How to become a qualified villain Demon Lord

A moment ago, when Tian Nanxing and Qingxiao Immortal Venerable fought brazenly, Shen Cijing finally remembered Tian Nanxing's identity, and he was the weird man who drove him and Xie Feiyan to a desperate situation ten years ago!

but why?

Obviously that person has been sealed by him in the wilderness north of Guangling City, why did he break the seal in the end and appear here?

Why didn't he feel that the seal was touched?

There is also the person who called himself "Xu Yuanji" who appeared the day before yesterday, and Xie Feiyan's strange reaction earlier, and the Moon Golden Wheel that suddenly appeared in Xie Feiyan's hands... and... and all the things that have disturbed him recently everything……

Why?

At this moment, Shen Cijing clearly didn't understand anything, but he seemed to have understood something, his heart sank, and the chill gradually climbed up his spine.

However, Shen Cijing is a person who does not hit the south wall and does not look back. He is a person who will never accept his fate. He insisted on chasing the venue.

"Junior Brother Shen!"

"Junior Brother Shen! What are you doing? Come back quickly!"

Shen Cijing ignored the shouts of Elder Gui Yuanzong and the big brothers and big sisters, and rushed to the meeting place, and then at the moment when the fire broke out in the viewing platform, he immediately found Tian Nanxing who had escaped.Regardless of Tiannanxing's danger, he turned to catch up amidst the exclamation of the crowd, even ignoring the icy sea breeze that was about to tear apart his chest, and just chased Tiannanxing's figure straight away, from the east of the Liantian Mountain Range, side jumped down.

"Junior Brother Shen!"

"Dangerous! Don't go!!"

Shen Cijing didn't stop and didn't look back, because he knew that such an opportunity was fleeting, and if he stopped for a moment, he would never be able to catch up.

And sure enough, when Shen Cijing chased Tian Nanxing's back to the beach in embarrassment, he really saw the person he was thinking of——Xie Feiyan.

However, at this moment, when Shen Cijing stared at Xie Feiyan, the familiar strangeness that frightened Shen Cijing struck again:

The person in front of him was empty, without emotion, love, or smile.

The love that made him intoxicated and obsessed with his heart has all disappeared.

——Is the person in front of him really the person he is looking for?

Is this person really the one he knows and loves?

Thick and dense fear hit my heart, turning into painful strands, blocking my chest.Shen Cijing fell into silence, unable to make a sound.

But Xie Feiyan on the opposite side just looked at him calmly, and said in a cold voice: "When did Mr. Shen come to see me? If there is something to do, let's make a long story short. If there is nothing to do, then please go back. For the sake of past love, I I don't need to kill you."

Such ruthless words finally cut off the last bit of luck in Shen Cijing's heart, causing his heart to sink into the sea of ​​ice.

Shen Cijing looked at the nothingness in front of him, and for a moment lost the ability to speak.

Because he was so smart, so smart that Xie Feiyan didn't have to refuse him, he already understood the other party's rejection.

But he was too persistent, so persistent that he had to hit his head to bleed, and his heart was shattered to pieces before he would stop.

Shen Cijing laughed, and said in a low voice: "The relationship in the past? Our past... what kind of relationship?"

Xie Feiyan said: "It's nothing, I just played a game with you. If it's light today, you should wake up from your dream."

game?Dream?

Shen Cijing's heart suddenly ached, "You mean...the you in the past...the ones in the past...are you just lying to me?" Shen Cijing's voice became hoarse.

Shen Cijing looked at Xie Feiyan expectantly, hoping that he could deny it, even if there was a slight hesitation or intolerance.

But Xie Feiyan replied without hesitation: "That's right."

Shen Cijing closed his eyes, and the smell of blood came out of his mouth.

It was the breath of sincere love being crushed mercilessly.

"I don't believe it!" Shen Cijing opened his eyes again, gritted his teeth hard, and walked towards Xie Feiyan regardless of his rejection and coldness, "I don't believe it! You clearly love me, how can such a love be fake? This kind of love, how can it be a game?!"

Xie Feiyan said: "So you want to deceive yourself?"

"I'm not deceiving myself!" Shen Cijing persistently walked up to Xie Feiyan, grabbed Xie Feiyan's hand, and pressed it on his chest.

"A Fei, you love me. This is what I saw and what I felt. How can this be wrong? How can this be false?" Shen Cijing's eyes turned red, "A Fei, you love me , I know, it must be so.”

"A Fei, you said that you know why I am named 'Ci Jing', but you only know one thing and not the other. Back then, the monk from Shengyun Temple wanted to ferry me, one is because I have the root of wisdom, and the other is Because I have nothing to do with the world of mortals. He said, because I see too clearly, it is more difficult to be emotional. Only when I meet someone who loves me more than my life, will I understand what love is. But in this world, who doesn’t love himself more What? Who would love me with such madness?"

"It's you, Ah Fei, it's you who love me, it's you who taught me what love is, and how can this kind of love be fake?"

His voice choked up, begging.

"Don't deny me, don't reject me. Ah Fei... don't treat me like this..."

Xie Feiyan slightly lowered his eyes and remained silent.

In normal times, this represents a gesture of acquiescence.Gentle and pampering, like he could do anything to him.

This is the expression that moves Shen Cijing the most, because it is the most indulgent love for him from the person he loves, and therefore, Shen Cijing always believes that even if one day he will drown in such tolerance, he will never I won't regret it.

But at this moment, the silence of the person in front of him is an empty and cold clay sculpture, as if the person in front of him is only an empty shell, and his soul has long since abandoned him, turning into nothingness.

Shen Cijing's heart ached, and he held the hand of the person in front of him even tighter.

But the harder he tried, the more powerless he felt.

Yes, he actually had a premonition that he could no longer catch the person in front of him.

But he was not reconciled.

Not reconciled!

Anyway, I am not reconciled!

This is the first person he wants, the only person he wants, why can't he catch him alone? !

Time became blurred at this moment, and Shen Cijing felt his heart beating louder and louder, and the turbulence, pain, and turbulent unwillingness turned into a giant hammer, hitting his eardrum one after another, causing him a splitting headache .

I don't know how long it took, but finally, Xie Feiyan raised his eyes to look at him with a frighteningly calm expression.

"Mr. Shen, I didn't want you to know the truth, and I didn't want to be so cruel to you, but why did you have to chase after me?" Xie Feiyan sighed, but there was no emotion at all, only normal, "You said I love you , I ask you—do I love you?"

Shen Cijing insisted: "You love me!"

Xie Feiyan slowly pressed the hand on Shen Cijing's chest, and his voice became softer: "Are you really so sure?"

Shen Cijing didn't dodge at all: "I'm sure."

"Really?" asked again.

"I believe it!" I was convinced again.

Xie Feiyan shook his head, and sighed again, as if lamenting the innocence of young people, and the next moment, he didn't show mercy, and his fingers went through Shen Cijing's chest, crushing his heart.

"It's a pity that you believed wrong."

At this moment, blood gushed out from Shen Cijing's chest, instantly staining his white clothes red.

He looked at Xie Feiyan blankly, his chest was empty, but he couldn't feel any pain.

Shen Cijing's eyes darkened, he staggered two steps, and half knelt on the ground, but his eyes were extremely stubborn, staring at Xie Feiyan's face for a moment, refusing to move away.

Xie Feiyan said lightly: "I have already said, Shen Cijing, you are too young, and you believe in your own talent too much. You feel too clearly the emotions of others. This is your advantage, but it is also your disadvantage. , because as long as others know this and use it as bait, they can easily catch you, deceive you, and hurt you—just like me."

Xie Feiyan stood with his hands behind his back, looked down at him, his faint pupils were like abysses: "Now, do you still think I love you?"

"..."

"Do you think I love you?"

Shen Cijing was speechless, and the bright and dazzling light in his eyes gradually dimmed.

Xie Feiyan paused, and asked him for the third time: "Do I love you?"

Shen Cijing was a little dazed and ignorant, as if he didn't know what he was talking about at all, but just stared at him from bottom to top, the bright light in his eyes finally turned into a swaying fire.

"You...don't love me?" He said dully.

Xie Fei said, "Yes."

"You... have been lying to me all this time?" His voice became softer.

Xie Feiyan still did not hesitate: "Yes."

After a moment of silence, Shen Cijing let out a low laugh, and suddenly coughed violently. The fragments of the shattered heart, mixed with blood, coughed out from his mouth.

Xie Feiyan's hands tucked into his sleeves trembled, and the emotion deeply hidden in his heart screamed, almost breaking through his defenses, accusing him, scolding him, and then hugging the person in front of him.

But no.

This doesn't work.

Now that such a decision has been made, and since it has come to this point, there is absolutely no reason to give up halfway.

So, Xie Feiyan clenched the moon golden wheel in his hand, ordered him to turn around and leave, and walked towards the sea boat rowed by Tiannanxing.

Under the morning light and in the sea breeze, Tian Nanxing stood on the ship, looking at him from a distance, with no expression on his face.

Xie Feiyan went forward to meet him, but suddenly, there was a faint voice behind him, like talking in sleep.

"You said you lied to me...then why..."

"Why don't you continue to lie to me..."

Xie Feiyan's footsteps stopped, his eyes turned red, and the defense he had built up with great effort was almost shattered by this sentence at this moment.

But it was only for a moment, he stepped up again, gritted his teeth and left without looking back.

"Don't be afraid...even if it hurts, don't be afraid." He murmured, as if talking to himself, but also as if saying to Shen Cijing, "Because after this pain, it won't hurt again."

Because one day, you and I will eventually become enemies, so the more it hurts now, the calmer it will be in the future.

On the long road of life, your life has just begun, there are still so many people and so many things waiting for you to meet, and so many wonderful things waiting for you to discover... So one day, when you mention these people and these things Sometimes, you can talk about it calmly, and you will eventually find that the love you once thought was unforgettable is just an insignificant hurdle in a long life.

Yes, it will all pass, one day.

When the ship was sailing, Xie Feiyan finally couldn't help turning his head and looked at the man on the beach.

He fell on the beach, blood staining the white sand.He knew that his body was on the verge of death, but his soul was still refusing to leave, as if he was taking a gamble or waiting for something in despair.

Tian Nanxing said: "My lord, there is still a little time, do you want to see him?"

to see him?

Xie Feiyan's heart beat violently, and it was almost impossible to refuse this temptation.

But Xie Feiyan clenched his fists and forced himself not to take half a step back, fearing that he would be unable to leave after one more look.

"Let's go." Xie Feiyan said, "Hurry up." He opened his bow without looking back.

Tian Nanxing hesitated for a moment, but finally gave something to Xie Feiyan.

"This subordinate just picked it up on the road."

Xie Feiyan took it and found that it was actually a statue carved out of wood, and the person engraved was him smiling happily.

Xie Feiyan recognized it, it was a gift that Shen Cijing wanted to give him but didn't have time to give it.

He had actually seen it that night, but he could only pretend he didn't see it, but he didn't expect that after going around, it still came into his hands.

Xie Feiyan took the wooden statue, rubbed it with his fingertips, stared at it, a little lost in thought, his thoughts wandering, and those emotions that contained chaos, pain, and frenzy gradually calmed down in front of the wooden statue.

At this moment, Xie Feiyan suddenly understood.

He understands his hesitation and worries over the years, understands his fear and desire.

Xie Feiyan used to be scared.Even up until a moment ago, he had been terrified.

He is afraid that he is not worthy of such a good person, afraid that he will hurt the other person, and afraid that when this person mentions him again, he will lightly say "It's him, I once knew him" and there will be no more words.

And this fear, in fact, stems from desire.Because Xie Feiyan loves Shen Cijing and wants to get a response from the other party, he is worried about gains and losses, at a loss, afraid of being known, afraid of being taken away.

But now, he is no longer afraid.

So he began to sincerely hope that when that person mentions him one day, there will be no love or hatred, just like usual.

"Let's go."

Xie Feiyan originally wanted to crush the wooden statue and throw it into the sea, just like he crushed his own heart mercilessly.

However, he tried several times, but his hands were shaking badly, so in the end, he could only put the wooden statue in his arms, and took away his only past.

start sailing.

The sea boat driven by spiritual power was like an arrow leaving the string, and it was heading towards the other side of the sea at high speed.

Xie Feiyan pressed the wooden statue on his chest and didn't look back.

—From now on, it’s just enemies.