[Korean entertainment] I want to win

Lee Jae-hyun arrived at the downstairs of JYP company within 10 minutes.

Mu Yanjiang, who looked like Sadako, slowly climbed into the car, with slightly disheveled hair, heavy dark circles under her eyes, and a haggard look.

"Hey." Li Yuxian was taken aback by her: "Have you eaten yet?"

Mu Yan shook her head.

"Then let's go eat first." Li Yuxian took her into the restaurant without any explanation.

He had already had dinner, so he only ordered a cup of coffee.

There was a bowl of fried rice in front of Mu Yan, who was sitting opposite, and she kept pulling it.

Li Yuxian asked: "What song are you going to sing this time?"

Mu Yan said: "10 minutes."

Li Yuxian stirred the coffee with a spoon: "Mu Yan, do you want to win? I came here from Gwangju to participate in Kpopstar, Mu Yan, have you ever thought about becoming a champion?"

Brother Shengli asked the question Xiuyan asked before, and Mu Yan looked at him, not knowing how to answer.

There is still a faint blue shadow under Li Yuxian's eyes, and those panda eyes are rare and serious: "If you just hold the mood of giving it a try, then even if you are eliminated now, you don't think it's nothing. Anyway, you are still young, and you can still have it." Other opportunities. But if you don’t have the belief that you must win, how can you guarantee success next time?”

Mu Yan was very frustrated, well, this time, even Brother Shengli was disappointed in her.

Li Yuxian sighed: "Eat more food, you will have the energy to practice when you are full, and I will take you to a place after eating."

Although she had no appetite, Mu Yan worked hard and obediently ate more than half of the meal.

After the meal, Li Yuxian went back to his residence to get some things, and then took Muyan to the Victory Academy in Seoul.

"Seoul also has Victory Academy?" Mu Yan asked.

"This one was opened this year." Li Yuxian said while leading her to the innermost dance practice room.

The new store is beautifully decorated, but there is no one in this practice room.

Li Yuxian sat on the ground holding the laptop he brought just now, he patted the open space around him and said to Mu Yan, "Come here."

Mu Yan obediently sat beside him.

Li Yuxian turned on the computer and clicked on a video: "This is the record of our Big Bang debut."

Mu Yan had heard of this before, but because she didn't have a computer at home, she never had a chance to see it.

I don't understand why Brother Shengli showed her this at this time.

She stared at the screen earnestly. What Li Yuxian showed her was the ninth episode. The title was: Even if the flowers wither, they will not blame the wind.

Li Yuxian said: "At that time, there were six trainees who persisted until the end, but the president said that only four could debut as Big Bang."

But BigBang has five people.

Although Mu Yan was puzzled, she knew that the video would answer her questions, so she didn't ask.

At that time, Brother Shengli was still a young boy.

Mu Yan saw that he was rejected by Yang Xianshuo, and then continued to work hard for the possibility of less than 10%.

The two finished watching the ninth and tenth episodes in silence.

"Ah, really." Li Yuxian turned off the video: "Although it has been stored on the computer, I haven't watched this for a long time. I really have goosebumps. Those five reasons..."

He looked at Mu Yan and said with a smile: "But at that time, the desire to be selected was too strong, and I couldn't feel anything else, not even shame."

"Brother Shengli did a great job." Mu Yan didn't feel goosebumps, but understood him very, very well.

Brother Shengli can succeed in the end because he is confident and capable.

Mu Yan smiled: "If it were me, I probably wouldn't have the courage to try again."

Li Yuxian smiled and shook his head: "Actually, I don't have the courage either." He paused: "I'm very inferior."

I am very inferior.

Mu Yan was shocked by his four words.

Brother Shengli is very good at everything, and he always speaks eloquently and confidently in front of the camera. Brother Shengli told her that he has low self-esteem.

Mu Yan never dared to say these four words openly.

"Singing is not good, dancing is not bad. It was not bad in Gwangju, but it is not a big deal in Seoul." Li Yuxian said: "Because of lack of strength, I am worried that opportunities will slip away from my hands. I have always had low self-esteem. Often Some people say that I am confident, but my self-confidence is just a cloak of inferiority. When my singing or dancing skills have not improved, self-confidence is my only strength."

Confidence is just a cloak of inferiority, Mu Yan pondered this sentence in her heart.

"I have never thought that I am not a Big Bang." Li Yuxian continued: "Even if the president told me that I was unqualified at that time, even if I packed up and returned to Gwangju, I never thought that I was not a Big Bang. There are other ways out, I just know that I have to seize the opportunity. I may fail if I try, but if I don’t try, I may not win at all. I think the same is true for Brother Xiansheng, and he will not do it for himself in the end. I regret the hard work I have done.”

He looked at Mu Yan, this girl was a little fatter when he saw her last time, but she has lost a lot of weight in the past week or so, she looks small and fragile.

"Do you like to sing?" Li Yuxian asked.

Mu Yan nodded: "I like it."

Li Yuxian patted her on the shoulder: "There are many roads in life, and it is true that there is no need to choose the most difficult one, but Mu Yan, do you still remember the feeling of trying to save money with your sister and wanting to buy a piano? What was your dream at that time?"

Xiuyan... Muyan misses her sister.

Maybe she didn't actually give as much to her sister as she thought.

For their first deposit, the younger sister offered to buy her a piano, but she did not refuse.

When hearing her sing for the first time, Soo Yeon said excitedly, "Sister, I'm your fan."

When practicing singing with her at home, Xiuyan hugged her and said: "The voice seems to come from the sky, how can my sister sing so beautifully?"

When I got the scholarship, I would proudly say to her: "Xiuyan, I have an invincible mind, and Muyan, you have an invincible singing voice. How could my mother have such an excellent daughter like us?"

When I miss my father, I will lean on her and say, "Fortunately, I still have my sister."

Said to her before the game: "In my opinion, my sister can win if I go."

When I knew that her practice was not going well, I sent a text message to comfort her and said: "It's okay, as long as my sister is happy."

Thinking of these things, Mu Yan's mind slowly became clear.

Originally, she thought that her abilities were inferior to Xiuyan, but now that she thinks about it, her mind is far inferior to that of her younger sister.

Mu Yan said: "I understand."

"Do you really understand?" Li Yuxian asked.

Mu Yan used to feel that her inferiority complex had a good reason.

No matter how big her reason is, it shouldn't be bigger than her dream.She shouldn't be so cowardly.

I also heard a lot of compliments, especially Xiuyan, brother Shengli, sister Yixin and President Park Zhenying who gave her so much encouragement, but she has been holding on to her own shortcomings, shrinking in her shell like a snail in.

Enjoying everyone's help, but making no effort, she shouldn't be so selfish.

"I understand." Mu Yan nodded, this time, her tone was very firm.

"That's right." Li Kuoxian picked up the computer again and searched for the video of Lee Hyori's "10 minutes".

He stood up after watching it twice, clapped his hands, and said to Mu Yan: "Come on, let's dance together."

Mu Yan also stood up: "Brother Shengli wants to dance with me?"

"Yes." Li Yuxian said with a smile: "Dean Shengli didn't call him for nothing, of course he wants to teach you a few tricks. Brother Shengli, I dance very well, you know that?"

Lee Hyori's performance has her own sexy.

Although this dance is simple and hearty, it cannot escape the charm of women's dances.

Li Yuxian was very happy to dance, but he was meticulous and very serious.

Mu Yan was once again impressed by him.

This time she danced very freely, even if the judges said that her dance was not good, it doesn't matter, she has worked hard and she doesn't regret it.

"Dancing very well." Li Yuxian said.

I praised her to make her feel confident, but in fact she didn't dance that badly.

While correcting for her, Li Yuxian taught her some stage skills.

It was early morning when I thought it was almost ready.

The two of them were sweating all over, but their expressions relaxed a lot.

"Let's go get something to eat." Li Yuxian said.

"Yeah." Mu Yankuang nodded, this time she was really hungry.

After eating ramen at a 24-hour ramen shop, Li Yuxian sent Mu Yan back to the dormitory to rest.

When the car drove downstairs, Li Yuxian took out a box and gave it to her: "This is for you."

"What is it?" Mu Yan took it in doubt, opened it, and was even more surprised: "This!"

Inside the box is a necklace, which is the necklace belonging to Li Yuxian in the BigBang debut record that I just watched.

Small Seunghyun's necklace pattern with a flag on the planet.

Mu Yan murmured: "This is too precious..."

"I'm not willing to give this away." Li Yuxian took out the necklace and hung it around Mu Yan's neck: "I lent it to you first, and then return it to me when you think you can return it to me. The video I watched just now, return it to me." Remember what it symbolizes?"

"I remember." Mu Yan put the necklace in her palm: "The implication is to raise a new flag in the music industry."

Li Yuxian said with a smile: "So Mu Yan will also set up a new banner in the music industry."

Mu Yan looked at him, unable to even say thank you.

The word thank you is too simple, how can she express her gratitude to Li Yuxian clearly in words.