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"When I went back that day, it rained heavily again. I fell on the road and was covered in mud and broke my arm. I was really embarrassed."

The old ghost sighed, his voice was soft, he didn't know whether it was someone else or himself who sighed: "Then?"

"Then life is still muddling along, I am still my model student, and he is still his senior."

"Is it just like a stranger?"

Ye Yunyang smiled wryly: "If I could really be like a stranger, how could I have come to the next step? I'm just enduring it and seeing when I can't help it."

The parents said that what is said between brothers should not be shared; Wei Wei also said that it is difficult for elders to admit that they like it when they are wrong and say that you have me caught in the middle; even Yunying said, Are you willing to have a relationship for so many years?

"Of course I couldn't bear it, so I went to him and told him."

"He was wearing a simple white T-shirt that day. He seemed to have just finished playing. He was holding a basketball and looking at me. He probably thought I was here to apologize or reconcile. He had a sullen face, but it was clearly a face. Every cell on the screen reads Relieved. I know, maybe I don’t even have to say I’m sorry, as long as I show a little weakness, he will come down the steps, brother or brother.”

"In the end, I'm not the only one who will be reluctant, of course he will too."

"I am a brother and relative who has been with him for nearly 20 years. No one can understand him better than me; as long as I am on the court, he never has to worry about the future; from childhood to adulthood, the time he was with me, I am afraid More than his mother. I cast a big net and trapped him and me in it for a long time. From then on, whether he admits it or not, I can no longer erase my traces from his life .”

"However, there is still something different in this trace. It seems that he really just doesn't want to part with me as a friend."

The old ghost said thoughtfully, "Did you apologize?"

Ye Yunyang said calmly: "Of course not, I never regret the whistleblower incident, even if I was wrong, I wouldn't admit it."

He blinked his eyes, but he still looked naughty: "I'm not going to apologize, I'm going to confess."

"result?"

"I confessed that I didn't mean to have evil intentions. I tried to force the overlord to kiss someone. In the end, my hands were cut and pressed against the wall. The forehead was broken during the struggle, and the blood remained along the wound, congealed into scabs, it was really It's getting more miserable and uglier every time."

He even smiled: "You don't know, his expression at that time was not disgust, nor anger, nor discrimination, just blank. Then he finally reacted, his eyes were full of distress and struggle. At that moment, I I understand that he really doesn't love me."

"That person, he's used to acting recklessly. When did he ever care about other people's eyes? If he likes it, he likes it, and if he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it. Even if he was confused for a short time because of gender issues, he is by no means a person who dare not face up to his own mind. of."

"The boy I love has the brightest heart in the world, and he has always lived without any scruples, but now, he is actually distressed because he doesn't love me. This is really a sad story."

After a long silence, the old ghost closed his eyes and said nothing, as if he was about to fall asleep.

Ye Yunyang touched him helplessly: "Why don't you speak?"

"Speaking of this, there is no need to ask any more questions, the ending is obvious."

Ye Yunyang shook his head with a broken smile: "The thing that happened later was really an accident. The baby succeeded in stealing a kiss for the first time in his life, and he was able to recite it until he was caught by the teacher on the spot."

The situation is really serious and the situation is special. In the face of the facts, all excuses seem futile, and the trouble is much more serious than the last time.

"Then he left the country?"

"Yes, in front of the teachers and parents, he admitted the unnecessary relationship between us, resisted all the responsibilities and sewage, and then went abroad. So, until now, I am afraid that my mother thinks that he is sorry for me. .Actually, why is he sorry for me?"

"He doesn't have any attributes of the Virgin Mary. According to him, if someone likes me, I have to be grateful for Dade's willingness to accept it? Why?"

"But then that person became me, no matter how calm and careless he was, he couldn't stay out of it with a cold face, so every decision he made had to be hesitant, lest it would irritate me, otherwise, of course, I would suffer the most. He is afraid that he will have to hurt his muscles and bones."

"Of course he has his own selfish intentions when he goes abroad. On the one hand, he gave me time and distance, and on the other hand, he probably wanted to give himself some space to think about solutions. But before he left, he never forgot to resist everything and not let me It’s hard to be a human being, where does the word “sorry” come from?”

The old ghost asked after a while, "What happens after he leaves?"

"I still read and study, and lived the life of a model student at two points and one line, but my mental and physical conditions have not been very good. At that time, I vaguely realized that I had some psychological problems. Depression, my grandfather had this aspect medical history."

"At that time, my mother once went to Aunt Lin, hoping that she could contact Lin Mo and let him come back, which would also help my condition."

"She refused?"

"Yes, no matter how kind she is, no matter how much she loves me, she is just a mother after all. Not only did she not contact him, but she was also concealed to death."

"It's just that she didn't expect that in a few days, I would jump from the balcony on the sixth floor."

"Auntie Lin has blamed herself for my death for so many years. She feels that Lin Mo has been alone for so many years because she pretended that she couldn't let me go. But in fact, it was nothing more than an oolong."

The old ghost had already picked up half of his steamed stuffed bun, and floated out slowly.

After a while, Ye Yunyang smiled and finished the story by himself.

"Maybe he is really sad about my matter than anyone else, and he even has to find a place where no one is around to calm down."

"He started writing because of me, because I stayed alone in L City, and because I rarely even touch the ball. But, he doesn't love me."