boiled frog

"Qi Yang," Wen Qing embraced him from behind, leaned his face against his back, listened to his pounding heartbeat, and said slowly, "Let's buy a house."

Qi Yang stopped washing the dishes, the water in the faucet was still rushing, Wen Qing didn't speak, and the kitchen was a little quiet for a while.

"Qi Yang?" Wen Qing called him.

Qi Yang turned off the water, took off the gloves on his hands, and turned his head to look at Wen Qing quietly.

He opened his mouth slowly, enunciating every word clearly.

"Wen Qing, I can take your whim to want to raise a dog as your random nonsense, because we have no place to raise it at all," he paused, his eyes deep, "but..."

Wen Qing didn't know why he suddenly felt uncomfortable, before Qi Yang finished speaking, he put his arms around Qi Yang's neck, and kissed him with his head.

Qi Yang, Qi Yang, Qi Yang.

For such a long time, I have deeply remembered your kindness to me. I remember that when you cooked for me, you were sweating profusely and your face was covered with oil; I remember the warm smile on your face when you went to the tea room to find me; I remember your firm embrace when you protected me from being frightened.

Wen Qing tightly wrapped his arms around the back of Qi Yang's neck, and for the first time actively put his tongue into Qi Yang's mouth. He closed his eyes tightly, frowned slightly, and trembled slightly.

Qi Yang, I don't know if you know who I am, and I don't know if you care who I am, but I care, and because I care, I'm afraid.

Qi Yang, I'm so scared, I'm afraid you know our past, I'm afraid you know every detail of what happened before, I'm afraid you will recall those bitter days, I'm afraid you love Mingjin deeply, hate me to the bone .

Wen Qing felt that Qi Yang was stunned for a few seconds, and then hugged himself, with his palms covering his back, the warmth of his palms seemed to be felt even through the thick clothes.

So Qi Yang, I just want to cherish every minute and every second that I can still be with you now, I want to finish all the things we haven't done, I don't want to leave any regrets, no matter what happens in the future, at least we still have the present, There are also the memories of this time, and the memories we have walked together.

Tears rolled down the corners of Wen Qing's eyes, flowed down his cheeks, and flowed into the palm of Qi Yang's hand holding his face.He felt that his lacrimal glands were really developed recently, and he shed tears at every turn, like a fool.

Qi Yang, I love you, I love you, Qi Yang.

Qi Yang gently let go of Wen Qing, looked down at his slightly red eyes and nose, felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and kissed his eyebrows lightly.

"Don't cry Wen Qing...Wen Qing, don't cry..." Qi Yang frowned slightly, and stroked his cheek gently, wiped away the wet tears on his face, and wiped away the remaining teardrops in his eyes.

Wen Qing raised his head, looked at Qi Yang fixedly, his eyes were burning, "Qi Yang, let's buy a suite, I want to have a home."

Qi Yang felt that his heart had been gouged out severely.

That Wen Qing, that Wen Qing who only had an incomplete family since he was a child, that Wen Qing who acted like a baby in the arms of other children in his parents' arms, has experienced life and death since he was a child, and is used to the dangers of the world. Before I grow up, I have to bring my younger brother to discuss life together, live a hard life together, and live a strong life together.

That Wen Qing, even though he has experienced so much, even if he has experienced difficulties that ordinary people cannot experience in a lifetime, he can always face life with a smile, and spend every minute and every second of living alone in the world with a smile, always You can greet the sun the next day with a warm smile, and you can always say good morning to him with a bright smile.

He hid his weakness in his heart, and showed his strength as always, like he faced the death of his mother in pain more than [-] years ago, like he faced the departure of his younger brother hysterically more than ten years ago, like him five or six years ago Qian Bailu Bingxi faced Mingjin's suicide with ashamed heart.

If Wen Qing never told him his past, who would have thought that a person with such a gentle smile would have experienced so many separations from his close relatives, even so, he would still be kind and treat every step of his vitality with sincerity without any hesitation? one person.

Now, he stands before himself and says he wants a home.

Qi Yang suddenly felt that he was a jerk.

How could he play such a game against him.

He was ready for everything, how could he stop.

Qi Yang gently touched his warm and clean face with soft eyes.

"Okay, let's buy a suite, and I'll give you a warm home."

Wen Qing's injuries are almost healed. Today, Qi Yang had a whole day of class and was so busy that he was dizzy. It was already late after class in the afternoon. He was about to go home and cook when he suddenly received a phone call.

"Excuse me, is it Qi Yang?"

"Yes, may I ask who you are?"

"Hi, I'm Gao Xiang, the one who flew the kite together last time."

"...Hello, what's the matter?"

Qi Yang almost doesn't remember this person anymore, it has been more than half a month since he went to the reservoir that time, this person has left no impression on him other than his handsome appearance.

Qi Yang didn't know how this person got his phone number, and asked if he could meet up sometime for dinner.

Although Qi Yang was surprised, he agreed.

They made an appointment for the next night, Qi Yang told Wen Qing the day before to let him eat by himself the next day, Wen Qing curled his lips and said that if you have something to do and don't come, I'm not a child, I will still have a meal.

Qi Yang smiled without saying a word, and stroked Wen Qing's hair.

They met at an old restaurant with Jingsu characteristics. Gao Xiang said that he knew friends here, and the taste was good, so he brought Qi Yang to try it.

When they were seated, Xiao Er brought a jug of good wine first, and Gao Xiang greeted Qi Yang.

"Come here and treat it as your own home, don't be polite." Gao Xiang poured Qi Yang a glass of wine.

Qi Yang smiled and took the wine.

Gao Xiang is a major shareholder here, the boss is still a good friend, and they often meet here.

Gao Xiang has been casually chatting with Qi Yang, observing this man by the way.

Gao Xiang used to major in psychology in college. Although he had graduated for so many years and had almost forgotten about it, he would still analyze people he was interested in out of professional habits.

There is nothing special about Qi Yang, except for his good looks, he is indifferent to people, he doesn't know how Qi Yang treats Wen Qing, anyway, he shows no concern for others, even if you know him better, he won't treat you Show a little sincerity, the whole person hides deeply, and maybe showing concern and asking about you are all superficial efforts that need to be done.

Gao Xiang still wanted to continue chatting with Qi Yang, Qi Yang smiled and took a sip of his wine and said.

"Mr. Gao, you came to me today because you are interested in me, right?" Qi Yang looked at Gao Xiang's slightly discolored face, "If you have anything to say, just say it."

Qi Yang reckoned that Gao Xiang had done some psychological things before, and all the problems were aimed at himself. If it wasn't obvious, it wouldn't be obvious, but if it was obvious, it would be quite obvious.

When he was still in the entertainment industry, he did a lot of psychological counseling. He could still see Gao Xiang's little tricks, but he was too lazy to talk about it. He didn't expect him to continue, so he interrupted over him.

"...Since this is the case, Mr. Qi, then I'll just say it straight. Please forgive me if... I have offended you in any way."

Qi Yang nodded, "It's okay, let's talk."

Gao Xiang looked at Qi Yang who had a mouthful of food, and said slowly, "Mr. Qi... What is your relationship with Wen Qing, Mr. Wen?"

Qi Yang paused with his chopsticks, but still smiled, "I don't think this has anything to do with you, Mr. Gao."

"No," Gao Xiang shook his head, still looking at Qi Yang, "it does matter."

Before Qi Yang answered, Gao Xiang continued, "Because I like Wen Qing, if you two have nothing to do with each other, I..."

"We are lovers." Qi Yang interrupted him, without looking at him, he picked up the wine glass and took a sip of the wine.

Gao Xiang looked a little disappointed, but he quickly returned to normal, staring at Qi Yang with a firm tone.

"I can tell that Wen Qing likes you very much, but Mr. Qi," Gao Xiang paused without blinking his eyes, "you don't like him that much, or...you love him."

Qi Yang chuckled, with sarcasm in his eyes, and said in a deep tone, "When did our relationship need you, an outsider, to intervene?"

Gao Xiang frowned and didn't speak.

"How did you know that I don't love Wen Qing?" Qi Yang said seemingly unintentionally, and Gao Xiang saw that his hand holding the spoon trembled slightly.

"You do seem to love him very much," Gao Xiang said, "You behaved very well and did a lot of things for him, and you didn't even mind paying for anything in return. However, it is this kind of almost gratuitous effort that makes people feel weird. .”

Qi Yang looked up at him, waiting for him to continue talking.

Gao Xiang paused, "When you love someone and do something for him, you will definitely expect the other person's return, but your giving without asking for anything makes people feel scared, as if you have some other purpose."

Qi Yang smiled and leaned back on the back of the chair, "What purpose can I have, it's just the relationship between two people, there will always be one who pays more."

Gao Xiang shook his head, "I don't know the past of the two of you, I don't know what your purpose is, and I don't know what you are planning. I just like Wen Qing and feel uneasy because of him."

"You really like to meddle in your own business." Qi Yang picked up a piece of ribs, put them in a bowl, and said without rushing to eat them, "...When you say that, I realize that I really have something in mind."

Gao Xiang looked at him.

"Probably... it's Wen Qing's body." Qi Yang smiled frivolously.

Gao Xiang raised his eyebrows and clenched his fingers tightly.

"Don't you also know?" Qi Yang picked up the meat on the ribs with his chopsticks, raised his head and looked at Gao Xiang with a smile, "... how good-looking that man is, did you feel like yours the first time you saw him? Have you spent half your life in vain?"

Gao Xiang listened blankly, without taking a bite of food for a long time.

"At that time, when I first saw him, I thought how could there be such a good-looking person in this world, beauty, that's the only word to describe him, heh."

Qi Yang folded his hands on the table and put them under his chin, squinting his eyes slightly.

"At that time, I was thinking, what would such a person look like in bed... Oh, yes, he was still singing at the time, and I wondered if his voice would be so nice when he screamed..."

Gao Xiang stood up abruptly, Qi Yang glanced at him, but ignored him.

"...Hey, aren't we men all animals who think from the lower body? It doesn't matter if you say something about it," Qi Yang waved his hand to Gao Xiang, with a smile in his voice, "Don't you just want to know this...why, Shall I tell you more about it?..."

"You're a fucking bastard!"

Gao Xiang rushed over and punched Qi Yang in the face, Qi Yang didn't hide, almost threw him while sitting on the chair.

The two of them were in the private room, and the waiter outside heard Boss Gao's roar and rushed in quickly.

"Boss, boss, calm down!"

Gao Xiang wanted to rush over again, but was stopped by the waiter desperately, he was panting heavily like a raging bull.

Qi Yang wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and slowly stood up.

Gao Xiang's punch was not light, Qi Yang didn't dodge at all, half of his face was bruised.

Gao Xiang still stared at him fiercely, his eyes were slightly bloodshot, he seemed to be saying something, he seemed to be scolding Qi Yang, but Qi Yang couldn't hear him, he just stood quietly and said something for a long time.

"...Mr. Gao, thank you for your hospitality today. I enjoyed my meal very much."

After speaking, he left the private room without looking back, leaving Gao Xiang roaring behind him.

Walking out of the restaurant, Qi Yang suddenly felt nauseous, hurried to a corner, vomited, and vomited up everything he had just eaten.

There was sour water in his stomach, and his mouth was bitter. The winter weather was already chilling, and Qi Yang felt as if he was in an ice cellar.

He didn't know at all what kind of mentality he had for saying those words just now. He remembered every single word he said, and felt nausea again. Some dilute water was poured out, and nothing was spit out.