously think about this question carefully, do I like him, do I want to spend my life with him? After making a fuss, I can still tell what I can do and what I can’t do. For example, when it comes to dealing with Chen Xi, if I never had the idea of wanting to be with him forever, I don’t think I need to go to France for a few years. I want to get rid of the old man's control as soon as possible.
"Mingyi, can you tell me?" He must have been really scared during this brief silence, and that's why he was so at a loss, and put the only straw on my answer.
This is the first time he called my name, but it made me feel more relieved. I am no longer his teacher, and my identity is no longer a barrier.
"I like you, not because I'm gay, but because I like you." His expression was a little silent, but he repeated firmly: "I like you, and only you."
"Well, I know, dear, let's eat first, the food is cold."
He curled his lips, stopped talking, and ate quietly, and the three words "eating without words" were brought to the extreme.
After dinner, he washed the dishes, and I simply tidied up the tables and chairs and arranged them. I was about to smoke a cigarette to relieve my boredom, but I remembered the old and the young in the room, so I immediately suppressed my temper.
"Chenxi, move to my place. Changhua won't come back for a while. It's not convenient for you to go to work to take care of the baby. I'll ask an aunt to take care of it." I tried my best to organize a suitable reason to live with him, which was considered positive Respond to him.
In the end, he refused without hesitation. Why is the brat so stupid? Don't you know what it means to get the moon first?People who don't know how Su Changzi teaches.
I moved closer on purpose and rubbed against his neck, he was a little bit taller than me and it was not very comfortable to hold him.
"I'm so good. If you don't look at me carefully, I'm not afraid of being hooked away by others." Teasing like this, he took a breath and licked his lips and tongue: "Wait until I stabilize the company." Alright, let's go to Holland together, I'll go with you, without that little one."
The tips of Chen Xi's ears turned red all of a sudden. From my angle, I could see clearly that I couldn't help but think about it. Maybe it's because I mentioned the little things. It seems that I have a sense of touch. I haven't had time to ask for a sweet kiss here. There was another earth-shattering cry, Chenxi immediately pushed me away to look at the little thing, and I suddenly became unhappy.
The little guy dared to show off to you like this before he let you in. He has plenty of time to deal with you.
☆、I like you
It doesn't really matter if we live together or not. It's just that it's somewhat inconvenient for Chenxi to take care of the children alone, and I'm not satisfied with the confinement sister-in-law, so I just let him pack up the things that day and move out the next day. past.
When I asked Ren for leave by the way, that person was so condescending, like, "I'm very busy, don't call him if I have something to say." Naturally, I entrusted him to take care of it when I was away, so I didn't care about it. What is a dog's leg, a man can bend and stretch, and there is plenty of time to clean him up.
Even if I have been together today and night, it is still a bit uncomfortable to live together suddenly. From now on, he will take up part of all my private space, unlike the previous sleepover, no matter what I do in the future, he is entitled to ask. This feeling is actually not bad.
The little guy accepted his bed a little bit, and left his nest suddenly, crying so much, I got a headache from the noise, Chen Xi offended him as soon as he left, and couldn't be coaxed, so he opened his voice and cried. He just didn't know anything, Chen Xi didn't speak, he felt neglected, his nose and tears seemed to be abused, and thanks to the good sound insulation of the house, otherwise he would be complained if he kept making such a fuss.
I just hugged him on the big bed and crawled around with my bare buttocks chasing and teasing his furballs. Although I am used to staying up late, I haven’t had much rest these days, and the feeling of lying on the bed but not being able to sleep is really uncomfortable. After a while, Chen Xi felt very sorry, and wanted to carry the little guy to his own room next door, how could they be separated as soon as they lived together.
"I really owe you my father, why don't you and your father feel and see where he is now." I couldn't sleep, and he was tossing, nodding his bald head from time to time. It's been a month, and I still haven't grown any hair on my head. I'm a little worried about whether I'm going to be bald since I was a child. It's really ugly, so I can't do it.
The little guy pointed his butt at me and ignored me. I don’t want to pay attention to the parenting experience. The child has been kept here and I have to give an explanation to the family. I haven’t worried about it. Hua also has an older brother, who will not be cut off no matter what.
On the other hand, the old man is my only grandson, and Chen Xi seems to be an only child. Thinking of this, I suddenly raised my head and glanced at Chen Xi who had just returned from getting the little guy milk powder: "Chen Xi, if the little guy is asked to leave , shall we adopt a child too?"
Before Chen Xi had time to react, the little guy seemed to feel that he was going to be sent away, so he stopped chasing the fur ball, curled his mouth, and let out a howl.
I stretched out my hand and dragged him to me, took the milk bottle that Chen Xi handed over, and before it was brought to my mouth, he stooped and snatched it.
I immediately despised: "How promising, I thought it was going to be a hunger strike." After eating and drinking enough, he was tired, and he went to sleep with his buttocks pouting and bubbling. Chen Xi carried him to the baby room next door , When I came back, I didn't feel sleepy.
A few days ago, the rectification company of Dakaike must have been alarmed by the old man. Since it has started, there is no reason to end it so early. My dad went to the company for a sightseeing tour, but in fact he just wanted to see the current situation. .
I am actually quite satisfied with my current life. What I didn’t want to think about, and what I didn’t dare to want, are now in my hands. In this life, I don’t seem to have any regrets.
On the day I took Chenxi to meet my relatives, my dad seemed to plan to go out for a night and never come back. After so many years, he really didn't change his mind. After so long, he still had to rely on getting drunk every night. Really, the more he lived, the more he went back.
"Dad, why don't you go back to Mingchuan with us, how about meeting his mother?" I hugged my little ancestor and coaxed him to be quiet.
I don't think there is anything else to do now, I still have to go to Chenxi's hometown, at least give his mother an explanation, and by the way, trick my dad, that's all I can do.
"Have you got my consent for you to propose marriage?" My dad raised his eyebrows. He is 50 years old and looks as good as he used to. No matter how well maintained he is, he is still old.
I immediately tried to throw the little guy into his arms: "Look, the grandson has been brought here for you, so why don't you agree?" Don't dare to provoke him casually.
My dad really likes this little guy. He pinches his face and nods his head. The little guy reveals his red gums, and his mouth is full of saliva. Who fed it, the little heartless one.
Chen Xi has been sitting on the side awkwardly, the ugly daughter-in-law always wants to see her mother-in-law, not to mention, my father is really not fierce, just a bit willful.
Right now, I still love my child a little bit. I think the reason why I lacked fatherly love when I was a child is that he was probably really not ready for my arrival.
"This kid is much cuter than you, and he'll smile at me. I'm really reluctant to send him away." Maybe it's because he's older, but now he really likes it. There are a few more people in the family, so it's more lively.
"Don't you, this is someone else's child." I snatched the little guy and handed it to Chenxi to hold, then looked at him seriously and said: "I really invited you to Mingchuan together, Dad, even I I don't mind the past anymore, why do you still hold on to it? Half of your life has passed, how many years do you have to spend on anger, I have seen him before, he has been waiting for you to pass, Just for a promise."
My dad was stunned for a moment and then said angrily: "I don't object to you, you still want to meddle in my business, if you want to go, get out, leave the little guy and I'll help you take care of it for a few days."
Chen Xi actually doesn't know much about what happened between my dad and Shen Shuyu, but after hearing so much, she also vaguely knows who Shen Shuyu has been waiting for all these years.
Seeing that Chen Xi hesitated to say anything, my dad hurriedly waved his hand and interrupted: "Even though I didn't like Ming Yi in the past, I watched this child grow up. I know what kind of temperament he is. The feelings you understand may not be the same as Ming Yi's." I think there is always a difference. After all, the times are making people. Although I don’t object, it doesn’t mean that everyone will accept it. What happens in the future, you still have to go on. As for me, even if it’s just for a small angry word , and I will abide by it."
Chen Xi wanted to say something more, so I quickly stopped him and threw the little guy into his arms: "I'll give you the TOEFL for this guy, I'll send his things over later, as long as he doesn't kill you, you can do anything else toss."
After I got out of my dad, I started to feel sad. In fact, I knew it would be like this. No matter who is used to my dad's willful temper, this point will never change. He said that from now on, everyone I went my own way, but I really never went there again. Maybe I was really angry in the past, but now, after so long, the hatred must have disappeared long ago. The only regret , I am used to this kind of life, I am used to forgetting and not thinking about it.
"If I'm really with Brother Shen Nuo, are you just like Uncle, who never wants to see me." Chen Xi's affirmative tone moved me a little, and he smiled immediately: "How come, I'm not him."
That's what I said, but I still have no idea in my heart. I'm not Fu Jianchen, and Chenxi is not Shen Shuyu. This assumption is fundamentally untenable.
Chen Xi thought for a while and said: "Since you left, the relationship between my mother and I has been very rigid. Speaking of it, I haven't been back for two or three years, so she probably won't ask what's going on now."
Talking to me so lightly, I was startled, and looked at him waiting for an explanation.
But he suddenly leaned over and looked into my eyes intently: "I never thought that one day, I would like a man. I don't even know what it feels like to like someone."
"Then, do you know now?" He blew lightly on him, and impatiently pressed his lips against his. The man's lips didn't smell messy, they were clean, just like his clean at this moment. eyes.
It's just because it's me, it's just because I've persisted for so long, I just don't want to give up suddenly, I just want to leave no regrets, there is no reason, at this moment, that's what I read in his eyes.
Thank you for being willing to wait for me, and thank you for letting me know the simplest and most simple love in this world.
"Chenxi, let's go home."
"it is good."
☆、Love is like a tiger
I haven't been on the road for such a long time, but it takes more than ten hours to drive from City B to Mingchuan even if I take the high speed.
"Let's stay here for one night and go back tomorrow." In the middle of the night, after driving for so long, I was very physically and mentally exhausted, and I just wanted to find a place to wash up and sleep, but in fact, Chen Xi was not ready yet.
Mingchuan is only an hour's drive away from F City, so it should be very fast, but he didn't know how to face his mother who loved him deeply and was deeply hurt by him. In fact, parents can think of such things Communication is the best, otherwise there will be a stalemate, making everyone uncomfortable.
Chen Xi leaned against me in a comfortable position, her naked body turned over from time to time and dawdled a few times, making her drowsy and restless. I reached out and patted his protruding shoulder blades: "Don't make trouble."
Putting his arms around him to fix his position, he was willing to sleep soundly. It was rare that he woke up naturally the next day.
The season of Lixia is the hottest time. I seldom wear casual clothes. I run back and forth to the company every day. There are already unchanging suits and shirts in the closet. Chenxi is a fledgling college student. With a gentle appearance, whoever's such an excellent son would not have a good face if he embarked on this road of no return, I was also mentally prepared.
After all, I stayed in Mingchuan for a year. After a few years, there were no superfluous changes except for a few more residential buildings around No. [-] Middle School. Chenxi’s family lived in an old house in Xiguan, with a yard similar to that of my hometown, and Xiaoyang on the second floor. Upstairs, living in both seemed empty.
His mother was waiting at home, presumably because Chen Xi had ventilated in advance, and the place was remote and quiet enough, even if he was beaten, he wouldn't be ashamed.
The first time I met his mother, she was in her 40s. She was younger than the average housewife. She was clean and tidy. Even if she lived alone, the house was clean and tidy. The dish which grows just fresh and tender.
"You haven't eaten yet. I'll cook first. You guys rest first." His mother didn't show much hostility or enthusiasm. It's astringent, but I also know that Chen Xi likes to eat this the most.
I've never been able to cook, and I can't help much. Chenxi went to help and was kicked out by his mother to accompany the guests. It's not bad to be shut down before the beginning, or maybe, his mother has already softened her heart.
After all, it's not just the beginning, so many years of persistence, so many years of resistance alone, his mother must have seen through it long ago, Chen Xi is probably exhausted, doing a fearless resistance alone, but I have never been by his side, Until I came back, he wasn't even sure in his heart if I liked him as much as he liked me.
There are not too many fancy dishes for home-cooked meals, a few side dishes, and a fish soup. The taste is quite similar to Chenxi's cooking, and it is comfortable to eat.
After the meal, Chen Xi went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, he
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