dumb love

☆, so close to the end of the world <[-]>

In fact, grandpa is very strict with him. Even so, if I don't want to let him go back when I am having fun, he will never refuse my request.

The swing in the park is very beautiful. I sit on it and let him push me. I can fly very high, like a real bird that can fly. Even if my body can't bear it sometimes, I don't want to stop.

It's just that he never allowed me to play too much, and often the nanny took me back with half coaxing and half threatening. Often at this time, no matter how I acted like a baby, he would refuse without hesitation.

"Xiaozi, go back first, I'll play with you after the weekend, okay?" Of course, I won't pester him too much if I get the promise I want the most, and I don't like grandpa punishing him, even if it's just scolding, I can't bear it.

"Then let's pull the hook." The little fingers hooked together and shook gently a few times, and then stamped with the thumb.

It’s just a simple game like a child’s play house. I enjoy playing it endlessly, and he has always kept the promise. Except for the time at grandpa’s house, he is with me almost all the time. We are the closest couple in the world. Having children, however, is not enough.

Perhaps it was because I lost so many things in my childhood, but God still favored me. Changfeng was admitted to Hengshui No. [-] Middle School as my grandfather wished, and I also passed the entrance examination of No. [-] Middle School by self-study at home. You can go straight up.

When I grew up, I knew how to cherish my body, and my parents didn't stop me too much. My father even used some tricks to let me and Changfeng sit in the same classroom, so that he could take care of me at any time.

I like this better, especially compared to my grandfather's house, my house is closer to the No. [-] Middle School, no matter what the shabby excuses are, I will rely on him to share a room with me, even if he has his own room.

Changfeng has always relied on me for everything, and right now it’s just sharing everything with me, repeatedly assuring his parents that he will never bully Changfeng, and then he got his wish and brought Changfeng, who lived at home for the first time, to my real life. life.

We are the closest people in the world, how could I be willing to bully him.

Although some small things like packing clothes and cleaning the room are easy for him, I still made some small preparations for his arrival.

Drag Changhua to go shopping and buy him some small gifts in pairs, Changhua's face is full of displeasure: "Su Changzi, you only buy two, don't be sad."

I pretended to be puzzled and said, "Didn't you always dislike using the same things as us?"

Changhua was different from us a long time ago. His parents were lax in discipline, and Changfeng was taken over by his grandfather to raise him alone. I stayed at home and never disciplined him. Growing up almost, compared to Changfeng, he is a little worse than I usually do nothing and get bored enough to focus on one thing.

Seeing the vivid and angry look with upturned mouth, I couldn't help but laugh out loud. After all, I am also his elder brother, even though I treat Changfeng differently than I treat him, I still know how to love him.

"I'll treat you to an ice cream later, okay?" This trick has always been effective in coaxing him, but I just thought of Changfeng for a moment, what would such a vivid and spirited expression be like if he made it.

Although Changhua still looks unwilling, but I know that he probably doesn't care, we all have each other's lives, my circle is just a little smaller, there is only one family, a complete Changfeng.

Returning with a full load, being carried by Changhua all the way resentful.

Parents are not at home, Changfeng seems to have been wandering for a long time and finally found the door to go home, I waited for him in the living room downstairs, did I look anxiously at the slowly turning clock, wishing that he would go home immediately? right in front of me.

Every time I show up at home on weekends, I will look polite and alienated, stay for a day, and then leave in a hurry. At that time, my grandfather’s place is his home, but now, the place where I want to have a good appearance is him. s home.

The moment I remembered the knock on the door, I ran to open the door. This is him. Even if I want to go back to my own home, I have to knock on the door politely. I almost restrained myself to show a natural look.

Gently gave him a hug: "Changfeng, welcome home." He didn't have anything else, so he brought a change of clothes, refused the nanny's request to tidy him up, and tidied it up by himself. I lay on the bed and watched He stuffed them one by one into the closet.

"I don't have to be at Grandpa's place every day from now on, that's great." I rolled on the bed, wrinkling the sheets into a mess.

"Then let's go to grandpa's place for the weekend, shall we?" He turned his head and rubbed my head buried under the quilt.

I was full of reluctance. Grandpa is not scary at all, it’s just that he asked me to bring Changfeng to make me resent him. Anyway, I don’t like him.

"Hey, grandpa is alone at home, so it's inevitable that he will be lonely. Doesn't Xiaozi like going to grandpa's house very much?" That's because you are there.

"Then let's go there once every two weeks?" Each of us took a step back, the agreement was reached, and we were both satisfied. At that time, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world. I could eat with him during the day and go to school together. People are always with you, and at night, you can also lie on the same bed and chat.

When I was growing up, I just changed to a bigger double bed.

Changfeng sleeps very honestly, on his side, lying down steadily, even if he turns sideways occasionally, he basically won’t move his position. I just don’t sleep very well. I usually like to sleep with things in my arms. Right now, I have nothing to hug. At night, I unconsciously rubbed against Changfeng. Although he was helpless, he would never push me away. He could only let me sleep in my arms until dawn. The first time I opened my eyes, I saw him being gentle and somewhat helpless. smiley face.

"Morning." Opening and closing eyes, the next step is consciously rubbing.

"Changfeng, it's so comfortable to hug you, don't hug a pillow in winter, just hug you."

He was stiff for a moment, I snickered, and was only willing to let go after his repeated urging, got up, tidied up, had breakfast, went to school, what I like the most is when he subconsciously grabbed my wrist when crossing the road, the bones were distinct, Slender and beautiful, with round and full manicured nails, these hands have held my hand countless times, teaching me to practice calligraphy stroke by stroke.

Every time at this time, I hope that the zebra crossing will be longer, and it will be longer, and even occasionally, the thought will disappear in a flash. I want to hold his hand and keep walking, never letting go.

It seems that twins always attract more attention, especially Changfeng's maturity beyond his age. High school seems to be the age when his thoughts are most prone to stuttering. I don't see anyone secretly looking at him or talking about him behind his back. Outsiders are always peeping.

There are always people asking for advice, or other reasonable excuses that people can't refuse. It's so reasonable that even I, his younger brother, can't refuse for him. At that time, I suddenly felt a little jealous of those who can like him unscrupulously. people.

If one day he gets married and has children, if one day he is accompanied by someone else, if one day, no matter who the other party is, I can't bear it.

Su Changfeng can only belong to Su Changzi.

☆, so close to the end of the world <[-]>

In this world, injustice is the law of the world. There is no such thing as fairness. What you get may not necessarily belong to you, and what belongs to you may not necessarily be available. Life is short, and I just don’t want to treat myself badly. .

I just don't like someone else pestering Changfeng, and I don't want him to attend someone else's birthday party.

"Okay, if Xiaozi doesn't like it, then I'll tell her, let's not go, go home and practice handwriting or piano with Xiaozi." Know.

"Changfeng, I don't like them being so close to you at all." Sullenly, he poked the rice in front of him with a spoon, stuck to the spoon, rubbed it off, and continued to poke.

"Eat, it's uncomfortable to eat when it's cold." Changfeng picked out the thorny fish and put it on my spoon.

"When Xiaozi meets someone she likes in the future, she won't be so clingy to me anymore." I like you, how can there be someone else, almost subconsciously refute him.

"I don't care, anyway, if you can't go, I won't go either." I couldn't bear to quarrel with him, so I could only pretend to be a fierce order, but fortunately, he let me do everything.

I also know that it is a bit embarrassing for him to refuse someone after agreeing to it. To be honest, grandpa must have always asked him so.

"Wait a minute, let me talk about it." This kind of thing, let me do it.

I just like to see him helpless but still let me do whatever he wants.

Everyone knows that the eldest son of Su is smart, mature and stable, and only I can see this childish expression.

Until one day, when I dreamed that I and Chang Feng hugged each other intimately and kissed forgetfully, that face exactly like mine was lying under me emotionally, obviously it must be fear, it should be feeling fear or something Disgusting, everything is good, it shouldn't be like this, delivery without reservation, let me ask for it.

"Changfeng, Changfeng." I almost subconsciously stretched out my hand to pinch his neck that was raised high because of emotion. I already have so many weaknesses, if you can't give me armor, don't be my weakness anymore.

"Cough, Xiaozi, wake up, cough cough, Xiaozi let go." When I opened my eyes, he was struggling and moving under me, and I almost couldn't restrain myself from wanting to complete the unfinished dream. As long as the hand is a little harder, it will be a little bit, and suddenly let go of the bed and rush to the bathroom.

The cold water poured down on my body and slid down, but the evil desire in my heart still haunted me and refused to leave.

"Xiaozi, open the door and let me in. Be good, don't be afraid, I'm here." There was still a hint of hoarseness in the voice.

My silence seems to make him more worried. I don't want him to see me in such a mess, but just listening to his gentle and delicate voice, he will react.

"Xiaozi, open the door first, okay? If you have anything to say, you can do anything. I'll protect you."

It seems to be afraid of disturbing the parents downstairs, or Changhua in the next room, his voice is always surrounded by bass, I feel cold all over, but the reaction provoked by him is burning my hands, really, anything is fine ?

I turned off the shower, and looked at the figure looming outside the door with some hesitation.

"Xiao Zi, come on, open the door, I'm here, I won't leave, Xiao Zi, don't be afraid." I opened the door suddenly, the beam of light softly sprinkled on him, and the blue handprint on the neck was stuck there, It is estimated that it will not go away in a short time, and I almost never see him again.

As soon as his hand touched his neck, he shrank reflexively, and when I closed my eyes, he hugged me with both hands, and his warm body temperature stuck to me through the thin pajamas.

"Your body is so cold, take a hot bath and go back to sleep, okay? If you catch a cold, you will get sick." The whole body is naked, only the things under his body are hard against him, almost the same height, against his body Which part we are also very clear.

"Changfeng." Lowering my head slightly, my cold tongue is convenient for licking his neck. The bruises always remind me of what happened just now. When I think about it, maybe in the future, there will be someone else lying next to him. man, doing all the things we've ever done together, I just can't stop wanting to kill him right now.

I don't know if it was my lingering whispers like a sympathizer, or a kiss, or something against him, which finally made him a little flustered.

"Xiaozi, you can't do this, we are brothers." So what?

I twisted my hot body that had been covered by him a few times, and I didn't care about his reaction at all. I only knew that no matter what I did, he would never reject me, and that was enough.

He tore off the buttons of his pajamas almost roughly, and bit down on the red cherry on his chest. He was in pain, and the words he wanted to preach to me turned into pain.

Stupid Changfeng, Xiaozi likes you, so no matter what, she won't let you go.

Perhaps the activation of the remaining cruel factors in the body is still going on. I bit his belly almost all the way from the chest, and the rows of neat tooth marks were almost as bright red as seeping blood. Even so, look, he still didn’t push open me.

Back on his lips again, I was about to open my mouth to bite down, but he finally stopped silently protesting.

"No, it's not good to be seen by others." It seemed quite reasonable, forget it, anyway, it will grow in the future, this time, let him go first.

"I won't bite anymore, then you kiss me." I simply stopped and looked at him, seeing that he was frowning unconsciously, not knowing whether it was the pain or some other reason.

"Xiaozi, no..." Seeing that he was about to say something I didn't like and didn't want to hear, I immediately became a little angry, bit his lip fiercely, and dragged him to the bathtub. His connivance at this moment will only make me more brutal.

"Push him down on the edge of the bathtub. The kneeling position is quite convenient for my movements. There is almost no need to teach this kind of thing. I subconsciously know how to practice it. I leaned behind him and bit the back of his neck. Bite hard on the lower corner of the protruding shoulder blade, and lick off the bloodshot part with the tip of his tongue.

With his hands on the bottom of the pelvis, he knelt on his stomach with some difficulty, as if he didn't want to speak because of the pain, but even so, he still didn't reprimand me.

The pajama pants were a bit in the way, I frowned, pulled his underwear hard, and pulled down my thighs in two or three times, seeing his legs that were together couldn't stop, I rudely separated them.The upper body was bloody and bloody, but the lower body was clean as before, as if reminding me of something.

The smell of refreshing mint-flavored body wash filled the tip of his nose, and he couldn't go around it. The acupoints were tender and tight. He couldn't even lubricate them for the first time, so he would forcefully open his acupoints. Enter.

The more he trembled in pain, the more excited I was to dig in. I was wrapped in the extremely tight tunnel, and I stretched out my hand under his body, but it was still a heavy ball, and there was no change.

"Don't Changfeng like Xiaozi? Why is Changfeng's different from Xiaozi's?" Somewhat viciously, he pinched the emblem on his huddled legs with his fingernails.

Feeling □□ shrinking again, I feel more satisfied.

No matter how hard the right hand broke his leg, the left hand pinched the base of his leg as hard as it did, pinching the poor little thing that was crying from time to time.

I instinctively hit him with force from below, and every time I felt the warm blood being brought in and out by my cock from the hole, it was a mess, and at this point, he still didn't make a sound begging for mercy, it's disgusting .

"Xiaozi, please be gentle, okay, it hurts so much, I'm afraid of pain." Look, I'll just say, the twins really have a heart-to-heart, obey, my dearest brother Changfeng. …

Hitting hard again and again, I am almost addicted to it and cannot extricate myself. Even if I fall into Abi Hell forever, I will hold you together.

What happened after that night, in fact, I don't remember very clearly, what I can't forget is the way I woke up the next day, which was the source of my constant nightmares in those years.

☆, so close to the end of the world <[-]>

When I woke up, I was already back on the bed in the room. Everything that happened last night was like a dream to me. I always thought it was a dream. The bed was clean, and the bathroom had no traces. Even Changfeng didn't know where it was.

"Changfeng, Changfeng." I couldn't find him for a while and called twice in panic, just as I saw Changhua push open the door.

Seeing me, he scolded angrily: "Su Changzi, you..." I was confused, looked at him, and looked at Chang Feng who came out of his room.

"You're going to be late, go to school first." Changhua's words were cut off by him, and when he looked at me again, he was already as gentle as usual.

"Xiaozi got up, go and pack up and go downstairs to eat." He had already changed his clothes, neat shirts, school uniform jacket, clean and tidy as usual, but I was still a little nervous because I didn't see him for the first time in the morning. panic.

The sound of Changhua slamming the door was also a bit aggressive, if I hadn't yelled at me for no reason in the morning, I wouldn't have noticed it, and looked at Changfeng with some hesitation.

He smiled and leaned against the wall without moving. I moved towards him step by step.

"Changfeng." Already vaguely guessed that the night before might not be a dream, he had bitten bloody teeth marks all over his body, and there were bruises on his neck from my pinching, and I also treated such a fragile part of his body roughly.

"Changfeng." Xuanran looked at him with tears in his eyes, and didn't dare to touch him. He is the person I like the most in my life, how could I treat him like this.

"Changfeng." Xiaozi is so scared, please don't ignore Xiaozi, Changfeng.

I was a few steps away from him, and I didn't dare to go any further. I looked at him a little helplessly, and then I looked at him and stretched out his hand to me with a smile: "I'm not feeling well today, Xiaozi, come over to me, okay?" I almost trembled and rushed to hug him.

That was the first time he got hurt because of me, and it can be seen from the words, it was just the first time, compared to the scars again and again in the future, even if everyone told him to stay away from me, he said he Never leave me, I always believe in him.

"Changfeng, please don't leave Xiaozi, please, Xiaozi is so scared." I could feel his instinctive resistance to my touch, and this awareness made me suddenly feel a little scared, anyone in this world can leave I abandon me, only he can't.

"How come, Xiaozi is the most obedient, I like Xiaozi the most."

"Really? No matter what Xiao Zi does, Chang Feng will never leave, right?"

"of course."

The recovery there took a long time, and he would rather let Changhua accompany him to the hospital than allow me to go with him. Only I, like a fool, have always believed in such excuses to deceive children.

Fortunately, his health has always been very good, except for the necessary dressing changes, there has been no problem, but I have a little uneasiness. I haven't had any problems for many years. I almost forgot about myself. There is also the existence of this hidden danger, and its sudden recurrence makes me almost restless.

During that period of time, I felt like a neurotic. I could sit by myself for a whole morning without moving, staring at a certain place, doing a meaningless thing over and over again, and hearing the sound of my surroundings. When people talk about certain topics, they are distracted and uncontrollable. The most terrible thing is that when they see sharp things, they always want to see it stained with blood. It is hot, humid, sweet, and bright red. It will be the most beautiful thing in the world. color.

Thinking of this, almost involuntarily holding the head of the compasses and piercing it hard on the arm that is exposed. It is strange that it does not hurt at all. I looked at the almost one-centimeter-long sharp blade of the compass with some doubts. , The bright red blood dripped into a bead of blood, dripping on the open pages of the book, and condensed.

The math teacher is an old man wearing presbyopic glasses, and he never leaves the podium on weekdays. The people around him also seem to be focused on studying hard, and no one pays attention to my little tricks.

"Teacher, my younger brother is not feeling well, I want to take him back to have a look." Chang Feng's face didn't change much, but his hand held my hand holding the compasses.

No. [-] Middle School has always been a place where no one will accept no matter how many people want to come in to study. Changfeng has always been a good student. This teacher probably has never been interrupted in class. He stayed for a few seconds before he agreed. let go.

Changfeng dragged me away from the back door, and the compasses fell to the ground with great force, and my hands were pinched by him, which hurt a little. The harder I struggled, the harder he exerted.

I didn’t listen to how I yelled, and I went out of the school gate and followed the opposite direction from the gate to my home. The newly opened coffee shop took me directly to the small private room on the second floor.

"Changfeng, it hurts, let go." I felt aggrieved inexplicably, he raised the hand holding me, checked it carefully, then let go and hugged me tightly again.

"Xiaozi, promise me that you won't hurt yourself again, okay? I will always be by your side. As long as Xiaozi is willing, I will never leave you."

"Changfeng, I want to eat ice cream." I licked the corner of my mouth and looked at the milky white ice cream licked by the pink tongue of a cute kid downstairs.

"Wait here for me obediently, I'll go buy it." His helpless look was really cute in my eyes.

"En." I nodded vigorously, watched him walk away step by step, and raised my hand to face the setting sun outside the window. Suddenly, I saw the dry blood on my hand, the bright red faded, and a dark red, in the palm of my hand A piece of it was blown away, it was contaminated from the hand that Changfeng held just now.

He must have left here on purpose, he hated me, that's why he left me and left alone, these two sentences kept circling in his mind alternately, Xiaozi always hurt him, he must not like Xiaozi anymore .

No, Changfeng can only be Xiaozi, anyone in this world can leave me, only he can't.

When I rushed out of the coffee shop, I was stopped by someone. I couldn't hear what the man said. I only knew that I lost him and I wanted to find him.

City B is so big, it's not easy to find someone, especially if you don't want to alarm outsiders, it's even more difficult to rely on your own strength, especially since I've never come out alone.

I can only walk step by step through a place that is unfamiliar and scary to me. There is a lot of traffic and people, but there is no smile that I am familiar with.

I curled up in a corner under the flyover, the night wind blowing chilly on my body, I was tired and hungry and couldn’t find my way home, and I hadn’t found a long wind yet, all kinds of people hurried past me, unfamiliar His face was the most indifferent I've ever seen.

For a moment, I suddenly felt trembling with pain in my left heart. It was completely opposite to the sweetness of being coaxed by him with ice cream every time I quarreled with Changfeng, he was my heart.

Suddenly I miss Chang Feng's fiery embrace when he hugged me, almost rubbing me into his body, the soft-spoken pampering when he talked to me, never rejecting any of my requests, and tolerant of all my unreasonable troubles Little temper, but I can't find him.

The night outside is a bit cold, although it is not too dusty, but it is really hard for me who want to take a bath but can't wash it and feel uncomfortable all over.

I changed several places one after another, and felt uncomfortable, so I didn't plan to rest any more, and continued to look for Changfeng.

That was the first time I left home alone. Like a stray dog, I slept on the embankment under the overpass, slept on the unfinished building under construction, and got drenched when I couldn’t find a place to shelter from the rain during a thunderstorm. I was so embarrassed that I robbed a wild cat of half of the steamed stuffed bun it had eaten, but I never found Changfeng.

I almost thought that I would never see him again in this life. I have always believed that I have a telepathy with Changfeng, which is incomparable with Changhua.

Otherwise, how could he be able to recognize his little posture at a glance in the vast crowd.

That night, I was sitting on the guardrail of the overpass swinging my feet sadly because I was hungry and had nothing to eat, like a call from somewhere.

"Xiaozi?" The uncertain call made me freeze in place. As he approached step by step, I couldn't help but shrink back.

"Xiaozi, Changfeng is here to look for you, please don't move around, Xiaozi." She was as gentle and delicate as before, as pampering and pampered as before, and had a rare trembling that was different from before.

It was as if I had been cast in a fixed spell, and I didn't dare to move at all, lest it was an auditory hallucination, and as long as I moved, it would be disillusioned.

Until that familiar embrace completely surrounded me, I finally rubbed his neck with some peace of mind, opened my mouth and bit the place where the bruise had just faded, my mouth was bloody.

Changfeng, take me home.

☆, so close to the end of the world <[-]>

After that day, my father changed his indulgent attitude and insisted on letting me suspend school and recuperate at home despite my strong opposition.

I couldn't hold back my father, so I watched Chang Feng and the nanny bring out the dinner one by one with aggrieved eyes.

"Xiaozi is obedient, I'll continue to teach you when I come back, okay?" It's not good at all, it made me lose so much time with him for no reason.

My father subconsciously adjusted his glasses, and then suddenly remembered that he didn't wear them often at home. It was a little embarrassing. Although he lost his glasses, he was less angry with books, but his father was always gentle, which was one of the reasons why he was more popular with students.

"Your younger brother is spoiled by you." Even if my father didn't condone me, he still wouldn't say anything forcefully, and the jokes also diluted my unhappiness.

After eating dinner obediently, Changfeng was going to go to self-study, and his father went back to the study to sort out the materials. Changhua didn't know where to go to play. I watched TV and read books at home, and wanted to wait for Changfeng to come back before going to bed .

I simply sat on the bed and waited with peace of mind, the seconds ticking away non-stop, at 45:[-], Changfeng was able to open the door I specially left for him on time.

Open the door, change your shoes, and step on the steps lightly. At this time, only I keep an eye on his movements, and give him a hug or a kiss when he gently pushes open the door.

He felt a little helpless: "Xiaozi doesn't sleep well." Now he doesn't dislike my contact, and even responds to me a few times when I deepen and feel emotional.

Right now, I have the tendency to continue to deepen the kiss, but he has a hesitant but firm voice of refusal: "Xiaozi is not tired until now, can you go to sleep?" The most frequent sentence I heard from him was asking But a gentle order, okay?

Sometimes I would obediently listen to his words, the echo was good, and I did what he asked, but today I didn't want to agree, and I rubbed against his body like a baby, and the most direct reaction from my lower body was directly conveyed to him.

Except for me, it seems that he has never encountered such a thing, but thinking about it, I am the only one in this world who can make him feel so overwhelmed.

"Changfeng, Xiaozi wants it." I rubbed the corners of his lips with my lips, and then wiped them along the neck.

His school uniform was still on his shirt jacket, the white buttons were buttoned up, and the neckline was not too big, so he sneaked up from the hem, and with one hit, he caught his small, hard, semi-recessed nipples, until I succeeded in sneaking up. He shuddered suddenly when he played with his nipples.

"Wait for me to take a shower, okay? The weather is too hot and my body smells like sweat. Isn't Xiaozi the favorite to be clean?"

"Changfeng." I felt a little wronged immediately. In my opinion, this was a disguised rejection, but I was a little unwilling, and the strength of my subordinates became a little heavier.

"Little Zi, when have I ever lied to you? Wait for me here, and I'll be here soon." It seemed very reasonable, but he really hadn't lied to me.

I let go and watched him enter the bathroom and locked the door. I was a little unhappy again. I sat on the bed and looked at the fruit knife I secretly took from the fruit plate downstairs. I wanted to peel an apple for Changfeng. , but all the knives were put away by the nanny, and this one was left in the living room after my mother cut it.

As expected, Changfeng didn't wash for too long, wrapped in a bath towel and came out without even wiping my hair, the water drops slipped down along the mermaid line on my body, and my bite marks were faintly visible.

Perhaps it was my naked eyes that made him feel ashamed, and he wrapped himself up tighter by rubbing his body.

"Changfeng." I tugged at his bath towel, it wasn't too tight, and it fell off completely in three or two strokes, and the tip of my tongue licked his chest.

"Xiao Zi, let me do it myself, okay?" I was restrained by him and moved to the bed, and the pajamas were taken off, and he immediately kissed my lower body with his mouth, his hands matched his tongue, and the body fluid in his mouth matched with the fluid secreted by me. The liquid kept merging together, sticking to the lower body.

He breathed a sigh of relief, straddled up and carefully separated his buttocks and sat up. This sex guided by him has already diverted my mind.

Especially the moment he entered his body, he immediately felt a different feeling from the extreme tightness last time. This time it seemed easier. At the beginning, it was difficult to enter the acupuncture point. After breaking through, it was warm and slippery. Surrounding me completely, it's not like the blood lubrication last time.

I immediately wondered why he went to the bathroom to take a shower first and locked the door to prevent me from joining, and his soft moaning seemed to confirm my guess.

Immediately, there was a sense of displeasure that one's own things were taken away by others.

"Changfeng, you lubricate yourself." I could feel that my mood changed quickly. I didn't want to hurt him, but my thoughts couldn't control my actions.

I involuntarily touched the knife that I had just dropped on the bedside table, pressed it against Changfeng's thin chest that was not too white, and slowly slashed across it with the tip of the knife.

Only I can touch his body, and no one else can touch it except me, not even himself. Once a thought starts in my mind, I am like a conscious spirit trapped in a radius, watching the scene in front of me.

The tip of the knife finally pierced into his flesh, and soon bright red blood oozes out, one by one, not too much, but it doesn't stop.

"Xiaozi, don't." There was something else in his eyes, I couldn't tell, maybe he felt pain, or maybe he wanted to call my mind back.

His name doesn't have many strokes, one stroke and one knife, the knife saw blood, seeing that he cooperated without resistance, and I didn't use too much force, a little bit on the chest was bright red.

"Changfeng, do you think my handwriting has improved again?" Pushing his lower body hard, he grunted, propped his hands on the bed, and leaned his back against my bent legs.

"Yes." Hearing his answer, I was even happier. I drew the space between two words twice and chose the distance of the next word.

"Don't move around, I will let you down when I finish writing."

"Okay, I won't move." He quickly returned to normal, sitting on my lower body, holding the sheet tightly with his hands and not moving, allowing me to write on him with a knife stroke by stroke, I can feel the knife cut The epidermis was cut to the dermis. I don’t know if the blood vessels and nerves inside were scratched. Anyway, he really didn’t show any resistance. Except for the frown that never relaxed, I almost thought I was scratching. An unresponsive corpse.

The tip of the knife was completely covered by blood. The more I didn't know the severity, the whole chest looked like a pair of calligraphy and painting. The long wind belonged to the long posture. I thought these words would never disappear.

I withdrew my hand in satisfaction, the blood flowed non-stop, and soon soaked the whole piece of handwriting, I couldn't tell which was which, I only felt that there was a redness in front of my eyes.

In my mind, there was a picture of Chang Feng falling on me covered in blood, and he screamed almost uncontrollably, and pushed Chang Feng away. At this time, Chang Feng in my eyes was like a lifeless blood man.

"Long wind, long wind."

"Don't be afraid, Xiaozi, I'm here." The movement upstairs finally woke up the father downstairs. Fortunately, the mother was on vacation for a month, so she was not at home early.

My father was also taken aback when he came in directly. At that time, Changfeng was not in a good state at all. I looked at my father incoherently, with fear in my eyes.

"Father, Changfeng..." He pulled a piece of clothing to cover Changfeng.

"Ah Hua, look at Brother Dian, I'll take him to treat the wound."

"No, you are not allowed to touch Changfeng, I don't want you to touch him." During that time, I was afraid that it was the most serious time of my illness. In my eyes, Changfeng could only belong to me, and no one could touch him. , not even by himself.

My father was so tough, he gave Changhua a wink and he actively diverted my attention, but all my thoughts were on Changfeng.

"Su Changzi, let's practice calligraphy. Your calligraphy is really ugly. Big brother won't like it."

Changfeng doesn't like it, doesn't he like Xiaozi?

Changhua felt a little embarrassed: "No, don't think too much, isn't eldest brother always the favorite?