How to become a qualified villain Demon Lord
Chapter 103
After worshiping the hall, it is the bridal chamber.
After being noisily sent into the bridal chamber, Xie Feiyan's bewildered head suddenly sobered up a bit.
He subconsciously felt that it was enough for the dream to stop here, after all, his sense of shame was not enough to support him to complete the whole "process" of getting married.
However, when the young beauty closed the door with his backhand, obliterating all the sounds and colors outside the door, and only his radiance enveloped this small world, Xie Feiyan felt as if his legs were fixed in place and his head was in a mess. It became a paste.
The young man approached him step by step, he would grow up with every step he took, and when he walked in front of Xie Feiyan, he would look like an adult.
Tall and handsome.
The posture of a fairy is unparalleled in the world.
He looks as cold as ice, and treats people without any false words, but he has a pure heart, and the principles in his heart never succumb to anything or anyone.
He is the purest human being, the most flawless god, and the purest light Xie Feiyan has ever seen.
But such a good person, such a person that he cherishes in his heart, his eyes were red, and he asked him: "Why did you lie to me?"
Xie Feiyan was in a daze.
At this moment, Xie Feiyan was clearly still in the new house, but Shen Cijing in front of him seemed to have become the person whose heart was broken by him at the foot of Baiyujing Mountain.
"Why did you leave me?"
The man approached step by step.
"Why don't you love me?"
The voice asked.
"Why...you can't even lie to me to the end?"
The man's eyes were red, and he looked like a ferocious beast staring at him, but when the man's hand fell on his face, he was still restrained and gentle.
"You know it well...you know that as long as you lie to me, I will believe you...then why don't you continue to lie to me?"
The man's kiss fell on his lips, rubbing tenderly.
"Cheat me again... say love me again, Ah Fei."
Xie Feiyan finally felt a delayed pain in the empty place in his heart after 100 years.
It is the pain that is so painful that you can't wait to dig out your heart and show it to the other party.
It is clear that he personally broke the trust of that person in him, shattered that person's nostalgia for him, and it was also he himself who fundamentally denied the relationship between the two of them, so that the person would never believe him again, and never again. Neither would she love him, nor would she be moved by his doomed death... All of this was clearly done by himself, but at this moment, Xie Feiyan still felt pain.
That's what the human heart is, and that's what human nature is.Even if you are walking on the path you think is right, doing what you think is right, but in the dead of night, in the dream that allows yourself to be unrestrained, you will still be heartbroken and heartbroken.
At this moment, Xie Feiyan suddenly rejoiced that the person in front of him was not real, and rejoiced that such pain did not really befall that person.
Because Xie Feiyan always hated that person's pain.
Because that is the heart he likes the most, cherishes the most, and wants to protect the most.
Xie Feiyan murmured softly: "I'm sorry." He stared at this face that had been gone for a hundred years, and the longing and longing in his heart no longer had to be suppressed, "I'm sorry, little mirror, I just hope you live well... I hope you live better than me. Well... I love you, I love you, but I never lied to you about this. "
"You lied to me! You have been lying to me all this time!" The man bit his lip fiercely, but when the blood really oozes, he let go again, looking at the man with complicated eyes. Thin blood, like resentment, but also like reluctance, "You are always lying to me, you never promised me anything, and you never loved me..."
"no."
"Why did you treat me like this... If you don't love me, why did you come to provoke me..."
"no."
"If I'm not good enough, tell me, I can change, I can become a better person, I can become someone you like more—but why are you leaving?" The man grabbed Xie Feiyan's hand, Put it inside his clothes, and cling to the scar on his chest.
That kind of temperature and scars scalded Xie Feiyan's hands and his heart.
"It's not like this, it's not like this, little mirror, you are fine, you are the best person, you don't need to change anything!" Xie Feiyan was heartbroken, and finally couldn't help sobbing, "I'm sorry, little mirror, Ah Jing, I'm sorry , it's my fault, you can be angry with me, but don't be angry with yourself, don't doubt yourself... I was wrong, I shouldn't have left you in that way, I just... I just couldn't think of anything better There is a way..."
Xie Feiyan is a person who can handle everything with ease, except for Shen Cijing.
He wanted to get close to him, but was afraid that it would disgust him; he wanted to touch him, but was afraid of burning him.
Xie Feiyan has never been a person who has a lot of worries and looks forward and backward, except for Shen Cijing.
He wants to love him, but is afraid of not being able to love him; he wants his love, but is afraid of not being able to repay him; he wants to stay with him forever, but is afraid that he will eventually be separated.
Back then, the lord of the Holy Fire Palace told him that the reason why he had been slow to make progress in his practice of "Shenhuo Mending the Sky Secret Essentials" was because he had too little love in his heart.
Burn fire with heart, control fire with emotion.
The flame of the Holy Fire Palace is the fire of love.
However, Xie Feiyan's heart was devastated, and what was burning and never going out was evil retribution and anger.This kind of fire can burn away the evil karma in the world and turn it into a never-ending fire of karma, but it cannot love a person properly, and one day, this never-ending karma of anger will burn out his heart love, and then burn the person who loves him.
Therefore, when Xie Feiyan found that his passion could never overwhelm his anger, Xie Feiyan was preparing to part with Shen Cijing.
He thought of countless excuses, and thought of countless arguments, but when the final parting came unexpectedly, he subconsciously used the most ruthless and most irreversible method to deal with this matter. The thought of the mirror also cut off the thought of oneself.
Resolute is Xie Feiyan's habit.He is always used to treating himself so coldly, used to let himself have no way out, used to let himself feel pain-because these pains are the good medicine for him to live to this day.
So, when he habitually hurt himself again, Xie Feiyan kept avoiding it and refused to think about the consequences of it.He knows that wounds will always heal, that time can heal pain, that everything will pass, as long as he doesn't look or think about it, all of this will disappear in the long river of time.
However, when he went back in time, when he really saw the bloody wound and touched the shocking scar, he suddenly realized that when he hurt himself, he also hurt Shen Ci in the same way. mirror.
Xie Feiyan suddenly realized at this moment——
What did he do? !
Until this moment, Xie Feiyan finally understood where the worries and tossings in his heart came from, and finally understood what he had done.
The looming burning heart fire finally turned into substance.He couldn't bear it anymore, and with all his strength, he tore off Shen Cijing's clothes, and saw the ugly scar on the other's chest.
It was the scar left by Xie Feiyan who once pierced his chest with his hand and crushed his heart.
Xie Feiyan stared blankly at the scar, then raised his eyes to look at Shen Cijing.
The man in the dream smiled at him, but said: "Do you want to try again?" The man in the dream pressed Xie Feiyan's hand on the scar, "Are you going to crush my heart again?"
Xie Feiyan lost his words at this moment.
His eyes were red, and he leaned over to kiss the scar suddenly.
"sorry."
A hot kiss fell on this ugly scar, and a feeling like itching and numbness spread all over his body.
The body of the person in the dream suddenly tensed up, and he took a step back subconsciously.
But this time, Xie Feiyan took the initiative and pulled the dreamer to the bed and pushed him down on the bed.
"you--"
The man in the dream wanted to get up, but Xie Feiyan held him down, tore off his clothes, stared at his blemish-white chest, and kissed him again.
This time, besides the hot kiss, there were also hot tears that fell on the scar.
"sorry."
The body of the person in the dream became more and more tense, a little dazed, and his body was obviously cold, but the scar that was kissed began to heat up, and the temperature of the skin scratched by the hot teardrops was rising, almost making his heart feel the same. scald.
The man in the dream exerted strength with his hands, and pulled Xie Feiyan to roll to the inner side of the bed, covering Xie Feiyan with his own breath.
"you love Me?"
"I love you."
The person in the dream laughed at himself: "...you lied to me."
Xie Feiyan grabbed his hand, pressed it on his heart, and said softly, "I didn't lie to you." He said, "You dig it out and have a look. Only this matter, I never lied to you."
The fingers of the man in the dream were trembling, and he suddenly tore off Xie Feiyan's red clothes with force, and pressed his hand on his chest, as if it would pass through Xie Feiyan's chest in the next moment and crush Xie Feiyan's heart—just like Xie Feiyan did to him. did.
But he couldn't do it.
He was reluctant.
The dreamer closed his eyes tightly.
"I hate you."
"I know."
"……I love you."
"……sorry."
The person in the dream chuckled, meaning unknown.
He lowered his head and kissed Xie Feiyan's lips, bit the wound on Xie Feiyan's lips in retaliation, and sucked the bloody breath into their mouths, making the bitter sweetness entangled and inseparable.
Xie Feiyan responded to him enthusiastically, hugged him tightly, and unscrupulously pulled the dreamer closer to him in this dream, filling the barrenness and emptiness that he always longed for in his heart.
"I love you, Ah Jing, I love you." Xie Feiyan said over and over again, "The person I love the most is you, only you, and always you."
Xie Feiyan tried his best to heal the pain and scars of the person in front of him, even if it was just the person in his dream.
But Xie Feiyan couldn't bear his pain.
I don't know who started it first, this kiss with hatred, pain and revenge began to change, and the red clothes of the two were also torn off, and they were thrown off the bed.
The room began to heat up.
The person in front of Xie Feiyan was obviously just a person in a dream, but his emotions were so strong and his pain was so real that Xie Feiyan could empathize with him, and his heart ached like a twist.So when the punitive kiss fell, Xie Feiyan was almost out of breath, but still tried his best to respond, hugged this person tightly, and comforted the other person's painful heart over and over again.
"Don't be afraid, Ah Jing, don't be afraid...everything will be fine."
"I will love you and always love you...so don't be afraid...don't hurt..."
"You can do anything to me..."
……
After an unknown amount of time, Xie Feiyan finally fell asleep in a daze.
And beside him, the cool and warm breath surrounded him.
"A Fei... If you want to lie to me, just keep lying to me."
The person in the dream hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to rub him into his flesh and blood, without distinguishing each other and never separating.
"Always lie to me, always lie to me...never leave me..."
After being noisily sent into the bridal chamber, Xie Feiyan's bewildered head suddenly sobered up a bit.
He subconsciously felt that it was enough for the dream to stop here, after all, his sense of shame was not enough to support him to complete the whole "process" of getting married.
However, when the young beauty closed the door with his backhand, obliterating all the sounds and colors outside the door, and only his radiance enveloped this small world, Xie Feiyan felt as if his legs were fixed in place and his head was in a mess. It became a paste.
The young man approached him step by step, he would grow up with every step he took, and when he walked in front of Xie Feiyan, he would look like an adult.
Tall and handsome.
The posture of a fairy is unparalleled in the world.
He looks as cold as ice, and treats people without any false words, but he has a pure heart, and the principles in his heart never succumb to anything or anyone.
He is the purest human being, the most flawless god, and the purest light Xie Feiyan has ever seen.
But such a good person, such a person that he cherishes in his heart, his eyes were red, and he asked him: "Why did you lie to me?"
Xie Feiyan was in a daze.
At this moment, Xie Feiyan was clearly still in the new house, but Shen Cijing in front of him seemed to have become the person whose heart was broken by him at the foot of Baiyujing Mountain.
"Why did you leave me?"
The man approached step by step.
"Why don't you love me?"
The voice asked.
"Why...you can't even lie to me to the end?"
The man's eyes were red, and he looked like a ferocious beast staring at him, but when the man's hand fell on his face, he was still restrained and gentle.
"You know it well...you know that as long as you lie to me, I will believe you...then why don't you continue to lie to me?"
The man's kiss fell on his lips, rubbing tenderly.
"Cheat me again... say love me again, Ah Fei."
Xie Feiyan finally felt a delayed pain in the empty place in his heart after 100 years.
It is the pain that is so painful that you can't wait to dig out your heart and show it to the other party.
It is clear that he personally broke the trust of that person in him, shattered that person's nostalgia for him, and it was also he himself who fundamentally denied the relationship between the two of them, so that the person would never believe him again, and never again. Neither would she love him, nor would she be moved by his doomed death... All of this was clearly done by himself, but at this moment, Xie Feiyan still felt pain.
That's what the human heart is, and that's what human nature is.Even if you are walking on the path you think is right, doing what you think is right, but in the dead of night, in the dream that allows yourself to be unrestrained, you will still be heartbroken and heartbroken.
At this moment, Xie Feiyan suddenly rejoiced that the person in front of him was not real, and rejoiced that such pain did not really befall that person.
Because Xie Feiyan always hated that person's pain.
Because that is the heart he likes the most, cherishes the most, and wants to protect the most.
Xie Feiyan murmured softly: "I'm sorry." He stared at this face that had been gone for a hundred years, and the longing and longing in his heart no longer had to be suppressed, "I'm sorry, little mirror, I just hope you live well... I hope you live better than me. Well... I love you, I love you, but I never lied to you about this. "
"You lied to me! You have been lying to me all this time!" The man bit his lip fiercely, but when the blood really oozes, he let go again, looking at the man with complicated eyes. Thin blood, like resentment, but also like reluctance, "You are always lying to me, you never promised me anything, and you never loved me..."
"no."
"Why did you treat me like this... If you don't love me, why did you come to provoke me..."
"no."
"If I'm not good enough, tell me, I can change, I can become a better person, I can become someone you like more—but why are you leaving?" The man grabbed Xie Feiyan's hand, Put it inside his clothes, and cling to the scar on his chest.
That kind of temperature and scars scalded Xie Feiyan's hands and his heart.
"It's not like this, it's not like this, little mirror, you are fine, you are the best person, you don't need to change anything!" Xie Feiyan was heartbroken, and finally couldn't help sobbing, "I'm sorry, little mirror, Ah Jing, I'm sorry , it's my fault, you can be angry with me, but don't be angry with yourself, don't doubt yourself... I was wrong, I shouldn't have left you in that way, I just... I just couldn't think of anything better There is a way..."
Xie Feiyan is a person who can handle everything with ease, except for Shen Cijing.
He wanted to get close to him, but was afraid that it would disgust him; he wanted to touch him, but was afraid of burning him.
Xie Feiyan has never been a person who has a lot of worries and looks forward and backward, except for Shen Cijing.
He wants to love him, but is afraid of not being able to love him; he wants his love, but is afraid of not being able to repay him; he wants to stay with him forever, but is afraid that he will eventually be separated.
Back then, the lord of the Holy Fire Palace told him that the reason why he had been slow to make progress in his practice of "Shenhuo Mending the Sky Secret Essentials" was because he had too little love in his heart.
Burn fire with heart, control fire with emotion.
The flame of the Holy Fire Palace is the fire of love.
However, Xie Feiyan's heart was devastated, and what was burning and never going out was evil retribution and anger.This kind of fire can burn away the evil karma in the world and turn it into a never-ending fire of karma, but it cannot love a person properly, and one day, this never-ending karma of anger will burn out his heart love, and then burn the person who loves him.
Therefore, when Xie Feiyan found that his passion could never overwhelm his anger, Xie Feiyan was preparing to part with Shen Cijing.
He thought of countless excuses, and thought of countless arguments, but when the final parting came unexpectedly, he subconsciously used the most ruthless and most irreversible method to deal with this matter. The thought of the mirror also cut off the thought of oneself.
Resolute is Xie Feiyan's habit.He is always used to treating himself so coldly, used to let himself have no way out, used to let himself feel pain-because these pains are the good medicine for him to live to this day.
So, when he habitually hurt himself again, Xie Feiyan kept avoiding it and refused to think about the consequences of it.He knows that wounds will always heal, that time can heal pain, that everything will pass, as long as he doesn't look or think about it, all of this will disappear in the long river of time.
However, when he went back in time, when he really saw the bloody wound and touched the shocking scar, he suddenly realized that when he hurt himself, he also hurt Shen Ci in the same way. mirror.
Xie Feiyan suddenly realized at this moment——
What did he do? !
Until this moment, Xie Feiyan finally understood where the worries and tossings in his heart came from, and finally understood what he had done.
The looming burning heart fire finally turned into substance.He couldn't bear it anymore, and with all his strength, he tore off Shen Cijing's clothes, and saw the ugly scar on the other's chest.
It was the scar left by Xie Feiyan who once pierced his chest with his hand and crushed his heart.
Xie Feiyan stared blankly at the scar, then raised his eyes to look at Shen Cijing.
The man in the dream smiled at him, but said: "Do you want to try again?" The man in the dream pressed Xie Feiyan's hand on the scar, "Are you going to crush my heart again?"
Xie Feiyan lost his words at this moment.
His eyes were red, and he leaned over to kiss the scar suddenly.
"sorry."
A hot kiss fell on this ugly scar, and a feeling like itching and numbness spread all over his body.
The body of the person in the dream suddenly tensed up, and he took a step back subconsciously.
But this time, Xie Feiyan took the initiative and pulled the dreamer to the bed and pushed him down on the bed.
"you--"
The man in the dream wanted to get up, but Xie Feiyan held him down, tore off his clothes, stared at his blemish-white chest, and kissed him again.
This time, besides the hot kiss, there were also hot tears that fell on the scar.
"sorry."
The body of the person in the dream became more and more tense, a little dazed, and his body was obviously cold, but the scar that was kissed began to heat up, and the temperature of the skin scratched by the hot teardrops was rising, almost making his heart feel the same. scald.
The man in the dream exerted strength with his hands, and pulled Xie Feiyan to roll to the inner side of the bed, covering Xie Feiyan with his own breath.
"you love Me?"
"I love you."
The person in the dream laughed at himself: "...you lied to me."
Xie Feiyan grabbed his hand, pressed it on his heart, and said softly, "I didn't lie to you." He said, "You dig it out and have a look. Only this matter, I never lied to you."
The fingers of the man in the dream were trembling, and he suddenly tore off Xie Feiyan's red clothes with force, and pressed his hand on his chest, as if it would pass through Xie Feiyan's chest in the next moment and crush Xie Feiyan's heart—just like Xie Feiyan did to him. did.
But he couldn't do it.
He was reluctant.
The dreamer closed his eyes tightly.
"I hate you."
"I know."
"……I love you."
"……sorry."
The person in the dream chuckled, meaning unknown.
He lowered his head and kissed Xie Feiyan's lips, bit the wound on Xie Feiyan's lips in retaliation, and sucked the bloody breath into their mouths, making the bitter sweetness entangled and inseparable.
Xie Feiyan responded to him enthusiastically, hugged him tightly, and unscrupulously pulled the dreamer closer to him in this dream, filling the barrenness and emptiness that he always longed for in his heart.
"I love you, Ah Jing, I love you." Xie Feiyan said over and over again, "The person I love the most is you, only you, and always you."
Xie Feiyan tried his best to heal the pain and scars of the person in front of him, even if it was just the person in his dream.
But Xie Feiyan couldn't bear his pain.
I don't know who started it first, this kiss with hatred, pain and revenge began to change, and the red clothes of the two were also torn off, and they were thrown off the bed.
The room began to heat up.
The person in front of Xie Feiyan was obviously just a person in a dream, but his emotions were so strong and his pain was so real that Xie Feiyan could empathize with him, and his heart ached like a twist.So when the punitive kiss fell, Xie Feiyan was almost out of breath, but still tried his best to respond, hugged this person tightly, and comforted the other person's painful heart over and over again.
"Don't be afraid, Ah Jing, don't be afraid...everything will be fine."
"I will love you and always love you...so don't be afraid...don't hurt..."
"You can do anything to me..."
……
After an unknown amount of time, Xie Feiyan finally fell asleep in a daze.
And beside him, the cool and warm breath surrounded him.
"A Fei... If you want to lie to me, just keep lying to me."
The person in the dream hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to rub him into his flesh and blood, without distinguishing each other and never separating.
"Always lie to me, always lie to me...never leave me..."
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